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The Last of Us

Pairing: Sehun x OC

Genre: Angst

Word Count: 2358

!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OH SEHUN !!!

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This was it. Your last night as a high school student spent with your classmates, teachers, friends, and... him. It has been 2 hours since the party had started and you were all getting ready to dig in your main courses.

 Some of your friends had brought dates, and some of them, including you, brought yourselves and wished to spend the night as a group of friends.

 There was something funny though, you couldn’t take your eyes off of him. No matter how hard you tried to ignore your feelings, you just couldn’t because he was the boy you regret not acknowledging your feelings for sooner. He was the guy who helped you consistently through your hardest times. He was the gentleman who only thought of your selfish needs when people started to make rumors of your ‘romantic’ relationship. When people had known about your close friendship, they started to tease you guys.

 As a result, being a pair of introverted individuals, it was as if a boat was leaving for shore; the both of you drifted apart and at one point, you couldn’t see or reach out for the other. And it all happened so quickly after all. One day, you received a long message from him where he expressed how he needs some space cause apparently your relationship was ‘at risk’. But you could only blame yourself, thinking that everything was caused by you and your actions towards him, even though you didn’t know where you exactly did wrong.

 Whenever your friends weren’t looking, you always managed to get a look at him, whether it be for 10 solid seconds or a mere half a second. Each look at him, you felt your heart jump like never before; his laugh always has your heart flipping, his soft smile always got you smiling yourself, and his sarcastic, yet kind actions always has you falling deeper and deeper into this hole called hopelessness.

 At one point, when you had glanced at him, he turned his head around towards your direction and catches your eyes, which you found yourself stuck in the moment before you lightly smiled at him as you shifted your vision to another direction within a millisecond.

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 Dinner was now over, and you felt the need to relieve your bladder. You left your group of friends and exited the ballroom. You entered the bathroom and after you were done, you took a look at yourself in the mirror. You didn’t know but your eye makeup had smudged a little and you noticed that your lashes were wet and cold. You hadn’t realized that you let out a tear at some point during the night and you had promised before you entered the party that you wouldn’t cry at the sight of seeing anybody as it would mean seeing them for the last time for years, especially him.

 You fixed your makeup and left the bathroom, walking down the hallway to enter the ballroom, making sure you put your bubbly smile back on.

 Before you knew it, you felt something hold onto your left wrist and felt your body getting pulled to the corner, in which you let your body spin and shift to the left rather quickly.

 You felt your heart drop, thinking that you had tripped on your 15 cm heel before you felt someone steadying you back up with their hand around your hips. You looked up in shock, ready to scream in terror before your eyes shifted up and saw that the culprit was none other than the culprit who murdered your soft little heart 5 months ago. In a second, you found yourself standing back up straight, diverting your eyes down to the ground.

 “...Hun, what are you doing? You almost got me hurt” you asked him, trying to keep calm after what had just happened

 Instead of replying you, he took your hand again and pulled you as he started walking. You realized he was taking you towards the dark lighted doors that led you to the balcony of the floor.

 He opened the door and led you to the balcony to see the Seoul’s skyline as he let go of your arm seeing that you were in awe of the sight.

 “Oh my gosh... it’s so pretty Sehun” you claimed

 You didn’t realize it but as you turned to look at him, you caught him in the midst of looking at you

 “Is there something wrong?” You lifted your fingers to lightly touch your under eyes, thinking that you had smudged your makeup again.

 “No. There isn’t. Chill... ㅋㅋㅋ” he advised you.

 “Why did you take me here?” You asked.

 He walked forward towards the railing and laid his body on his arms that were settled on top.

 “I’ve always said, and others too, that our city is full of the bad stuff, but I believed that from a distance, we can see just how beautiful and colorfully dark the city we live in is.”

 “It is so pretty though. I mean I would never have known this city can be so enchanting if you didn’t take me out here and... right... why me? And why like this? Why pull me? Why not just ask me, Hun?” You interrogated him.

 “I actually wanted to talk to you about something” he confessed, moving his hand to the back of his neck as if scratching something off.

 “...what is it, Hun-nie?” You teasingly replied.

The thing with you is that whenever you are with him, you just become happy and suddenly you believe that life isn’t that bad and that there is a tad bit of hope than hopelessness.

 “Five months ago, when I said what I said to you, I wasn’t able to do a lot of things; get in my right mind, think for myself and for my happiness.” He pauses, now facing his body towards you, with his eyes looking at you intently.

 “People say things about me; they compare me, they look at me for what I’ve done and become; they make assumptions about me. I was confused and wandering in a world full of words in an empty space, but at one point, I was able to see you and your jumpy personality and I couldn’t think for myself that I wanted to be like you. I didn’t want to care about judgments and I don’t want to be someone I’m not just because people don’t accept me.

 You taught me to look at myself differently unintentionally, you were that one person where I can have a different conversation with, you were one of the people who were able to remind me of my successes and that you were proud of me for my achievements. You taught me that I am loved, and that to love isn’t such a bad thing in the world...” he stepped closer towards you.

 You knew exactly where this is going and you were scared, scared of everything and you were kind of vengeful because 5 months. 5 months of constant thoughts of him and 5 months where you reminisced the carefree friendship you guys had that turned to mere distant acquaintances. As he stepped closer towards you, your mind told you to move back and each time you do, you felt your heart drop little by little, regretting its choices. Your mind, however, had taken over this time which caused the pain in your heart to make your eyes water in sadness.

 “Look Ae-Ri, I learned something that I don’t usually learn a lot and it’s about love, my feelings and my happiness. I served my parents and friends well and I’m planning to do more of that in the future, but if I do, I want someone like you to be there with me that can make me feel comforted and safe...Ae-Ri, I love-“

 “SEHUN STOP!” You let fat tears fall down your face, as you cut his cue.

 Silence. That was all. Pure silence, except the echo that came from the busy city down under.

 “...stop...” you kept your face down and hid the tears from him.

 “I know I did you wrong. I know I’m being selfish for this... but-“

 “Sehun, as much as I wish we were together, as much as I wish I could run to you right now and hug you and feel safe in your arms, you don’t understand the things I’ve been through.” You began to say.

