Stargirl

stargirl

toxic bf!taehyun x afab reader

18+ mdni, smut

summary: intense makeup sex with taehyun after he messes up… again.... you swear this would be the last but this time is a bit different…

wc: 1.4k

cw: depiction of toxic and unhealthy relationships, taehyun is kind of manipulative and aggressive, rough / angry sex, petnames, reader cries from how upset she is at him, unprotected sex, creampie

now playing: ♫ stargirl interlude- the weeknd (ft. lana del rey) ♫

the tv remote was nowhere to be found. he ate the leftover food you had been saving and waiting for all day. your phone screen is shattered now because of him. the list goes on. you’ve screamed at each other for an hour, and somehow after all that, you're sprawled out onto the marble kitchen counter naked as can be.

taehyun didn’t mean to get you that upset and angry so he’s apologizing the only way he knows how. or taking advantage of you…honesty the barrier between the two has become so blurry.

he rubs his thick cock over your slit just the way he likes. you’re already leaking so it makes it easier for him to slide onto you. his pink tip kisses your swollen bud and you arch your back to feel it more.

“you like that, angel?” he says, cocky smile taking over his pretty face.

“ahhhh…” is all you can moan out.

you’re so conflicted. your heart wants something completely different than what your body does at this moment and clearly one is winning this battle, and it’s not even close.

“need your words, darling.”

he doesn’t deserve this—your love and affection and to have you so weak under him. he doesn’t even deserve to hear your voice, but even now he’s finding a way to get under your skin.

“yes, so much,” you mewl.

“that’s what I thought.”

his cock feels so larger than life and you just need it to take the edge off—that feeling and frustration of which he caused.

you bite your lip to hide the scream that wants to burst out from your lungs.

it’s always like this.

you hate him, so fucking much. no, you love him, and desperately so. you just hate what he does to you that taints your fragile heart. yet you fold at his word and touch—you crave it like a child misses their favorite blanket.

you need him to fix you up and put back together the broken pieces he shattered himself. it’s a cycle that you’ve grown fond of, scarily enough.

only his hands know how to damage and heal you.

he’s the only one who’s ever loved you like this.

so that’s why, even when you shouldn’t, you are giving your all to him. the pale pink coffin acrylics he paid for earlier this week scratch and scrape against the counter as he keeps sliding his cock onto your entrance, alternating between slipping himself inside halfway or all the way only to pull out almost immediately.

you groan, hips bucking up to get closer to him.

his body responds immediately. he places his hand on your stomach to stop you from moving and continues to drag his cock on you.

“so impatient, angel. just relax and let me take care of you,” he coos, leaning down to kiss your forehead.

you whine as he slides against your folds again. and after he slaps his thick length onto you and your body trembles—you can’t take it anymore.

“god damn it, taehyun. stop teasing and just fuck me already.”

he smirks at your attitude and he slides against your entrance one more time, and slowly at that. as if to get the last laugh.

“is that what you want?”

you flinch at this and stare at him as his whole demeanor changes; it’s like a light switch. and you don’t respond even though it is what you want now.

“answer me.”

“I…”

your throat is dry in fear and lust. you tremble again as his fingers trail up your arm and reach to cup your face.

and then he caresses his thumb over your left cheek and kisses the other.

“I want it, please…” you mutter, folding immediately to his touch.

“ok my pretty girl,” he coos, kissing your lips with both aggression and tenderness, smirking as he pulls away. “then take it.”

he pushes himself in entirely and covers your mouth with his strong hand. it hides your screams as he starts to slam his hips into yours.

and soon enough, the sounds of your muffled moans and whimpers dance together with the sound of your skin and his clapping–it’s the very music of your toxic, dysfunctional, yet special love.

he’s quiet, like usual. only a few groans escape him when you clench tight onto him. but you on the other hand, are a wreck under him.

each thrust from his end has your mind reeling and your heart racing and your soul crying. how is it like this, all you want to say to him is I love you? I love you, I love you, I love you… you can’t even get that across because his hand is literally over your mouth and it’s oddly symbolic and poetic. and it frustrates you like everything he did earlier and all the things he has done in the past that you let him get away with time and time again.

