Binge Tomorrow, Not Today

Binge tomorrow, not today

Read this again tomorrow

I'm considering making a discord server primarily aimed at trans/nonbinary people with eds, due to the amount of transphobia I see on edblr. So, I'm wondering how many of y'all would be interested in that? (and if anyone was willing to help out as it's been a while since I've ran a discord server)

So let me know if you'd be interested in joining or if you have any experience running a server:)

More info below the cut

-we'd be open to anyone with an ed no matter what

-anyone of any weight is welcome

-as mentioned before I'd be focused mainly on having this be a safe space for trans people but cis people are still more than welcome to join

-We'd have group diets and competitions if people were interested (although you wouldn't be forced /pressured to partake)

-I'd also like to add some social events (movie nights and stuff like that)

-feel free to dm if you want more information or you'd like to help out

icps fearless fred fury album is keeping me alive rn. And helps me not binge bc Id rather focus on music than even another calorie today

Some male thinspo since it practically doesn't exist on here <3

"Omggg, I haven't eaten in two days, I have anorexia!!! Look, we're eating disorder besties!"

I worked out for literal hours until I was soaked in sweat, coughing and on the brink of fainting.

I can't stand up without seeing flashes of white in my vision.

My hands start to visibly shake whenever i have to eat dinner.

It's gotten to the point where my parents have to forcibly sit me down and force feed me.

I can nearly automatically count calories of most foods.

Thinking about food makes my stomach hurl.

I go on defeceit for literal days, and then binge, then purge.

I walk around with my whole body feeling light and dazed, and my legs heavy and tingling.

My whole body hurts.

I have literal meltdowns when I go over my calorie count.

I'm not allowed to leave the table for half an hour after dinner.

I refuse a plate bigger than my nine year old sisters.

I have screaming matches with my parents over how I need to eat. (Said parents caused this)

I stay up for hours doing workouts as quietly as possible in my room until i pass out.

I tried to cut the fat off my stomach.

I watch Mukbangs and look at photos of disgusting food to avoid eating.

WE ARE NOT THE SAME, TANNA FUCKING WILDE.

✮TW: Meanspo!!

Really?? Are you really gonna eat that even though you just ate?? Is this whole "skinny" thing a joke to you?? Because with THIS body it really looks like so, i swear to GOD that if you keep up like this, you're gonna explode from the fat accumulated in your thighs and stomach, how do you even DARE to walk in the streets looking like a fucking COW

and now you keep crying in your room because you're fat? EVEN THOUGH you eat like a fucking pig, and STILL expects to lose some weight.

Girl, sitting in the couch with your fat ass ALL FUCKING DAY doesn't burn calories. Go do something useful instead of being a whining hoe, try doing exercises, going for walks, doesn't matter. anything counts.