 “After that letter you sent me, it took me every single thing in my mind and heart to tell myself that it’s ok, but you know what it didn’t matter in the end, cause I still found myself hating on me, for ruining our friendship. YOU became so different, YOU avoided me, YOU ignored me. WHY?! Are you embarrassed to be seen with me? Is it because I’m not the smartest of those girls? And it really pisses me off and pains the shit out of me because now when I’m ready to let go of whatever this feeling is, these butterflies and senseless moments I have, you tell me this. SO WHY NOW? Is it because you feel bored that you don’t have anything else to do or worry about?” You half screamed

 “I grew so tired of myself that I found... I found it easier to smile and pretend everything is okay, rather than admitting my little fragile heart’s swollen from losing... something that wasn’t mine to begin with.” You finished, with your voice cracking in a painful tone as you attempted to stride your way through the doors into the building.

 In a mere second you were pulled and pushed against the wall rather gently yet you kept your face down, your eyes fixated on the outlined-tiles that could be slightly seen through the moonlight. You’re a literal mess but you could feel hands creeping up your face and placed its size right on your cheek. Sehun’s fingers lightly lifted your face up, caressing your wet cheeks with his thumb and bringing his other hand down to hold onto your hand.

 You hated to admit it but his hands made you feel at peace and as though each and every craving that you’ve had for the past and next months were being satisfied right then and there. You didn’t want to but with the silence that circumference your bodies, your urge to resist giving in slightly fails as you could feel your head leaning towards his caress. You looked up at his brow orbs as he locked eyes with yours, enabling you to see just how beautiful his eyes were and just how much you’ve missed them.

 You didn’t know when but you could feel yourself locking position as he slowly encloses his face on yours, leaving only an inch between you two.

 Another second passed and Sehun placed his lips on yours softly as you closed your eyes and let out tears that have been blinding your vision.

 You knew in every part of you that this was all wrong. You’re only gonna regret this kiss for whatever reason. But you went along with it, even hoping that you and him would stay in that position forever. He slowly moved his lips, fiddling around yours gently with your lips still hesitating to give in. But you were in need of this person you’ve missed for months now, the person you wish to protect and protect you, the person you want to give all your love and care for. In the end, you find yourself giving access to him as he gently treated your fragile red lips.

 He lets go of the kiss and left half an inch between your lips as you steady your breath.

 “Is there really not a chance for me to make it up to you? I know I’ve messed up but...” he paused as he lays his hand on the sides of your face, caressing your cheek.

 “...I really mean it when I said I love you.”

 You moved your hand up to where his hand was placed and held onto it as you directed his hand down.

 “To tell you that I completely do is not what I mean but... I’m willing to give you another chance. I’m willing to start from the beginning, no strings attached...”

 There was disappointment in his eyes and you completely saw the sadness in them.

 Silence that filled the emptiness of the air was filled with his thoughts and yours as you felt your heart wrecking second by second.

 After what had been minutes, he finally let go of you completely in which you felt the cold air of the night hit your covered skin.

 “Ok... starting fresh...” he said with determination in his eyes.

 You smiled lightly. The sort of feeling you felt was the type to be filled with so much relief but also remorse towards yourself for not just proclaiming your love for him.

 You lifted your right hand, gesturing for a handshake.

“Hi, I’m Ae-Ri. I’m an alumni from Dwight School Seoul, and class of 2022 in Yonsei University” you said as you stood you hand in-front of you, gesturing for him to shake your hand.

 He smiled lightly as you said those words with the hint of quirkiness that he knew you for.

 “I’m Sehun, also an alumni from Dwight School Seoul, and class of 2022 in Korea University.” He said as you shook his hand.

 After conversing with your “new-made” friend, you guys walked back towards the grand ballroom hand-in-hand in which you hadn’t realized, given that you guys had just agreed in starting over. But one thing you knew was that how lucky you are for having this relationship with Sehun that was initially down the drain.

 You looked to your left to see him looking at you as you took short steps, only being able to see his sparkly eye and every other feature you’ve always loved about him. And so the night goes on and soon sunrise awakes, leaving you two with everything needed to be with each other.

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Love at First Sight? - Sehun (Part 1)

Finally, you arrived to Korea. You went to Korea to visit your friend, Nana. She's Korean and went to the USA for one year to study. After that she returned to Korea but you stayed in touch. Now you fnally after a while had a chance to see her again and spend time together.

You were in an arrival hall when suddenly someone call your name.

"____-ah!"

You looked around and saw her. She was smiling brightly and running to you. She hugged you really tightly.

"____! Finally, you arrived!" she said happily.

"Hi, Nana. It's nice too meet you again. But, really, I can't breath!" you said and smiled. She stepped back and looked at you.

"Oh, I'm sorry but I'm really happy that you're here! So, how was your flight? Oh, I really missed you!" she said, smiled brightly at you.

"That's okay. It was fine. I really missed you, too!" you smiled back and hugged her. She was really one of your precious people you know.

"Sorry, Nana, but it was the important call and I-I..."

You looked up and saw maybe the most handsome guy you have ever seen. He was tall, handsome and the look in his eyes made your heart skipped a beat. He was standing there, looking at you. You were speachless and you started blushing, your heartbeat going crazy. Your thinking ended when Nana started to speak.

"____. This is my friend Sehun. He helped me to get here because I haven't got a car.

"Hi, I'm Sehun. You have to be ____. Nana speaks about you all the time. You have to be an amazing girl. Nice to meet you." he said and smiled at you. 'Kill me right now!' you thought to yourself.

"H-hi. I'm ____. Nice to meet you, too." you smiled at him shyly and bowed.

"Oh, you don't have to bow. It's too formal. We're friends right now. Right?" he smiled and you wanted to slap yourself to be so stupid.

"All right. So, you have to be hungry. Do you want to go somewhere to eat?" Nana asked.

"Okay. So, this my first time here, so, just take me somewhere you want." you replied and smiled at her. You two started chatting and Sehun followed you to his car. You all got into the car and Sehun started to drive to Seoul. Nana said him the adress and looked at you.

"____-ah. You'll stay in my apartment, right?" she asked and you were suprised. 

"Of course. You said that I can stay with you. Or you don't want to? If not, I can stay in hotel. That's not a ..."

