I Will Do My Best I've Been Stuck On A Few Pages For A While. But Im Hoping To Get Back Into My Bucky

I will do my best 😅 I've been stuck on a few pages for a while. But im hoping to get back into my bucky phase cause that's when my writing gets moving.

Some snippets from the Bucky barnes x oc fanfiction I'm writing. It's called "Hydra hurt us, but he brought us together."

“I know who killed Fury.” Steve backs his head away.

“Most of the intelligence community doesn't believe he exists, the ones who do call him the Winter Soldier. He's credited with over two dozen assassinations in the last fifty years.” my mind flashes to a distant memory.

Two agents pushed me into a cage. On the other side was a man. His metal arm shone in the dim lights of the base.

“Эксперимент 502157234” (experiment 502157234)

I stood at attention at the sound of the man who trained me.

“сразиться с солдатом!” (fight the soldier!)

“да сэр” (yes sir)

“Солдат” (soldier) he motioned his hand towards me.

The soldier lunged at me, and we fought, but he continuously overpowered me. I continued to fight, I didn't give up, knowing what would happen if I did.

One swing of his metal arm sent me to the wall. A loud cracking could be heard.

“Достаточно” (enough)

“So he's a ghost story.”

“I'm making a recording.” clarifying what she is doing, She sets it down behind a car wheel and starts the recording as we move to the other side of the street. We see the winter soldier make his way down the street.

Another flashback pops up again. A happier one that brings me comfort often.

I was roughly shoved into a cell.

“выздоравливай, сука!” (heal him, b!tch) the commanding officer yells at me. I look up to see The Winter Soldier sitting on a makeshift bed.

I walk towards the soldier. “где он ранен?” (where is he hurt?) I ask the officer, but when I hear no response I turn around and see that he is gone. no one is outside the cell now. I turn back to the soldier “где ты ранен?” (where are you hurt?) No response, no movement, nothing comes from him, not even a flinch.

“Солдат” (soldier) still nothing.

“Солдат!” (soldier!) He finally raised his arm. Not looking away from the point he was fixated on.

I lifted my hand over his arm and focused my energy on my hand. I focused on healing the arm. When I pulled away he looked up at me.

“теперь ты должен быть в порядке … Soldier” (you should be fine now … soldier) I looked down, walking backward to lean against the bars of the cell, waiting for them to come to collect me. It was prohibited for anyone to use English but nobody was around to hear. –

He hears the recording, he's taking the bait, and he rolls a bomb toward where he thinks we are hiding. As the bomb rolls behind the car we start to get ready. “I make an LZ, twenty-three hundred block at Virginia Avenue. Rendezvous two minutes.'' I hear faintly before the bomb goes off.

When the bomb explodes, Natasha jumps onto the Winter Soldier's back and tries to strangle him.

He throws her off and attempts to shoot her, I throw an electric device onto his arm which shorts it out, before we run off.

As we are running she yells at the civilians “GET OUT OF THE WAY! STAY OUT OF THE WAY!” She suddenly gets shot in the shoulder and falls. I pull her behind a car, and we look around, only to see the Winter Soldier ready to shoot one of us again.

Steve comes running and jumps in. He blocks a punch from the Winter Soldier with his shield before he kicks him away, followed by him blocking a few bullets from the Winter Soldier's gun.

The winter soldier keeps changing guns. I tend to Natasha’s wound.

I hear Steve ask “Bucky...?”

Then the response “Who the hell is Bucky?”

– “Bucky… my name is Bucky”

I whipped my head upwards, hearing the sound of his voice.

I rush forward, quickly looking outside of the cell to make sure no one can hear.

“Don't tell me that!” I whisper shout at him “If they know that you remember things, you'll be put back into the chair.”

He nods, and he looks into my eyes. His beautiful soft blue eyes had no trace of the cold hateful eyes I had become familiar with.

But a sudden familiar pain started to creep its way up my neck to my head. I backed away from him, my eyes shutting closed. I gripped my head with my hands as I stumbled backward. I fell on my butt and groaned in pain. My hands gripped my hair, pulling some strands out.

I felt two arms wrap around my body, afraid it was the officer coming to collect me, using harsh grips, but instead I got a gentle hold.

For about 10 to 15 years after I was taken the mind-melding technology was not perfect like they wanted. It only took away someone's memories for a short time, even less time if something reminded them of their life before they were under control.

I look over to see Bucky with his mask off aiming his pistol at Steve, luckily Sam flies in and kicks The Winter Soldier aside. Natasha manages to get up and uses the grenade launcher he dropped against him before he can shoot Steve.

But suddenly he's gone.

We hear sirens, as we become surrounded by HYDRA agents. Oh no, not again. Rumlow comes out of a car and aims his gun at us. They all do.

“Drop the shield, Cap! On your knees!” Steve drops his shield “Get on your knees! Now! Get down! Get down!” Steve holds his hands up “Get on your knees! Down!” he kicks Steve's leg and Steve kneels. “Don't move.” Rumlow looks at the helicopter. A few hydra agents surround me. They put me in handcuffs. They pull me over to Rumlow. “Looks like we got one of our assets back.” he grabs my chin and smirks. They put us all in a van.

A.N - sorry if it's bad, it's still in the rough draft stage. I'm not even finished writing the whole thing. But I hope you guys are interested let me know if you want to be tagged for the actual story when I eventually start posting it. Also let me know if you want more info. I've got tons of info and notes that I'd love to share. Especially about the character keira.

