Sim Jaeyun; Paper Butterflies.

sim jaeyun; paper butterflies.

pairing: jake x reader / sim jaeyun x reader / jake sim x reader

genre: fluff

synopsis: where your boyfriend is adorably in love with you.

trigger warning(s): stress, insomnia (mental health in general)

word count: 0.9k

a/n: i had the random motivation to write this, so i did. short but i rlly like it

it was like any other school day, you felt dead walking along the hallways as people were chatting, making their way to their next class or at their lockers.

"morning baby" a familiar voice said from behind, followed by an arm snaking around your waist from behind. you looked up to your side to find your one and only boyfriend with his little puppy smile.

you smiled, he then gave you a kiss on your upper temple. "rough night? did you stay up late again?" he said, rubbing his thumb where his hand was placed on your side, pulling you closer as if you weren't already pressed against his body.

"no bub, just tired"

he was well aware that you have been overworking although he's told you not to. its the last year of highschool and you're more stressed out then ever. and it's not just school. of course it's draining, even for him. but he knows its not just that. you haven't been feeling your best with everything else as well.

he sighed, moving his hand away from your waist to rub your head. "don't overwork yourself baby" he then rest his head on yours as you both made your way to your first period. "mhm"

--

it was during your last period. you had your head rest on your palm, looking up at the board.

school's been hard on you, and with everything else going on in your life it was hard to concentrate at school. making it a habit to catch up late at night because of your insomnia. leading to sleepless nights.

ever since you told him about your insomnia, jake would text you late at night to make sure you were asleep. and if you weren't, he would facetime you so you had some company.

but other nights, you feel stressed out and when you begin to overthink and unable to go to sleep, you'd decide to study to distract yourself. which would usually go on past midnight. during these times, you wouldn't face time jake although he insists, because he needs sleep and you really don't want to bother him.

you zoned out, but came back to focus when a hand slid a folded piece of paper in front of you. it was jake of course, he was your seat mate.

you took the piece of paper and gently unfolded it. you smiled immediately.

"wanna come over to my place after school? mum's making ur favorite today because i asked her to. and layla misses u :( "

when he mentions layla? and his mom cooking? you couldn't say no.

you looked over to him to give him a nod, he smiled and made half a heart with his fingers, just enough for you to see it, but below the desk. how cute.

"focus" you whispered, he then made a sad face at you, you held his hand that was making the heart to put it on your lap as you went back to focusing on what the teacher was saying, having to let go when you realized you had to take notes.

not even 5 minutes later you heard a whisper. "baby look, i made you something" you were ready to give him a little scolding for not focusing but he then handed you a paper butterfly, making you smile widely, admiring it.

you looked over to him to see what he was doing, only to make eye contact because he had been looking at you the entire time. "how'd you make this?" you looked at him laughing a little bit. putting your hand out for him to give it to you.

"i maybe learnt it from my mom, specifically to make one for you" he said shyly, but at the same time proud with his little puppy smile.

ughhhhhh what is he so cute for

normally, whenever he got bored in class, he'd fold little paper hearts and slide it over to you, or write small notes, which you treasure and you've put every single one he gave you in a box. every time, it would make you happier no matter how you were feeling. but this time it was a whole butterfly he made from his notebook paper.

he spent the effort to learn small cute things to do for you and it's literally the cutest thing ever.

"does it look okay? that one's my forth attempt" he said, making you laugh. "oh it's more than okay, jake, it's perfect." you replied. "and i would pester you with kisses right now, but we're in the middle of a class"

"aw bummer, i should've given it to you after class then"

"no worries, you can get them after class"

"i should make you these way more than i planned to if this is my reward, might as well make another one right now" he said teasingly leaning a bit closer to you, making you embarrassed.

"oh you shut up."

