"Omggg, I Haven't Eaten In Two Days, I Have Anorexia!!! Look, We're Eating Disorder Besties!"

"Omggg, I haven't eaten in two days, I have anorexia!!! Look, we're eating disorder besties!"

I worked out for literal hours until I was soaked in sweat, coughing and on the brink of fainting.

I can't stand up without seeing flashes of white in my vision.

My hands start to visibly shake whenever i have to eat dinner.

It's gotten to the point where my parents have to forcibly sit me down and force feed me.

I can nearly automatically count calories of most foods.

Thinking about food makes my stomach hurl.

I go on defeceit for literal days, and then binge, then purge.

I walk around with my whole body feeling light and dazed, and my legs heavy and tingling.

My whole body hurts.

I have literal meltdowns when I go over my calorie count.

I'm not allowed to leave the table for half an hour after dinner.

I refuse a plate bigger than my nine year old sisters.

I have screaming matches with my parents over how I need to eat. (Said parents caused this)

I stay up for hours doing workouts as quietly as possible in my room until i pass out.

I tried to cut the fat off my stomach.

I watch Mukbangs and look at photos of disgusting food to avoid eating.

WE ARE NOT THE SAME, TANNA FUCKING WILDE.

10/13/2024

★☆ Food log 4 today ☆★

Total: 1161

Exercise: 326

Net: 799

[♡ More info / wieiad under cut ♡]

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♡Breakfast♡ :

-Orange (small 2in) : 40cals

-Coffee : 70cals [Didnt finish, but counting it all anyways.]

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☆ Lunch ☆ Snacks ☆

-Chezzit puffs + 'Cowboy' Cookies (Chew n spat it all) : 25cals

-0 cal mandarin drink (its a kind of sparkling water, takes away my hunger like nothing ♡)

-Rice Krispi (mini) : 45cals

-Soda (Sprite): 46

-Ham (I just ate frozen ham...) : 44

-1 Dino nuggie: 50cals (*´･ω･) wtf

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♡ Dinner ♡ :

-Pork, Rice, n eggroll: 431 ！Σ(×_×;)!

y2k spo board

Please don't repost w/ tags! <3 th1nspø:

meal ideas:

Because I wanna cross my legs and still make them look skinny.

Pls, any tips for arm sh-ers? I have to were short sleeves a lot but I need to relapse so bad. I hate this. But I usually sh my thighs but I hate that

low cal recipe photo dump pt 2

snacks/desserts