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Dollarhyde from a sketch called 'No Quarter' by Tim Sutton i bet everyone was waiting for fanart of that guy right

i see a lot of people draw jay with sh scars which is a total win!! but what i NEVER see is tim with them!! which is strange bc that man is mentally fucked and he absolutely wouldve when he was younger i feel. what do you think??

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see the thing is i always forget them — i forgot them on one of my latests along w his body hair which is straight up heresy. brother and i talk regularly about his s/h habits... i think they've lasted as a coping mechanism/symptom of psychosis bc lack of control is severely distressing for him. esp as an epileptic victim of the psychiatric system. s/h elicits an endorphin high that calms a lot of chronic cutters down.

brother also wrote this absolutely deranged fic following his hospital visit for that goddamn knee. the slender sickness... it's slender sicknessing... paranoia = trying to carve out whatever the fuck they put inside him during surgery (answer: nothing). orthopedic trauma is a hell of a drug.

details are he gets chronic infections and keeps peeling himself open during episodes until he like. oh god the art wip i haven't touched in like a month. self-amputation. it's literally just non-stop whump out here. the duality of man.

long story short i'm always out of it bc there are two people behind the wheel and i keep forgetting to draw my own headcanons.

some habibi for you people

If the boys were about 20 or 21 or 22 in 2006, then this year 2024, they would be between 38 and 40 years old. Lets all remember that with our recovery/everybody lives au. Middle aged man yaoi

happy hornetversary 😭❤️❤️❤️