Different | Choi Beomgyu.

different | choi beomgyu.

it’s supposed to be a casual evening between you and your best friend...how on earth did this happen?

+ warnings / bestie!beomgyu. fem!reader. teasing. slight muscle kink. riding. choking. degradation & degrading names. beomgyu is loud asf during sex just sayin.

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your doorbell rings and you rush towards the front door happily, twisting the knob and pulling the door open, smiling when you see the familiar face of your best friend.

“hey, beomgyu,” you greet him with a small wave. you hold the door for him to enter, and he does.

“hey, y/n,” he greets back, flopping onto your couch with a heavy sigh, something he seems to always do. “i’m glad you called me.”

“oh?” you tilt your head, showing your confusion. “why is that?”

as you walk over to sit beside your friend, he sighs again, this time running a hand through his long, shaggy hair. “my parents were at it again,” he explains, voice low. “i had to get out of there.” you frown at his words. “again? isn’t this like everyday now?”

beomgyu nods. “yeah,” he kind of sinks into the cushions a bit. “i really wish they would just go back to at least acting like they still love each other like they did when i was younger.”

you reach over and give beomgyu a hug, wrapping your arms around his neck and propping your chin on his shoulder, unintentionally getting a whiff of his cologne. 

beomgyu wraps his arms around your torso, tightening the hug. he had always liked your hugs. when hugging you, he felt such a strong sense of warmth. he felt warm in your embrace.

you pull away, much to his dismay, and smile at him. “we should watch a movie.”

he smiles back at you, mostly because he thought your smile was beautiful. “that’s exactly what i was thinking.”

you giddily stand up from the couch and walk over to the television and grab the remote. “what do you want to watch?”

beomgyu shrugs at you as you come back to sit beside him again. “something scary, you know, to take my mind off things.”

you nod in agreement and turn on netflix, going to the horror section. “have you seen the conjuring?” you ask him, praying he’d say yes so you didn’t have to watch it.

“i have, but not the second one,” he tells you. 

you internally groan. “oh, we can watch that, then,” you press play on the movie and stand to get some popcorn. “you can watch the start without me, just let me know what happens.”

“what, no!” beomgyu shakes his head and reaches for the remote to pause the movie. “i don’t want to watch without you. i can pause it.”

you force a smile and nod. “okay, thank you,” you say through half-gritted teeth, as you start towards the kitchen.

the truth was, you didn’t want to watch this movie. you had heard from some of the kids at school that it was scary and that there were a lot of jumpscares. you couldn’t say no beomgyu, though. not even just because he wasn’t feeling too well, but because you just couldn’t say to him. ever.

you turn around, after grabbing the finished bag of popcorn from the microwave, and smack your face into beomgyu’s chest. you didn’t even hear him enter the kitchen.

“shit, sorry,” he apologizes to you. “i thought you would’ve heard me.”

you rub your nose, which got the most of the impact and shake your head. “it’s fine, don’t worry,” you let out a chuckle. “i should have been paying more attention to my surroundings.”

“ha, yeah,” beomgyu shoves his hands into his sweatpants pockets, sniffing. “popcorn’s done?”

you nod and hand him the bag. “you can salt it, i’m gonna get some water.”

he nods and takes the steaming bag from your hands. “get me one too?”

“of course,” you smile and turn to the fridge, letting out a breath you didn’t know you were holding. 

to be honest, you were shocked by how solid beomgyu’s chest was. you knew that he worked out, but you didn’t think his chest would be a whole ass rock.

you grab two water bottle with slightly shaky hands, you assume you were still shaken up from bumping into beomgyu unexpectedly.

as you head back to the main room, you’re met with a smiling beomgyu, chowing down on the popcorn. “there you are,” he giggles with excitement. “i’m so ready to watch. are you?”

you nod, taking the popcorn bag from his hands and instead putting it on your lap. “yes, let’s watch now.” you didn’t like how shaky your voice was.

as beomgyu presses play on the film, you can’t help but place your eyes on the screen. you suddenly wished that you had called beomgyu over earlier, like when it was still light outside.

a sudden jumpscare causes you to squeak and cover your eyes from the fear.