it just all comes boiling to the surface. you can’t help it. you can’t help the tears that start to pour from your eyes and drip pathetically onto his hand. drip, drip, drip like a faucet that wasn’t turned off all the way.

taehyun’s monstrous pace subsides and his vice grip on you vanishes as he gets a closer look at his beloved: broken and in tears.

his heart shatters at this. he slides out of you and he wraps you into a warm embrace while still on the edge of the counter.

he places soft kisses all over your neck and leaves small love bites in between.

you body trembles in his arms.

but you don’t make a sound or say anything. you don’t want to but you also can’t. it’s like you’re numb.

“do you wanna stop?” he asks soothingly, cupping his hands on your face and wiping away some of the tears.

you should say yes, but you don’t.

“n-no,” you whisper in the most quietest tone, wetness still at the bottom of your nose and the top of your lip.

he nods and picks you up off the counter and onto the floor. but that’s only for a couple of seconds because he grabs your ass to pick you up and pin your back against the wall as he inserts himself inside you again.

his cock feels so much better like this with your legs in the air and you clench tight onto him. your drag your fingers along the hair on the back of his head. his hips rut into you at a slow yet careful pace but the tears still fall. so taehyun kisses your cheeks to stop them as they come and fall.

“mmm… sorry, angel….so, so sorry” he coos. “I messed up. I know I did. can you forgive me? please?”

every time you guys have makeup sex it is usually just a one and done type of thing. just sex and then you both just let go of the argument and gloss over it.

but this is the first time you’ve heard those words from his mouth: an apology.

and for some reason, that does it and you finally let out a guttural sob. it feels carnal yet cathartic and you tilt your head back against the wall as the cries take a toll on your body along with taehyun’s cock.

he kisses your jawline and grips onto your ass harder. he gives it you with even more passion. for once, you can even hear him moaning and whining as your walls drag him in.

“my sweet girl, I’ll try my best to make it up to you. please, angel.”

his cock feels so good. and you just moan his name over and over again, thoughts lost in the pleasure. he keeps hitting that sweet spot and your legs feel like jelly against him.

you’re melting into him and you feel that familiar knot in your stomach about to burst.

“shit, taehyun, I think I’mma cum,” you mewl.

he groans as you wrap your legs around his waist and pull him closer into you.

“y/n…” he whines, his thrust becoming sloppier and messier. “forgive me… so sorry…”

his apologies and the sweet nothings he says to you have you so weak. you shouldn’t, but you do.

“I-I forgive you, taehyun… oh…”

you cum hard around his cock and you grab onto his hair with all your might as the orgasm has you seeing white.

taehyun’s pace falters from how much you’re gripping onto him and he can’t pull out in time so he finishes inside you. your walls suck every last bit of him as he bites onto your shoulder.

your body collapses onto his as exhaustion takes over. he drags you back to the kitchen counter where he kisses you with sweet affection.

“I love you, angel.”

“I love you too.”

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a/n: it’s 6 in the morning omg. writing this has kept me up for the past two nights in a row but I’m glad it did. I initially wrote this with doyoung in mind but I quickly ended up changing that just because I thought he didn’t fit my vision. I think I’m going to write about him next, but lmk if there’s anything you’d like me to do. thank you for reading :3

- amma

hey, can you write ab jungwoo being a soft caring dom to the reader? anyway a big thanks to you for opening the req sesh ^_^

YES OMSGSGSG. im so happy you requested something for jungwoo💖💖 I HOPE U ENJOY<3

⋆·˚ ༘ *sweetheart ⋆·˚ ༘ *

→ kim jungwoo.

༄ summary- you boyfriend always wants to fuck you. even when you two just woke up from a loving nap.

༄ warnings- soft!dom jungwoo, pussy!drunk jungwoo, sub!reader, unprotected sex(i know i have a problem.), creampie, dirty talk, kissing, oral (f receiving), reader has praise kink and so does jungwoo!!

༄ authors note- i love jungwoo<3

your awoken from your nap with your boyfriend. glancing over at the clock on your side table. it now being 9:53pm. your sleep schedule is so fucked.

