I Teared Up On Alex Part Because Of How Much I Love Her She Is A Treasure - Tumblr Posts

i see a lot of people draw jay with sh scars which is a total win!! but what i NEVER see is tim with them!! which is strange bc that man is mentally fucked and he absolutely wouldve when he was younger i feel. what do you think??

-🌸

see the thing is i always forget them — i forgot them on one of my latests along w his body hair which is straight up heresy. brother and i talk regularly about his s/h habits... i think they've lasted as a coping mechanism/symptom of psychosis bc lack of control is severely distressing for him. esp as an epileptic victim of the psychiatric system. s/h elicits an endorphin high that calms a lot of chronic cutters down.

brother also wrote this absolutely deranged fic following his hospital visit for that goddamn knee. the slender sickness... it's slender sicknessing... paranoia = trying to carve out whatever the fuck they put inside him during surgery (answer: nothing). orthopedic trauma is a hell of a drug.

details are he gets chronic infections and keeps peeling himself open during episodes until he like. oh god the art wip i haven't touched in like a month. self-amputation. it's literally just non-stop whump out here. the duality of man.

long story short i'm always out of it bc there are two people behind the wheel and i keep forgetting to draw my own headcanons.