Sim Jaeyun; Paper Butterflies.

sim jaeyun; paper butterflies.

pairing: jake x reader / sim jaeyun x reader / jake sim x reader

genre: fluff

synopsis: where your boyfriend is adorably in love with you.

trigger warning(s): stress, insomnia (mental health in general)

word count: 0.9k

a/n: i had the random motivation to write this, so i did. short but i rlly like it

it was like any other school day, you felt dead walking along the hallways as people were chatting, making their way to their next class or at their lockers.

"morning baby" a familiar voice said from behind, followed by an arm snaking around your waist from behind. you looked up to your side to find your one and only boyfriend with his little puppy smile.

you smiled, he then gave you a kiss on your upper temple. "rough night? did you stay up late again?" he said, rubbing his thumb where his hand was placed on your side, pulling you closer as if you weren't already pressed against his body.

"no bub, just tired"

he was well aware that you have been overworking although he's told you not to. its the last year of highschool and you're more stressed out then ever. and it's not just school. of course it's draining, even for him. but he knows its not just that. you haven't been feeling your best with everything else as well.

he sighed, moving his hand away from your waist to rub your head. "don't overwork yourself baby" he then rest his head on yours as you both made your way to your first period. "mhm"

--

it was during your last period. you had your head rest on your palm, looking up at the board.

school's been hard on you, and with everything else going on in your life it was hard to concentrate at school. making it a habit to catch up late at night because of your insomnia. leading to sleepless nights.

ever since you told him about your insomnia, jake would text you late at night to make sure you were asleep. and if you weren't, he would facetime you so you had some company.

but other nights, you feel stressed out and when you begin to overthink and unable to go to sleep, you'd decide to study to distract yourself. which would usually go on past midnight. during these times, you wouldn't face time jake although he insists, because he needs sleep and you really don't want to bother him.

you zoned out, but came back to focus when a hand slid a folded piece of paper in front of you. it was jake of course, he was your seat mate.

you took the piece of paper and gently unfolded it. you smiled immediately.

"wanna come over to my place after school? mum's making ur favorite today because i asked her to. and layla misses u :( "

when he mentions layla? and his mom cooking? you couldn't say no.

you looked over to him to give him a nod, he smiled and made half a heart with his fingers, just enough for you to see it, but below the desk. how cute.

"focus" you whispered, he then made a sad face at you, you held his hand that was making the heart to put it on your lap as you went back to focusing on what the teacher was saying, having to let go when you realized you had to take notes.

not even 5 minutes later you heard a whisper. "baby look, i made you something" you were ready to give him a little scolding for not focusing but he then handed you a paper butterfly, making you smile widely, admiring it.

you looked over to him to see what he was doing, only to make eye contact because he had been looking at you the entire time. "how'd you make this?" you looked at him laughing a little bit. putting your hand out for him to give it to you.

"i maybe learnt it from my mom, specifically to make one for you" he said shyly, but at the same time proud with his little puppy smile.

ughhhhhh what is he so cute for

normally, whenever he got bored in class, he'd fold little paper hearts and slide it over to you, or write small notes, which you treasure and you've put every single one he gave you in a box. every time, it would make you happier no matter how you were feeling. but this time it was a whole butterfly he made from his notebook paper.

he spent the effort to learn small cute things to do for you and it's literally the cutest thing ever.

"does it look okay? that one's my forth attempt" he said, making you laugh. "oh it's more than okay, jake, it's perfect." you replied. "and i would pester you with kisses right now, but we're in the middle of a class"

"aw bummer, i should've given it to you after class then"

"no worries, you can get them after class"

"i should make you these way more than i planned to if this is my reward, might as well make another one right now" he said teasingly leaning a bit closer to you, making you embarrassed.

"oh you shut up."

"i love you too" he said giggling, knowing that it made you feel a lot better.

gosh you can't explain how much you love this boy. he treats you so well, making sure you feel okay and always trying to make you smile every time you're not alright, he's always there to accompany you and his ears and arms are always open whenever you need it. he's there to comfort you by hugging and giving you little kisses.

he may give you paper butterflies made from notebook papers in real life to show his random affection towards you, which is literally the most adorable thing ever, nothing can ever compare to the butterflies he gives you on the inside every time you're around him.