"i love you too" he said giggling, knowing that it made you feel a lot better.

gosh you can't explain how much you love this boy. he treats you so well, making sure you feel okay and always trying to make you smile every time you're not alright, he's always there to accompany you and his ears and arms are always open whenever you need it. he's there to comfort you by hugging and giving you little kisses.

he may give you paper butterflies made from notebook papers in real life to show his random affection towards you, which is literally the most adorable thing ever, nothing can ever compare to the butterflies he gives you on the inside every time you're around him.

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nishimura riki; photobooths (2)

(2/2) three words, eight letters.

previous part - (1/2) cotton candy.

pairing: nishimura riki x reader

genre: fluff, angst if you squint hard enough

synopsis: between two best friends who don't realize their feelings for each other just yet.

trigger warning(s): abit of swearing, ferris wheels?

word count: 1.7K

a/n: the ending to this im not really satisfied with but its been in my drafts for so long i've gotta just :D

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[6:55 PM]

it was starting to get dark, you were walking with a bunny plushie in hand that riki got for you at the balloon popping stall, and with riki walking right beside you of course. looking around to see whatever interested you both next.

for riki, he was just in his own world, going wherever you led him.

what was he thinking of? the moment you decided to name that bunny after him as soon as you had it in your hands with no hesitation, and that caught him off guard for a bit. now you're just going to have a bunny in your room named riki.

and of course, back at the cotton candy stall, when the lady called you both lovebirds, it made him feel a certain way.

that same feeling he gets every time you called him cute. or whenever you fixed his hair for him, whenever you brought him banana milk randomly, whenever you feed him random things, whenever he did something wrong on purpose just so you can do it for him instead.

that same feeling he always gets when he's around you.

his act of service, his constant teasing, his little gifts, his little notes he'd usually write you whenever he was bored in class, a lot of them contained with drawings of bunnies and funny looking strawberries cause he knew they were your favorite things, or just notes telling you that he liked your outfit that day.

the way he takes you places whenever he knew you were stressed or when you needed it, when he appears at your doorsteps whenever you texted him telling him that you weren't feeling your best, when he tries to compliment and make you feel better when you're down although he's bad it it, thats his love language.

yours was physical touch, like when you'd play with his hair, which he loved, when you'd drag him around by his hand or when you hug him when you're feeling down just for comfort.

your clinginess, like when you unconsciously hold his hand when you're in public places, when he's playing games with controller in hand but you're bored so you'd always end up laying on his lap, watching the screen although you don't understand anything that's going on, but since it's riki playing it, you're interested

your patience for him. he'd make mistakes and instead of getting annoyed over it, you'd calmly tell him to try again and would help him with it. whether with homework, cooking or anything you both decided to do together. or when he's feeling down and stressed, your arms and ears are always open for him. you're always there to listen and hug him whenever he needed.

your constant scolding whenever he purposefully did something wrong so that you'd do it for him instead, he'd enjoy it whenever you were mad at him just because he thought that its cute.

he loved everything about it.

he knew how you liked your coffee, what you wanted your pancakes with and how many you'd usually eat, your favorite colors. he knew when you'd get nervous just by how you fiddle with his hands, how you loved it when he'd comfort you by giving back rubs, hand rubs or head pats. just like you did for him. he knew every single tiny detail.

you don't know how much of an impact you took upon this boy, and he wasn't against any of it either as he loved every second of it.

whatever the other did, you both have no hesitations to give it a try too.

this was alot of emotions for a boy to keep to himself. it was the first time he felt like he wanted someone to know how much he liked them. which was why this whole date-like after school amusement park thing was a good idea. he was going to tell a girl that he liked her on her favorite ride in an amusement park, where it all started. he planned it all out 2 weeks prior.

why did it take two weeks when this whole idea popped into is little head in the span of 10 minutes? it's because he's nervous, he's never confessed to anyone, ever. and like the perfectionist that he is, he wanted everything to go as planned.

"riki look! a photo booth!" you pointed.

"y/n, no more pictures" riki replied, dragging his feet.

"i just want some pictures i can put in my phone case. its so blank right now, see?" you said, extending your arms and showing the back of your phone case directly at his face.

and with that he was already convinced, to miss the chance to get his face inside that clear phone case of yours? anything.

