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BSD ch114 spoilers (?)

WAIT LMFAO since nikolai just dipped, imagine hes in the middle of who knows where, burying ‘fyodors’ severed arm and fyodor (very much alive and well) is just waiting for nikolai to notice him standing there like this:

“*sniff*…uagh…*sniffsniff* euh, dos-kun…..oh how much i miss you already……..*blowing nose into severed arms sleeve*”

“……..nikolai……..im right here.”

“…..*sniff*…..eough…i can still hear his voice, too….ohhumygod….”

“………..no…………no, im literally right in front of you….”

“…………GOOD LORD NOW HES POSSESED HIS OWN ARM!!!”

omg ty ty i loved the fyodor and sigma hcs!! :D ok so ofc ofc there's no rush since i know you only just replied to my other request, so take your time! but could i also request sigma, fyodor, dazai and nikolai with gn!s/o, who's pretty empathetic, affectionate and selfless? things like getting into fights to protect people they barely know, is very generous in general and would go out of their way just to help people out, would get upset if someone else was upset etc? they'd do the same if not more for their partner too, as well as just being affectionate in general with them

Notes: Hiii! I’m really happy that you enjoyed your head canons! 💙And of course you can request anything you want! (this applies to everyone!!)

TW/CONTENT: gn!reader, s/o pretty empathetic

Sigma

He feels very sorry for you, even though he can understand you in his own way.

He loves your empathetic character but hates the fact that people take advantage of it

He just wants to keep you away from all those people who meddle in dangerous matters that don’t concern you

But he finds absolutely adorable that you help people you barely know, such as elderly people who have to cross the street or tourists who are visibly struggling and can’t figure out where to go.

To him, you’re one of the kindest people in the world, and it breaks his heart when he sees you getting hurt about things that affect other people.

"Ugh, are you feeling bad because of what happened to your friend ah? Oh dear... It’s not your fault, you did what you could! ... Hey look at me, you’re an amazing person! but you need a break, so do you want to help someone? help yourself and relax a little, I’ll make sure no one asks you for favors until you’re ready!"

Nikolai

Oh I would love to write that he will be considerate to you and that will make pay to all those who make you feel bad but I must remember that Nikolai is still Nikolai

As long as the problems are something (according to him) 'not important' (for example the death of a relative of your friend) he will make fun of you because you empathize too easily.

He finds it adorable how your feelings vary depending on other people, how you adapt to them and how you do everything to protect what is right for you

The first time he saw you crying/feeling bad about something that happened to someone else, he was amazed. He didn’t think a person could be so... human.

Rest assured, however, that if the problem that makes you feel ill is serious ( according to him), he will do everything to free you from this pain

and if you feel really bad about someone else’s problems, Ohoh he won’t hesitate to pay that person a 'friendly' visit

Once back home, he will try to soothe you by standing next to you and cuddling you with beautiful words!... more or less-

"Ow my little dove, who dared to do this to you? Shh it’s all right, dear, I’ve got you. You’re so adorable, don’t ruin your pretty face with that unhappy look on your face. No one outside of me can make you that way."

Dazai

Dazai was amazed at your empathy.

He was used to a hateful world in which everyone thought only of himself, but then he met you and a new road prostrated itself.

he has a little healthy laugh every time you get involved in 'street fights' to protect people you barely know

He completely fell in love with you after he saw your reaction to him telling you about Oda. It was evening and both of  you were in front of the tomb of his old friend, he told you everything that had happened that day. He was not very surprised by the tear that poured out of your eye as much as the fact that you bent down on the grave and said, "You did an amazing job Oda, from what he told me you are a wonderful man... Don’t worry, I’ll take care of Osamu from now on"

From that moment he had eyes for you only

He loves to think about how he can annoy you and spend the day with you😇

Every time you two sleep together, he’ll whisper cheesy words to you while he cuddles you to make you fall asleep

"Good night belladonna, you are literally my ray of light in this dark and painful world. I don’t know and I don’t want to think about what I would be doing right now without you. I love you more than death... more than anything, actually."