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yang jungwon; shoelaces.

pairing: yang jungwon x fem!reader

genre: fluff, highschool au

synopsis: turns out that your class president's feelings were mutual after all.

trigger warning(s): a little bit of cursing

word count: 1.05k words

a/n: this is my first ever time releasing a fic/stayed committed to completing one with satisfaction. criticism and opinions are welcome! (just pls don't be mean i tried my best on this one loll"

"alright, class!" the teacher said while wiping the board. finally. class is over. school has been a bit hard on you due to you moving to a completely different part of the country and due to the lack of sleep you've been getting.

but then, celebrating would be too soon because "im going to assign a 15 page assignment due next week, its going to be calculated with you physics test this month." he said walking to his desk to grab his neatly organized papers and handed it to the class president. "here you go jungwon."

the sound of students sighing and packing their bags could be hear across the classroom. "oh right" the class then paused to look at the teacher again "you can pick a partner for the assignment. make sure to grab your sheets from jungwon before leaving. class dismissed!"

students started leaving the classroom making their ways to wherever they're going, you couldn't care less right now.

"fuckk" you muttered underneath your breath while facepalming and ruffling your own hair.

in the two week since school started, you've barely made any friends. socializing wasn't really something you're good at. so was physics. how were you going to do this? no fucking idea. "ughh i'm screwed" "hey" a familiar voice from behind said as you shot your head up to follow where it came from, to see the one and only, yang jungwon. "hi" you replied.

yang jungwon, how do you even begin to explain him? he's just perfect. he's a top student, good grades, good looking, AND the most kind hearted you could think of. from the way his eyes squints and deep dimples appear when he smiles, his comforting voice and his warm-hearted personality. his anatomy is just precious and perfect.

you would be lying if you said u weren't just a little fond of him.

"here's your sheets" he said handing your sheets with his signature ":]" smile. "thanks" "no problem"

okay, maybe you had a slight crush on him.

"you looked a bit stressed earlier, everything alright?" he said tilting his head to get a better look of you face "y-yeah" "you sure?" he then let out a little laugh.

okay. maybe you were a little bit whipped for him. his slightest human actions that would be considered normal human response was making your heart flutter.

"well, not really" you gave a straight smile and turned back to your table. after that little laugh of his? you can't look at him in the eyes right now.

he tilted again, but this time he tilted half of his body to see your face, again with that little smile on his face. "if its picking partners you're worried about, i can be your partner?" "what?" "i can be your partner" he repeated.

oh my days. i think i'm hallucinating. you thought to yourself. WHY IS HE SO CUTE

"but i'm not good with physics-" "thats okay" he cut you off "are you sure?" "definitely".

to be honest, jungwon has been observing you for these two weeks you've been here (mainly because he thought you were cute). he loved how you'd talk to yourself without realizing, which was how he guessed you were stressing about picking partners earlier. and yes, he was well aware that physics wasn't your best subject.

no one expected jungwon to be romantically interested in anyone. so did his friends that were lowkey earring this convo from the classroom doorway, so did you, and so did he himself. but here he is, making the first move.

"here" he handed his phone to you. "hm?" you looked at the phone then him with a confused expression. "i need your number to contact you for the assignment" "oh" you carefully took the phone from from his hand and carefully typed in your digits, making sure you don't get your own number wrong out of nervousness.

he noticed that and secretly gave a little smile. cute. he thought.

"here" you handed his phone back to him. "thanks, i'll give you a text later" he said while saving your number under the name "y/n :)" "s-sure" you said standing up prepared to leave with your sheets in your hand.

"hey you left your shoelace untied" he said pointing at your shoes. "oh thanks i-" "here let me help you out" "no no it's okay i can tie it myself-" before you could finish he was already tying them for you. "there you go" "thanks, jungwon" something about the way you pronounced his name made his heart flutter. "no problem, y/n."