"didn't you just have a picture of that one k-pop idol you were obsessing over for weeks?" riki said smiling a bit, looking down at you.

"well yes, but i've looked at that same photo card too much it got kinda boring."

he remembered vividly how you were squealing at him over it about a week ago.

"alright, fine" he said in a stern tone, but was jumping around inside "but it has to be in there for at least 5 months".

"okay okay fine! let's take four sheets worth so we both got two sheets each okay?"

"alright."

and there he finds himself taking pictures with with you and riki the bunny in your arms. and that character hat he came to like because every once in a while you'd turn back to tell him that it looked cute on him.

riki being riki, he was awkward.

"smile a a bit won't you, nishimura?" you poked him, placing your chin on his shoulder staring right at him. he looked back down at you. gosh if he had to count how many times him heart rate accelerated today just because of one person.

snap

"alright just get your chin off me it hurts" he giggled and grabs you by your face to lift your head up

snap

"yah!" you tried grabbing his whole face too but it was more of a struggle with his hands blocking you view. at that point you both have forgotten you were taking pictures.

--

[7:15 PM]

you brought out your phone and popped off your phone case to settle the pictures in the right spot.

he really made to that phone case of yours, he thought.

popping it back on, you lifted your phone and started taking pictures of the view.

"y/n"

"hm?" you looked up, he was taking photos of the both of you.

"i'm sending these to my mom, she just texted me"

"send me them too"

after he was done, you handed your phone to him. "could you take a couple for me?"

he smiled, knowing what to do.

the lighting on your face was just perfect. and you couldn't look even more adorable with that bunny on your lap.

he started clicking, but of course, he couldn't miss this chance.

"here you go" he handed you back your phone

"riki these are all you!" you said swiping through them rapidly. he really just spammed the button didn't he

he laughed, "alright alright, i'll take you some" you handed it back but he brought out his instead

"no no, i feel like the lighting on my phone looks better, i'll airdrop them after"

smooth.

-

"i miss the feeling of being on ferris wheels" you said.

you knew damn well the last time you were on one was with him and it didn't end well.

"me too" he replied with a smile, looking back out to see the view.

nervously thinking of the right time to say the three words that he's practiced in front of the mirror in his bedroom countless times making sure he won't mess it up just for today.

the atmosphere was a lot different from when you both were last here, more lights, more lively, more stalls.

"riki?"

"y/n" he replied. you froze, not being able to mutter out your words. chanting in your head that it's now or never and that you can't keep chickening out when the timing is perfect. but nothing seemed to come out of you mouth.

three words, eight letters was all it took and yet it was so hard to say. being too scared of rejection, too scared of the outcome. you can't handle the thought of him ghosting you again. god knows whether or not he's going to ghost you or just cut you off for good.

it was just silence. you two were just looking in different directions, staring out of the ferris wheel.

again, you failed to say how you felt towards the boy. again, you tried changing the topic.

"people look like ants from up her-

"i like you, y/n"

"what?"

"i like you" he said, with no hesitation looking straight at you now but you were too nervous to look into his eyes right now. what the fuck.

"i do too riki"

"i don't mean it in a friendly way y/n." you paused to look at the boy, he continued, "i mean in way that means you make me feel things whenever i'm around you. i like you a lot, y/n"

"i like you too, riki."

your heart was thumping in your chest it felt like it was going to burst. you weren't on a roller coaster, it was just a ferris wheel but yet the excitement was incomparable. he confessed before you did.

thats when you realized that those pictures you took from the photo booth were also in his phone case.

riki was never the type to say or do these things, which took you by surprise. he just said he liked you.

like, like like you.

it was minutes of just looking around after that. to riki, this was new, never once in his life has he confessed and god if he was along right now he would be jumping around because he did it, and he didn't fuck it up.

"so, you wanna grab coffee tomorrow morning?" he said looking out

"yup"

"8?"