"Of course you can. Just, I am too busy tomorrow so I can't stay with you and show you the city. Hey, I got an idea! You could go with Sehun if you don't mind. Isn't it like that Sehun-ah?" she said. You wanted to say something but...

"of course. That's really a good idea. Tomorrow I don't have something to do so I can show our ____ some nice places here." he said and smiled at you. You smiled back and blushed immediately at the word 'our' that he said. Finally you arrived into the cafe that Nana was speaking about a while ago. It was her favorite. You went in and Nana ordered your favorite coffee and cake. 'She's really amazing. Still remember my favorite.' you thought to yourself and were glad that you know her. You sat down next to Sehun and Nana came with the order. You, Sehun and Nana started to chatting together. It was reaaly fine to spend the time with them. These two are amazing. You really enjoy it and you found out that Sehun has a bright personality. He's friendly, funny and sometimes you found it really cute. You really didn't believe in the love at first sight bust something was really different about him. Always when he smiled at you, it sent you shivers down your spine, your heartbeat went crazy and you feel butterflies in your stomach. You realized that you really liked him. A lot. You were lost in your thoughts when Nana said : "Excuse me, but I have to go to the restroom."

"That's all right. Go." you looked at her and smiled and she left. You sat there, didn't know how to start the conversation.

"So", started Sehun, "tomorrow I will take you to some nice places in Seoul if you want when Nana can't go with you. Of course if you don't mind. If you would feel uncomfortable you don't have to go with me if..."

"No. Of course I don't mind. Why would I?" you asked and smiled at him.

"Really? Ok, so, maybe we should switch our numbers. I will call you tomorrow when I will arrive to Nana's place." he said. You agree and you switch your phone with his, add your numbers and take your selcas to khow who's calling. You gave back his phone to him and he yours. You opend your phone an looked at his picture. 'Oh my good! He looks so cute and handsome. I have to save it as a wallpaper display later.'you thought to yourself.

"All right guys. I'm done. I think that we can go home, right?" Nana came back and decided.

"Yeah. I agree. Come on, girls. I'll take you to your place, Nana. ____ has that heave suitcase. I'll help you." he said and winked at you. You can't stop blushing. How he's doing it? You're now a blushing mess. God! That's so embarrasing!!

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Hi guys!! New scenario that I wrote. Hope you like it. Loof forward for the next part!!!

Like this pic a lot!!! <3 :3

Love at First Sight? - Sehun (Part 2)

PART 1

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Finally you arrived to Nana's place. Sehun helped you with your luggage.

"Thank you Sehun." you said and smiled at him.

"That's all right, ____-ah. So, see you tomorrow?" he said and smiled at you, made your heart going crazy again.

"Yes, see you tomorrow." you replied simply.

"Bye Nana. See you later!"

"Bye!" said Nana. When he left, she asked you immediately : "So, what do you think about Sehun?" Oh, she's so curious. Does she have to speak about him right now?

"Hm. So, I think he's fine." you replied.

"Fine? Just fine? You have to be kidding right now. you blushed everytime he looked at you. Come on!!  You like him, don't you?" she asked curiously.

"Oh, okay. I...I really don't know. I felt really strange. I don't kmow how to describe that feeling. It was for the first time and I have to admitt it. He's really good-looking." you confessed.

Yeah! I knew it!!! It was so clear like you have it written on your forehead." she said and started to laugh.

"Hey! That's not so funny!!!" you said and started to chase after her around the house.

"I'm sorry but just imagine it. You and Sehun. WOW! What a cute couple!!!" she said dreamily. You giggled at her silly thoughts.

"Uh. Don't be silly! We just meet each other today. We don't know each other well. And really, I don't think he likes me. Maybe, he just wants to be a friend." you said but felt your heart hurt a bit.

"Are you kidding me? He was looking at you all the time! He fell for you immediately. It was so clear. When he saw you at the airport for the first time, he lost his words. He just stopped speaking at the look at you. Come on, ____. Wake up! This guy is really into you!" she was speaking while shaking with your shoulders.

"Do you think so?" you asked her carefully.

"No, I don't think so. I KNOW IT!" she replied. Her words made you happy.

"Thank you, Nana. You're amazing! I sometimes really miss your words that would make confident everybody really confident. Thank you so much!" you said and hugged her tightly.

"You're welcome, ____. Okay, now send him a message that you can't wait to go with him." she smiled. 

"All right! Wait...how do you know I have his number?" you asked, raised your eyebrow.

"____-ah. I know everything. Come on! I bet he's waiting for your message!" she smiled and winked at you. 

"All right, all right." you said and went into your room. You opened your phone and texted him. After a few minutes he texted back. 

"Wow, so fast!" you said loudly.

"Hi, ____. That's me, Sehun. I can't wait, too. Yeah, I nearly forget. Don't wear high-heels tomorrow. We will visit a lot of places. Good night and sweet dreams, ____!

PS : Your selca's cute!"

Your heart skipped a beat. 'He said I'm cute!' you thought to yourself. You went to the bed but you couldn't fell asleep immediately. You thought about how great it'll be to spend next day with him. You imagined it and with the thought that you really fell for him you fell asleep. 

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You woke up quiet early. It was 8AM but Nana already left. She wrote a note and let it on the fridge.

"Hi, ____. Today I'll come a bit late so don't worry about me if I around 8PM won't be home yet. Have a nice day with Sehun!! :P :P"

'Aish! She's really...' you thought but smiled. You went into the shower and after that you made your breakfast quickly. After breakfast you went to your room to get ready. You decided to wear cute flower dress with white flats. You applied some light make-up and tighted your hair into the pony tail. Yeah, you wanted to look cute and girly. You were looking into the mirror when suddenly you heard a knock on the door. You opened it and there was nobody else than Sehun.

"Hi, ____. Ready to go?" he said and smiled at you. You smiled back shyly and replied : "Yes, I am."

"All right. Let's go!" he said with exctiement and took you by yourhand. You blushed immediately at the sudden closeness. He smiled and said : "You look really cute with these dress. I like them."

"Thank you Sehun." you said. "You look good, too." you said and he smiled back. You got into hsi car and he started to drive away.

You and Sehun visited a lot of places, took a lot of photos, too. You really enjoyed it. You two spent time together and you felt really happy. After visiting the places you decided to it down on the bench.

