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Happy, That Is All You Want To Be (Part 2)

Happy, that is all you want to be (Part 2)

Next day : It was morning. You hear birds are singing and the sounds of the city. You squeezed your eyes and slowly opened them. You were in bedroom of the hotel. You look around and saw the clothes were messy everywhere in the room. The bed and sheets were really comfortable. You saw Chanyeol’s hand were loosely by your waist. You look on his face…it was like the face of the child looks like an angel. You can’t wait and you kissed him, on the forehead, both cheeks, on the top of nose and finally on his lips. You were afraid that you will make him awake so you stopped but his hand pulled you closer and he gave you a passionate kiss. He opened his eyes and whispered : “Good morning, sweetie. Did you sleep well?” You answered: ” Good morning. Yes, I did. Because I am with my prince.” He wrap his hand around your waist closer to him and he said : “Just be like that for a while. We have a lot of time. Isn’t it like that?” “Yes, it is. I love you, Yeollie!!!” “I love you, too, Yeobo!” He chuckled and leaned down to kiss you. He broke the kiss and said : “You have to be tired. Just sleep more. I will be here. Don’t be afraid!” and he kissed on your forehead. You two were lying on the bed and cuddling until you fell asleep.

You felt the cold air on your back. You opened your eyes and looked around. Chanyeol weren’t in bed. You got up, put on some comfortable clothes and look around your room found him in the balcony. You were quietly and you hugged behind him around his waist. He turned back and said: ” You’re awake? Are you hungry?” “No, I just wanna watch the city like this. ” He understand and now was his turn to hug you behind by your waist. You two were staying like this for a while. You two were in Paris for a week. You were shopping, sight-seeing, just have a nice honeymoon. After that you two have to come back to Seoul and come back to normal life, going to work. You were working as a teacherat university. You teach English and the other languages like Chinese and Japanese. Yes, you were good at languages but you hadn’t any chance to become translater. But you like this job, you can communicate with students which are younger than you just few years. And some of them liked you. They want to ask you go out, but it was hard. They were the students for you. So when you told them that you will get married they were sad. But they cheer for you, too. But Chanyeol didn’t like it. Yeah…he was jealous. Funny, right? But once he came home and said :” Jagu, I have some news. I ask at Sm that you can work there like a translation and the agree with me. You can work at the same place with me. It’ll be great, won’t it?” You couldn’t say something at that time. It was really a surprise for you. But you really were happy. You imagined like you two every day will drive together to work and see each other more. So you agree and take the job. Today is Monday. The first day go to work at SM Entertainment. They were nice to you. They were really satisfied with you. You were really good at languages and they really need people like you. Your job was teach new trainees and when idols went for tours, you supposed to translate to fans. You liked that job. And you were with Chanyeol, it was the important thing. But there was one problem. It was you ex-boyfriend. Kai. He was fine, but when you were with him, he started to told you things like that he want you back etc. but you don’t want. You were in love with Chanyeol and were married with him. He know that but he was really upset. He was upset at him because he let you go. And he were so stupid to make you hurt.

Flashback : It was a sunny day, Sunday. It was still morning. You know that EXO have a free time for a week. So you want to go out with Kai since it was a long time you two have time for dating. So you call him but he didn’t answer, so you drive to his apartment. You know there well. Next to Kai’s apartment was Chanyeol’s apartment. And you two were really close friends. Yeah, Kai was jealous but he know that you two were just friends. You had the keys so you opened the door. There were Kai’s shoes but you saw high heel shoes. It was weird and you feel something bad happened. You went to the living room and there was the open bottle of wine and two glasses. Suddenly you noticed some noises from bedroom. You didn’t want to go there so you stood there for a while until Kai went out of bedroom with a girl. You feel that your heart broke into millions pieces. Kai were surprised and said : ” _____, what are you doing here???” “I am not supposed to visit my boyfriend? Oh sorry, right now I find out that MY boyfriend maybe didn’t want to see me because he has another girl, isn’t it like that!!” You were yelling at him and tears suddenly were falling on your cheeks. You didn’t want to be there longer and you turned back to the door. Kai take your wrist and said : ” I’m sorry. I’m really sorry. It was a stupid thing that I did. Can you forgive me? Can you give me a second chance?” “What? Second chance? Are you kidding me? And you will do it again, isn’t it like that?! Forget it, just do like nothing happened, you and me. I don’t want to see you again!!! ” “Where are you going?” “It’s not your thing!!” And you get out of his apartment.” You started to cry harder. It really breaks your heart. He was your first love and it really hurts you hard. You knock on Chanyeol’s door and hope that he is home. In 10 seconds he opened the door and when he saw you he asked : “____ -ah, what happened? You look so terrible!!”, he told you to come in. You couldn’t say anything and he let you sat on the couch. He gave you a cocoa because he knows that it helps you when you are down. When you were less crying, you started to explain : ” Kai have slept with another girl. I just went into his apartment and I saw him with another girl…I hate him!! I really really hate him!! I gave him my heart, my love. He owned these things and he just kick it out of the window!!! I really didn’t know what to do so I came here. Is it okay that I am here? Because at that time I just thought about you, to came here and I knew that you will help me.” He smiled and hugged you : ” That’s okay. You know that you can come every time when you need, want talk with me. I won’t leave you like him. Don’t worry.” You looked at him and you saw the love in his eyes. Why you couldn’t recognize it before? His eyes were looking at you every time like this when you were with him. He was really good guy and the life without him you just can’t imagine. You were in his hug until you fell asleep.