“baby im sorry i woke you. just trying to get comfortable.” you give him a nod slowly rolling over onto him. “it’s okay love. you’re warm.” you whisper to him rubbing his chest softly. his reaction his off. his face turns red and he shifts further away from you.

“baby im gonna be honest i woke up really horny and right now you’re making me even harder.” he laughs nervously looking away for you. “im so sorry love i didn’t realize.” you say with a quick laugh. “want me to help you?” he moans at your words. “yes baby please.” he pulls you under him. shifting to hover over you. “eager?” you tease him. “yes i am. so very eager baby.” he smirks watching as you undress yourself. him doing the same.

“can i eat you out pretty baby?” whispers into your skin as he kisses up and down from your neck to your thighs. the feeling making you squirm. you nod quickly. he chuckles at you a little. he moves in between your legs to face your pussy. he looks up at you. “you’re gonna feel so good yea baby? tap me if you need me to stop.” “thank you love.” you smile before feeling him lean into your lips for a sweet kiss. “gonna taste so fucking good.” he immediately move to face your pussy again.

he’s wasting no time immediately licking your slit softly. he’s watching you through his eyelashes. his dick is even harder now. you moan at every touch. “j-jungwoo please.” you moan out. he responds with a moan that goes right to your cunt. “f-fuck so good.” your hand immediately going to his head of hair.

jungwoo can wait much longer quickly positioning his dick. “you taste so good. my pretty baby. “ pulling you up to kiss him roughly. him immediately sliding his tongue in your mouth causing you both to moan. “i gotta fuck you.” he whines rubbing his dick against your wet slit.

“fuck i could cum from this alone baby.” he admits giving you a sweet look. “ready pretty?” he asks. “yes fuck me jungwoo!” you push your hips foward against him. he grips your hips pinning them down softly. “impatient girl.”

he slowly pushes his dick into you. “fuck baby. so fucking wet.” his head is thrown back as he bottoms out. “you okay?” his attention going back to you. you nod slowly starting to fuck yourself on him. “keep doing that im gonna cum so fast.” his moans are deep and some of them are coming out as whimpers. he pushes you thighs further to fuck you deeper. “shit shit. so pretty baby fuck.” he’s moaning non stop and so are you.

“gonna cum all good and deep in you. tell me you want it my pretty girl.” you moan loudly at his words. “want your c-cum so bad jungwoo.”

“yea baby? ill give it to you don’t you worry.” he gives your neck and cheek warm soft kisses as he fucks into you quicker. “so fucking tight. you’re gonna kill me pretty.”

jungwoo moans as his dick twitches. “s-so close woo“ you cry out. “yea pretty? cum for me baby.” he sends more soft kisses up your body. “gonna cum too baby. gonna fill you up so prettily. you want that?” he asks you again. you nod dumbly. not able to form words at the speed of his hips.

“i’m cumming jungwoo-“ your legs shake as you cum undone on his dick. your high immediately causing him to cum right after you. he watches as his cums shoots into you. slowly watching it ooze out of you. “f-fuck look at this mess.” he hips picking up speed again. “jungwoo- another round-“ he just nods. “you can take it right? fuck i just can’t not when you look this good under me baby. tell me if you’re okay tho? ill pull out.” he stills his hips waiting for an answer.

“i’m good love.” you smile at him. “good baby because im gonna fuck you nice and slow.” his hips fucking into at a slow pace. his dick is hitting you at a deeper angle.

hes kissing against your skin. his deep moans and whimpers taking you to bliss. “so fucking good. i can’t ah fuck-“ his hips speeding up again. he’s watching your pleasured facial expressions as more of his cum continues to drip out of you. “i’m gonna cum-“ you legs are shaking again. “me too fuck. you feel so fuck-fucking good.” his hips stutter and his cum is filling you up. you cumming after him. “shit baby.” he whispers still watching his cum drip. “you did so well. you feeling okay?”

“yea im good. so good. always feels good. he kisses you before he pulls out of you immediately grabbing something to clean you with. “okay good baby. want to order some food?” he asks after finishes cleaning you up. “i’m literally starving so yes.” he nods giving you a quick kiss before you two continue your night.