"i'm gonna go now, bye" you said. jungwon smiled and waved, "bye". you waved back with a small smile in return before making your way out to the classroom, walking past jungwon's friends.

"yaahhh, yang jungwon!" his friends called from the door as jungwon made his way towards them. "what was that?" jake said in a teasing manner. "its nothing, i was just talking about our assignme-""oh no it was definitely more then that jungwon, you tied her shoelaces!" sunoo said chuckling. "and did you see the way he asked for her number?" "smooth one jungwon, smooth one." jay said, making jungwon look down rubbing his neck smiling shyly.

"come on guys, dont tease him" heeseung said putting his arms around jungwon's shoulder and then ruffling his hair, lowkey feeling proud. "you've got to teach me your ways man" sunghoon said laughing. "i don't even know how i did all that without stuttering" "i never thought you were that type of person to like someone, hyung" niki continued. "me either riki" jungwon replied chuckling.

he didn't know what stage he was at in his life and had no clues of what's going on in his teenage mind. but it was definitely something.

he's lowkey whipped for this girl he had just met two weeks ago. was he nervous about it? yes. but he wasn't going to stop himself.

-

as soon as you got home you started squealing and rolling on you bed and kicking the air.

your crush just asked for your number AND tied your shoelaces. god, this is too much for a girl to process. before you could continue with your thoughts, your phone notifications went off. immediately you unlocked it, know who it could most likely be.

unknown number

"hi :)"

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𝐑𝐄𝐂 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓!

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daffodils

paring: the boyz changmin x female reader (kang yeseul) genre: angst, unrequited love, soulmate, hanahaki disease, drabbles warnings: mention of vomiting but not detailed word count: 455 words

Why did it hurt so much? Why is there an unbearable, aching pain in my heart as I watch you talk so fondly over your crush? Your shining smile growing with each second, eyes glimmering, galaxies held within your dark alluring orbs. It hurts so much knowing that I am not, and will never be the cause of those emotions. With these feelings, I know that you can never reciprocate them for me. But how can I bring up about that butterfly drawing, etched onto the skin of your collarbone, that I also have? The universe really hates me doesn’t it? Deciding our destiny for each other, just for you to turn a blind eye and ignore this horrible yearning in my chest. Each time you send heart eyes to her, I have to act as I am happy for you – which is half true, because indeed, I am happy for you. Genuinely. But at the same time, I can’t help but feel a burning jealousy, envy, and sadness all at the same time while trying to hold in the feeling of something burning up in my throat. Each time those beautiful petals of daffodils came out of my lungs, the lingering pain comes with it. Each time I cried myself to sleep, hoping that you could at least notice the feelings that I have tried to keep inside me, locked up, so I don’t have to confess to you. As much as I wanted to, I couldn’t risk it, for the sake of the amount of time we spent together building what we have now. But I realize, no matter the amount of love, affection, care that I gave you. No matter how much I’ve sacrificed, just to go and comfort you, no matter how much things I’ve done for you, despite hearing the cracks of my heart and my brain telling me to stop and ignore you. I realized. I cannot love you into loving me. Ji Changmin, you're so cruel. Why must you cause so much pain to my heart? But it’s fine, I am more than delightful that you have decided to tie the string of fate for eternity between you and her. I wish you have a beautifully wedded life with her. I hope she takes care of you well. I’m sorry to have selfishly kept these hidden feelings from you for so long. I’m sorry I have to be selfish to keep myself from breaking further. But surprise, I guess?

