BLOCK ME | TW ED BLOG, TURN BACK NOW | TW FOR SH MENTIONSi really like the colour green and am awkward af!☆ ALMOST 16, YAY ☆FTM | Goal BMI: 18-19 atm | BMI: 25.4 :(STATS:HW: 145lbs | CW: 138.8lbs | GW: 135lbsUGW: 95lbs | LW: 120lbsFandoms:TF2, Flight Rising, Creatures of Sonaria, Br0ken Colors, Countryhumans, Stardew Valley, LD2, COD, etc.
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Some male thinspo since it practically doesn't exist on here <3
☆ tiny scratches sfx practice under cut ☆
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◇ 1st one was my arm, next was my ankle-ish ◇
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♡im also binging rn so eh, yay. Gonna work out hard tmrw and f4st the next day in prep for hoco. Might chew n spit my box of cookies tnt♡
icps fearless fred fury album is keeping me alive rn. And helps me not binge bc Id rather focus on music than even another calorie today
I'm doing this for the liberation of feeling free
Free from the chains pulling me down
Free from the water filling my lungs
Free from the eyes and murmurs
Free from the judgment
Free from the agony
Free from weight.
Finally I will be free to live
To feel
To smile
To be heard
To reach out
To feel pleasure
To see and be seen
To love and be loved
To be beautiful.
To finally be worthy of ALL the blessings of the universe.
to ty wybierasz którą chcesz być
I'll make you happy baby
Just wait and see!
"They don't have an eating disorder!!! I see them eating a mcdonalds hamburger and fries for lunch everyday! They're literally such a fatty"
Shut the fuck up.
That's their only meal everyday. A hamburger is 250 calories. Fries are 378. That's less than 650 calories. The average daily recommended is around 2,000 calories. They still have an ED.
They throw it up after eating. You don't see when they're in the bathroom, puking up those hamburgers and fries. They still have an ED.
They have ARFID. They have a vitamin/mineral deficiency because they don't like the texture of fruits. They still have an ED.
They've only been eating extra now because they didn't eat at all last week. The calories and oily shit they put in their mouth? Only because they earned it through starvation. They still have an ED.
They're junkorexic. They still have an ED.
My rules to lose weight as fast as possible (aka speed running to 50kg)
1. Do NOT eat more then 200cals, even better if under 100
2. Don't eat before 2pm and after 7pm
3. Fast at least 20h before eating
4. Eat as much protein as possible and as little fat as possible
5. Walk at least 8k steps but don't workout because I'm already restricting really low
8. My best motivation is watching ppl humble fat acceptance tiktokers and telling them the truth idk why but it's really motivating so I like to just watch it while walking around
6. Omad
7. Fast twice a week
9. My other biggest motivation is that one of my friends being bmi 16 NATURALLY
I'm considering making a discord server primarily aimed at trans/nonbinary people with eds, due to the amount of transphobia I see on edblr. So, I'm wondering how many of y'all would be interested in that? (and if anyone was willing to help out as it's been a while since I've ran a discord server)
So let me know if you'd be interested in joining or if you have any experience running a server:)
More info below the cut
-we'd be open to anyone with an ed no matter what
-anyone of any weight is welcome
-as mentioned before I'd be focused mainly on having this be a safe space for trans people but cis people are still more than welcome to join
-We'd have group diets and competitions if people were interested (although you wouldn't be forced /pressured to partake)
-I'd also like to add some social events (movie nights and stuff like that)
-feel free to dm if you want more information or you'd like to help out
ִ ࣪𖤐 vicious hedonistic nymph diet ִ ࣪𖤐
(inspired by @honey-diet 's gorgeous diet plans)
"you might look like the other mortals around you, but you're different.
you have a dark secret, one so controversial that you must only whisper about it to the other beings like you who lurk in the dark corners of the internet.
but just because you have certain "odd" habits that normal people lack doesn't mean you don't live your life to the fullest..."
the basics!
you're not a human. you're a nymph. so you tend to feel out of place in this mortal-designed world.
mortals eat so much more than your kind...nymphs only eat about 500-1000 calories a day!
humans tend to be scared, stupid, and uneducated. they follow the herd. you do whatever the hell you please. why? well, why not?
never allow yourself to be disrespected by someone. especially concerning your "special habits". don't be afraid to retort their cruel quips with an even crueler one.
on the other hand, nymphs do love their special genuine connections with important people.
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diet rules
nymphs eat whatever they want. they dine on whatever pleases them in the moment.
however, this is vastly different from what mortals do. nymphs naturally have a smaller appetite, so they never eat in excess.
nymphs NEVER eat anything they don't want to, or anything mediocre or subpar. never settle for anything other than immense pleasure.
why overindulge on food? it will always be there. you can always have a little more later. you get full fast anyways.
NEVER go over 1500 calories. under any circumstances. nymph bodies are too tiny to handle this much food, and will cease to perform correctly!!
