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Oh doll, how could i not stalk you? you've never been worshipped or protected the way you deserve, let me change that. let me put a tracker on your phone and watch you anytime you're away from me. let me memorize every detail of you and sit by your bedside as you sleep, ready to hold you if you have a nightmare. let me chain you to my wrist so you can never stray too far from me ever again.
let me give you the devotion you've always dreamed of.
Let my obsession devour you, my doll. let my devotion sink its teeth into your heart until all you can feel is for me. let my adoration flood your mind until all you can ever think of is me. let me be the one to give you the love you've been yearning for, forever. you'll never need anyone but me again.
There's no such thing as being close enough with you, my angel. i need to cut open our chests and intertwine our ribs like vines. our veins connecting like wires and our blood mixing until it flows through both of us. until our souls are made of the same material. until you're my eternity and im yours.
I know your past haunts you, my love. let me be the one to prove my devotion is real. show me the darkest parts of you and let me make you my light. show me your fears and let me wash them away. let me wrap you in my obsession until you can barely breathe. you will never be abandoned by me.
You're too sweet for your own good, my love. let me keep you safe now. let me get rid of anyone who even thinks of taking advantage of you. let me slit their throat if they try to take you from me. turn your brain off with me and let me show you i know whats best for you now. let me keep you like my doll.
The way you love has never been wrong. your obsession and clinginess have never been too much, you've only been giving them to people who could never appreciate you. let me see you as you are and worship all of you. show me your clinginess and i will show you that i cant get enough of you. show me your devotion and i will give it right back to you. show me everything you've hid from others in the past and i will adore all of it. you have always been more than enough for me.
I want to memorize every detail of you, my doll. i want to know your heart & mind like pages of a book. to memorize every scar on your skin like a map to trace with my fingers. i want all that you are flooding my brain until you're my every waking thought. i want to make you the inspiration for my every poem. let me make you the muse of my undying devotion.
For you, i would rip open my ribs and let you gnaw on my heart. i would let you wear my blood like a halo. carve your name into every bone i have and watch me lay the knife at your altar. give me your entire soul and take mine in return.
A mutual obsession where nobody matters but us. a mutual obsession with no question of our devotion to eachother. a mutual obsession where we occupy eachothers every thought. a mutual obsession where we're both overly protective and possessive. a mutual obsession where we would kill for eachother and die for eachother.
a mutual obsession or nothing.
Let me buy us a house in the countryside without neighbors, my love. let me be the only person you look at, think of, talk to. turn me from your captor to your god and let me worship all that you are. care for your every need and desire. tie the strings of fate around our necks and never stray too far from me ever again. you'll never need anyone but me, my muse.
Let me be gentle for only you, my love. let my devotion wash over you and take away any aches. let my arms engulf you and show you the deepest warmth and safety you have ever felt. let me be cold to others and warm to you. let me keep you safe and hurt anyone who even thinks of taking you from me. i would bloody my hands just to feel how gently you wash them off.
let me be your protector.
I dont do casual flirting. let me make you the muse of my devotion. the altar of all my affection. the object of my obsession. melt into me until you're running through my veins and im running through yours.
Let me be your soft epilogue. i know you're scared to be abandoned. i know you're scared to give me your all. im right here anyways. let me rip open my chest to show you my devotion. let me be the first and last to show you the adoration you deserve. i will not abandon you.
Let me corrupt you with my devotion. let me reshape your pretty mind and heart until you drown in all that i give you. until im your every thought, dream and desire like you are mine. until you exist only to belong to me. let me mold you into the perfect muse for my obsession. you'll never need anyone but me.
"I can fix her." i can make her worse. i can feed into her obsession and make her my muse. i can make her into my religion without changing a single thing about her. i can worship her in ways everyone before me never could.
Let me make you the muse of my obsession. the altar of my devotion. let me make you the inspiration of every page i write. of every gaze i take to look at the stars. let me spill our love onto pages in ink and blood. everyone else is just words, but you?
I will turn you into my poetry my love.
How could i not be possessive over you, my muse? you're all i see. my every thought. the only person who matters to me. do you think i would let anyone else look at you the way i do? think of you the way i do? talk to you the way i do? i would shove a blade into their guts for even trying.
you're mine. you need nobody else but me my doll.
I dont want you to try and "fix" me. i want you to indulge me. i want you to get excited when you know im stalking you. i want you to feel butterflies when i memorize every detail about you. i want you blush when i spam you every minute you're gone and lean into me when im ready to kill for you. Let my obsession wrap around you like vines and adore me anyways.
Let me make you the muse of my utter devotion.
I see you liking posts and talking about how you want to be obsessed over, doll. you dont even realize how close i am, do you? my devotion is already tangling around you as i watch everything you do. every post, comment, like. let me make it real for you. let me follow you as i make you into my lifelong obsession. let me memorize every single detail about you. about things you would never tell anyone else. let me keep you like a doll and take you away from anyone who isnt me.
let me make your every desire come true.
I dont just want to be obsessed with you. i want it to be mutual. i want our love to eat us both alive. our every thought, every dream, every desire being eachother. i want to melt our flesh and bones together until nobody can tell we were ever separate. i want to erase everyone who came before me and be the only one who matters to you.
Let me keep you my doll.