Fyodor

Fyodor knows the people around him very well, so he wasn’t very surprised the first time he saw you empathize.

In fact, he was amused

He loves to see you defend him when Nikolai tries to tease him (jokingly).

The only thing he either understands is why you’re so empathetic. That was the first thing that interested him in knowing you.

He loves how you could give your life for him without even realizing it.

the fact that with a little manipulation he can make you walk around with him like a puppy dog makes him smile sadistically.

Of course, of course you will get your rewards for all these thoughtfulness

For example, if you take care of him you will see that he will gradually fall in love with you.

But his love alone is not enough? He must prove he love you

Little by little he will hang tight confidence with you and one way or another you two will end up pampering while he will read you a book or there will be you sitting on the couch while he will play for you his cello

“My my, You're so adorable following me around the city, dear. How about after I finish everything I have to do, we go home and i play a little bit my cello for you, mh?"

---------------------------------------------------------------------------And that's it! i hope you enjoyed your head canons! 💙 oh and I take this opportunity to apologize for my two weeks of absence but I went on vacation to a place where it does not take wi-fi, sorry!!😭🙏

hiyaaa sjdjdjf dont mind me keeping requesting for the doa, i really like them and your headcanons <3

I'd like to request platonic headcanons for nikolai, fyodor, and sigma like interacting with/reacting to learning that nikolai had a kid sister (the reader)

Notes:heyy! :D It’s okey, i love writing requests for the doa! Anyway.. i founded this request so cute!💙 Oh and sorry if i’m late, I had to post your request last night but then came the bsd trailer and I couldn’t resist the temptation to watch it and make me simp about the fact that Nikolai was finally animated!😥i mean, NIKOLAI IS SO GOD DAMN FINE. 😩🙏

TW/CONTENT: sfw, fem!reader, Fyodor and Sigma interacting with the reader as nikolai young sister, platonic ‘relationship’

Sigma

at first he was quite surprised that Nikolai could have a younger sister

If it wasn’t for Nikolai talking about you all the time, he probably wouldn’t have even suspected he had a little sister

The first time you met was a bit..particular:Nikolai had a night mission with Fyodor and just didn’t want to leave you home alone. God forbid anything bad ever happens to you... or you mess something or someone up, without him. I believe in Nikolai and his little sister creating problems together supremacy

Now a quiz! Guess who was the only reliable person Nikolai could trust at that moment to leave his lovely little sister in his hands? That’s right! Sigma.

At first Sigma was not inclined to babysit you but in one way or another Nikolai convinced him

One has to admit that at first there was embarrassment, Sigma is not very good with children.

'I am the menager of a major casino, not a babysitter! I swear as soon as I see Nikolai- '

".... Oh- hem-...  Do you want cookies?." That was the first sentence he said to you after a strangely awkward moments of silence.

The situation is improving little by little. Go from monosyllabic answers to answers with whole sentences, laughter, and a few lines.

You spent the night getting Sigma to teach you how to play cards and to hear stories from Sigma about his, Nikolai’s and Fyodor’s missions.

As soon as you fell asleep sigma’s heart melted, you were so pretty!!

He can’t believe that a lovely little girl like you is related to an annoying, crazy guy like Nikolai

Once the mission ended, of course, Nikolai came back to pick you up early in the morning. You were still sleeping, so he used his cape as a blanket and picked you up

Sigma was kind of sad to let you go and not even say goodbye

"As soon as she wakes up, tell her I said hello, okey?"

Since that morning, he’s offered to babysit you every time Nikolai had a night mission to do.

Let’s also say that, after that night, you also started winning several times when you and your brother played cards

Fyodor

This man is always informed, so he would probably already know about you before Nikolai even told him about you

Every once in a while, he would ask of you just to start a conversation with Kolia: "So, how is your little sister?" Thanks to Nikolai’s gab, he found out things about you that he wasn’t even interested in knowing truthfully, but hey, better more information than less

He never planned to meet you but ops! one day Nikolai had urgent things to do and Fyodor was the only one available, even if against his initial will, to take care of you:

"Hey Dos-kun! Listen, I have an urgent duty, can you watch my little sister while I’m gone?"

