Ok Look I Don't Usually Say Certain Things Unless It's Affecting Me Personally So...look Please Stop

Ok look I don't usually say certain things unless it's affecting me personally so...look please stop following or agreeing with memes as if they are a way to live your life. Meme culture is funny and can express real thoughts and feeling, but don't adopt and agree with every meme you see. They are opinion mostly and I get the people have similar opinions. But don't be the one that jumps on the band wagon because it's "popular", popular doesn't necessarily express truth because everyone is different. You can't just blindly agree with a meme everytime you see one because you don't know what mind state that person was in when they made it. I know it seems I'm making it out to be a big deal or problem, but it is. People effect other people negatively because of what some meme said and it's not right. Yet again I say this, treat others the way you want to be treated. Nobody will listen nobody will respond and that's ok. I want individuals who are meant to see this, and need to see this, to see this.

That whole thing where you stop calling and life progresses and then you finally see people and realize how much time you've missed, is a very real thing. And it hurts. I feel like I'm going to experience that I've already experienced it a couple of times and I hate that feeling it's a very dark and scary feeling that's the best way I can describe it but it just doesn't feel right. And the feeling that you're never really going to get help for whatever it is you're going through. Whatever it is I'm going through should I say. It's like a forever lost feeling the feeling that family members will grow and progress or whatever, and it's kind of like life just ran by at a flash and you didn't get a chance to actually enjoy it and it left you behind. I'm not even that old and I feel like this is already happening to me..... the depression never stops it just kind of eases up every once in awhile. I hate this s***

People love seeing you dangle by a thread, especially some so-called loved ones man I tell you f*** life life is one big game of seeing weaknesses strengths demons and angels all in one intensive package. I'm trying to experience and enjoy life as is but I can't because I'm seeing too much else

I know of those that will disparage me in my demise.

Ever see a family disintegrate right before your eyes??? Health problem after health problem, family curses catching up to and engulfing individuals you didn't think would??? TRAUMA in general I won't go into detail......we're human as fuk yo...we're fragile beings. I hope to God there is peace after this place called human life on earth. I sound alien I feel alien..but effected by every human weakness just about😑💔

It is no coincidence that I typed your name in and a bunch of evil s*** came up. Granted the s*** had nothing to do with you, but still that was f****** weird and I know the s*** you're into and what it has caused me and my family in the past. If you don't know what I'm talking about disregard this post but this individual knows who they are