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inspo moodboard
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diet example
you wake up in the morning, wishing you could return to sleep. alas, humans prioritize being busy rather than lounging in bed all day. much to your hedonistic dismay, you have responsibilities to do.
you pull yourself out of bed and brew yourself a fresh cup of tea or coffee, whichever you prefer that day. if you have a sweet tooth, you sweeten it with 0cal sweetener of choice. if you're feeling especially famished, you grab a piece of fruit or toast to munch on your way to work/school. (~100-300cal)
throughout the day, you drink various 0cal drinks, which keep you sustained perfectly. it always feels good to be a little hungry after all! if you are hungrier than usual, you may indulge in a light snack. nothing more than 100cals though, you'll get too full!
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after a long day of nymph shenanigans, you are ready for dinner. you settle down and prepare yourself a meal of your choice. maybe a sandwich, a bowl of noodles, some home made soup, or you can experiment with some human foods that sound appealing. whatever you may choose, make sure it's a nymph-like portion. you are not a human. so don't pig out like one! (~400-700cal)
total cals = ~500-1000
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Binge tomorrow, not today
Read this again tomorrow
10/13/2024
★☆ Food log 4 today ☆★
Total: 1161
Exercise: 326
Net: 799
[♡ More info / wieiad under cut ♡]
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♡Breakfast♡ :
-Orange (small 2in) : 40cals
-Coffee : 70cals [Didnt finish, but counting it all anyways.]
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☆ Lunch ☆ Snacks ☆
-Chezzit puffs + 'Cowboy' Cookies (Chew n spat it all) : 25cals
-0 cal mandarin drink (its a kind of sparkling water, takes away my hunger like nothing ♡)
-Rice Krispi (mini) : 45cals
-Soda (Sprite): 46
-Ham (I just ate frozen ham...) : 44
-1 Dino nuggie: 50cals (*´・ω・) wtf
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♡ Dinner ♡ :
-Pork, Rice, n eggroll: 431 !Σ(×_×;)!
y2k spo board
Please don't repost w/ tags! <3 th1nspø:
meal ideas:
ugh why must I be always so repulsed by my own vulnerability but I find it very moving and impressive if other people are vulnerable with me????
"Omggg, I haven't eaten in two days, I have anorexia!!! Look, we're eating disorder besties!"
I worked out for literal hours until I was soaked in sweat, coughing and on the brink of fainting.
I can't stand up without seeing flashes of white in my vision.
My hands start to visibly shake whenever i have to eat dinner.
It's gotten to the point where my parents have to forcibly sit me down and force feed me.
I can nearly automatically count calories of most foods.
Thinking about food makes my stomach hurl.
I go on defeceit for literal days, and then binge, then purge.
I walk around with my whole body feeling light and dazed, and my legs heavy and tingling.
My whole body hurts.
I have literal meltdowns when I go over my calorie count.
I'm not allowed to leave the table for half an hour after dinner.
I refuse a plate bigger than my nine year old sisters.
I have screaming matches with my parents over how I need to eat. (Said parents caused this)
I stay up for hours doing workouts as quietly as possible in my room until i pass out.
I tried to cut the fat off my stomach.
I watch Mukbangs and look at photos of disgusting food to avoid eating.
WE ARE NOT THE SAME, TANNA FUCKING WILDE.
Things to do instead of eating:
Drink Water
Stretch
Take a walk
Watch a movie
Pour some tea/coffee
Read a book
Start a journal
Play video games
Learn a new language
Do skincare
Shower
Text c.ai
Listen to music
Make a new shopping list
Create a new Pinterest board
Find new outfits
Delete old photos/messages
Clean your room
Sketch/draw something
Play an instrument
Spend time with friends/family
Make some matcha
Pet an animal
Take out the trash
Annoy your siblings
Go to a bookstore
Start to write
Study for school
Sleep
Chat with online friends
Search up internet sites you can visit when you're bored
Try to do a self-made skincare mask
Spend time on tumblr
Do breathing exercises
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Date: 14/09/2024
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Everytime the scale drops, everytime I look at myself in the mirror and I'm thinner, I love myself a little more.
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low cal recipe photo dump pt 2
snacks/desserts
✮TW: Meanspo!!
Really?? Are you really gonna eat that even though you just ate?? Is this whole "skinny" thing a joke to you?? Because with THIS body it really looks like so, i swear to GOD that if you keep up like this, you're gonna explode from the fat accumulated in your thighs and stomach, how do you even DARE to walk in the streets looking like a fucking COW
and now you keep crying in your room because you're fat? EVEN THOUGH you eat like a fucking pig, and STILL expects to lose some weight.
Girl, sitting in the couch with your fat ass ALL FUCKING DAY doesn't burn calories. Go do something useful instead of being a whining hoe, try doing exercises, going for walks, doesn't matter. anything counts.
Because I wanna cross my legs and still make them look skinny.
Forced to do calorie math, born to just drink hot chocolate and not care about anything
Someone bully me into working out till my body gives out PLEASE!!!
I need to loose some weight.
Sweat is FAT crying.