"Hey, ____. Do you want bubble tea?" he asked.

"Yeah, that sounds great." you smiled back. He stood up and said : "OK. Come on. Stand up!" he reached to take your hand and pulled you up. Still holding your hand he went into the bubble tea store.

"Which flavour do you want, ____?" he asked. 

"Choose it for me, please." you said simply. He ordered for you the bubble tea and said : "Hey, there is the photobooth. Take the photo with me, please!"

"Ok, but you have to pay it!" you said jokingly. He whined : "Hey! You want to ruin me!"

"It was your idea." you said and giggled.

"Ok, then. So, let's go!" he took you into the photobooth. You two took really some silly photos.

"Oh, look. You look really funny here!" you pointed at the one of the photos.

"Hm...I think it'really cute. Yeah, I will put it into my wallet." he said.

"Hey! I want some, too." you said, whined cutely.

"Sorry, but I paid for it.

"Hey!" he ran away and you chased after him. People might think that you two are crazy. 

"Ha. I got you!" you said when you caught him.

"All right. Wow! You're really fast." he said catching his breath.

"Yeah, I know. Now, I want my photos. There are 4 pics and I want at least 2 pics." you said, point at the photos.

"Ok, but you have to do one thing." he said.

"What? What thing I have to do?" you stood there, looking at him like he said something stupid.

"You have to kiss me." he said. You looked up at him. 'Did he just say that what I really heard?' you thought.

"I..I know that's all of a sudden, ____, but I have to say it. I really like you. I fell for you immediately yesterday when I first saw you at the airport. I understand if you don't feel the same when we know each other just two days but I really feel something for you ____-ah. You are really pretty, cute, beautiful, funny, you're really the girl that I always imagined. I really like you a lot ____-ah. I will wait for you." he said and you saw the sincerity in his eyes.

"Sehun-ah...I-I like you, too." you confessed to him. You looked at him and saw him stood there suprised. He didn't know what to say. You two stood there and looked at each other, didn't kno what to do. Suddenly Sehun came to you and hugged you tightly. 

"Thank you, ____-ah. Thank you that you're here for me. That you accepted my heart." he said. He was so happy.

"Now, can I get a kiss?" he said and you punched him on the arm.

"You know that you ruined the moment?" you asked him and he smiled : "I'm sorry but if you want the photos you have to..." you kissed him on the lips quickly and took the photos from his hand. 

"Thank you, oppa!" you said and started to go away. He stood there frozen, suprised by your sudden action. He winked few times and watched you going away. He woke up, realized what happened and shouted : "Yah. ____! Wait for me! YAH!! JAGIYAH!!!!

He's so cute here!! <3

Suzy : Hi guys, new scenario is here. Hope you guys like it and look forward for my new fanfics, scenarios!! Have a good time in you live!! <3

One of the sides of love (optional bias)

It is like an eternity. You just suffer and don’t know what to do. Is love really that bad? When you met him, the word “love” was something you didn’t know. It was new for you this world. But he made this world open for you. He was like a prince that came and decided you to be his princess. You accepted his offer and just let him guide. He took you to an amazing world. It was like the fairytale. You were happy and felt like you found something that you were looking for ages. He found it for you and more. He was everything that you needed. He was the sun that brightened your every day. He was the air for you to breath. He was the water that you needed to fresh up. He was everything. You didn’t know that you was in love with him. You hadn’t this feeling before. Until he left. Until he let you become the person without soul. He just broke your heart. No. It’s even worse. Even the smallest pieces you can repair. But you feel like his leaving just destroyed yoir heart. It burnt into a small pile of ash. You can’t repair the ash. The wind will easily blow it and you’ll never be the same like before. You feel like you’ll never love again. Your lover that you thought will be with you together left… he left with your love, left you soulless. But will you blame him? Will you hate him? No. You love him and you always will. Hope he just found someone better. Maybe he found his own sun. The happiness that is in his life…that is the thing that you couldn’t gave him…so maybe he is happy now.

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Suzy : Hello…this is a little summary of what I’m feeling right now so I decided to write it because this is my way to share and I decided to write it as an optional bias. The requests that I got I’ll try to post it as early as possible. Hope guys will understand. Request box is open ^^

When EXO got their stage names

SMENT : so guys. For the debut you need some good original stage names so listen carefully…okay? EXO : Okay. SMENT : So. First is Do Kyungsoo. Your nickname will be D.O. Kyungsoo : Alright. SMENT : You know why. First because of your surname. Second because your eyes looks like of owls. Third there is G.O and P.O. we have to have the artist with the similar name so that’s why. Kyungsoo : O-okay…. O.O SMENT : Okay. So the next is Kim Joonmyun. Joonmyun : Yes! Hope it’s cool! SMENT : Bet it is. You’re gonna be Suho. You’re gonna be also the leader of the group. Joonmyun : What?! Why would I have to be a… SMENT : Be quiet please! First … you look old that’s why your nickname gonna be a grandpa Suho. Second Suho means a guardian and you’re gonna be a guardian angel of group. Third because you’re shining like an angel because you’re rich. Your money make you shine. Joonmyun : Oh…that’s the reason … *feeling suddenly tired of all the listening* But I don’t look that old! SMENT : Stop whining grandpa! Or you won’t be able to control these brats! EXO : Hey! We’re not brats! Suho : Shut up kiddos! SMENT : That’s what we want from you! So next is Kim Jongin. What about…Kai! Jongin : That sounds great! SMENT : Yeah. We knew that you would like it. So…do you want to know the reason why we chose this? Kai : Of course! *excited* SMENT : It’s simple. Because you’re sexy..and this name is like for someone Afro-American. Kai : Wait. What? Afro-American? SMENT : Yes. Because you dance well and you are tan. Kai : Am I really that tan? SMENT : Yes. Never mind. So let’s get to Kim Jongdae. Jongdae : Yes! Finally my turn! Sehun, Chanyeol, Baekhyun : What about us? SMENT : You three got simple names. Fans can remember. Sehun, Chanyeol, Baekhyun : @.@ SMENT : So your name’s gonna be Chen. Chen : What? Why not something cool like three of them *pointing at Kai, Suho and D.O* SMENT : It’s not cool? Chen : No! I want some english name too. SMENT : What about….Alejandro? Fernando? Roberto? Chen : What? Aren’t the names from the song of Lady Gaga? SMENT : What? You don’t like them? Or should we choose for you something similar? Like…Mr. Gaga? EXO : *burst out laughing and laying on the floor* Chen : Alright. I’m choosing Chen. *his head dropping down* SMENT : Ok…next is Zhang Yixing. You’re gonna be Lay. Lay : Oh. SMENT : We’ve known that you wouldn’t care. So the reason is because you like unicorns. Lay : So? SMENT : So Lay sounds a bit similar to gay that’s why. Lay : What? I’m not a gay! SMENT : Who knows but we don’t care. So next is Wu Yi Fan. Kris. Kris : Okay. SMENT : The reason is because in Czech language krysa…it’s a bit similar that means a rat. Kris : What? A rat? Why you give me that? SMENT : Because you’re annoying as rats so shut up right now! And the last is Kim Minseok if I am not wrong. So what about Xiumin? Xiumin : That sounds a bit…unusual. SMENT  : Yeah…and it suits you well. Xiumin : How? SMENT : You are a bit unusual. Isn’t it? You eat too much! It’s not normal for a person. That’s why. Xiumin : It’s my hobby to eat! SMENT : See! Unusual. We prefer starving here in Sm Entertainment so you are not normal for us. Okay. We’re done today. Prepare yourself for the debut and a good music. Someone of the group  : I don’t like my name!