By the time you’re reading this, I’ve already undergone surgery to remove the agonizingly painful flowers from within me. Happy wedded life my love. Love, Kang Yeseul. ______________

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nishimura riki; photobooths (2)

(2/2) three words, eight letters.

previous part - (1/2) cotton candy.

pairing: nishimura riki x reader

genre: fluff, angst if you squint hard enough

synopsis: between two best friends who don't realize their feelings for each other just yet.

trigger warning(s): abit of swearing, ferris wheels?

word count: 1.7K

a/n: the ending to this im not really satisfied with but its been in my drafts for so long i've gotta just :D

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[6:55 PM]

it was starting to get dark, you were walking with a bunny plushie in hand that riki got for you at the balloon popping stall, and with riki walking right beside you of course. looking around to see whatever interested you both next.

for riki, he was just in his own world, going wherever you led him.

what was he thinking of? the moment you decided to name that bunny after him as soon as you had it in your hands with no hesitation, and that caught him off guard for a bit. now you're just going to have a bunny in your room named riki.

and of course, back at the cotton candy stall, when the lady called you both lovebirds, it made him feel a certain way.

that same feeling he gets every time you called him cute. or whenever you fixed his hair for him, whenever you brought him banana milk randomly, whenever you feed him random things, whenever he did something wrong on purpose just so you can do it for him instead.

that same feeling he always gets when he's around you.

his act of service, his constant teasing, his little gifts, his little notes he'd usually write you whenever he was bored in class, a lot of them contained with drawings of bunnies and funny looking strawberries cause he knew they were your favorite things, or just notes telling you that he liked your outfit that day.

the way he takes you places whenever he knew you were stressed or when you needed it, when he appears at your doorsteps whenever you texted him telling him that you weren't feeling your best, when he tries to compliment and make you feel better when you're down although he's bad it it, thats his love language.

yours was physical touch, like when you'd play with his hair, which he loved, when you'd drag him around by his hand or when you hug him when you're feeling down just for comfort.

your clinginess, like when you unconsciously hold his hand when you're in public places, when he's playing games with controller in hand but you're bored so you'd always end up laying on his lap, watching the screen although you don't understand anything that's going on, but since it's riki playing it, you're interested

your patience for him. he'd make mistakes and instead of getting annoyed over it, you'd calmly tell him to try again and would help him with it. whether with homework, cooking or anything you both decided to do together. or when he's feeling down and stressed, your arms and ears are always open for him. you're always there to listen and hug him whenever he needed.

your constant scolding whenever he purposefully did something wrong so that you'd do it for him instead, he'd enjoy it whenever you were mad at him just because he thought that its cute.

he loved everything about it.

he knew how you liked your coffee, what you wanted your pancakes with and how many you'd usually eat, your favorite colors. he knew when you'd get nervous just by how you fiddle with his hands, how you loved it when he'd comfort you by giving back rubs, hand rubs or head pats. just like you did for him. he knew every single tiny detail.

you don't know how much of an impact you took upon this boy, and he wasn't against any of it either as he loved every second of it.

whatever the other did, you both have no hesitations to give it a try too.

this was alot of emotions for a boy to keep to himself. it was the first time he felt like he wanted someone to know how much he liked them. which was why this whole date-like after school amusement park thing was a good idea. he was going to tell a girl that he liked her on her favorite ride in an amusement park, where it all started. he planned it all out 2 weeks prior.

why did it take two weeks when this whole idea popped into is little head in the span of 10 minutes? it's because he's nervous, he's never confessed to anyone, ever. and like the perfectionist that he is, he wanted everything to go as planned.

"riki look! a photo booth!" you pointed.

"y/n, no more pictures" riki replied, dragging his feet.

"i just want some pictures i can put in my phone case. its so blank right now, see?" you said, extending your arms and showing the back of your phone case directly at his face.

and with that he was already convinced, to miss the chance to get his face inside that clear phone case of yours? anything.

"didn't you just have a picture of that one k-pop idol you were obsessing over for weeks?" riki said smiling a bit, looking down at you.

"well yes, but i've looked at that same photo card too much it got kinda boring."

he remembered vividly how you were squealing at him over it about a week ago.

"alright, fine" he said in a stern tone, but was jumping around inside "but it has to be in there for at least 5 months".

"okay okay fine! let's take four sheets worth so we both got two sheets each okay?"

"alright."

and there he finds himself taking pictures with with you and riki the bunny in your arms. and that character hat he came to like because every once in a while you'd turn back to tell him that it looked cute on him.

riki being riki, he was awkward.