Hi guys, how are u? I posted the second part. Hope you guys like it :) Later I will do scenarios for requests…just have to learn how to use tumblr properly :) If someone want request, I will write :) have a good time :)

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11 years ago

Happy, that is all you want to be (Part 5)

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11 years ago

Happy, that is all you want to be (Part 9)

You and Minwoo had a really good time. You two went to some nice places and in the afternoon went shopping. You saw a really nice T-shirt for Chanyeol. it was black with the sign ‘i will be a great DADDY!!!’ You really liked that shirt so you bought it for him. You bought some presents, too. For your and Chanyeol parrents and for Yura-unnie. She really treats you nice, she was like your own sister. You really like her. 

After shopping Minwoo-oppa took you into really nice restaurant. You sat near the window to watch the live in the city and order some delicious food. 

"So, how have you been when I left to the United States?" he started the conversation.

"It’s been hard. I really felt alone, until I met EXO. I wasn’t alone again. Ii was really boring after that you left. But they helped me a lot, they are sometimes really crazy, it’s funny with them. They are like my family." you said and remembered that days.

"And what about you, oppa? Was it hard to be in the new place, world that you’ve never been before? you asked curiously.

"Of course it was hard. Studying, language. But I enjoy it. But I really miss my friends, especially you." he saud and looked straight into your eyes and you noticed what you saw in his eyes was maybe hurt? You shooked your head and asked : "And what about your love life? Did you find your princess that you always were talking about?" you asked and chuckled.

He chuckled and said : “No, I didn’t find her, yet. And you know what? You are really curious!” he said and pushed your head lightly. You pout your lips and whined. 

"Hey, that’s not so nice, oppa!!" 

"You’re still the same!"he said and started laughing and you laughed, too. Suddenly you heard your cellphone, somebody was calling you. It was Chanyeol. You smiled when you saw his name and photo, oh he was so cute!!

"Excuse me oppa but Chanyeol is calling me. Would you mind if…" 

"Oh, that’s okay." he said immediately.

"Hello Channie??"

”____-ah. I need help. I want to cook something but I really messed up…Can you come back?? Pleaseeee!!” he whined cutely. Oh, how could you say no to your lovely cute puppy.

"Oh, of course…wait a while. I will be back!" you said.

"Honeyy, I love youuu!! You are the best!! I will wait outside the hotel."

You chuckled and replied : “Okay, I love you too!!”

You went back to Minwoo and said : “Oppa, I’m sorry but I have to go.”

"Oh, that’s okay. I will take you back if you want." he said.

"Okay, thank you oppa!" 

You two arrived to the hotel. He, like the gentleman opened the door for you and helped you out.

"I really enjoy it today, ____-ah. I really miss days that we spent together." he said and smiled a little bit.

"Yeah, it was fine. We can stay in touch. Sometimes if you fly back to Korea we can meet." you said.

"Yes. That would be nice. So, meet you on Saturday?" he said and hugged you.

"Yeah, on Saturday. Goodnight oppa." you said and began to go into the hotel. You saw Chanyeol standing and waiting for you. He saw you and smiled so brightly, waved for you. You wanted to wave but someone suddenly took you by the wrist and kissed you passionately.