Angry sex with Tyun

paring : dom!taehyun x afab!reader

warnings/tags : angry sex, window/wall sex, im to lazy to do the rest.

summary : You and taehyun get into a heated argument, which leads to some good angry sex.

a/n : don't leave hate comments for me to see. if you don't like it just block me and leave.

“Taehyun, I told you, I’m done talking about this. I said I was sorry.”

“You were being irrational, Y/N?! Seriously?! You can’t just go charging into my rehearsal like that begging me to come along with you, for fucking boba! What if the members got distracted. Hm? They could have been hurt or worse!”

“I get that you were worried about them, and I know I was wrong for doing that, but you're the one who told me you were on break. It is not my fault. You can't put the whole blame on me.”

“Your so fucking annoying sometimes.”

“God, can you shut up and listen to me!? I don't know why I have to re-explain this to you again.” Taehyun stare at you incredulously, ready to interrupt but you continue on, “You told me that you missed me, and I wanted to see you, so I came when you texted me you were on break.”

“How long do you think our breaks are huh? Knowing we're about to have a comeback. Just how fucking long do you think these breaks last!?”

The argument is never-ending. Sweaty and red-faced, Taehyun is so close. So close that you can still smell the scent of spear mint on his breath from the gum he's been chewing. So close that you can see the dark circles under his eyes from the sleepless night and the height of his body, creating a shadow over your body. Your chests touch, both heaving from yelling back and forth. Staring him in the eyes, you have nothing else to say; left to communicate all your frustration through a silent glare. Neither one of you wants to be the first to break.

“Taehyun, I’m done doing this whenever you and the guy have a comeback. You can’t keep telling me to come see you while on break, just to get pissed at me afterwards. I’m done with that. I’m fucking done.” You keep repeating that last line to yourself more so than to him. A realization coming over you that you might not just be done arguing with Taehyun over this particular topic. You might also be finished with your relationship. If he wouldn’t make time, to see you, what's the point. Just one fucking glance, that's all you could ask for. If this is what you had to go through each time, you weren’t sure you could handle it.

Through his anger, Taehyun gives you a look of desperation, hoping that you both could come to some agreement. Shaking your head, you turn and walk away. You have nothing left to give.

“No. You don’t get to walk away like you always do. Not this time!” He yells, grabbing you by the shoulders and pressing you against the very door you were prepared to leave though. Pushing him away does nothing. He just comes back, forcing your back against the door again with a resounding thud. You want to deny it but the roughness of how he handles you causes a spark within you. You’re certain it’s affecting Taehyun too from the way his half-hard member brushes against you.

“Tyun…” You’re cut off by a passionate kiss. Your body denies your rational mind by returning the kiss. It’s nothing like your normal exchange. It’s heated, teeth clanging against each other, his tongue forcing its way into your mouth and fighting for complete dominance.

Clothes are torn from each of your bodies, no care given to the sounds of ripping fabric and buttons hitting the floor. Your sole focus is on each other.

“Up” he commands, grabbing at your hips. Taking his cue, you jump up, wrapping your legs around his waist. Nipping along your jaw, he leaves a stinging trail of red marks on your skin. You hiss when bites down harshly at the juncture of your shoulder. Continuing on his intended path, Taehyun attaches his mouth to one of your perky nipples, swirling his tongue around it before sucking.

The heels of your feet pressed into his lower back, bringing him closer to your core. His throbbing member slips through your folds, pressing against your clit. Focused on your own pleasure now, you repeat the action, grinding yourself against his cock.

“Stop it.” He growls out in response to your tempting actions. The head of his member prods against your sensitive bud as Taehyun ruts his hips unexpectedly. You yelp in surprise but don’t stop.

“You need to fucking listen. You never listen.”

“Fuck you.” You retort, smirking at him in defiance.

“That’s what I plan on doing to do you, sweetheart.”

Not waiting for your reply, Taehyun enters your wet core without warning causing you to throw your head back. Any advantage you thought you had is now gone as you succumb to the pleasure. As you sink on to his thick cock, Taehyun groans lowly, enjoying the feeling of your warm pussy that is so inviting to slip into.