A Break at Home - Deathbringer x (F) Hybrid Reader

This is on Wattpad, I wrote this I did not copy

Deathbringer x (F) Hybrid Reader (Rainwing sandwing hybrid)

Characters: Ark 1 and 2 characters (the character's from the quartz winglet, they are only named and never described in the books the picture above is someone's headcanon, the character will be replacing the rainwing Siamang)

Description: a hybrid character becomes friends with the dragonets of destiny and goes to jade mountain academy, she comes home to the rainforest during a break and meets a very charming dragon)

Warnings: None just pure fluff

Words: 4k ish

(the dragons mentioned in the winglets im just going off an image of reimagined versions of them since they have absolutely no info on them so they are just what I imagine they are like)

Check the picture for color guide for rainwings and for the imagined drawings of the winglet

Ever since I had hatched, everyone knew I was different. I didn't look normal, I mean I looked like a rainwing, but instead of a normal tail I had a barb on the end, and instead of a bareback, I had a sail running down it. All of the other rainwings said I was unusually warm too. The thing is, I still had camouflage scales and venom (though not as useful as a typical rainwings venom), but I wasn’t treated like the others.

Once I was around 4 I realized that I was different. Everyone around me didn't really pay attention to me, they would overlook me. Then the dragonets came. For some reason, I was the only one in the village who read. I tended to venture farther out of the rainforest than I should have but learned so much. When they came I was so happy, I wanted to ask them so many questions.

Flashback:

I ran up to the new dragons.

“Oh, my three moons!! I can't believe you guys are here!!” I stopped and bobbed my head a little, the bag that goes around my neck and under my right arm bounced slightly. The rainwing looked at me funny.

“Are you really the dragonets of destiny? What is the war like? Were you really raised by the talons of peace?!” they all looked really confused and surprised. 

“Sorry… I didn't mean to… umm... Im just a really big fan..” I spoke quietly hanging my head down slightly. I noticed the Nightwing looking at me curiously.

“If you're wondering why I look weird, I don't know, nobody here does.” I picked my head up slightly, and pulled my tail to my legs.

“You must be a hybrid..” the Nightwing pointed at my tail, “you have a barb on the end of your tail like sandwings do, as well as a sail” he pointed to my sail, and my scales rippled into pink, light gray, neutral blue, and light teal.

“Don't worry about being different, im funny looking too!!” the sandwing came up to me, she did look a little funny, at least compared to the sandwing diagrams I had. Why didn't I notice my own tail… I probably would have figured it out on my own.

"If you're a sandwing then why don't you have the tail barb?" I asked the tiny sandwing. She looked a little taken aback.

She smiled slightly "I don't know and I don't care, as long as I am me that's all that matters!" She chirped, and I smiled.

“Wait how do you know who we are?” the mudwing asked.

“Oh umm…” “D/N here is a little special… Y’know how none of us read or have any scrolls here? Well, she's the only one that does.” jambu interjected sleepily.

I sheepishly smiled and turned a salmon color. “You have scrolls?!” the Nightwing lit up and jumped in front of me, “Yeah!! You want to see?!” I jumped up, turning a bright gold color.

“Three moons yes!!” 

I smiled recalling the memory. I was around the same age as all of the dragonets and was really good friends with all of them. It was really strange when the nightwings came to live in the rainforest but I didn't really mind. When they opened jade mountain academy after the war I was invited to go and stay there. That's actually where I am right now.

3rd person:

D/N was currently snuggled in a corner of the library reading scrolls when sunny came in and looked around until she spotted D/N. 

She walked up to her “D/N I have a scroll for you.” the hybrid looked up from the scroll “I think I have plenty for now” sunny extended her claw out “It’s from glory.” she said, the hybrid perked up at this.

“Thank you sunny” she took the scroll from sunny’s talon. She opened the scroll and read its contents: Dear D/N  was scrawled in beautiful talonship. Im writing this weird scroll thingy to you to ask if you would want to come back to the rainforest for the next two weeks. I know you have the days off at the academy and I would like to see you so… plus It's been a while since we have seen each other. I have some things planned if you do decide to come. Don't feel pressured to come, I understand if you can't make it. Can't wait to see you if you are.

Queen Glory (can't believe I have to write that now)

D/N pov:

Heck yes!!! I jumped up and ran out of the library quickly saying goodbye to starflight. I ran down towards my cave, bursting into it. Scaring my 2 cave mates. I was in the quartz winglet, siamang the previous rainwing of the quartz winglet decided that they didn't want to attend jade mountain anymore, and in turn, I was allowed to go.

I shared a cave with ebony the Nightwing of our winglet and coyote the sandwing of our winglet. Ebony jumped from her scrolls, while coyote merely lifted his head from his bedding with his tail up and ready.

“What's going on?!” ebony asked I started grabbing some of my stuff and putting in my pouches.

“Sorry I scared you guys, just really excited,” I explained briefly not lifting my head.

“Excited for what?” this time it was Coyote asking the question, “im going home for the next two weeks since we have off.” coyote nodded and layed his head back down as I continued packing.

“Okay well I hope you have fun!” ebony said, I grabbed the last item and started hooking each of my 3 pouches around my body. One around my neck and arm, one around my tail, and the final one around my wing bases so it resides on my back. I hugged ebony goodbye, and pat coyote on the head since he doesn't like showing affection to other dragons. They both said goodbye and I headed out of the cave. I stopped by Tsunami before I left.

“Hey D/N, do you need something?” she asked looking over at me from where she was sitting in her cave.

“Did glory tell you I was going back home for our days off?” I tilted my head slightly, my scales rippled into light blues and bits of gold around my fringe and my ears, “yeah she did! So you can go if you want.”

I smiled brightly, “okay thanks tsunami!” I bolted out of the cave and ran towards the entrance. As soon as I was clear of the ceiling I spread my wings and jumped.

The next day:

I had finally arrived at the rainforest, when I left yesterday I didn't stop, not even last night. Sure I was tired but I wanted to get here as soon as I could. Plus I can always recharge during sun time. I glided through the trees, pulling my wings in slightly. Every couple of trees I would grab a branch and swing, giving myself more momentum. I headed towards the queen’s makeshift throne room hut.

When it got into view, there wasnt much of a line, a few dragons at most. By the time I reached the platform the last dragon was coming out. There were no others to be seen. So I walked in. glory was sitting in the room by herself it seemed.