"yup"

he smiled looking down

the awkwardness was so thick, you could cut it with a knife.

what mattered at that moment though, was that it happened, you confessed. or he did. after years, it finally happened and you didn't get rejected, which is a big relief. it wasn't all that bad after all.

character hats, cotton candy stalls, bunny plushies, photobooths and ferris wheels. three words, eight letters. it all worked out.

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traffic light

pairing: lee sangyeon x female reader

genre: angst, slight fluff, lovers to exes

word count: 1.6k

a/n: this is my first fic, it’s inspired by the song, ‘traffic light’ by sara kays, and any feedback is very greatly appreciated ^^ (there might be some grammatical errors as english is not my first language.)

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kim sunoo; love letters.

pairing: sunoo x reader, kim sunoo x reader

genre: BIG TIME FLUFF

synopsis: you've liked sunoo for as long as you could remember. you wrote him love letters, bought him snacks almost everyday, all anonymously with no expectations of reciprocation. i mean, he receives pilling love notes everyday, what makes you any special? you weren't popular or the prettiest, or the smartest or anything. it would be shocking if the boy even remembers your name. but it all changes when you decided to write him a love letter you worked on, basically a recap of all the love notes, of all the paragraphs you wrote in your diaries through out the years that were about him. as you slid your love letter into his locker, he was right behind you.

trigger warning(s): abit of swearing?

word count: 1.5k

a/n: i practically dropped heart eyes and dipped even when i said in the a/n that i was finally returning to tumblr 💀 this one's kinda cringe but i hope the non existent people that were waiting for me to finally write something enjoys this one! ily all vv much

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just do it y/n

you told yourself. you were standing there contemplating whether you should go with your "thought-out" plan, with the neatly folded written letter, inside your favorite envelope, carefully sealed with wilted baby breaths and your favorite stamp.

yes, it was a love letter

not just any love letter a high schooler could just sit for hours in their rooms and write oh so carefully as to not make any mistakes and embarrass themselves later on, this was a well thought-out letter that one’s been coming back and forth to write for weeks.

she listed all her favorite things about him, from the way his eyes squints and cheeks rise whenever he smiles that made him look like an actual peach, to his adorable bubbly personality that everyone likes and it never fails to make your heart flutter.

it took her too many little anonymous sticky notes complimenting him left and right on his outfit that day, or how much she loved about his little features, especially his eye smile. it took her too many snacks she’d buy for him just because she knows it’s from his favorite bakery, it took her years of liking him and doing all that just to express her feelings towards the boy, anonymously of course.

if there was one thing y/n avoided and was scared of most, and it was rejection.

why would someone like sunoo like her? so many other pretty girls liked him and they all had better chances than she did. plus he must receive love letters and little notes like that all the time.

the love letter in your hand was not any different, it was still anonymous. except you had decided to put your initial on it this time.

just do it just do it just do it

and just like that she swiftly slid her letter into his locker. the girl let out a deep breath she didnt even know she was holding.

she wondered if he ever reads the letters that he gets. at this point it was basically part of his routine to open his locker to at least a couple love letters a week.

while being distracted with her thoughts, she didn’t realize she was just standing there fiddling around nervously, she also didnt realize the presence behind her

“hi y/n” the sudden familiar voice made you flinch and snap out of your daydreams and oh my god your heart almost dropped to the floor. "what are you doing here?" he smiled at you as your eyes moved everywhere frantically as to not look at him in the eyes.

and oh my god what the actual fuck he knew your name.

"uh- oh- i was just waiting for a friend!" you lied.

"by my locker?" he lightly chuckled. "y-yeah! she said to wait in the hallway"

oh for goodness sake y/n why are you so bad at lying

your frantic state made him smile, he was pretty much just observing your body language, the way your feet balanced back and forth, how the tip of your nose started turning red, the way you were messing around with your fingers. he found it kind of cute

"w-well sunoo i better get going!" you nervously laughed, cursing your voice for breaking a bit.