Hey Guys….I decided to post Part 9. Hope you like it guys. The other chapters you can find on my blog. I will post next chapter later. Have a good time…and maybe I will post some fanfics with other members…look forward for it. <3


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11 years ago

Happy, that is all you want to be (Part 1)

Hello, I’m new here… I like writing scenarios, so this is my first. It will have more parts. Hope you will like that :) and hope u guys understand but I’m not so good in using tumblr. And it’s more difficult because I have to use my phone. :D so hope you guys will enjoy. This is the first fanfic/scenario I have ever write so hope u guys will enjoy it :)

Today is your wedding. You have the beautiful wedding dress and you look like an angel. You are nervous but you know that your future husband will be Chanyeol and you got excited. When you went into the wedding hall with your Papa, Chanyeol were surprised. When you stand beside him, he whispered :”______(Y/N)-ah. You are so beautiful!!! Incredible, my angel, saving my life!” You giggled. He is wearing white tuxedo. He is really handsome and you really were like in heaven, you can’t imagine it better. When the wedding ended, you and Chanyeol went to your honeymoon to the Paris. When you get there, it was 7AM. You went to the hotel, get into your room. It was a nice weather so you two decided to go sight-seeing. You were in your room and don’t know what clothes you will wear. Chanyeol decided to go shopping so you just wore a summer dress. When you went into the first boutiqe, you were really excited. You and Chanyeol holding your hand went to the room with clothes for ladies. There were beautiful dresses, but they were really expensive, so your excitement go slowly down, but Chanyeol saw your face and he said : “Don’t worry my wifey, I will pay it!! ” But it was strange for you, because it was different than before. But you just decided that you have to be ok, because you and Chanyeol are finally married. So you just say ok and go to look around the boutique, suddenly Chanyeol find out the dress, that you just saw them on TV or magazines. They were so beautiful, but you worried about your body. You were 176 cm tall but you were still worried. You just said to Chanyeol : ” They are so beautiful, but I think that they won’t be nice on me…I don’t have the perfect body like a model. They won’t be perfect on me.” He just smiled and said : ” You don’t have to be perfect, you don’t have to be a model or something like that…because you are perfect for me. You are the only one person, which is everything for me. And don’t worry, a lot of people want to have a body like you. And your body is more beautiful than a lot of models. Really my Sunshine!!” You were blushed, this was the one of many reasons that you love him. You tried the dress and you really look so good in that. You fell in love with them immediately. When Chanyeol saw you, he even can’t hold his surprise. He stood up for a while, but then he finally said: “I really have the most beautiful woman on the world!!! You are so beautiful and I really can’t believe that you’re mine!!! I love you so much!!” He comes over to you and he kissed you passionately. His lips were soft, you just melted into the kisses and just like you were in the clouds. You also have butterflies in your stomach. This wasn’t your first kiss but feelings that you were with him were incredible. He broke the kiss and you were a little bit sad. He saw your face and with the smile he leaned down and whisper : ” Don’t worry my wifey, I will continue with you at the hotel!” You just smiled and said : ” Maybe I’m the luckiest woman on this world cause I have you “, he kissed you again on your lips. He said: “Just wear these dress, Paris will see the angel from Korea!!” After the shopping you two went on Eiffel Tower. When you two were on the top, you can’t believe that you were there. You were standing and watching the panorama of the city and Chanyeol hugged you from behind by your waist and together were watching. You were like in heaven, you were probably in the most romantic city on this world with your perfect husband Chanyeol. What is better than this? After a while Chanyeol said to you : “Just wait here for a while, I will be back. Don’t worry my sweetheart.” He kissed you on your forehead and went to anywhere. You decided to continue to watch the panorama. You were waiting for him and thought that it was so long but you just wait. After about 15 minutes somebody covered your eyes by his hands. When you open the eyes and turned back, you saw Chanyeol’s holding a bouquet of your favorite flowers.He kneeled down and said : “I love you so much ____-ah. I really can’t believe that before few hours we had a wedding. That you’re mine. When I saw you in the cafe for the first time, I fell in love with you immediately. You are really an angel to save my life. You’re really the perfect one for me, you’re my home forever. I really will try to make you happy every day, every second in your life. You’re like sunshine that make my heart warm every time that I see you, that I think about you. I feel like I’m the most luckiest guy on this world. So, I want to ask you this. Would you promise to be with me for all my life? I know that we are married but you don’t know that I’m worrying about that one day I will lose you. At that time I will die, but