“Gonna fuck you so good.”

You chuckle at his comment, knowing it will provoke him. And that’s just what it does. Without pulling out of you, Taehyun unwinds your legs from his waist and pushes them towards your chest by the knees. The new position gives him a new angle to hit and he begins to thrust into you without control. His pace is frenzied and brutal as he abuses your pussy.

Clawing at his shoulders, your first orgasm washes over you but he gives you no time to bask in it. Even as your core clenches around his member, he continues to fuck you senseless, pushing you through your first orgasm and works you close to a second.

Taehyun watches, fully mesmerized, as his member pumps in and out of you. His cock is slick with your wetness making it easier for him to push back in and keep his rhythm.

“So close. Don’t fucking stop,” You announce your impending orgasm to him, not that he needed you to tell him. He knows from the way your core pulses that you’re almost there. So is he; ready to spill his load into you. Pumping into you deeper, Taehyun’s cock hits the perfect spot, causing jolts of electricity to course throughout your lower half.

Your second orgasm rocks you so hard and you go limp in his arms. A few more thrusts and he followed right behind you. His cock throbs inside you as his cum coats your walls. Dropping his head to your shoulder, Tae’s heavy breaths fan over your heated skin, sending a chill through you.

After helping you to wrap your legs back around him, he carries you to your shared bed; laying you down gently. Climbing in next to you, he tugs you to his chest making sure you are tucked comfortably against him.

“I’m sorry, ya know. You’re a damn good girlfriend, Y/N. I know that. I just don’t want anyone to get distracted and end up hurt because of you. If that happens, they might not let you visit the building anymore and I don't want that to happen.”

With much of your frustration gone, you realize you may have been too hard on Taehyun. He cares about you and doesn't want anyone on his team to get hurt.

“I know. I just want you to make some time for me. Even if its one minute of your time. I miss you."

"I know baby, I know. I'll try and make at least 10 minutes for you on busy days, on free days we can go on the cute dates you told me about doing. I promise."

would you mind?

boyfriend!jungwoo x afab reader

18+ mdni, smut

summary: jungwoo doesn’t last long inside of you so you have to take some control.

wc: 1k

cw: unprotected sex, creampie, breeding kink, daddy kink, girl idk I was horny as fuck (still am) and I won’t him so bad

now playing: ♫ would you mind - janet jackson ♫

jungwoo hisses through his teeth as he pushes himself into you. his face dives right into the crook of your neck, inhaling your scent and then letting out a sigh of pleasure and relief.

“uh, baby, shit I’m think I’m coming…”

“but you just put it in?”

“I know…”

“wait-”

“f-fuck–sorry…”

jungwoo is five strokes in before he’s emptied himself into your warm walls, his whines and moans so sweet and loud.

“oh my god, woo. seriously?” you laugh softly.

your hand finds treasure in his ruffled hair and the other on his cheek.

“what? it’s not my fault you feel so good,” he whines.

“I do?”

“yes, baby,” he says, face flushed red in embarrassment.

you giggle and then kiss the mole under his eye.

you guys are already in a missionary position so you wrap your legs around his waist to lock him in better as you can feel some of his seed begin to spill out of you.

this seems to get your boyfriend going again as he starts to rut his hips into you with rhythm.

“you’re not gonna last long this time, huh?” you tease.

“with the way you’re squeezing onto me, I might not,” he confesses with a shaky voice.

you can’t help but laugh at him a little bit. it’s so adorable.

“hey! it’s not funny. I’m trying, you know.”

his release makes it easier for him to slide in and out of you along with the little white, creamy ring of love that has formed right on your entrance.

you can tell he’s holding back to make himself last longer for you—his eyes shut closed and his whimpers more subdued.

but you don’t want that; you want him to feel good.

“come on… it’s ok. I don’t mind.”

he groans loudly when you clench around him on purpose.

you smirk at this, already knowing your next move to get him to unravel.

“please daddy. I want it so bad,” you coo.

that’s when his hips start to stutter and he looks at you with eyes full of desire.

“shit, can you say that again?”

“hmm?” you tease.

