stxrvel - empty mind sh!t
empty mind sh!t

22 (dan). ocassionally writer trying to deal with depression in a depressing world. multifandom: bts, jjk, acotar, marvel. masterlist

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Part3 Of I Can Fix Them, OCs Reaction To JK Was Abit Too Harsh. I Get That They Abandoned Her Or Whatever

Part3 of I can fix them, OCs reaction to JK was abit too harsh. I get that they abandoned her or whatever and didn’t contact her, but if that was me, I’d want answers. I wouldn’t be pushing them away, I’d want to know why they stopped. I’d talk to JK and ask why he stopped contact after he cried his eyes out about not wanting to leave. Do we get this info eventually? Im not really connecting with this OC like I hoped

oww, this was exactly what i was fearing when writing this chapter. 🥲

when i wrote that scene i did so thinking not only that it would be her first untimely and drastic encounter with the boys in years, but also that there had been many variables over the past few days that had been keeping her on edge and therefore making her too fickle or volatile to deal with such a situation. in another moment she would've acted differently, where she wouldn't have had so much stress on her and so much confusion swirling around her back. what i want to make clear is that she's not perfect and she's not going to be perfect over the course of the series, because there are too many emotions and too many misunderstandings, and she tries to deal with that within what is humanly possible. i understand your point but i think that precisely because of how it was when they saw each other last time i think she has the right to act that way. she trusted him with her life and he just turned his back on her, and now he wanted to go back, pretend nothing happened and hug each other in a reunion? i don't know, i would be mad too haha.

we will get answers eventually and oc will ask for them. but i want it to be understood, mainly, that oc had been having some stressful days, that reunion was just the straw that broke the camels back.

i really hope i made myself clear and hopefully you can understand oc in further chapters. thank u for reaching out!! 🫶🏻

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I'd like to share a different perspective on her meeting with Jungkook for part 3 of I can fix them.

(Sorry! I know the title changed but I forgot to double check before the ask and now I can't click out!)

I thought the reaction was completely realistic.

She hasn't just felt abandoned for a decade, she's felt guilty. She's explored dozens of different possibilities and having no answers has made her believe she was somehow at fault. Because why would they all continuously leave her life?

She's basically identified herself as the common denominator.

I'd want answers too, but the reality is that in that same chapter, she got lost in thoughts of what if twice, she was already on edge. She was already mourning again, and avoiding all of Yuna's questions. Despite the time, it's a fresh wound and I think anger is the most volatile reaction. He came at the worst time, took her out of a memory and just cornered her.

As someone who's lost a good friend, watched them come back and then leave again, with no good reason, anger and betrayal is the hardest part to let go of.

I think she doesn't owe them forgiveness and she's justified in snapping. She never got to. She never got to scream at them. Only at herself.

I connect to her a lot, I hope we get answers but I also hope she can decide if she wants to give them a taste of their medicine too. It's not always meant to be the FL who's understanding. Sometimes they can just be angry.

yes. this is it. this is what exactly i wanted to capture. she constantly said she felt like she wasn't enough for them to stick around, and keep having those thoughts left unaswered after so many years can turn into a rusty, rotting, almost uncontrollable resentment. you can't just turn your back on what you did like you did to me!

thank u!


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1 year ago

hey man what’s wrong with you

the usual

11 months ago

but i don’t want to write my wip your honour i want to read the completed story