Show me your love! - EXO Sehun for now :D

Suzy: Hey guys. How have you all been? :) I am so sorry that I did not post something but with my health problems I do not have time for this. But don’t worry. I am starting the new story, still thinking about if there’s gonna be more chapters or not. So guys if you like it just send me a message if you want a SEQUEL! Love you everybody! :) Enjoy the story! ♥♥♥

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“I’m sorry!”

These two words. The heart-broking two words were the last that you heard from his lips. His lips which you miss so much. You were used to feel them on your owns. Which were always whispering you the sweetest things you have ever heard. They were music to your ears which you have listened to always when you were in his embrace that was so heartwarming, when you could always smell his scent from his chest when you two cuddled, he caressing your hair and having his hands around you protectively. You were so happy with him, these little things still surrounding you in a big bubble of memories just don’t make you to forget him but making you craving for him more. 

Why he left me? Why?

These similar questions were haunting your brain everyday, every night. It was like a nightmare. You just can’t live without him. He was your everything. He was your happiness, your oxygen for breathing. Now, he was gone. You have nothing. Your heart is broken, your body is soulless, you’re missing the most important things for your living. Will you survive this everything? If you will, how? How will you at first move on? How will you start to enjoy the life again? How will you love again? Will you be alone on this fight to get over him? Or will somebody help you? 

It’s really difficult to answer these questions. Maybe you won’t even find the answers. It’s like you were stuck in the bubble. Everything about him is still surrounding you. Your memories, his presents for you, his clothes. 

Even now you were in your bed, wearing his big T-shirt that he used to wear always that he stayed at your place.

‘It’s gonna last for a long long time.’ you thought to yourself. You were still thinking about him. It was almost two weeks but the pain is so unbearable. You can’t do nothing else than be like this. Still in your thoughts you heard the ringing from your door.

“Are you serious?” you shouted to the door. You groaned and threw the blanket over your head. Of course the visitor didn’t leave and decided to annoyed you until you finally get up and open the door. You cursed under your breath and kicked angrily your blanket. You went idly to the door and before you know who was there you shouted : “What?!”

“Whoah whoah whoah…Don’t be so rude on me! I’m your bestfriend!” it was Sehun, like he said, your bestfriend since the kindergarten.

“Urgh…what are you doin’ here!” you asked without saying hi and letting him in.

“Ok. You weren’t at school almost for two weeks, you aren’t picking up your phone and…OMG! You look awful!” he said after seeing your face properly. In fact, you were a total wreck. Your hair was a mess, you have circles under the eyes, your ex’s T was on you loosely. You even didn’t eat these two weeks properly so you were like a hanger.

“What happened to you?” he asked, his hands on your shoulders and looking at your face in every angle. You just stood there lifeless, didn’t know what to say. When you just think about the reason, your heart ripped again, your voice stucked in your throat, tears again starting to flow.

“Oh no no no! Don’t cry ____! What happened, just say it to me. You know you can tell everything to me.” he said soothingly, brushing your tears of your cheeks with his thumbs. You know that you can tell him everything. You just don’t want to tell him this. Because it was the fault of you. He had warned you before but you didn’t listen to him.

“Come on ____. If you’ll keep it away from me, I will still find out. But I want to hear it from you. I don’t want to hear that from anybody else, just from you. If you will keep it you will get hurt more. I don’t want you to be hurt. Just say it loud, you’ll gonna feel more better.” he said looking straight into your eyes. Those eyes that always make you trust him.

You calmed down a bit, took a deep breath and started : “He…H-he broke up with me.” you almost whispered. You felt that Sehun tensed up and his hands fisted into a ball. He started to get angry and that worried you. When he’s angry he’s like a different person. You were startled when you saw him angry for the first time and you didn’t want to see that person again.

You hugged him tightly and said : “Sehun, please calm down. I am scared when you’re angry. Please calm down…” you whispered.

After feeling your warm embrace his tensed shoulders dropped and he released his fists. He took some deep breaths and take your hand to let you into your bedroom. He sat you comfortably on your bed, threw a blanket over your shoulders to keep you warm and sat down beside you.

He looked at you and said : “Ok. Tell me everything about that.” he took your hand and made circels with his thumb.

You took a deep breath and started : “H…H-he…” your voice cracked. Your eyes were filling with tears again and your voice stucked in your throat. Sehun hugged you tightly and whispered sweet things with his smooth voice calming you down.

“Shh…that’s okay. I’m here with you. It’s alright.” You calmed down. took some deep breaths again to start.

“H-he said, that he found someone who loves more than m-me. He said that he l-loved me but he do love more that girl. J-just he founded someone better than me!” you shouted and felt like your heart shattered into pieces again. You were crying so loudly, you wanted to all of the pain go out of your heart. It was so unbearable.

“Shh…come on. I’m right here. It’s gonna be okay. I am here with you.” Sehun whispered into your ear soothing you with circular motions on your back he was doing with his hand. You cried a lot on his shoulder, hugging him so tightly, afraid that he would left you.