“I see this place has changed, definitely more flowers.” glory whipped her head around, she had a slight gold hue to her normal colors.

“You came!” she smiled slightly, getting up and walking towards me.

“Of course! I wouldn't miss coming home for the world.” when we met in the middle we pulled each other into a tight hug.

“You better not tell anybody I actually show affection..” she hissed slightly, her usual sarcastic tone ever present. I laughed softly and pulled away. We both had smiles on our faces. Someone is watching us. Not a rainwing though.

“So what have you been up to besides queenly duties?” she laughed slightly, “nothing much, just answering random dragon's questions, most of which sound like ‘my mango tree was assaulted’ or ‘the nightwings keep invading our sun time spots’” I laughed softly at her mimics.

“My my and who do we have here, I've definitely never seen you before.” I turned my head to meet a Nightwing, (a very handsome one at that) my scales mixed into a salmon and a magenta color I noticed immediately and tried to go to my natural colors, glory noticed also and was amused. I hoped that this Nightwing didn't know what the rainwing colors meant otherwise I was screwed. Luckily for me my scales finally died down.

“My name is… D/N” I looked over in his direction but not at him, I knew I was going to get flustered again if I did. “Well D/N, im deathbringer, queen glory’s devilishly handsom servant.” he got one thing right he was devilishly handsome, but I doubt glory likes him that much.

“HA! If anything you look like a squashed beetle” she hissed back laughing slightly. “And as much as id like to insult you more, it's sun time, and I know ill get yelled at so let's go D/N, I've got the perfect spot,” she said slowly standing up and walking towards the door. I got up and followed after her, but stopped right at the doorway.

“Have you ever experienced sun time?” I looked back at deathbringer, and he shook his head, “you should join us then, even if you're not a rainwing, it's still really nice, at least coming from a hybrid.” I then took off after glory.

As we were gliding I could hear the faint sound of a few trees whacking someone behind me, assuming it was deathbringer. We finally landed on a large platform in the middle of a wide canopy, the sun was shining through the gaps in the trees, and most of the platform was covered in the golden warm light. I heard a light thud from behind me, I looked back to see deathbringer covered in leaves and some pollen dusting his body here and there.

Deathbringer walked over to me “so how does this ‘sun time’ actually work?” he asked, I chuckled slightly “I mean I've seen the rainwings do it, but im not sure I understand completely…” I laughed slightly, turning myself around to face him fully.

“Just pick a spot to lay down and go to sleep.” he looked at me then glory then back to me “that's it?” I nodded. He looked down for a second, then looked back up and found a spot to lie down, he was situated in the middle of the biggest sunspot. He circled for a second and was about to lie down when glory threw some pillows at him.

“It's more comfortable with pillows.” he moved the pillows and then laid down. I grabbed some pillows for myself and laid down right next to him, he flinched slightly, im guessing he doesn't understand why im lying right next to him, practically on top of him. Our backs were against each other, and glory lay down in front of me with her back to me. She didn't lay down very close, since she's not big on dragons laying on top of her.

POV: Deathbringer

I had laid down and started to get comfortable on the pillows that had been given to me when I felt a warm body lying right against my back. I could feel what felt like a sail on the dragon's back, so I assumed it was D/N.

Rainwings must not know personal space, although, it feels nice, she was so warm, so on top of having the warm sun warming my scales (which felt really nice) I also had her warm body. I so wanted to flip around and hold onto her but I knew that would be weird since I had only just met the dragon. But oh was she beautiful. That first time I saw her I was mesmerized.

A couple of hours later

POV: D/N

When I woke up I was facing the opposite way I was when I fell asleep. I had my head resting on Deathbringer's neck and shoulder. I had one arm up on him next to my head, and our tails were intertwined. I was going to move away so that if he woke up he didn't get angry we were like this, but what stopped me was his tail squeezing my tail slightly and the smile of contentment upon his face.

I noticed my scales had neutral blue splotches atop a light gray base with a hue of light pink and magenta on the tip of my tail, my ears, the end of my snout, and a little in my frill, wing gaps, and my sail. I tried to move as little as I could not to wake him but he slowly started to wake up after a little while.

POV: Deathbringer

I slowly opened my eyes and blinked a few times. I lifted my head softly and yawned, but I felt a weight on my shoulder and something around my tail. I lifted my head farther up and the thing on my shoulder slowly moved off but there was still a lightweight on it. I looked behind me to see D/N  staring at me awkwardly.

She turned a jade green still with hints of pink, I couldn't pick out which though, whether it was a magenta or a light pink or both. She smiled a soft awkward smile and mumbled something as she slowly pulled away from my body. She got up and tried to walk away, with her tail still slightly intertwined with mine, but I tightened my tail's grip on her tail. She stopped and whipped her head around with a confused look upon her beautiful features.

“It's alright, I didn't mind,” I said and let go of her tail. I stood up and stretched my wings and legs. It was getting nearer to sunset by now. And the sky was turning all sorts of colors, as the clouds slowly turned colors to match the sky, kinda like how rainwings can change their scale color.

POV: D/N  (watch this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_GLwiFFYAU to understand the scene a little more)

I stared at him as he stretched, why wasnt he angry, I mean I know he didn't exactly want to let go of me while he was asleep but he was asleep he didn't realize it was me, he was probably thinking of someone else.

I slowly walked towards the edge of the platform and sat, it was eerily quiet because it was sunset I presumed everyone was heading to their huts and turning in for the night. I looked back to where we had slept and I noticed that glory had been gone, im guessing she probably headed to her hut. I could hear a few birds cawing in the distance and some crickets. The sun was still shining through the trees, but instead of the usual day sun, this was the deep gold sun that made everything around it gold.

“You wanna go for a flight?” I called behind me to deathbringer. I didn't need an answer I simply spread my wings, and basked in the light a little.

