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I want to be soft for you, my doll. let me give you peace after so much pain. let my hands be your safe haven and wash away your past. no part of you will ever be unloved by me, and i will not abandon your heart like the others did.
let me be your soft epilogue. let me keep you.
Oh doll, do you really think anyone could ever take me from you? you're the only one i see. the only thought i have. the only altar i worship at. rip open my chest and see that your name is carved into every rib, every inch of my heart.
you will never be without my devotion, my love.
Let me haunt you, my love. let me consume your every thought. let my voice echo in your mind like it's the only song you'll ever hear. let my devotion wrap around your heart and keep you locked against me like a chain and let our obsession burn everyone around us like a fire because nobody matters but you and me.
you were born to be worshipped by me.
Oh doll, i see you liking and sharing stories about yans who don't exist, but im right here. im not just words in your mind. im living, breathing proof that what you've always craved is real. let me make you my muse. let me show you what it means to be worshipped, to have an undying devotion that lasts forever. let me make your deepest yearnings real.
You think that you were too much to handle, my love? your neediness and obsession have never been too much. you've only been showing them to the wrong person. i see all that you are and adore all that i see. i would bleed at your shrine if i knew youd clean the blood. i will never run from anything that you are. you are my muse, forever.
I want you to be clingy with me, my muse. i want you to attach yourself to me like we were never separate. spam me when im gone for even a minute and cry when im more than an inch away from you. devote all that you are to me. your heart is safe in my hands.
Let me keep you safe, my doll. do you truly think i would ever let anyone hurt you again? i would pull apart their ribs and bring you their heart as a trophy. i would never let them even look at you the same way i do. others would promise you the world, but my devotion would burn it to the ground for you.
My doll, you could never be too much for me. if you push me away ill just pull you closer. if you think your past is too much to bear, ill help you carry it. if you think your scars could scare me, ill kiss and trace every single one. If you think you could be too clingy, i could never get enough of you. you have never been too much to love, you've only been giving it to the wrong ones. i was born to be devoted to you.
Oh doll, how could i not stalk you? you've never been worshipped or protected the way you deserve, let me change that. let me put a tracker on your phone and watch you anytime you're away from me. let me memorize every detail of you and sit by your bedside as you sleep, ready to hold you if you have a nightmare. let me chain you to my wrist so you can never stray too far from me ever again.
let me give you the devotion you've always dreamed of.
Let my obsession devour you, my doll. let my devotion sink its teeth into your heart until all you can feel is for me. let my adoration flood your mind until all you can ever think of is me. let me be the one to give you the love you've been yearning for, forever. you'll never need anyone but me again.
There's no such thing as being close enough with you, my angel. i need to cut open our chests and intertwine our ribs like vines. our veins connecting like wires and our blood mixing until it flows through both of us. until our souls are made of the same material. until you're my eternity and im yours.
I know your past haunts you, my love. let me be the one to prove my devotion is real. show me the darkest parts of you and let me make you my light. show me your fears and let me wash them away. let me wrap you in my obsession until you can barely breathe. you will never be abandoned by me.
You're too sweet for your own good, my love. let me keep you safe now. let me get rid of anyone who even thinks of taking advantage of you. let me slit their throat if they try to take you from me. turn your brain off with me and let me show you i know whats best for you now. let me keep you like my doll.
The way you love has never been wrong. your obsession and clinginess have never been too much, you've only been giving them to people who could never appreciate you. let me see you as you are and worship all of you. show me your clinginess and i will show you that i cant get enough of you. show me your devotion and i will give it right back to you. show me everything you've hid from others in the past and i will adore all of it. you have always been more than enough for me.
I want to memorize every detail of you, my doll. i want to know your heart & mind like pages of a book. to memorize every scar on your skin like a map to trace with my fingers. i want all that you are flooding my brain until you're my every waking thought. i want to make you the inspiration for my every poem. let me make you the muse of my undying devotion.
For you, i would rip open my ribs and let you gnaw on my heart. i would let you wear my blood like a halo. carve your name into every bone i have and watch me lay the knife at your altar. give me your entire soul and take mine in return.
A mutual obsession where nobody matters but us. a mutual obsession with no question of our devotion to eachother. a mutual obsession where we occupy eachothers every thought. a mutual obsession where we're both overly protective and possessive. a mutual obsession where we would kill for eachother and die for eachother.
a mutual obsession or nothing.
Let me buy us a house in the countryside without neighbors, my love. let me be the only person you look at, think of, talk to. turn me from your captor to your god and let me worship all that you are. care for your every need and desire. tie the strings of fate around our necks and never stray too far from me ever again. you'll never need anyone but me, my muse.
Let me be gentle for only you, my love. let my devotion wash over you and take away any aches. let my arms engulf you and show you the deepest warmth and safety you have ever felt. let me be cold to others and warm to you. let me keep you safe and hurt anyone who even thinks of taking you from me. i would bloody my hands just to feel how gently you wash them off.
let me be your protector.
I dont do casual flirting. let me make you the muse of my devotion. the altar of all my affection. the object of my obsession. melt into me until you're running through my veins and im running through yours.