“P-please stay here with m-me.” you said.

“I’m not going anywhere. I stay with you and be there for you. Forever.” he said and still whispering you the sweetest things until you felt asleep in his lap.

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DENG! It’s the end for now. Just one question for you guys : DO YOU MIGHT HAVE SOME IDEAS WHO HER EX IS? Is one of the exo members…so if you have an idea just inbox me :]

Here’s one little gift from me! Good night!

Show me your love! - EXO Sehun ... (PART 2)

Suzy : Hey guys, the second part is out!

Hope you enjoy it. Still deciding if I should reveal the second member or not. Have a good day! :)

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Part1

You woke up to the bird's chirping. The sunlight was passing through the curtains.

'Today's gonna be the nice weather.' you thought to yourself. Despite the sunny day you didn't want to get up and enjoy your day outside feeling the sun rays on your skin. You just wanted to stay at home, laying on your bed all day and just let your desperate life more sad and terrible. 

You sighed heavily when suddenly you heard your doors opening and felt an incredible smell of food making your stomach growl and the saliva flow out of your mouth.

"____!!! Wake up! Come on! You just can't stay at home like this when it's so beautiful outside." said the person. It was nobody else than Sehun. He put the plate on the nightstand and shook you lightly.

"Urgh!!!" you groaned annoyingly.

"Uh! Come on ____! You can't stay like this forever. You have to go out." Sehun tried to pull you out of the blanket but you holded it tightly.

"I don't want to! Let me be!" you shouted and tried to kick him off.

"YAH!! WAKE UP!!!" he shouted and took the blanket off of you and threw it on the other side of the room. 

"YAH! OH SEHUN!" you shouted back, sat up and looked at him angrily. He on the other hand looked so happy with a big grin on his face which you wanted to brush it off oh so badly.

"Finally you're up." he said calmly.

"What are you doing?" you said, your hands crossed and a pout on your lips.

"I'm helping you." he said calmly, he took the plate into his hands and sat down next to you.

"With what?" 

"Just to making your life better. Look at you. You're a bundle of misery, reminiscing on the person that left you. What do you think he's doing now? Acting like you, laying on the bed all the day, crying his pain off?" he said and looked at you. You were speechless, didn't know what to say.

"I bet that he doesn't. He is now with his girlfriend that he loves. Do you think that he will think about you? About your love, your heart that you gave him, about days you two spent together. No, he doesn't ____-ah. He is happy with someone else now."

His words just pierced through your heart. You didn't want to admit it but he was right. The one who's in pain was you. Not him. You are suffering now, he doesn't know how it hurts. He doesn't know the feeling of that pain but he is the person who caused it. You felt your tears started to run.

Sehun gently whipped them by his thumbs and placed both of his hands gently on your cheeks causing to look at him.

"____. You have to move on. Just forget him and turn the paper to the next chapter. Let's change your life today, let's start a new story. Let's get on a journey and find a new lifestyle. Let's discover the new way of love, the more beautiful sides of love." he said and placed his lips gently on your forehead, giving you the sweet kiss. 

You lost your breath. You didn't know why but the feeling of the kiss sent you the electricity through your veins to every part of your body. It was like you were newborn and ready for the new chapter of your life. You hugged him tighly around his waist and whisper : "Will you help me?"

"I will. Let's start a new life together." he said into your ear.

"Together." you whispered and fall asleep again in his embrace due the exhaustion of all the crying.

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Ok. This is quiet short but I wanted to end her desperate life and starting her new life in the new chapter. 

Hope you enjoyed this chapter :]

Here's the Prince! :)

A angst scenario where Sehun goes to his best friend's house drunk, and seeks for comfort right after breaking up with his girlfriend. Knowing that she's just a good friend, yet a rebound; she never confessed her feelings for him. Years later, they meet again; he plans to confess to her but it was already too late. Thanks!

I am so so sorry for the late post!! I was busy!!! Hope you will forgive me :3 :-)