"Nikolai, I don’t have t-"

"Thank you, I knew I could count on you Dos-kun!! take care of Y/N byeee!"

And that’s how you were left alone with Fyodor.

At the beginning there was an unnerving silence, the only noise that was heard was that of Fyodor’s fingers writing on the computer keyboard

At first you were silent, without making any noise, after all Fyodor can have a threatening aura from time to time.

After a while, however, you remembered that he was your brother’s dearest friend, your young infant brain thought to make friends with him

You started asking them questions with a fairly confident voice

Fyodor was a little surprised, usually children are afraid of him, why with you is different? but then he remembered that after all you’re related to Nikolai

After starting a decent conversation with you he realized that he would not be able to continue his work if you kept talking to him, so he decided to put the pc aside for a moment

He was strangely happy that a child is not afraid of him

He was surprised when after he smiled at you, you smiled back and didn’t cry or tremble with fear

When you started asking questions about his work, however, he had to stop you, better that a child does not know these things: "I will tell you when you are older mh?"

When you asked him about his bookstore and what kind of books they were, he was more than happy to explain it to you.

You spent the rest of your time with him reading you a book while you listened to him with admiration and attention. (childhood crush??🤔)

But then your brother came back for you

You were sad, at least you wanted Fyodor to finish reading the story!

Unfortunately, Nikolai said that he was so tired and that you had to go home.

You took Nikolai’s hand as you walked away from Fyodor "Bye-bye." You greeted him with a sad tone of voice

"Ow sunshine, so you make me feel guilty though!" Nikolai said to you being a drama queen.

"Don’t worry, Nikolai, I’ll finish reading the story next time we meet," Fyodor replied

'next time'? so there will be a next time!! You were so happy to hear those words!

You turned to Fyodor: "S-so, are we friends now Mr. Dostoevskij?"

"Of course we are malýshka, and please call me Fyodor." He answered, crouching at your height and stroking your head

Aw, you were so happy and adorable in that moment, even Fyodor’s heart could have melted!😭

Nikolai in all this was amazed at how the situation had evolved between the two of you- it almost seemed that you 'loved' Fyodor more than him:

"i’m sorry Dos-kun but she’s my sister.😁💢"

"I know, I was just waving"

"Then can you try not to steal her from me? You know, I could commit a homicide-"

"Nikolai! not in front of the child."

------------------------------------------------------------------------------ That's it! i hope you liked it!💙💙

sooo,i made a pt.2 of this! here 💙

(i don't think i asked this yet but i have a horrible memory so pls ignore this if i have T^T)

heyaa im here to haunt your ask box again hehe <3 TYSM FOR THE LITTLE SISTER HCS I LOVED THEM!! and honestly i cannot blame you about the trailer i got so excited about nikolai

I'd like to request the same (nikolai's little sister) but with her being comforted/looked after by nikolai, sigma and potentially fyodor if he's not to hard to write this for, after having been like taken for ransom/hurt by a group who's like enemies with the doa (her having been taken bc she's nikolai's sister so she's like a weak point)? and like they just got her back and the person comforting her having been the one to find her

shdhfjf thank you! you can change any bits up if you think something else would fit better im not too fussed, i just love hurt comfort xD

Notes: Heyyoo! haunt my ask box as much as you want, don’t worry😩🙌

Anyway,  i’m so happy that you liked the hc’s!!  I hope you will like this hc’s as well!💙

And for the trailer, i define myself as a nikolai simp

TW/CONTENT: fem!reader, hurt/comfort, platonic relationship, dark content??, sfw, pt.2 of reader as nikolai little sister , sigma,nikolai and Fyodor after nikolai’s lil sister!reader have been taken for ransom/hurt by a group who's enemies with the doa

𝐅𝐲𝐨𝐝𝐨𝐫

When he found out they took you hostage, I think his thoughts are divided into two sections: "bold of them to think that the doa will fall into their hands so easily" and "could they have already hurt her? I doubt it, they wouldn't dare stand against Nikolai's unpredictable mind... or mine"

surely he and Nikolai have already devised an infallible plan

Of course they will be able to save you without too much difficulty, I mean, hello?? doa is composed of masterminds and crime geniuses

But still, Fyodor’s gonna feel a little guilty and maybe get mad at himself

How did he not think about it before? It was logical that you would be the perfect hostage and anyway he had not thought of some suitable prevention

to avoid feelings of guilt at first he will be a little more gentle and 'relaxed' with you.

