; Does Anyone Else Get That Weird Out Of Body Moment Where Everything Is Fuzzy And Like Feels Fake And

; does anyone else get that weird out of body moment where everything is fuzzy and like feels fake and then suddenly it's " normal " again but you like feel like a completely different person ?? And like you type differently and you even feel weird about your name or identity and it's like eugh okay what am I doing again ?? Who are these people ?? Oh right right .. And this happens loads and it's constantly " swapping " through these different very fleshed out alter egos or whatever idk man .. Very confusing but please tell me I'm not alone. There's like multiple ppl bobbing around up there for everyone .. Right ☹️☹️ ( there being my b r a i n ) /genq

; it also feels less like a challenge to get any followers in an attempt to gain even slight recognition, and more like .. We js vibe, some people have loads of followers some have like 3 that they talk w constantly. And I don't feel the need to stick to an upload schedule or not " spam ", etc. It's js less stressful, which is surprising given this is Tumblr we're talking about ..

THESIS: the real reason that people stay on this hellsite is not “chronological order” or “the drama” or whatever (per se), but is instead linked to how tumblr, unlike most social media, is not optimised to give content as short of a half-life as possible, but instead is optimised to let content continue to cycle for months, years, even decades. this has in turn led to a more consistent centralised site “culture” in which there is more coherent linkage among different areas of the site, thus also explaining why its content permeates so thoroughly throughout the internet.

; I live to inspire so AWE INSPIRINGLY AROACE ( angled orientated but still )

HOW ART THOU FEELING TODAY

; happy summerween everyone ✨

; and you should apologize !! It's so awkward knowing all these people have good gender insurance and here I am. Without my gender and fueled with the unexplainable rage of the baby everyone's stealing the candy from. 😔

; js wanna say I'm a victim of gender identity theft and I've been without my gender for months now. The NGS inc. ( The National Gender Security Incorporated ) has done nothing to help me. 0 / 10 stars on Yelp and I want a refund on my insurance. I did not feel even mildly assured about my gender.

; as a genderflir, omniromantic, grayace who's also arospec I have made half a decision in my life:

; yes

; but only

; sometimes.

As an Aromantic, Asexual and Agender person i have made only one decision in my entire life and that decision was

✨ NO ✨