POV: Deathbringer

“You wanna go for a flight?” I heard her voice call out, I turned my head to her about to reply but when I opened my eyes my jaw dropped, she had spread her wings in the golden light, her wings catching the light and they glowed and creating colors along the platform behind her. Her wings were an iridescent purple with hints of pink and orange, matching the sunset in front of her. Her scales were mixes of yellows, oranges, and pinks. She was beautiful. I don't know how I had fallen for her within a day but she had this effect on me that I couldn't shake.

POV: D/N

I stood up and basked a little longer, I crouched down and leaned forward off the platform. I pushed off and glided downwards, I shifted my wings and used the momentum of the air to push me back upwards, towards the edge of the platform. I was fully vertical and I whooshed past the platform and up into the tree canopy, I could hear wingbeats below me.

POV: Deathbringer

I saw her lunge forward so I walked to the edge of the platform to see where she went, right as I got to the edge she flew upwards right in front of me. I spread my wings and took off after her. We pass through the tree canopy, scaring a few birds on our way up. I pushed my wings to take me higher, moving my legs to gain more momentum, as if I were galloping.

We were above the rainforest and It was just trees for miles. She was glowing in the sun, she did a few tricks in the air. I moved forward and our wings lined up, I shifted over and touched my wing to hers, she looked over at me and smiled.

POV: D/N

I felt a wing graze mine and I looked over to see deathbringer in line with me. I smiled and I looked forward and saw a small clearing in the trees a ways in the distance. The sun was below the horizon now and the colors were slowly fading. I landed next to the tall grass in the clearing when we reached it.

Deathbringer landed next to me. The sky had finally darkened the moon was shining bright. The only light was coming from the moon. I looked over at deathbringer and smiled I motioned my head towards the field and he tilted his head questioning what I meant, I rolled my eyes and walked forward. With every step I took, fireflies jumped up.

POV: Deathbringer

She was so beautiful, the fireflies jumped in the air and circled her. As she walked, I found myself in awe of the fireflies and her. My jaw had dropped slightly, a smile evident on my face, as I stared at her as if she had told me she loved me. I think I might love her, I had fallen hard, and something about her drew me in, as no one had before. She soon turned around to face me and she had the most beautiful smile grazing her features. Her eyes were full of wonder as the fireflies sparkled in her eyes. Everything seemed to stop, nothing else mattered at that moment, just us, just her dancing under the moonlight. She looked at me and motioned for me to come closer. I was in awe of her but like a moth to a flame, I slowly inched forward. My mouth all the same was slightly agape with a smile unmovingly resting there.

“Close your mouth, if you're not careful you might start drooling," she chuckled as she tapped the bottom of my chin, I closed my mouth with a huge smile evident on my snout.

“Dance with me?” she said, even though the birds were making songs, there was no sound, “but there is no music” I hesitated, glancing at the ground “and I don’t know how to..” I trailed off when my eyes returned to hers, she had an eyebrow raised her smirk was wide.

“seems the oh-so-confident flirtatious deathbringer isn't so confident now” she teased softly, I scoffed sarcastically, with a smug smirk on my features. I lifted my head and stood tall. I sauntered towards her. I went past her, letting my tail brush her red face.

“getting cocky now, are we?” I questioned her, I continued to circle her. I stopped beside her and moved my head towards her ear, and whispered sweet nothings into her ear as her scales turned all sorts of colors, I smirked widely at this.

POV: D/N

I could feel his hot breath on my neck, his tail was running along my side, in a feather-light touch. It sent shivers down my spine. His husky voice started whispering in my ear, things that made me fall deeper into his grasp. He touched his snout to my cheek. I looked at him, I tried to speak but it only came out in a mumbled mess.

“Still want to dance?” he whispered, for a moment I stopped and looked at his genuine smile, and nodded, “I thought you didn't know how?” I inquired, and he chuckled softly.

“ill figure it out, I can't leave a beautiful lady hanging now, can I?” I chuckled, I quickly showed him how to, so there we were gliding in the grass, our necks wrapped around each other, our tails intertwined, and our wings tucked in. Nothing mattered at that moment, just the two of us. Even though there wasnt much sound, it seemed as though music was being made just for us, from whatever was around. The blades of grass were whistling, the rustling of leaves and the many birds singing out into the darkness. It was perfect.

Timeskip: 2 days later

Glory and I went to a local fruit stand and grabbed some fresh mangos to eat. We sat down in a splotch of sun with a table in between the two of us, talking as we ate. She fed some fruit to her sloth, silver, as we talked.

“So how have your classes been going at the academy?” she questioned, “made any new friends?” I swallowed the fruit in my mouth.

“My classes are going great, it's so interesting to learn about the other dragons from someone who is that species, instead of hearing stuff from books,” I answered thinking back to moments that I remember about some of my classes, “and I've definitely made some good friends, most of the dragons there are still not used to the whole idea of conversing with other dragon tribes in a friendly manner.” I chuckled softly.

“Hello ladies, how's it going?” a deep voice sounded from behind me. I turned to see a smirking deathbringer, he walked up to the table. In the process, he intertwined his tail with mine secretly.  I smiled not acknowledging the presence of his tail.

“It's going alright deathbringer, what brings you over here?” glory skeptically inquired. I stood there and watched his features as he spoke.

“What? Am I not allowed to check in on the queen and her friend?” he chuckled glancing down at me quickly. I looked over to glory who was looking at me suspiciously, I gulped slightly and smiled nervously trying to act like nothing was going on.

“GLORY!!” a loud high pitched voice yelled, we all looked at each other and then looked in the direction of the voice. Jambu was coming straight for us, he landed next to the table panting.

“What is it now jambu?” glory rolled her eyes slightly, with a hiss in her voice. He took a moment to catch his breath before he started talking.

“Problem…angry dragons…your hut…” he breathed out still slightly out of breath. She sighed and rolled her eyes again before slowly standing up and walking away.

