So Sad Too Bad

so sad too bad

rip fyodor ig??

his face i cant its so pretty wth

So, Chapter 112 is out.

We don't exactly get much of explanation or distinction from S5 ending ep.

Mori, he really just glued in the fangs for FUN! What even is the Mafia! (Plus, Dazai Laughed!) We had old man Yaoi. I am not going to talk about it as we already know what went down there. We got Kunikida, Atsushi and Tanizaki. And Gogol man being sad (it broke my heart again to see his reaction). Ngl, even i would be sad if someone killed my Situationship But not Chuuya calling out that Situationship, lol (That was my exact reaction when a friend of mine told me she was in one and how it works) SKK bickering, still. And Fukuzawa being handed the greatest responsibility.

All in all, everything we had seen so far, only an added reaction here and there.

Next chapter will most likely also follow through the rest of the episode. But nothing much is left, so chances are that we may get new content. Or latest by April.

This all seems well and good, but I'm suddenly feeling anxious about how things are going to progress further.

I've said time and again, BSD takes 'it can't get worse than this' phase and just proves it wrong again and again. We reach new rock-bottoms every time.

So, things looking up now, gives me anxiety that something is going to go horribly wrong. (Cue the flashback of the 'Two hours later' bit)

All things that can horribly go wrong:

Everything with Soukoku at Meursault. I find it so weird that we are not getting detailed explanation of how things are proceeding there. We have seen Dazai and Fyodor play mind games for so many arcs now, there is always an explanation at the end of each one. But this doesn't have that 'satisfactory' level of explanation yet. Yes, Chuuya again came to Dazai's aid, but how? How did Dazai knew that the Vampires were turned in his favor. Would killing Fyodor (if he actually is dead) really be wise? How is he sure that it was Fyodor plan all along to get killed and he played right into it? You know when things are kept ambiguous, as most things related to Prison break arc are, it means there will be some facts that will come in light later. And that's what I'm scared of because it can be anything! It does not help that Dazai is yet to take that antidote! What if it doesn't work? What is Nikolai goes for revenge? Since he love's loosing himself and that's why he fought, so what if he continues? Can Chuuya's gravity manipulation even be effective against someone like Gogol? He can just go from one place to another, dodge all of Chuuya's attacks. We also know he can use his ability with Dazai as long as he isn't touching him. What is he takes the antidote form the case before Dazai can take it? That makes him such a kryptonite for Soukoku.

Then we have,

The Shin soukoku's battle against whatever that (Fukuchi) was. Two hours, if you think about it is not a long duration of time for things to start fucking up suddenly. There must be something already laid in waiting for it to start going shit when time comes. We are yet to get the details of how the Vampirism is going to wear off. Because it does, Akutagawa was back to normal when he was fighting with Atsushi. Sskk teaming up is well and good, but can they stand against that being? They had a hard time dealing with Fukuchi only a while ago, this enhanced being will be much tougher than them. What if this also is set for failure? only for the world to be purged into more chaos? Maybe i'm being a bit to pessimistic, but i've lost confidence in the mangaka's they always do the unexpected and kill everyone's favs, fr.

That also makes me think

Will taking on the role of Mankind's leader, lead to Fukuzawa on a deeper end? We know he struggled earlier, before founding agency, with his assassination work. He had refused to work in the war for a reason. Won't this be undoing everything he's worked for so many years? Also, taking in that honor from their government (or officials, i don't exactly remember what it was. I'm talking about the appreciation symbol of katana'?' they received at the beginning of S4) that basically led them to take on that case that declared them terrorists. Won't taking the role of Mankind's Leader also make Fukuzawa susceptible to be declared as the Mankind's Enemy? This seems similar to that previous situation. Reminds me of how Ranpo called this responsibility, or last wish, a curse. And Ranpo is always right, so there's that. Maybe that's how they are going to introduce the next adversaries?

Too much uncertainty and what-ifs.

