Im Mostly Staying On Anon So You Wont Feel Bad If You Lash Out, But If It Would Help You More, I Can
im mostly staying on anon so you wont feel bad if you lash out, but if it would help you more, i can dm you. can you try to tell me five things you can see right now?
please dm me it’s easier
unless you don’t want to
it’s fine
the wall my backpack my hand water on the floor a piece of plastic
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I’m so fucking sorry for this I’m so fucking sorry I’m sorry whatever I say I don’t mean whatever I do I’m sorry and I didn’t mean it and you were completely fine and I’m sorry
I don’t hate you, mutuals, I swear to god I love all of you so much (/p) and I’m sorry and I’m sorry and maybe I’ll be fine I’ll probably be fine I’m a fucking coward im sorry im sorry im sorry
its not fucking fair that im like this
that im too fucked up of a barely person i cant feel deserving of any comfort
but i want it and i cant get it because im scared and even when i ask i am ignored again and again and again and again and again and ive realized now that its not about my problems, its about me being a pathetic fucked up excuse of a person who doesnt deserve mind or space or air
i want somebody to fucking maul me like an animal just fucking go to town with a hatchet or a brick or a knife of a car or a cord i want to be unrecognizable i want my body to be a John Doe and for nobody to ever fucking care when they find it so it can reflect my pathetic fucking life
nobody is going to care when they find my body
dont apologize, i get being angry and thinking people are lying to you. you can yell at me if you like, if it will help. i wont be upset. but im not lying when i say that i care about your wellbeing.
fuck you fuck you im sorry i probably care about you a ton your probably like a mutual or something or somebody I care about im sorry im so fucking sorry I need to fucking explode I’m sorry I’m sorry please don’t be mad at me