“hey, hey,” beomgyu grabs your hand into his. “are you okay?” he asks, worry evident in his tone.

you nod and gulp, glad you weren’t currently chewing at that time because you would have definitely choked.

beomgyu looks at you skeptically. “you can snuggle into me, if you want,” he tells you, eyes big and concerned. “i’ll keep you safe.”

you melted.

smiling, you readjust yourself so that you’re positioned in the opposite direction. you snuggle into your friend like you’ve done several times before, but something about this time was different. you couldn’t lay a finger on why.

“better?” he asks, looking down at your comfy state.

you nod, a small smile on your face. “better.”

beomgyu smiles too and looks back at the screen, his arm tightly around your shoulder. 

he’d be lying if he said that he didn’t like this. the two of you, closely snuggled, just chillin’. 

he gives your shoulder a small squeeze as you bury deeper into him as a disturbing scene plays.

“you’re okay,” he whispers to you. “it’s just a movie.”

you nod and grab another handful of popcorn.

throughout the rest of the movie, you keep repeating beomgyu’s words. it’s just a movie, it’s just a movie.

when the end credits finally roll, you let out a big sigh of relief and pull yourself from beomgyu’s embrace. thankfully for him, you don’t notice the small frown on his face as you do so.

“that’s sure to keep me up all night,” you chuckle, stretching your arms a bit. “how about you?”

beomgyu shrugs. “nah, i’m good,” he says casually, making you roll your eyes.

“come on, you weren’t freaked out at all?” you poke his stomach, surprised to find out that area was also quite rock solid as well. had he always been this fit?

“it was definitely disturbing,” he replies. “i wouldn’t say it scared me at all though.”

you pout. why must he be so cool? 

“whatever,” you sigh and reach into the bag for more popcorn, coincidentally at the same time beomgyu does.

you gasp at the warm feeling of his hand and pull away. “i’m sorry, you go first.”

he shakes his head and gestures towards you. “no way, ladies first.”

“okay, okay, fine,” you dig into the bag and pull out three pieces of popcorn.

beomgyu chuckles and digs in. “how rom-com cliché was that?”

“ha, yeah,” you run a hand through your hair. “very cliché.” 

yes, you did think it was cliché. but did that mean that you didn’t enjoy it? not at all. something about feeling beomgyu’s hand, something you had done so many times before, felt different. everything about him that night so far had felt different. you just couldn’t figure out what it was for the life of you.

“so, now what?” he asks you, some of his hair falling into his eyes. 

you hadn’t admitted it yet, but you really liked his hair at that length. when he first started growing it out, you told him it was stupid, but that was obviously a lie.

“uh, i don’t know,” you shrug. “we can play a game or something?”

“nah, we do that all the time,” beomgyu rests his arms on the back of the couch, sitting more comfortably with his legs spread a bit further apart, which you personally wished he hadn’t done.

something about his legs spread like that made you feel a little uneasy. but he had sat like that tons of times before, so why now did it feel so different?

“y/n?” beomgyu’s voice snaps you out of your thoughts. “you good? you kind of spaced out there.”

you nod quickly. “yeah, yeah, i’m fine.” you force a smile.

“hm, are you sure?” your friend tilts his head, as if he was questioning you.

“y-yeah, why wouldn’t i be?” you mentally smack yourself for stuttering.

beomgyu smirks. “well, the stutter for one,” you feel your heart start beating faster when he inches himself just a tiny bit closer to where you were seated beside him. “but you’ve also been acting different since i got here.”

“how do you mean?”

“you don’t think i caught you staring all throughout the movie?” beomgyu smirks and your heart nearly jumps out of your chest.

“u-um,” you have no words to say. you were caught. you take your bottom lip underneath your teeth and look away, flustered. “well-”

before you even try to explain yourself, you feel something soft and wet on your lips. you don’t even have time to figure out what it is. you know exactly what’s happening.

beomgyu was kissing you. and you were kissing him back.

you had no idea that the feeling of your best friend of fifteen years would be such a good kisser, nor that his lips would feel as heavenly as they did.

what started out as your usual soft kiss quickly escalated into a more heated and passionate kiss as beomgyu’s tongue skillfully entered your mouth.

your cheeks heat up in embarrassment as a small whine emits from you.

next thing you know, beomgyu is pulling you onto his lap, deepening the kiss even more.

his hands find your ass quickly, massaging slowly, earning another whine from you.

after your whine you nearly die at the feeling of something hard growing beneath you. and from what you could feel through your shorts and beomgyu’s sweats, he was going to be a lot to handle.