EXO Sehun - We’re not destined for each other

“_____-ah!!! Open the door.” you heard along with bums on the door and you opened them.“Urgh!!! What the fu-, Sehun!!!” you yelled at the person that fell down into your arms. He was heavy as fuck. “Are you kidding me? What are you doing here?!” You asked while stumbling with him into the living room. Luckily he was in the state the could answer your question.“_____-ah. I knew you would open the door to me. You’re the only person that I can trust.” he said and looked at you, sending you his dazzling smile that you fell for. Of course he doesn’t know.“Are you drunk?” It was obvious he was but you still had to ask.“Of course not!” he chuckled at your question.“Yeah yeah, you’re not. Come on you lazy ass. Sit down here on the couch.” you dropped him down and said beside him.“Even though it’s lazy you like it!” he sent you a wink. You rolled your eyes but the hint of blushing is visible. How could he still flirt in this state.“You wish so you egoistic asshole.” “Oh hey. Don’t hurt me too.” he said, his expression changed immediately and you knew that something happened.“Sehun-ah. Did something happened? Why are you so sad suddenly.” you looked at him worrying and put your hand on his knee. It was your way to comfort him and he was used to it. Whenever you do that he would feel more better. “We broke up.” he whispered.“What?! Why?” You were a bit shocked. His girlfriend, now ex-girlfriend, named Sena was one of the kindest person in the world. Even though you like, maybe love Sehun,don’t know, confused of your feelings, you wished them the best. He always was so happy when he spent time with her. Sometimes you were jealous the way he looked lovingly at her. You didn’t get why the perfect couple like them could break apart. “She…she cheated on me!” he broke down. You couldn’t believe your ears.“Sehun, don’t play with me! She’s not that kind of person. Don’t lie to me.” you said. Yeah, normally you should be happy, glad because Come on! It’s Oh Sehun! This masterpiece of God and he is single and free. But you knew her. You became friends with Sena when they started dating. She was really a good person. How could she do something like that?“Yes she did! I s-saw her!” he yelled and he started to feel angry. He frightened you a bit because always when he was in this state he was scary. You put your hands quickly on his cheeks: “Sehun-ah. Look at me. Calm down. I’m here with you.”He looked up into your eyes seeing the sincerity he started to cry. “_____-ah! I’m hurt. I didn’t want to end it this way! Why she did that to me!” he broke down and his tears streamed down his cheeks. You quickly hugged him and whispered soothing words into his ear: “Shh…calm down. I’m here. Don’t cry. It’s gonna be alright. I’m here for you.”He sniffled and looked at you: “Will you be always for me here?”The question of his surprised you. You never saw him in this state. You caressed his cheek and smiled a bit: “Of course I will. Whenever you need I will be here for you.” He smiled back and in few minutes you two just stared into each other’s eyes. Like you two were sending each other messages through the staring. You could saw the gratitude in his eyes but for the first time you saw something else, something new like adoration. Or was it just your fantasy? You were thinking about that a while when suddenly you felt his lips pressed on yours, his hold around your waist pressing you tight to his body. You were confused. You didn’t knew what to do. You wished this moment to happen for million times. You felt shivers going threw your entire body, you were responding to him, to his touches, to his body, you were melting under his kisses. You circled your hands around his neck and went through his soft hair. You two were making out on your old nearly ruined couch when suddenly you pulled out, realizing that even though you love him it wasn’t right. He was your best friend and you didn’t want to loose him.“Sehun-ah…” you said breathlessly but still shocked.“_____-ah! I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to…” obviously he was shocked by his actions too.“I-I…” he started but didn’t know what to say.“Sehun-ah. Tell me the truth. How do you feel about me?” you asked, a bit scared of his answer.“I don’t know. I am confused. You’re like my little sister. I don’t want to lose you. I don’t know why I had the urge to kiss you so bad.” he said honestly. You were speechless. You didn’t know how to answer. For him, you’re still gonna be just a best friend, his little sister. Never a lover. You two sat there now in an awkward silent, both of you thinking about what to do, what to say.“Maybe…maybe I should go.” suddenly said Sehun. He stood up and looked at you, you on the other hand didn’t want to look up at him. “I will…I will call you later.” he said and quickly left, leaving you there alone…what he didn’t know was that you were hurt. Tears streamed down your cheeks. ‘Why he can’t see me in a different way! Why he can’t love me!’ these thoughts were flooding your mind. You couldn’t do anything. You felt powerless. Still crying you lied down on the couch and fell asleep.

The next few days you didn’t see him, didn’t get any texts or phone calls. Honestly maybe it was the best. The pain from the previous night was still overwhelming. You needed time to recover. Still not hearing from him, you decided to go to the States to start a new life. You attended a school of designing clothes and after a hard work you became a successful designer. You worked with a lot of famous designers such as Alexander Wang and met new people. You had a boyfriend that was caring and helped you nearly forget Sehun. Even though you tried hard but you still missed him and inside you know that you still love him. But you decided that you had to move on. After a while you decided to expand your brand in Korea too so after 2 years you came back with your boyfriend. You started to collaborate with famous idols and actors. You loved your work and you were really happy until one day. You had to work with a group called EXO. You didn’t know about them much. You didn’t even know that Sehun was a member of a group. So when you met them the sight of Oh Sehun caught you of guard. You managed to stay calm but inside the thoughts were full of your mind. You were now looking at clothes, choosing which items of clothes would match together when you heard someone cleared his throat. You turned around and there was nobody else than Oh Sehun standing. “Hi, _____.” he managed to say, feeling the awkwardness in his voice.“Hi.” you replied.“So…it was a long time. How…how are you?” he asked, stretching the back of his neck. The habit when he was shy or embarrassed.‘Still the same.’ you thought.“Hm…good. I guess. How are you?”“Good.” he sighed and looked at you. There was a silence for a while after you decided to broke it. “So…you never said to me you wanted to become an idol.” you said and he smiled lightly.“And you never said to me you wanted to become a designer.” he said and you smiled at his statement.“Yeah…maybe we got some hidden talents that we didn’t know about it before.” he chuckled making your heart flutter. Even thought it was a long time ago but he still can make your heart to jump in joy. “_____-ah. I want to say you something.” he said now his expression more serious. “I wanted to say it a long time ago but I was a coward and didn’t even call you. I came to your apartment but the man in the register said that you moved out. I was trying to find you but after I heard that you went abroad it broke my heart. But before I will say you the main thing, I want to ask you why? Why did you leave and not even call me or text me? Why?” he said looking in your eyes. You were speechless. You didn’t know what to say.“Sehun, I-” you tried to say but you felt your throat so dry that you couldn’t even speak. “_____! Why? I wanted to say you that I loved you!” he said, now holding you by your shoulders.“You…Y-you loved me?” you were caught of guard.“Yes! I always have. I still love you. I went out with other girls just to get distracted but still the feelings for you were there. Always will be. After the night that I kissed you the feelings grew stronger and I knew that I couldn’t live without you. But I was a coward afraid of losing you until I really did lose you. These two years without you by my side were unbearable. Please be with me. Please love me and be by my side like you promised. Please!” he hugged you tightly.You didn’t realize that you were crying until you felt that his shirt was soaking. He pulled you out to wipe your tears and looked at you, lifting your chin by his hand. He now looked more calm and smiled sincerely at you.“_____-ah. Please be with me. We are meant to each other. Please. I love you.” he said, his hand on your cheek.“Sehun-ah. I-I can’t.” you whispered looking down at the ground. He widen his eyes, couldn’t believe what he just heard.“Why not _____-ah. You’re now back and we love each other. Please don’t leave me.” he hugged you tightly afraid of losing you again.“P-please Sehun let me go.” you tried to push him but he hugged you even more.“No _____! I will never let you leave me again!” “Sehun-ah! Let me go!” you yelled at him. He was now angry pushing you out of embrace.“Why are you like this _____-ah. I love y…”“I’m engaged Sehun!” He was now stunned at your statement. You couldn’t bear it anymore. You quickly left the building with the pain in your heart not looking back at him.He couldn’t left a word. He fell on his knees and let the trace of tears stream down his cheeks. What he was afraid of the most was now happening. He was afraid of loosing you, the love of his life and now he lost you forever.

Soul-searching (Part II)

Sometimes, we need to commit mistakes to learn from them. It may sound horrible, but deep inside, you know it’s not far from the truth. 