All aboard the 'Shit went wrong in the garden and they never met' AU train choochoo

Childhood AU where Mykola spends his traditional Christmas together with Fyodor <3

This month I decided to learn more about traditional Ukrainian Christmas and it inspired me to draw this! (I know some people still celebrate on January 6th/7th and others on December 24th/25th, I just happened to choose the latter as an approximate timing for this post but you can interpret which time Fyolai would celebrate it yourself!)

Before I summarize the details, I want to thank my Ukrainian followers for sharing their cultural knowledge and experience with me. During this research, getting personal insight was definitely the most interesting part. This art wouldn't have been possible without you!🫶

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Some elements in these drawings include:

• the 12 dishes: In the first picture 12 dishes are served, symbolizing the 12 apostles and the 12 months of the year. Due to fasting the dishes must be lean, meaning they shouldn't contain meat, milk or eggs (fish is an exception). The dish in front of Fyodor is the main Christmas dish: kutya (кутя), a wheat porridge with poppy seeds, honey, raisins etc.

Other examples on the table are uzvar (узвар, a dried fruit compote), borscht (борщ), vareniki (вареники) pampushky (пампушки) and more.

For more details about this tradition, see:

https://1plus1.ua/novyny/menu-na-rizdvo-2022-aki-12-strav-na-svatvecir-gotuut-ta-so-kozna-z-nih-simvolizue

https://visitukraine.today/uk/blog/67/svyatkuvannya-rizdva-v-ukraini-golovni-tradicii-ta-simvoli

https://klopotenko.com/12-rizdvyanyh-strav-dlya-proektu-vid-romana-do-jordana/

• Didukh (Дідух): The decoration next to Mykola made from ears of grain (e.g. wheat) is called "didukh". Traditionally, it's made from the last harvested sheaf of ears of grain and symbolizes fertility and strength of the earth. It also honors ancestry.

https://suspilne.media/352410-rizdvani-tradicii-so-simvolizue-diduh-v-ukrainskij-kulturi-rozpovila-etnologina/

• The "spider" (Павук Різдвяний): The decoration hanging from the ceiling (made from straw) is considered a "talisman" and a "symbol of the universe", protecting the household from evil spirits.

http://che.cn.ua/index.php/all-news/item/6807-rizdvianyi-pavuk-vidhaniaie-zlykh-dukhiv-i-zabyraie-nehatyv#:~:text=%C2%AB%D0%9F%D0%B0%D0%B2%D1%83%D0%BA%D1%96%D0%B2%C2%BB%20%D0%BD%D0%B5%20%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%BA%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B0%D0%BB%D0%B8%20%D0%B7%20%D0%B4%D0%BE%D0%BC%D1%83,%D1%81%D0%BF%D0%B0%D0%BB%D0%B8%D0%B2%D1%88%D0%B8%20%D0%B9%D0%BE%D0%B3%D0%BE,%20%D0%B7%D0%BD%D0%B8%D1%89%D1%83%D0%B2%D0%B0%D0%BB%D0%B8%20%D0%B2%D0%B5%D1%81%D1%8C%20%D0%BD%D0%B5%D0%B3%D0%B0%D1%82%D0%B8%D0%B2.

• Christmas carols (Колядки): The second drawing depicts Mykola and Fyodor caroling, the act of going from house to house to sing carols with a big star (зiрка) symbolizing the star of Bethlehem. This star spins and can look vastly different, I personally loved seeing all kinds of different designs people made for it. Usually you can receive sweets or money from the people you sing for. (There is also a tradition, though not seen in the drawing but still worth mentioning, called "вертеп", where children go caroling while being dressed up as characters from the Nativity scene. There are so many sides to this tradition it would never fit in this caption, but I recommend looking further into it if you haven't heard of it yet, as with any other tradition mentioned here!)

https://pon.org.ua/novyny/10042-tradycii-ta-zvychai-koliaduvannia-v-ukraini.html

https://www.instagram.com/reel/C1C704jLSm1/?igsh=MTM3ZjZic2R2N291Mg==

Keep in mind that Ukrainian culture (like any culture) is diverse. Details and terms can vary depending on the region, religion, time and household preferences! Additionally, there are of course overlaps with other cultures and some things may be familiar to non Ukrainians as well.

Please be respectful in the comments 🫶