I Could Do It Right Now And Nobody Would Fucking Notice - Tumblr Posts

its not fucking fair that im like this

that im too fucked up of a barely person i cant feel deserving of any comfort

but i want it and i cant get it because im scared and even when i ask i am ignored again and again and again and again and again and ive realized now that its not about my problems, its about me being a pathetic fucked up excuse of a person who doesnt deserve mind or space or air

i want somebody to fucking maul me like an animal just fucking go to town with a hatchet or a brick or a knife of a car or a cord i want to be unrecognizable i want my body to be a John Doe and for nobody to ever fucking care when they find it so it can reflect my pathetic fucking life

nobody is going to care when they find my body