I don’t want that to be like that. So, what is your answer?” You were touched really hard…you really don’t expect that this will happen. You felt like you lost your mind. Suddenly, you started to cry because of happiness. Chanyeol were worrying and ask you what happened. You smiled and said : Pabo…Pabo. I’m crying because of happiness! I promise that I will love you for all my life. I love you so much that I can’t believe that you’re mine. You are the best in my life that have ever become. I promise that I will try to be the best wife on this world. I have never love somebody else!!! I love you and I will love you forever! Just get it on your mind! Because if I don’t have you, I will live like I’m dead. I love you so much!!!!” Chanyeol were so happy. He gave the bouquet to you, stood up and kissed you passionately on your lips. You felt like it was hours and hours and you really gave all your love to him! On this world wasn’t anybody that will replace him. He broke a kiss and he said : “Just go to the hotel and I will make something that you will never forget!!” You got excited and you two hand in hand went back to the hotel. Before you went to the room, you two went to the restaurant. The atmosphere was so nice, everywhere were roses, it was so romantic. While you have a dinner, you were chatting about what you two wanna do tomorrow. And you know that Chanyeol is Happy Virus, so he did some jokes to make you smile. He said : ” You are so cute when you smile,______-ah. I love your voice. ” You thought to yourself how can he make you blush and speechless every time. After the dinner you two went to your room. Hand in hand you two went into the elevator. Maybe it was lucky that you two have the room in the highest floor which is 50, so it was a while when you get there. When the door of elevator closed, Chanyeol pulled you to the wall and he came near to you. You saw in his eyes the excitement. You asked him : “Oppa, what are you going to do?” He didn’t say anything and he started to kiss you passionately. You closed your eyes and melted into the kisses. He was so amazing. He kissed you gently. It was so amazing, you were like flying in the clouds. His hands hugged you by your waist and pulled you closer to him. He said against your lips : ” I can’t wait when we will be in room together, alone, without anybody. I want you!!” You smile and kissed him again. When you two reach the top of the hotel and the door of the elevator opened, Chanyeol picked you up bridal style, still kissing you to your room. You went to the dressing room to put off your dress but Chanyeol were faster and he hold you behind your waist. He started to kiss you on your neck and he whispered : “I want you right now. I love you so much.” He continued to whisper sweet words. You were so excited and you turned back, starting to kiss him so passionately that he was so excited and he started to put you dress off. You started to unbutton his shirt, too. When he was shirtless, you were amazed by his abs. “OMG, his body”, you thought. It was the reason that you hugged him closer to you. Your bodys get wetter and hotter. He puts your dress off and they dropped on the floor. You were just in your underwear. You were shy because it was for first you were like this before him. He was amazed and he said : ” OMG!! You’re so beautiful! I can’t wait anymore!!!” He carried you to the bedroom and pulled you down gently on the bed. Kissing you passionately he started to put of your underwear but he can’t so you do it on your own. He put off his jeans and he lied on you. You helped him to put off his underwear. He started to kissing you on your neck, collarbone…etc. everywhere he can. On your neck he bite you that you have a mark which causes you’re his. He was so excited. It was your first time so he was really nice. He were touching you every where and you like every his touch. You hugged him so thightly, moaning his name. You hugged his waist by your legs and give him to chance to slip into you. You were moaning his name and were in ecstasy. Your nails baring in his back. You were worried that it will hurts him but he was more excited and he moved more faster. “Chanyeol!! Yeollie!!” The last name make him smiled and moving more faster. He were moaning your name and you were feeling that you’re coming. “I’m coming!!” You were moaning and he leaned down to kiss you passionately. This was like it will never end. You both come for the same time. He lied down beside you and he hugged you tight behind you. “I love you. I love you so much! Thank you that you’re mine!!!” he said. You turned back and kiss him. “I love you too and I will love you forever!!! And you were amazing!!” You said to him teasingly.”Ok, so we can continue tomorrow!!!” You blushed and you two fell asleep.

Ok, I will post the next part later. Hope you guys will like it :) and understand for me, I have a lot of unless?? :D


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11 years ago

One of the sides of love (optional bias)

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Suzy : Hello…this is a little summary of what I’m feeling right now so I decided to write it because this is my way to share and I decided to write it as an optional bias. The requests that I got I’ll try to post it as early as possible. Hope guys will understand. Request box is open ^^


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