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please can we do inbox trick-or-treating this year. can we make that a thing on tumblr. please please please please please

fuck it's so embarrassing having obsessive thoughts without someone to direct it to SOMEONE FUCKING APPEAR!!!!

I get how exhausting work and school can be </3 wishing you good luck again :3 I hope everyone respects your boundaries and doesn't push you to talk today

Thank you, it’s been at least not terrible as a day.. I tried to scratch and cut our arm open with a plastic butter knife wnd our pencil and nails so they sent me out of the room, and got the nurse, who forced me to talk.. but I’ve been okay besides that and the general paranoia that i get. After school we have work, which should be much less stressful, hopefully.

Wish me luck. There’s school today, and although I may talk a lot over text, I hate verbally speaking. I refuse to speak, i have no energy for masking today. And directly after school, is work.

Though, a reminder to anybody, our dms and asks are open, for whatever you want. There’s short times within work and school I can check on tumblr.

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Meow meow meow

A rant, which I typically don’t do.

You are NOT “transabled”. You are not “transid” or “transx” or whatever. YOU ARE AN ATTENTION SEEKER.

There are REAL people with REAL disabilities that struggle daily with ableism and depression because of their REAL disability, not the fake “UwU I’m so cute and silly! I have transautism transadhd transdepression transosdd transdid transfreckles transthisandthat!”

I get it-you want to feel like part of a group. You want attention, you want friends. But minimizing the struggles of real disabled people, or saying you have whatever when you DON'T is not the way to do it. Essentially, you’re just being ableist.

Tldr: Get off the internet, you’re not disabled.

Also, I HAVE autism, and I, a “cisautistic” person, find it absolutely horrific that people WANT to have autism. Sure, it may give me “superpowers”, but often, it just makes life harder. Disabilities MAKE LIFE HARDER. Be thankful that you have a body that works in the way it should, and a brain that makes life easier, not harder.

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We’re about to leave for work, wish us luck.

Dms and asks are open, though we wont be able to talk much on shift

Stuck between “what if I’m talking too much” and “the more I say they might be able to make me useful somehow”

Can my mind please pick a side.

Soooo this will be the only post like this for a while (school took our blades and lighters and stuff :(( ) but some $h from a few days ago under the cut tw for blood.

It was a very small session because we had someone over at the time. But its still something. I hope the two interested enjoy the picture. Also please don’t mind all the scars

Heyyy

If i were to post any sh would someone like to see iitt? :3 got some dermis almost fat from ysterday i wanna show off,,, and twitter is getting boring

Sorry for being so inactive, the day was quite.. chaotic, could have been a lot better, so we’ve been mostly resting, and trying to cope

Long story short we got put into in school suspension and got our blades and lighters confiscated and thrown out for stopping someone from cutting themself in class.

Heyyy

If i were to post any sh would someone like to see iitt? :3 got some dermis almost fat from ysterday i wanna show off,,, and twitter is getting boring

hot take!!! dnis should only apply for people who plan on following u / befriending u. u cant realistically expect people to read ur entire dni before simply liking or reblogging ur post. if u dont want someone viewing ur content then block them. ur responsible for ur own internet experience

you know when you’re too tired to sleep? That’s us

I’m going to try this again.. any trans harmful, or pro rq at this point, and any beast Dazai alters please interact. I’m free for most of the next 24 hours unless I leave front, asks dms comments anything I need some kind of acknowledgment right now. And I miss source mates.

I haven't um

Seen people talk about this here but I think it's really important

The parafiles have claimed many things, but the main point being is that they think they're doing something good.

But this is what they actually do.

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They want people to die.

And when it finally happens.. they celebrate it.

A friend was lost, a husband was lost, a son was lost, and a father was lost that day.

Someone people cared about is gone now.

He hadn't hurt anyone, but they claim he did because of their sick view of the world.

They love when you and your loved ones get hurt or die, so please.

Please stay alive.

You are important to this community, to other people, and as a person.

You are loved and cared for.

Do not listen to them, they do not have anyone's best interest at heart.

transbadperson & transgoodperson

[pt] transbadperson & transgoodperson [end pt]

transbadperson (left) means that someone feels like they are a bad person when they aren't. transgoodperson (right) means that someone feels like they are a good person when they aren't.

I guess i could consider myself like rock candy. Maybe it look and feels painful. But it tastes very sweet.

I both hate and love being harmful. Cis and trans harmful. With different variations. I love having him beg for me to be harmful and to hurt him. I hate knowing others in his system dare hurt him at the same time as I am. It makes me want to be soft all over again.

I hate the push and pull between wanting to be sickeningly and uncharacteristically sweet, soft, and caring, to sharp, and cold and harsh and harming. I will never get enough of it, or enough of him.

I hate it. I hate how he makes me feel. I do like the anons, but they’ll never be as consistent, or as active. I’ll never form attachment aside from a few, rare occasions.

I both hate and love being harmful. Cis and trans harmful. With different variations. I love having him beg for me to be harmful and to hurt him. I hate knowing others in his system dare hurt him at the same time as I am. It makes me want to be soft all over again.

I hate the push and pull between wanting to be sickeningly and uncharacteristically sweet, soft, and caring, to sharp, and cold and harsh and harming. I will never get enough of it, or enough of him.

I hate it. I hate how he makes me feel. I do like the anons, but they’ll never be as consistent, or as active. I’ll never form attachment aside from a few, rare occasions.

trying to prove a point to the boys at school

reblog this if you believe trans men are real men like this if you dont

What the fuck is wrong with this body, wdym i accidentally drink PLAIN water and throw both the water, the little fudge i was forced to have and stomach acid up.. we need to label our waters

It hurts me to see you in pain, my darling. I wish to keep you safe from the rest of the world, so why don't you come to me when things are wrong? I will always help you feel better, my darling.