beomgyu finally pulls his lips (and tongue) from your mouth and instead moves his extremely skilled lips to your neck sucking dark marks onto your skin.

you, however, were still trying to figure what was happening. should you just let everything happen or try to talk with beomgyu? you decided not to ruin the moment.

you lean your head back, giving beomgyu better access to your skin. he finds a particularly good spot, making you let out a moan of pure pleasure.

beomgyu pulls away from your skin to look at you. his eyes were dark and lustful, making you whimper, just from seeing them. 

his hands find the hem of your sweater, waiting until after you give consent to lift it over your head and toss it onto the floor.

staring at your now bare chest, he hardens even more beneath you. you just knew that his size was going to wreck you.

“your parents aren’t coming home until the morning, right?” he looks at you through hooded eyes. 

you nod furiously, impatient at this point. “yes, yes, we have the whole night to ourselves, beomgyu,” you tell him, voice frantic. “please...”

“please what?” he raises a brow at you. “what do you want me to do to you?”

you whine and tug at the bottom of his sweater. “off, please,” you whimper as he moves his hips slightly, his bulge pressing harder against you. you couldn’t even tell if that was intentional or not. 

beomgyu doesn’t hesitate to pull his striped sweater off, over his head. your eyes nearly bug out of your head at the sight of your friend’s toned, muscular upper body. especially his arms. you felt weak.

“anything else you want, hm?” beomgyu looks at your red cheeks and agape mouth.

“y-yes, please,” you practically beg. “w-want you i-in me...”

beomgyu smirks that devilish smirk and reaches down to pull his length from his sweats. you feel your mouth watering.

“c’mere,” he beckons for you to lift your hips so he can pull your shorts down. you shiver at the feeling of his hands on your bare hips as he aligns his large length with your aching heat.

“p-please, beomgyu,” you whine as he teasingly rubs his tip across your folds.

“beg for it, slut,” he growls, surprising you. but it was definitely a pleasant surprise, because you felt your wetness multiply by fourths. you just had to obey him.

“please, beomgyu,” you start, hoping that the whine in your tone was desperate enough for him. “please, fuck me until i can’t walk, until i’m screaming your name, begging to cum. please break me, ruin me, please!”

“fuck,” beomgyu groans at your words, precum leaking from his tip. he was pleased to hear that you needed him as badly as he needed you. “be careful what you ask for.” he warns you, his voice a few octaves deeper as he finally enters you.

you let out a moan as soon as you feel him, your head falling back. “o-oh my god,” you groan, feeling him stretch your walls out with his size. “y-you’re so- fuck!”

you don’t even get to finish telling beomgyu how big he is before he bucks his hips up into yours, immediately hitting your spot. he delivers a smack to your ass before speaking. “ride me, slut, show me how badly you want me.”

of course you comply, slowly beginning to bounce of beomgyu’s length, his tip hitting your spot every time. “g-god, beomgyu-” you let out a weak moan of his name, the pleasure just starting but already so overwhelming.

“fuck, baby, just like that,” beomgyu groans, throwing his head back, letting out what you thought to be the hottest sound on earth, a deep, rather loud moan of pleasure.

you would have never expected beomgyu to be a moaner. maybe a grunter, or a groaner at most, but never a moaner. you were pleasantly surprised.

as you began to bounce your hips faster, beomgyu just got louder and louder. you could barely even hear your own moans. “god, you’re such a slut,” he growls, delivering another harsh smack to your ass. “riding me like your life depends on it. such a filthy whore for me.”

his words make your knees weak. so weak, you could barely keep yourself upright. you place your hands on beomgyu’s chest, your nails, digging into his skin, leaving scratch marks on his chest, which you thought made his chest even more appealing.

“ride me harder, come on, baby,” beomgyu urges you, panting between his moans. “show me how badly you want me to fuck you.”

you bite your lip hard as you begin to slam your hips down onto beomgyu with no mercy. “please, beomgyu, i want it so bad,” you practically scream your plea, your insides churning at the sound of beomgyu’s loud, deep moans.

you were surprised with yourself. you didn’t think you could need beomgyu so badly. in fact, you hadn’t until tonight. yes, you still were slow on figuring out what exactly was happening.

“fuck, baby, you drive me crazy,” beomgyu growls as he starts bucking his hips up, meeting yours on their way down. the impact makes you scream from the pleasure. “gonna fuck you like you deserve.” he grips your hips hard as he continuously pounds into you at lightning speed. 