"oh okay, see you around y/n" he said with his signature smile.

you swore your body took a screenshot.

just something about how he remembered your name, you guys took a couple classes with each other but out of everybody you didn't expect the kim sunoo to remember you name when the teachers still call you by literally every other name that is similar to yours but not your actual name.

"y-yeah!" and with that you hugged onto your books tightly and swiftly dashed through the hallway to somewhere that is not around sunoo.

gosh maybe i shouldn't have given him that letter im so so stupid!

sunoo watched you as you dashed away with tense shoulders and chuckled to himself.

he then turned back to his locker and unlocking it too take out the books he needed.

"oh?"

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it's been a week since you had practically confessed to sunoo without even meaning to. you've been avoiding him like the plague, you cant bring yourself to even look at the boy's direction due to the embarrassment you felt every time you were in his proximity.

meanwhile sunoo has been trying to talk to you ever since the day after her got that letter.

he read it of course.

sunoo keeps everything, whether they're little sticky notes, love letters, or gifts. he likes treasuring them. and theres always a specific handwriting, specific stamp, and a specific initial that always caught his attention.

he'd be lying if he said he didn't read his letters every day hoping that the person wrote to him that day.

he loved how genuine and bubbly the letters were. how they wrote their a's and k's, he loved how the person's personality could be shown through the way they write. it felt like he was listening to a person.

the way the write aren't just love confessions, they're more of talking talking about how their own week went, specifically what the person's been liking about sunoo and they always happened to compliment what sunoo didn't feel so secure about.

their letters made him feel safe.

and now that he knew it was you, he couldn't be any more excited.

sunoo's always noticed you. he's always loved the way you worded things and your body language for the most random things. and he didn't fail to notice your patience for everything, how positive your outlook was for the world, how sweet you were to everyone.

he's not going to lie, he's confused. after such a long time of receiving letters from you, and finally he's noticed you, why were you avoiding him now?

the answer was that you were nervous, and of course, you hated rejection.

plus, sunoo could get anyone. someone pretty, smart, just you name it. he was way out of your league, why would he ever look your way?

so your solution? there's no solution, you planned to just avoid him.

"alright! don't forget your assignments from page 143 to 150 due next tuesday and enjoy your weekends, class dismissed!" he teacher said, relief could be heard in his tone.

you made your way out of the class with your books in hand, making your way to your locker. jesus christ weren't you glad it was finally the last day of school for the week. not that you had any plans for the weekends, you just wanted to sleep in. 5 long days of waking up to the most traumatizing alarms, you could use a couple days off it.

you placed all the necessary books in your bag and arranged your locker for the week. letting out a big sigh before shutting your locker door, only to get jump-scared by the only face you were hoping not to see around.

"hi" sunoo said with a faint smile, hand waving at you.

shit. where were you gonna hide now?

he was confused because your instant reaction was to open your locker back up to hide from him, making him chuckle. the casual ‘if i can’t see you you can’t see me’ logic, how much cuter could one person possibly get? he thought.

he slowly pushes the locker door out of the way in order to see your face. visible nervousness was displayed on your face, if there was anything you hated more than rejection it would be confrontation. how were you gonna get out of this?

“hi…” you said, waving at him a bit with your free hand.

“i got you a little something,” he handed you an apeach plushie and continued, “i’ve held onto this for a few days now since i couldn’t really talk to you properly” he said and gave you a look, hands folded against his chest.

“ahh… about that,” you tried to think of an excuse to get yourself out of this situation but really there weren’t any excuses.

he noticed and laughed to himself.

“do you have any plans this weekend?” he suddenly said, catching you off guard. you looked up at him and there was a glimpse of expectation in his eyes.

“oh, uh yeah i am” you said, your go to weekend plan was just to oversleep till noon anyway. “why?”

your heart was thumping like crazy, was he going to ask you out on a date??