“Hopefully ill be back soon, dont have too much fun while im gone, lovebirds” she called out behind her as she walked, chuckling out loud to herself, we stared at her in disbelief as she walked away. “oh and D/N?” she turned around for a second to look at me.

“Y-yeah?” I gulped slightly, “be careful with him, he's tricky.” she pointed her tail towards deathbringer. She turned back around and took off.

“Im tricky?” deathbringer asked beside me. I laughed, and he looked down at me and laughed too.

I moved my head underneath his chin and rubbed my head against him, he wrapped one of his wings around my body and pulled me close.

I didn't want this love and attraction to seem rushed but I've definitely felt attraction this quickly, and that's what this is supposed to represent, attraction. Sorry if you didn't like this... but I hope you enjoyed reading this as much as I did writing it

- EJ

I've got quite a bit of the book done, but I want to have it all done before i start posting it. But I can talk about the character a bit or post the synopsis, or even put some of the rough draft story I have done. But let me know, because I'm super excited about this story!!! 😁 tell me if you want to be tagged

Bro... where was this 10 hpurs ago... thank you very generous person i'll probably do both digital and my own. writing it helps me memorise easier.

that moment when you are bored on the weekend while you are doing nothing and you decide to learn a fake language from a Movie/TV series. then you're not even through the A section of the dictionary and it's already been 2 hours writing the flashcards and you're ready to give up. but you don't want to cause you want to learn it and be cool.

Anyone else have that problem?

Totally not crying.

Chuck Hansen X F!Reader (Birthday special)

Warnings: Jealous chuck, Violence, Talk of sexual stuff, Gets a bit spicy, Swearing, a bit of angst, Chuck being a butt, MDNI! 18+ / ageless blogs don't interact!! Or you will be blocked

Word count: 4.7k

Other:

Reader can put her hair in a low pony, and is described as being shorter than chuck and she goes to the gym, as well as her cheeks can become red. Chuck is also able to pick her up, but only for a few split seconds and can carry her a few feet from a wall to a bed. But other than that, she is very open ended

this was purely self-indulgent, I love Chuck so much and I wanted to do something for him for his birthday. let me know if yall want part two with the smut. also, we are gonna pretend they are at the shatterdome for like a year before they close the breach, we also gonna pretend like he doesn't die. sorry for any grammar issues or sentences just don't make sense, I'm sometimes really bad at writing things, and other times my writing sounds amazing

His birthday is Aug 14th. so this will be posted on Aug 14th.

The alarm blared loudly in my ears. Groaning, I pull myself up out of bed. I stretch, hearing the bed across from me rustle. I look over, my older brother Jacob is still fast asleep. Smirking widely I make my way to his bedside.

 Cupping my hands around my mouth I scream “JACOB!!” in his ear. Jacob bolts upright, “Where's the danger?!” he rapidly looks around finally setting his eyes on me and groaning. I walk over to our shared bathroom grabbing my uniform as he gets up off his bed. I give our two dogs, Xerxes the Doberman and Baron the Deutsch Drathaar, pats on the head I close the bathroom door before changing into my uniform. I head out of the bathroom to see Jacob finish zipping up his uniform top. We both grab our bomber jackets, Jacob puts his on, the large silver lettering displayed across his back our Jaegers symbol in gold underneath. I threw my jacket over my shoulder holding it there. We both put our aviators on and headed out the door. The voice announced over the kaiju alarm.

“Kaiju alert, Sideswipe pilots please report to your conn-pod station.” walking down the hallway, many of the others moved out of the way. 

“So how's it going with Alice?” I asked my co-pilot nonchalantly, looking at him as he whipped his head around his mouth hanging open slightly. 

“How did you find out about that?!” he whisper shouted, looking around to make sure no one else heard. Smirking I look forward “She told me. I mean I am friends with her.” I said like it was no big deal. I chuckled when I heard him groan “I didn't know she was telling people about us…” I shrugged the two sets of dog tags around my neck jangling. “I'm pretty sure she only told me, since im your sister.” we walk past LOCCENT, a quick glance inside I see the Hansen boys, Mako Mori, Raleigh Becket, Cherno Alpha’s pilots, and the Wei Tang brothers. 

While there is an actual kaiju attack, we are the only Jaeger being sent out. Since my brother and I are a newer Jaeger pair, Marshall Pentecost wants us to show off our skills to the other Jaeger pilots. We finally reached our conn-pod station. Jacob and I place our jackets and aviators neatly in a pile on one of the benches at our station. 

Pulling my hair up into a low ponytail, our crew gets to work helping us put our armor on. I hear the marshall and a group of people walk to the entrance of our station. A low psst sounds from my brother's direction, I look at him with a slightly annoyed look “What?!” I whisper harshly, he smirks softly “What about Chuck?” he whispers back, my eyebrows crease in confusion, glancing at the aforementioned pilot, who was watching us like the rest of the group. 

“What about him?” I whisper back at my brother, whose smirk only gets wider “You fuck ‘im yet?” he whispers back, my face turning bright red. The crew members who were working on us paused, some also going bright red, A few of them snickering. I glared at the group, “is there a problem?” an authoritative voice rings out. Jacob and I freeze, gulping. I glance at the marshall “No sir.” Jacob and I answered at the same time. Our team hastily resumed their work, Jacob and I straightened our backs staring straight forward “Good.” the marshall simply states. The last piece of my suit is secured in place, our helmets are handed to us. 

I look over at my brother “Ready, Luke?'' His nickname comes out harshly “As ever, Leia.” He brings his fist up waiting expectantly, a big grin stretches across my face, and I hit my own fist against it. We head into our conn-pod, “Good luck pilots.” Marshall Pentecost says before leading the group away. We step into our footholds, Jacob to my left, our team hooks us up to the neural bridge, and we both put our helmets on.

