I Think It's Crazy The Amount Of Times Rafe Has Said "i Have These Thoughts" Or "i Just Lose Control

i think it's crazy the amount of times rafe has said "i have these thoughts" or "i just lose control in those moments" or anything to admit he has a problem nd ppl jst brush him off. like ???

hating everyone in that show, minus rafe. that's my baby idc.

he’s so cute, he could never do anything wrong (please help me, I’m in denial)

i need a rafe cameron hurt/comfort fic. and when i say that, i mean a RAFE CAMERON hurt/comfort fic. not, oh... well reader is this and that happened to reader so blah blah blah rafe comforts them. NO.

give me rafe cameron running to reader, and wrapping himself around them, tears pooling in his pretty blue eyes as he murmurs something about being a fuck up into their shoulder. probably distressed from another fight with his dad or another situation happened where he lost control and it terrified him.

his arms are probably so tight around reader that they can barely breathe, but if rafe let's go then how is he gonna ever calm down?? reader is like his lifeline and even a split second away from them, in any way, is just adding to the pooling fear and dread that swirls in that pretty little head of his :((

i need something like this so baddddd bc i can't find any (there's probably some out there nd i just havent seen it yet but where tf is it?)

(can you tell i'm rewatching obx for the 3rd time???)

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a.n: 99% of the stuff in here may not make sense but it will eventually, i promise! it also may jst feel really, really weird nd awkward but i'm still getting the hang of making this stuff... it's a little trial and error and that's okay! (i was really overthinking posting this or not 😭) also the next part MIGHT be an actual written chapter, i'm not too sure yet.

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the urge to write a pjo smau is sososososo strong :(

like idk i think it'd be so fun to make nd they're always so fun to read 😭 like... omfg i'm so close to making one !

im rambling but like i can jst imagine it like two polar opposites like a kid of demeter x can't keep plants alive or like... kid of hypnos x insomniac. jst two things that clash but they make it work.

idk,,, im supposed to be doing class work rn but ap lit can wait. my ramblings abt pjo are more important rn (joking! kinda...)

-written in haste from my phone

Honestly Rafe was just an emotional sad boy that was always told to “man up” or “nut up” when really all he needed was a good hug and to be told he was enough, and frankly, it breaks my heart.