I Love The Beach So Much, If Theres One Thing Im Certain Of In My Life Is That Wherever And Whoever I

i love the beach so much, if there’s one thing i’m certain of in my life is that wherever and whoever i end up living up, it HAS to be by the beach. beach beach beach

nobody can find out how much i need love

the faint touch of spring, wings of a lapis dove

doomed, blooming tulips blanket my sight above

the ground on which i sit upon, alone, thereof

nobody can find out how much i need love

“tequila girlfriend”

tranquil eyes framed by heart-shaped sunglasses flicker from your glass to the older voices you hear

you wear the diamond necklace you never liked and you never asked for as

you listen to music and you watch boys and hope they hear the lyrics and flirt back with their eyes

but you were born too late to be starved like this

the mark of the witch is on your waist and your short skirt reveals plush thighs i am dying to hold on to

and if i do die one day, preferably before your time, i will become a virtue and i will come to you and watch your vices and fall in love with you more

you’ll be the first devil up in heaven

i’m not religious, but i still turn to prayer when i feel like i have nothing left to love

we always talk until we say too much and even then i fall harder for you

i just want to kiss your dry wet lips and you’ll never lie to me again

if they hadn’t heard you too, i wouldn’t be able to prove you were there

and if i never moan your name again i hope my teeth rot off

even if i had a voice in my head screaming at me to turn back, you would just whisper me closer

and i’d gladly oblige in everything you do

your mind is a bloodbath, and i will bring a towel and clean it

and watch you, my girlfriend, sip tequila while i drown out your heartbreak

Deep Summer Thoughts

A calling I cannot tone out

louder, bursts, unfolds, breaks up,

my legs, cold. The Light, it Speaks

to me, yet It won’t Shine in me.

Why won’t It look my way, have I

something done so cruel to drown It?

I look back, read the leaves of the

trees, each grain of sand. They shine,

like I used to. I go closer,

in longing, in desperation.

Yet they stab me, pierce my bones,

a cold, unspoken feeling.

I go deeper towards Him,

My Light. That warm feeling on

my skin, undressed. He kissed me

once, he’ll kiss me again.

As I touch him, and he me

they suck me in, obliviously.

I keep going deeper, thinking

that it is Him. Suddenly, no

warmth is felt on my bare

skin, no sweetness, it’s not fair.

They pull me in, drink me up.

Finally, they take my breath

Away. I no longer see the Light,

I no longer see My Sun. This

deep water that drowns love struck

souls, drowned me. Moonlight on

my skin, crazy whispers all come

in, I no longer have a purpose,

all I dream about is Him. Oh,

how oblivious I was! No wonder

they never let me in. I said

I’d be the last to pass, but

first I had to surrender, but

I couldn’t surrender Him.

can i make it any more obvious?