“Testing 1, 2, 3, Sideswipe can you hear me?” Tendo’s voice sounds out, and Jacob reaches his right arm up to the control panel. “We hear you loud and clear Mission control.” Jacob lets his arm fall. “Initializing neural handshake.” I feel the pull at the back of my head as we enter the drift. Memories from our childhood in Wisconsin flowed through, everything that flashed between us is stuff we'd both seen before. Memories of our younger brother Atlan float by too. We are brought out of the drift quickly “Neural handshake completed and holding strong.” our jaeger is then picked up to be brought to the kaiju. 

Jacob’s mind fills up with explicit images of his girlfriend making me gag in disgust. “Dude, are you really thinking about Alice like that right now?!” I yell over at my copilot. He smirks and looks over at me. “Well you're thinking about how you'd like to screw that-” Cutting him off I yell at him “-that nothing, im not thinking about screwing anyone!” although both he and I knew that wasnt the case, we were in each others head, we can't lie. Memories of Chuck when he's working out in the base gym flash in my head, and my mind wanders to the memory of how the muscles in his arms strained and moved while he worked out. I was always blessed when he decided to wear tank tops while he did. Him being so hot in a tank top got me hurt once. 

“C'mon, you got this! You are so close!” Jacob had challenged me to see who could run for the longest time on the treadmills. Anytime we did this I would share my earbuds and blast music to keep us going. Jacob gave up ¾ of the way through my run, but I was close to beating my record on how many miles I could run in one go, which was 3.5 miles. I was nearing the record, and Jacob and a few others were cheering me on. 

When I finally hit it, the small group that had formed around me started cheering, but I wasnt completely tired yet so I wanted to keep pushing. Right after I hit 4 miles, that's when he appeared, large arm muscles and broad shoulders being shown off by the tank top. Chuck asked one of the others around me what was going on, gripping the towel around his neck, but when he glanced at me my foot slipped out from underneath me. 

I slid down the treadmill, pulling the emergency cord with me. Although the treadmill shut off pretty quickly, I still got shot to the floor. My right arm and leg burned. “Shit! Y/N!” Jacob leaned down near me, rolling me onto my left side to assess the damage to my right side. I groaned opening my eyes, asking my brother silently how bad it was. He answered through our link “It doesn't look too bad, just bad rugburns in a sense.” I saw Chuck peer over my face, his beautifully hot, sweaty face, filled with concern. “Ya alrigh’ love?” my face flushed red, not trusting my voice I nod. 

“Dude stop that! I don’t need to see you drooling over lover boy-” Jacob nearly screamed at me, shaking me out of my thoughts, “You’re such a little baby.” I retorted. The helicopters above us slow down getting ready to drop us. We both brace ourselves when Jacob speaks “But I’m your little baby” I can practically hear the smirk in his tone. The cables on our Jaeger snap and we are released. When we land we steady ourselves, Jacob and I share a look, before we turn our attention to the kaiju in front of us, not making a move until we say “Let's kill this piece of shit.”

Time skip

Our Jaeger docks in the shatterdome, the head lifts off Sideswipe, and heads up to our station. We get unhooked from the neural bridge, taking off our helmets we make our way out to our docking station. We see the marshall and the other Jaeger pilots having a conversation at the entrance of the room, our team starts to disassemble our suits. 

Jacob and I face the group of pilots, as the last few bits of our suits are taken off. I try not to glance at Chuck, but I can't help but look at him at least once, I find him looking away from everyone with his arms crossed. Jacob and I head to our jackets, we unpile the stuff, taking what was ours. I put my boots back on after folding my aviators on the collar of my uniform. I sling my jacket over my shoulder again as Jacob puts his on. We approach the group that was blocking our way out, our crew long gone. 

The marshall turned towards us, I gave him a nod, and Jacob addressed him directly, his normally light, joking tone replaced by a cold serious one. “Marshall.” the marshall gave us both a curt nod.

“You two performed well,” the marshall starts, “Color me impressed.” he offers us a small smile before turning back towards the group and walking out. The Wei Tang brothers and the Cherno Alpha pilots leave with the Marshall, Herc comes up to us giving us both a pat on the shoulder. Before Herc leaves he gives me a strange look, like he's trying to tell me something. Mako and Raleigh both tell us Good job before walking out as well. Jacob heads out giving me a knowing look as I take notice that Chuck is still here. I turn towards Chuck, who has his arms crossed over his broad chest, an annoyed look on his face, as he stares off into a corner of the room. 

Making my way over, I place my jacket over my arm, as I get closer to Chuck I can see he's lost in thought. “Hey.” I stop about 2 feet in front of him. It seems to snap him out of his trance, he looks at me quickly before he storms out of the room. I sat there gaping staring after him. What was that about? 

I make my way down to the mess hall since it was dinner, but not before stopping by Jacob and i’s room to grab the dogs and to change. I change into a gray T-shirt and black cargo pants, keeping my combat boots on and both sets of dog tags. A few weeks after Jacob and I became friends with the Hansen boys, I had a gift left on our doorstep. Chuck had given me a spare set of his dog tags, he wrote a note saying that he wanted someone to get his dog tags when he died, and most likely his main set would be impossible to recover. He said that he thought id be a good choice. If he saw them find a home around my neck, he didn't say anything. While we barely knew each other a few weeks, we had become really good friends. I put my aviators on, grabbed the dogs' leashes, and headed toward the mess hall.

Xerxes was a pretty tall muscular dog, he was a traditional-looking Doberman; black coat, docked tail, and cropped ears to stand tall. Baron was on the smaller side, still a big dog, but he wasnt as tall, he was somewhat stocky and looked very mean but was a sweetheart, both of them are. Baron's black coat was littered with singular white hairs across his chest, feet, and face he was a traditional Drahthaar with a docked tail as well. 

With one dog on each side of me, I made my way into the mess hall. I see Jacob already sitting with Herc and Chuck, so I stop by the table and hand the dogs over, who immediately lay down next to the table. I head up to the counter and grab my food. When I get back to the table, I sit down across from Jacob and next to Chuck in my normal spot. The dogs move from their spot and lay down by me, I could feel Max under the table resting his head on my foot. We all talked, but Chuck wouldn't say a thing to me. He wouldn't even look at me, the air around us got awkward. As soon as Chuck was done eating he jumped up and stormed off. He even left Max, which he never does. 