“well, lets go grab coffee! and you know maybe hang out and get to know each other abit” he said. what the shit

you slowly nodded, “oh, sure”. you’ll be honest nothing has processed in your head yet.

“oookay, uhm, gimme your number so i can text you” he handed you his phone

THE kim sunoo is asking for your number.

you started tapping carefully as to not get your own number wrong, handing it back to him with a straight smile on your face after you were done. he was about to say something but a voice called out for his name. “oh y/n my friends are here, i’ll text you in abit!” he said

“oh okay” you said, awkwardly waving at him, “byebye”

he smiled sweetly and waved back turned to run to his friends.

what. just. happened.

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park sunghoon; to the moon, never back.

,pairing: park sunghoon x reader

genre: fluff, drabble

synopsis: another night under the moonlight, with your lover.

trigger warning(s): n/a

word count: 0.6k words

a/n: wrote this while i was feeling under the weather yesterday, finished it tday. rlly love how it turned out ^^

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[11:50 PM]

his chest rises and falls, the sound of his heartbeat was calming, peaceful. he soothed his fingers through your hair as he hummed along to your favorite song. his other hand in yours, you fiddled with it, admiring his pretty hand.

it was quiet, but no words were needed to be said because at that moment, the only thing that was needed was the presence of each other.

with the sound of his hums, breaths, heartbeats and his fingers calmly running through your hair, it slowly lulled you to sleep. eyes becoming heavy as every minute passed by.

looking at your figure, he saw that you were asleep and smiled to himself. unaware that you were only lightly asleep, he kissed your head. the sudden action woke you up.

moving your head to look up at him confused, he then let out a little laugh, pausing from soothing your hair and rested his hand on top of your head. "im sorry, i didn't mean to wake you up" he said smiling, almost whispering, looking down at you, placing another kiss softly on your forehead.

you smiled in response, eyes still droopy.

the only source of light into the room was from your window. the moonlight reflecting on his face, he looks so unreal. his glowing eyes, tall nose, his perfect lips. everything about him drove you crazy.

you laid on his chest, staring up at him for a while. admiring his perfect features and anatomy, you could look at him all night and day. how did you get such a pretty boy for a boyfriend?

staring right back at you, he thought your sleepy face was the cutest thing he's ever seen, smiling to himself.

"baby?" he said, distracting your thoughts "you okay?"

"yeah"

"you sure? you look like you zoned out on me" he said chuckling.

"i wasn't zoned out, you're just... really pretty" you said, looking away from his face, trying to prevent him from seeing your flustered cheeks after confessing.

he laughed, looking at you in your embarrassed state. he didn't think he could possibly find you anymore cuter.

his hand lifted from holding yours and cupped your face, lifting it to make you look up at him as he caressed it gently. right then and there, he paused. admiring your features. he then kissed your forehead again, and then your eyebrow, your eyelids, the tip of your nose, your rosy cheeks, and then your lips.

you giggled at the tickling sensation. "how did i get such an adorable girl for a girlfriend, hm?" he giggled along.

"i love you." you said underneath your breath, his face slowly rested from smiling so hard to admiring you. "so much"

"i love you more" he replied

"i love you to the moon and back" you said inching closer to his face with a cheeky facial expression when he then also leaned in and kissed you.

this time it wasn't just a peck, it was passionate, slow, it felt heavenly even.

the kiss lasted a while before he pulled away. "i love you," he said, stroking your hair gently, looking at you with his eyes that seemed to be glowing, holding millions of stars behind them, just because he was looking at you. he continued, "to the moon, never back."

you laughed, "what does that even mean?"

"to the moon and back is too short of a distance to reciprocate how much i love you. i love you so much, to no ends."

you smiled, feeling emotional but not wanting to cry because you'd only end up with swollen eyes by the time the sun rises, he realizes and chuckles underneath his breath, moving his body to face you, hugging you even closer as if you two weren't already close enough.

"lets get to sleep, hm?" he whispered while patting your back.

oh how much you love this boy. you could literally bring him the moon if he asked you to.

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