"smile a a bit won't you, nishimura?" you poked him, placing your chin on his shoulder staring right at him. he looked back down at you. gosh if he had to count how many times him heart rate accelerated today just because of one person.

snap

"alright just get your chin off me it hurts" he giggled and grabs you by your face to lift your head up

snap

"yah!" you tried grabbing his whole face too but it was more of a struggle with his hands blocking you view. at that point you both have forgotten you were taking pictures.

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[7:15 PM]

you brought out your phone and popped off your phone case to settle the pictures in the right spot.

he really made to that phone case of yours, he thought.

popping it back on, you lifted your phone and started taking pictures of the view.

"y/n"

"hm?" you looked up, he was taking photos of the both of you.

"i'm sending these to my mom, she just texted me"

"send me them too"

after he was done, you handed your phone to him. "could you take a couple for me?"

he smiled, knowing what to do.

the lighting on your face was just perfect. and you couldn't look even more adorable with that bunny on your lap.

he started clicking, but of course, he couldn't miss this chance.

"here you go" he handed you back your phone

"riki these are all you!" you said swiping through them rapidly. he really just spammed the button didn't he

he laughed, "alright alright, i'll take you some" you handed it back but he brought out his instead

"no no, i feel like the lighting on my phone looks better, i'll airdrop them after"

smooth.

-

"i miss the feeling of being on ferris wheels" you said.

you knew damn well the last time you were on one was with him and it didn't end well.

"me too" he replied with a smile, looking back out to see the view.

nervously thinking of the right time to say the three words that he's practiced in front of the mirror in his bedroom countless times making sure he won't mess it up just for today.

the atmosphere was a lot different from when you both were last here, more lights, more lively, more stalls.

"riki?"

"y/n" he replied. you froze, not being able to mutter out your words. chanting in your head that it's now or never and that you can't keep chickening out when the timing is perfect. but nothing seemed to come out of you mouth.

three words, eight letters was all it took and yet it was so hard to say. being too scared of rejection, too scared of the outcome. you can't handle the thought of him ghosting you again. god knows whether or not he's going to ghost you or just cut you off for good.

it was just silence. you two were just looking in different directions, staring out of the ferris wheel.

again, you failed to say how you felt towards the boy. again, you tried changing the topic.

"people look like ants from up her-

"i like you, y/n"

"what?"

"i like you" he said, with no hesitation looking straight at you now but you were too nervous to look into his eyes right now. what the fuck.

"i do too riki"

"i don't mean it in a friendly way y/n." you paused to look at the boy, he continued, "i mean in way that means you make me feel things whenever i'm around you. i like you a lot, y/n"

"i like you too, riki."

your heart was thumping in your chest it felt like it was going to burst. you weren't on a roller coaster, it was just a ferris wheel but yet the excitement was incomparable. he confessed before you did.

thats when you realized that those pictures you took from the photo booth were also in his phone case.

riki was never the type to say or do these things, which took you by surprise. he just said he liked you.

like, like like you.

it was minutes of just looking around after that. to riki, this was new, never once in his life has he confessed and god if he was along right now he would be jumping around because he did it, and he didn't fuck it up.

"so, you wanna grab coffee tomorrow morning?" he said looking out

"yup"

"8?"

"yup"

he smiled looking down

the awkwardness was so thick, you could cut it with a knife.

what mattered at that moment though, was that it happened, you confessed. or he did. after years, it finally happened and you didn't get rejected, which is a big relief. it wasn't all that bad after all.

character hats, cotton candy stalls, bunny plushies, photobooths and ferris wheels. three words, eight letters. it all worked out.

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traffic light

pairing: lee sangyeon x female reader

genre: angst, slight fluff, lovers to exes

word count: 1.6k

a/n: this is my first fic, it’s inspired by the song, ‘traffic light’ by sara kays, and any feedback is very greatly appreciated ^^ (there might be some grammatical errors as english is not my first language.)

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