I look over at Herc, my face contorted in confusion and hurt. 

“Sorry kid, he's an ass sometimes,” he shrugs before continuing, “I think I have an idea of wha’ it’s about but he needs to deal with it on his own.” Herc gets up, not realizing that Max was still under the table. I look at Jacob still confused “What is it with you men being cryptic all the time?” I ask him. He shrugs “I guess we're just programmed like that” he takes a bite of his food “Not everybody is like me and expresses their feelings.” he chuckles softly. Taking a bite of my food I smile. “You are truly one of a kind.” I laugh swallowing my food, “and not in a good way.” he pretends to pout. “Well thanks, sis for being so nice to your big brother.” he sarcastically comments. We stare each other down for a few moments before we burst out laughing. 

We finish eating so I get up to throw my tray away. “Can you take the dogs back to the room? I gotta get Max back to Chuck,” I asked Jacob, Max’s head perking up, Jacob nodded. I called Max, and he got up and followed me while I dumped my tray. Making my way out of the mess hall with Max following behind me. I slowly walk through the shatterdome halls not really knowing where Chuck is. 

Luckily I see Herc, I call out for him "Herc!!" He looks behind him spotting me and stops. "Do you know where Chuck is?" He nodded scratching his chin "he's in his room." Turning around I head back down the hallway calling out a thank you as Max chased after me down the hall. 

Arriving at Chuck's door I hesitate before finally knocking. I hear some rustling before I hear faintly from behind the door "What?!". Glancing down at Max I slowly speak up "I-it's me," swallowing some spit I continue, "You left Max in the mess hall so I brought him to you." Hearing nothing I sigh, "I-i don't know what I did, but I'm sorry…" still getting no response I leave Max at the door and head back to my room.

Chuck ignored me for the next week. I started eating up by my Jaeger's conn-pod station. The dogs often joined me, offering me sympathy as they rest their heads against my legs. 

One day Herc came running up "Kid I need your help! Raleigh told me chucks gone crazy, said he's beating up some guy in mess." I didn't look up from my food, he kneeled beside me "Look I know he's been an asshole lately but you might be the only one able to stop him." I finally nod. We run down the halls to get down to the mess hall. When we reach the dining area chucks on top of a guy, clutching his shirt and screaming at him. Herc and I run to Chuck, we both manage to pull him off of the guy, and I push Chuck away from him by his chest. His face was full of anger and hatred. His body was tense beneath my hands but seemed to relax as he managed to feel my hands on him. "Chuck you need to calm down…" I spoke softly, he looked down at me relaxing more.

 He tensed once more when the guy spoke up "Yeah that's right you gotta get your daddy and your little piece of ass to stand up for you." I looked back at him, feeling Chuck get angry again. I see my brother obviously being held back by his girlfriend Alice. Chuck goes to move but I push firmly on his chest "Don't call her that!" Chuck's voice seething with anger. Herc steps beside me helping me keep him back. Noticing that the guy is one of my crew members, getting a little pissed off myself I step towards him. "How 'bout instead of focusing on other people's lives you focus on keeping that mouth of yours shut, 'cause it just cost you your job." 

The large group of personnel all snicker and laugh at the man. Two guys quickly grab him and leave the mess hall. I turn around to face Chuck, his face and hands were bruised, bleeding, and cut up. I take his arm in my hand, feeling his warm skin, I guide him back to his room. Our three combined dogs follow behind us. 

When we reach his room I open the door as he and the dogs walk in. I push him softly towards the bed. Grabbing his first aid kit, knowing exactly where it was from the countless times I'd had to patch him up. Turning back to Chuck his shirt is off as he looks down. A large bruise is starting to form on his stomach. Small cuts litter his shoulder. "God Chuck, what happened…?" I whisper making my way back to him. Trying to focus on patching him up and not the fact that he's shirtless. I sit next to him a slowly tend to his wounds. He doesn't look at me or speak. Only halfway done I get fed up "Chuck." He doesn't look up. "Chuck. Look at me.." I caress his cheek with one hand, slowly forcing his head to face me. "Chuck, what happened…?" His eyes finally met mine before quickly turning his head away from me. He shrugs slowly getting off his bed "The guy was just being a piece of shit, I just tried putting him in his place." His tone is relaxed like it was no big deal.

"I can clean the rest of my cuts, you can go." He rummaged through one of his drawers. I watched his back, trying not to gawk, but I snapped out of it. I stood up and walked towards him. "No im staying because we need to talk about you being a total ass hat." He whipped around, I could feel the heat in my face for two reasons. Anger was starting to form on my face, but my face was red from being face-to-face with him. His expression went from confusion to annoyance and anger. 

"There's nothing to talk about." His voice raised slightly, I clenched my hands, my nails digging into my palms. "Why won't you talk to me?!" I yelled at him, tears forming in my eyes "What did I do?!" He just looked away from me, knowing I wasn't going to get an answer. I pulled my dog tags out of my shirt. I swiftly grabbed his tags and pulled them off from around my neck, I slapped it down behind him. I turned around and walked to his door, opening it. "Xerxes, Baron, let's go," I called out to my dogs who jumped up and followed me out of the room.

For the next month, I completely avoided him. Herc tried to get me to talk to him but I refused. I always ate in my conn-pod. I always went to the base's gym late at night when no one was there. Jacob was worried, I could feel it through the drift, he noticed I was distracted. I was and I was miserable. Every part of me just wanted to run to Chuck and tell him how much he means to me but my mind was telling me that he didn't want me. He clearly displayed that.

