*Trigger warning* I STRUGGLE SPIRITUALLY BUT I WONT QUIT AND YOU SHOULDN'T EITHER. I WILL CONTINUE TO FIGHT. I SEEK THE MESSIAH! THESE ARE PERILOUS TIMES! ITS TIME TO CHANGE AND SEEK GOD! Love as you would want to be loved. Forgive as you would want to be forgiven. I say everything on this blog... Everything. and maybe more. I guess I do music?🤔 This is a digital journal/diary/collection of poetry/rhymes and thoughts. PRAISE GOD! GOD BLESS. my story prior to my walk with Christ and some recent poetry/music...tread lightly↓↓↓ https://youtube.com/@thaunknowndreadhead4185
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The True Reason People Commit Suicide, Or One Of The True Reasons, Is Because They're Looking For A Way
The true reason people commit suicide, or one of the true reasons, is because they're looking for a way to find home or the feeling of home.. But after a while as they've grown, or even as a child (for those that are depressed as a child), they see that no place feels like home anymore after a while. Sometimes even being with themselves feels no longer recognizable or like home. Stop calling these kids and these people selfish. I'm one of them.
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I just wrote a song titled Self Hate. My cousin played me this song in return two days later. COINCIDENCE? I don't know. I'm going through it. I needed to hear this I'm in a dark place and it gives me a slight feeling that shit gonna be ok. Shit that I think about all the time as to why I live healthy physically. But my mind suffers. HOW YO!?!?!?😑😑😑I know why but, this track helping me right now. CRAZY I write a song called self hate. Mach put out a joint called self love. Definite sign that I need to try SOMETHING different in my life..Maybe a little MORE SELF LUH. THANKS FOR THIS ONE MACH
"and that often in my life left me alone. I was too different and always got called weird. and I'm normal on the outside...but on the inside...I'm a forest..with different creatures and animals and plants and things which I MYSELF can't even recognize or identify."
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To see MetalFace in person/ I never had the pleasure/Woulda traveled near or far I mean in any kinda weather/financial situations/ kinda tough like leather/ But I'm mad-thankful DOOM at my spot/ on vinyl record ~thaunknowndreadhead~
Ever been so in love it feels unreal like your dreaming or in a fantasy movie or floating on a shooting star to another galaxy where love is infinite and the person you love awaits there but the person feels like they're literally in that other galaxy and you can actually only see them or hear them but you don't have them for your self. Like the feeling that maybe in another lifetime you two can have eachother.😪