I Struggle So Badly With School Its Genuinely Frightening. I Love My Major. I'm Super Passionate About

i struggle so badly with school its genuinely frightening. I love my major. I'm super passionate about history and archeology. I want nothing more but to pursue history as a career, but oh my gods why cant i just sit down and focus on school?

im scared. im genuinely scared.

i am autistic and school has never been a walk in the park, but I never had as many issues with it as I do now in college. I never had extra help because getting accommodations was like pulling teeth.

But now i risk failing. Again. For the third time. I can't. I cannot fail again. I have an essay due tomorrow I haven't even started. I have homework that's been due for weeks. My professor knows of my issues but they cannot do much due to the fact I have no written accommodations.

I am financially unstable. I have a job I can barely do due to my brain just fighting itself about going.

I know I need to do all these things. I want to. I want my degree. I want to get money from going to work. I want to be successful.

I just can't do it.

And I hate myself for it.

'i would rather feel alive with a childlike soul'

Some pictures I took during the concert :) such a beautiful experience 🩷☀️

are these feelings really ours or just part of someone else’s plan?

not a pony, but this is my persona :) i havent drawn him in quite a while so i sketched him while I'm sitting at work

Hey howdy hey, neighbors! ❤️

I made some ACNH custom designs for Welcome Home! <3 I've become really invested in the ARG, and it inspired me so much that I just had to make something for it! I'm still working on Frank, Barnaby and Poppy, but I was too excited to wait until all of them were done, so please take these! :0D

(Also: I know the name of the Custom Design Creator is different from the name in my bio, and that's because I made these designs on my sister's profile, which is the only profile on our island with connection to the internet and stuff like the Custom Design Portal. I just felt the need to clarify! <3)

Most importantly, all of the artwork - not to mention the wonderful Welcome Home ARG as a whole - belongs to @partycoffin! Their work is seriously so amazing, and I highly recommend checking them out!

If you're considering getting into Welcome Home, please be aware that it's a horror ARG with elements such as gore/blood, heavy eye contact and staring, unreality/derealization, and puppets/mannequins. It's still being developed, but if any of these may trigger you, then it's probably best to avoid it so as to keep yourself safe!

That's all for now, friends! Bye! :D

Edit: Frank’s Custom Design is now done! It can be found using the link below! ❤️

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Frank joins the neighborhood! 🦋❤️

Hello, friends! I'm back with another Welcome Home Custom Design; this time, it's Frank! I'm aware it kind of clashes with the other designs

my ponysona, Sun Song!!

yeah hes an alicorn but he isnt royalty at all, the lore i have for this mf goes hard