On Chuck's birthday, I made sure I stayed in my room the whole day but that was short-lived when Marshall Pentecost called Jacob and me down to his office. When I entered the room I saw Chuck and herc standing by the Marshall's desk. Before I could even think about leaving Jacob was pushing me towards the front, and the door closed behind us. The marshall stood up from his desk. Herc and Jacob went by the marshall as he moved out from behind his desk. "It's been brought to my attention that you two are having some sort of problem." The marshall starts, clasping his hands in front of him. Chuck and I don't glance at each other. I keep my distance from him, Jacob is looking at me with his disappointed older brother face. "I've noticed that it has significantly affected your performance as pilots," I cross my arms in front of me, I admit I have been very tired since I've been up late working out. "So I've decided that you two will stay in Ranger Hansen's room until the problem gets solved. Hercules, Jacob, if you could please." The marshall motioned to us, but before we could protest he glared at us, "That is an order." Not wanting to get on his bad side we both let Herc and Jacob lead us to Chuck's room. 

When we arrive at the door they open it and shove us inside. The door closes quickly. We stand in silence before I take a seat on the floor near the door. He sits on his bed, head in his hands. I pull my knees up to my chest, leaning my head back and looking at the ceiling. The silence is killing me so I pull my iPod out, plug in my headphones, and select my playlist. I hit play as I push the earbud into my left ear. I tap my foot along to the music and close my eyes. I can feel Chuck's eyes shift to me but I don't look at him. Tears start to prick at the corners of my eyes. Opening my eyes I turn my head away from Chuck.

 "I-i don't know what I did to make you hate me…" I speak more to myself than to Chuck. I hear him click his tongue, and a faint curse leaves his lips. He stands up and moves to lean against the wall opposite me. "I don't hate you love." He hits the wall lightly in frustration, "It's the exact fucking opposite…" He turns to face me, as the tears run down my face. I stand up with anger, "What the fuck does that mean?!" I yell at him, I press pause on my music and take out my earbud. He takes a step forward looking away for a second, "I'm in love with you God dammit!" He yells out in frustration, raising clenched fists for a second. He turns around sighing, running his hand through his hair. 

"What…?" My voice comes out in a small squeak, not sure if I heard him. "I'm in love with you. But I heard you and your brother talking about someone, he was talking about how you wanted to screw someone you liked." He turned back to me with his hands on his hips. "I just knew you weren't talking about me and I just got so pissed. And then that guy from your crew was talking about your body at lunch and I just saw red." He explained. I heard what he said but it didn't process, I was still stuck on one thing. "You're in love with me?" I looked up at him, my face frozen in surprise. He scoffed "That's all you can focus on?" He looked away from me and I smiled softly. I quickly grabbed the collar of his shirt and pulled him down, smashing my lips against his. 

He pulled back quickly "What are you-" but I didn't let him speak, pulling his face down again. He kissed back roughly, placing his hands on my hips, pulling me closer. I wrapped my arms around his neck. When I needed air I pulled back, a smile on my lips. "We were talking about you." He cocked his head to the side, raising his eyebrow, "Jacob and I. We were talking about you, you are the only one that has been on my mind for the past 5 months." He smirked. He stepped back for a second realizing something, he walked to his dresser. Grabbing something off of it he walked back to me. He lifted his hand, dropping the object, revealing his spare dog tags dangling from his hand. But he didn't put them around my neck, he put them around his, then took off his main pair. 

Transferring his main dog tags from his neck to my neck. I looked down at the tags, before looking up at him as he placed his hands on my hips. "Take my real ones, to show that I'm yours." He smiled softly, I got an idea, I took my dog tags off my neck, and put them over his head. "Then take mine, to show im yours." smiling he pulled me back in for another kiss. Our lips moved in sync, he tapped the back of my thigh signaling me to jump. I jumped up, his hands hooked under my legs. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he pushed my back against the wall. His mouth moved from mine, down my jaw to my neck. He moves around my neck kissing, biting, and sucking marks into my skin. His hips slowly grind into mine as I moan out his name. He pulls back, admiring his work on my skin, he looks into my eyes, kissing me again. This time it's slow, sweet, and delicate. 

Pulling away I whisper to him, “Ya’know you were pretty hot when you were angry at that guy.” he smirks at my words, and he responds in a low raspy voice, his accent going straight to my core “I reckon I should get mad more often then ay?” I bite my lip slightly. “That day I fell on the treadmill, was because of you…” I slowly confessed, “You were just so hot in that tank top, all sweaty.” it seemed as if my words went straight to his pants. He nodded signaling me to keep going, “I couldn't keep my eyes off you, you do things to me that no one else can.” I lightly kissed his jaw, whispering sensually to him. “You dont know how much self-restraint it takes me to not touch you like I want to.” I sucked a few hickeys into his neck earning some groans from him. 

“You have no idea what you do to me darlin’...” his voice comes out as a groan, I moan as his hips rub into mine again. He pulls back, bringing me away from the wall and over to his bed. He sits down with me in his lap, he rubs circles into my back as he looks at me. “Im sorry I was such a dickhead to you…” he apologized softly, “You dont deserve that.” I shook my head slightly. “It's alright Chuck, people make mistakes.” I placed a kiss on his lips, “Think of me as a birthday present from me because I love you and I want to be yours.” I smiled. He chuckled softly before kissing me, “Then this is the best birthday ever,” he smirked, “and right now I just want to unwrap my present from my girlfriend.” I laughed softly, as he slowly laid me on my back on his bed. He hovers over me as I give him the consent that he pleads for with his eyes. “Go ahead, handsome.” he quickly kisses me, running his hands along my body as his knee rests between my legs. He pulls back for a quick second “You better sit your pretty little ass next to me at dinner, I've missed you a lot, princess.” I giggle softly at him, “I've missed you too, hot stuff.” he smirks before pressing his lips hungrily against mine.

I need people to get on top of this pressing issue. I need more character ai's of these two himbos. there's like one of Raleigh but none of Chuck and I'm kinda pissed. somebody, please do this.