Anyway, this wraps up Essie’s so-called journey before she reconciled with Johnny. If you’ve been a loyal reader since day one and know which story it’s connected to, please give me a holler?  

Since Oh Sehun from EXO co-stars in this piece, here’s a dreamy GIF of him. 

Mahal ko kayong lahat! :) 

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Summary: This picks up from the last installment, but with a few days’ interval. Essie, who felt hurt, depressed, and lost after her encounter with Kun, ends up drinking with Oh Sehun in a bar. Before you know it, the story has become one of those cliches. In short, another brain fart from yours truly. 

POV: Shockingly, I wrote a 1st person POV! Do you think I should keep it up?

Word count: 1,200 + words

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“You know, if things were different, we could’ve dated.”

I almost spat the beer I was drinking when Sehun that. “Dude, please. Be serious.”

“But I am,” I heard him shuffling closer to me, “and I know what I’m saying doesn’t help your situation either.”

“Well, maybe you’re drunk than you’ve let on,” I whispered, examining the bottle I was holding. Its amber color was intoxicating, even if I have already held it a hundred of times.

“Babe, I’m far from drunk,” he scoffed, “haven’t you heard that when you’re drunk, you’re more likely to tell what’s on your mind than when you’re sober?”

I looked at him briefly, and he grinned like the cheeky bastard that he is. “It’s true. Youngho knows that I like you, but he told me not to pursue you. As a friend, I respected that.”

I was shocked with the information I heard – Johnny told Oh Sehun not to take his chance with me, which makes me cringe at the mere thought of it.

I have to admit that I found him handsome when I first met him. He had that mysterious charm around him, but the more he stayed with us, the more I found him cocky and annoying. That put me off with him completely, and I forgot that I even liked him in the first place.

Now that I ended up at this bar with him, I don’t know what to feel or say for now. I got another bottle of beer from the bucket we ordered and drank silently as I looked out into the night sky.

“What’s on your mind, princess?” Sehun broke the silence, and I felt him close the small space between us. I could feel his body heat as well as his sweat.

“I wonder why I end up in these kinds of situations,” I glanced at him and saw that he was also looking at the dark cityscape.

“What do you mean by that?”

“I ruin relationships, I guess? I broke Youngho’s heart because I had an affair with Yoon Oh, and I lead on Kun,” I took another swig of beer before searching my bag for another pack of cigarettes.

“Here,” Sehun gave me his stick that had already burned halfway. I did not hesitate to put it in my lips and took a long drag. I felt so awful right now, and I know that having drinks with him wasn’t helping at all.

But he was drinking alone at this bar that I’ve always wanted to go to, and now I ended up in a private area at the rooftop with him. Fortunately, we could smoke here as much as we could, and he wouldn’t make me feel guilty if I finish a pack or two.

“Wow, that’s quite a record,” he said after he was halfway through a new stick, “but things happen for a reason. Maybe they ought to teach you a lesson or two for breaking other people’s hearts. Or maybe it’s karma? Did you do something horrible before?” He snickered before putting out the cigarette on the ashtray.

“I don’t know anymore, seriously. But you know,” I leaned back on the couch, holding the beer bottle closer to my chest, “based on what you told me earlier, we could’ve dated in a situation like this.”

The alcohol is doing its job on ruining myself more; the sober side of me thought after this was all over.

“Hm? Tell me more,” Sehun mimicked my actions, and he gave me a dopey smile this time.

“I could be drinking with a couple of friends, and you’ll be on the other table. We’d catch each other looking, and we’ll be giggling messes because we’ve drunk quite a bit. Later on, we’d make excuses to get to know each other by going to the bathroom, and before we know it–––”

He never let me finish the story because he had already kissed me.

He tasted like memories of a careless past – a bittersweet mixture of alcohol, cigarettes, and his personal taste. I am reminded of the times I used to kiss boys back in college during parties and then kick their nuts when they wanted to have sex with me when I didn’t want to.

I had the urge to pull him away, but I couldn’t. He had already pinned my arms on the sofa, and his kisses became more ravenous.

When we almost lost our breaths to that intense kiss, he broke away but still held my wrists.

“That story of yours could’ve been us, really,” he said, still panting, “but now we got to the part that can happen but won’t ever get repeated.”

“Sehun, please,” I cried, “Don’t make things worse. I’m begging you.” My whole face felt warm, probably because of the alcohol and shame I was feeling. Even the tears that I cried felt like it was going to burn my face.

He let go of my wrists and resumed drinking. He didn’t say anything when he finished another bottle and took out another cigarette. All of that, I observed while I cried silently.

“I’m sorry, Essie. I admit I know what I’m doing, but rest assured, it would be the last time I’ll do that. So please,” he looked at me with teary eyes, “do the right thing and fix everything with Youngho before it’s too late.”

A few minutes later, we were at the sidewalk waiting for a cab.

“I would suggest that you return in a prettier state, not like the hot mess that you are now,” he chuckled, eyeing me from head to toe. I rolled my eyes at him and shoved my hands deeper into my coat’s pockets. “I can freshen up inside the car, dude. No need to worry about me.”

When Sehun finally hailed an empty cab, he pulled me into a half-hug and patted my shoulder. “Remember, do the right thing,” he whispered.

I nodded as I stepped inside the cab. We waved at each other once I was inside, and I burst into tears again when he was out of sight.

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I did my best to compose myself before returning to the apartment I shared with my boyfriend and our common friend. I wiped away the damage my tears have done to my makeup and retouched. I took a couple of mint candies and spritzed some perfume on my pulse points.

What took most of my time inside the cab was that I prayed for things to better, for me to be more responsible for my actions and to be more understanding of how other people feel.

I prayed for a lot of things that would help me become a better partner because I know that Johnny Suh is the one for me.

I’ve done a lot of questionable things over the past few months, but my heart knows that it is with Johnny that I find true peace and contentment.

To those I have hurt, I deeply apologize for what I’ve done. I can’t claim that I never meant to break your hearts, but as sad as it sounds, what happened was part of a learning process for us.

Maybe we’re meant to burn our bridges, or maybe we can still be friends without falling for each other.

I took a deep breath when I was in front of our apartment. I noticed that the lights were off – it was already three in the morning – but that didn’t stop me from going back to where my heart has always belonged.

I’m back, my love.

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FIN