I Want To Memorize Every Detail Of You, My Doll. I Want To Know Your Heart & Mind Like Pages Of A Book.

I want to memorize every detail of you, my doll. i want to know your heart & mind like pages of a book. to memorize every scar on your skin like a map to trace with my fingers. i want all that you are flooding my brain until you're my every waking thought. i want to make you the inspiration for my every poem. let me make you the muse of my undying devotion.

I dont just want to be obsessed with you. i want it to be mutual. i want our love to eat us both alive. our every thought, every dream, every desire being eachother. i want to melt our flesh and bones together until nobody can tell we were ever separate. i want to erase everyone who came before me and be the only one who matters to you.

Let me keep you my doll.

I dont just want to be your favorite. i want to be your only. i need to be the only one who matters to you. do you think anyone else could come close to the devotion i give you? do you think anyone else could adore you the way i can?

You were born to belong to me. I was born to worship you.

"I can fix her." i can make her worse. i can feed into her obsession and make her my muse. i can make her into my religion without changing a single thing about her. i can worship her in ways everyone before me never could.

For you, i would rip open my ribs and let you gnaw on my heart. i would let you wear my blood like a halo. carve your name into every bone i have and watch me lay the knife at your altar. give me your entire soul and take mine in return.

Let me make you the muse of my obsession. the altar of my devotion. let me make you the inspiration of every page i write. of every gaze i take to look at the stars. let me spill our love onto pages in ink and blood. everyone else is just words, but you?

I will turn you into my poetry my love.