“baby p-please. i need to hear it from your pretty mouth.”

“daddy… need you to come in me so bad… please...”

you wrap your legs tighter around him, pushing him closer into your walls. and just like that, you feel yourself getting filled up to the brim with his love.

“aaa… that’s not fair…” he whimpers as his hips pathetically grind into yours, cum still shooting into you.

“you’re so cute.”

his hips are still moving into you as your walls suck him dry and your hands run smoothly along his back.

it’s endearing the way he kind of trembles in your arms but tries to hide it.

“think you gotta another one in you?” you ask.

“yeah,” he says weakly. “need to make my baby cum too.”

he looks spent already though so you decide to take matters into your own hands.

you flip him over so that you’re straddling his hips, hard cock still in you.

“h-hey!”

he tries to get up in protest but you place your hand on his chest and push his body back down onto the bed so he lays flat.

“no. it’s my turn. and I wanna ride.”

“but y/n-”

before he gets to complain more, you roll your hips onto his and it shuts him right up. instead, he whines in his sweet, honey-like voice again for you.

“touch me,” you whisper, guiding his hands to your tits.

“mmm…” he mumbles quietly.

he fondles your breasts with his huge, warm hands and pinches your nipples just the way you like. he knows all the things that get you going even at moments like these when your body is too much to handle for him.

it gets you to squeeze your walls tighter on him, earning back more delicious moans from your boyfriend. he is always vocal for you and the way you feel and that’s something you have always adored about him. you hate that he tried concealing it earlier because you laughed, but happy that he let those walls fall down.

you lean in to kiss him with passion and heat. your tongues collide as you just moan into others mouths, the pleasure only intensifying.

you alternate between moving your hips back and forth, then in slow circles, and then bouncing up and down.

the slaps of your skin and the wet sounds only ignite the adrenaline in your body.

“jungwoo~” you whine as you let go from the kiss, desperate for release.

you feel it building up in your stomach, the euphoria bubbling to the surface.

you keep riding him—riding the edge of this dangerous pleasure. his cock starts to twitch in you and you know he’s about to cum for the third time. he’s drunk on your walls and the way you feel.

he’s a moaning mess under you.

and even then, you rest your forehead on his and helplessly moan “I love you daddy” over and over again as you chase your high.

“baby…ahhh..hhh” he chokes out.

his hands abandon your boobs and head straight to your hips to guide you up and down his thick cock that is now dripping with your incoming release.

the feeling is indescribable. all you know is you need to finish and need him to finish inside you too.

“daddy… love you… love you so much…” you babble as the searing pleasure wants to rip you open.

“s-such a good girl for me.”

you hands latch onto the top of his head, gripping onto the hair they find. your mouth is like a magnet to his face, kissing and sucking anywhere it can.

“that’s it, baby, you got it.”

and your walls clench with all their might.

“yeah just like that, cum on daddy.”

jungwoo’s nails dig deep into your skin as his head tilts backwards.

then his warm ropes coat your plush walls. and seconds later, the pressure in your stomach snaps and you gush all over your boyfriend’s cock.

jungwoo helps you ride it out, hands still guiding you with care and love.

you both are at a loss for words as the rush comes down. so you just shove your face into the crook of his neck and start to plant kisses all over his neck and jaw.

“I don’t know how you do it, baby.”

“I don’t do anything special,” you say. “But I think I just made you become a daddy for real.”

he laughs at this and runs his fingers through his hair, looking at the ceiling.

“I might as well just seal the deal then, huh?”

“wait what?”

he flips you over and then pushes your knees to your chest. he inserts his cock into you again, and with only a couple of strokes, he is pouring into you for the fourth time.

once he pulls out, he uses his long fingers to push the seed back into you, making sure every last drop doesn’t go to waste.

“ok, baby…that should do it,” he says confidently.

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a/n: let’s pretend this was posted on jungwoo day ijbol. and yes I titled this after that one freaky ass janet jackson song 😭🤦🏽‍♂️

#i want him so bad im gonna cry #jungwoo #nct127

NCT 127 ✩ JUNGWOO BE THERE FOR ME (2023)

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