“b-beom-g-gyu!” you let out scattered moans as beomgyu thrusts into you, your eyelids fluttering as your eyes roll back. 

“yeah? is this what you wanted, slut?” he speaks again, that growl back to his voice.

“y-yes-!” you cry out, voice scratchy from screaming. you couldn’t believe how much pleasure you were receiving from your best friend. you were through the roof.

your heartbeat quickened even more when you felt beomgyu’s hand wrap around your throat tightly, choking you. he somehow managed to know all your kinks.

“o-oh, fuck-” you choke out, eyes rolling back slightly as beomgyu’s cock slams up into you at an animalistic speed.

his growls and moans mixed with your own moans and small screams erupt inside the once peaceful room. “g-gyu, c-close,” you choke out, your toes curling from the overwhelming pleasure.

“cum for me, slut,” beomgyu pants and slaps your ass once more, looking at you with those dark eyes. “scream my name so the neighbors can hear how much of a slut you are for me.”

you bite your lip at his words, feeling dizzy. you clench around his length, earning another loud moan from him. “s-shit, y/n, do that again.” he growls to you, and you have to comply.

you clench around him again, and his grip on your throat tightens ever so slightly. “fuck, you’re so good, y/n,” he praises you, his free hand massaging the reddening skin of your ass.

“i-i- beomgyu!” you try to warn him that your release was coming but of course, to no avail as you scream his name as you release all over his length, your eyelids fluttering.

“holy shit, y/n,” he groans at the sight of you falling apart. “gonna make me cum now...”

“inside, please-” you pant, coming down from your high. “i’m on the pill.”

“thank god,” beomgyu sighs in relief, his thrusts getting faster and messier before finally coming to a stop as his cum fills you up, a deep groan exiting his mouth.

you shake, overcome with pleasure, panting as the two of you come down from your highs. he wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you closer, your foreheads now resting on each other.

“b-beomgyu...” you whisper as he opens his eyes to see you.

“y-yeah?” he asks, still panting as he raises an eyebrow at you.

“i-is now a bad time to say that, um,” you bite your lips, searching for the words to use. “i think i might...like you...?”

beomgyu’s eyes widen at your words and his lips curl into a smile. “it wouldn’t be a bad time at all,” he shakes his head gently. “i think i like you too, y/n.”

“oh,” you laugh and smile at him, pulling your forehead off of his before continuing. 

“this was different.”

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dude DEADASS tho- school is so AFKSJKDJKSFJKSFJKFS

i hope you're finding time to write stuff ?? hopefully ?? 😳😳 (asking cuz i cant wait to read your stuff fr 😳)

yes i fortunately am able to find time to write :) i actually was writing some last night 

i’d usually be getting stuff out sooner but since everything i’m working on rn is so LONG (and my personal fave works of mine), it’s taking longer than expected to get stuff out.

i’m currently working on a hyunjae smut, an eric smut, a sunwoo fluff (?), a juyeon smut and various other things that i lowkey forgot about :D so stay tuned ahaha <3

oh my god you scared the shit out of me i thought you disappeared 🤣🤣

btw nice theme broski!! it actually looks really nice! i promise i’ll read your hyunjae fic once i’m settled w everything!! tbh i’m fuckin stoked and really impatient to read it but once i finish exams imma hop on that shit fo sho 😩😩👍

i had a feeling some people would notice and be like "uh tf where'd this bitch go" 😭😭 that's why i was hesitant to change my layout but i am rather satisfied with it :)

and good luck on the rest of your exams!! you can do it broskiiii

good to know you've had a cool weekend and that you've been well broski!! :)) have you been busy lately?

busy? haha no, only busy suffering because school is kicking my ASS.

literally hate that biotch so much 🙄 i always have so much homework and so much stress like 😭 give me a break

so yeah that's the tea for right now ☕

hey guys please remember that y’all can send asks and requests whenever you want, i’ll always respond to them!!

i’m only saying this rn because i have three drafts and i know i haven’t been posting that frequently (sorry btw) but i still want to post for you guys <33 so please please do send in anything you want, i will 100% answer <33

pls your juyeon fix was so good, anymore juyeon / sangyeon fics would be appreciated! love your work <3

thank you love 😩 i will get to work on more juyeon and sangyeon works just for you <33