He will give you a few pat pat (I hope you understand what I mean) on your head and give you more attention I repeat, possible childhood  crush energy

If you play your cards right, he might even take you for ice cream during his free time

Nikolai will be dramatically jealous that his little sister is spending more time with Fyodor than with him

from now on he will have a plan to protect you in every eventuality

Oh and after they have saved you he will probably be genuinely worried about you...i mean, in his own way

“oh my.. malýshka, don’t worry you’re safe now. They committed a grave mistake in underestimating the doa. I’ll never let them hurt you again”

𝐒𝐢𝐠𝐦𝐚

this man would feel SO guilty

At first he didn’t understand why their enemies should capture an innocent girl like you but after Fyodor figured out that maybe the enemies thought you were their weak point, he felt the world fall on him.

He thought it was all his fault because he actually showed himself to be very vulnerable at your side, I mean, you’re a child, of course he could feel comfortable with you-

And of course he’ll be part of the plan to save you

But once they save you, he’ll try to stay away from you

This behaviour is unusual on his part and you really were afraid that you had done something wrong

He’s just afraid that if he gets too close to you like before, new enemies will come along with bad intentions towards you

Every time he sees you feel bad because he has avoided you or he has responded coldly his heart breaks

That's why as soon as he sees that he has exaggerated so much to make you feel very bad or to make you cry, he will immediately lower himself to your height to comfort you. 

He will hug you too, but only if you two are alone

He felt like a fool for not understanding everything that was causing you before, he just wanted to protect you and yet.......

Only then he did realize that being the little sister of an  albino terrorist clown a dangerous criminal, you certainly can’t have many friends and maybe he is one of the few people you can trust.

“hey,hey i’m sorry!...gosh, i didn’t mean to make you cry..look at me, y/n please i’m sorry. I only wanted to protect you b-but now i’m here allright?”

𝐍𝐢𝐤𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐢

Someone want to go against the doa Nikolai by hurting his little sister? Well, THIS SOMEONE SERIOUSLY WANT’S TO DIE PAINFULLY

Of course he will come to save you but he will also take hostages of the enemy organization that has dared to kidnap you to obtain information and torture them heavily

He’s a good big bro isn’t him?

After saving you he’ll be more concerned about your health than you think

Nikolai can be a serious and responsible big brother if he want to, I believe in him

Unlike Sigma and Fyodor, he wouldn’t try to keep you hidden for a while making their enemies forget about your existence

on the contrary, he would try to make you have fun and forget about that bad event by taking you to the amusement park, the cinema or whatever place you want

you will spend great quality time together with your favourite big brother and also the only

If someone tries to annoy you or some enemy will try again to kidnap you while you are with him at the amusement park ( or the cinema etc..) this someone will find himself suffering the pains of hell😇

You’re probably one of the very few people that Nikolai really loves, for him you’re practically his family, you help his last slice of sanity, or rather, his humanity, to stay intact.

He wouldn’t let anyone hurt you, especially himself.

He will protect you at any cost

Oh and this man is also very good with words, surely he will comfort you once home

“Oww, my lil sis... did they dare to hurt you? Don’t worry, i will make them pay for all they did to you.”

That's it! i hope you liked you hc's!!💙

𝙧𝙚𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙙/𝙤𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙! 𝙊𝙝 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜<3

HELLOOO <3 I’d like to request (nikolai’s little sister btw :) with sigma,fyodor,nikolai comforting her when nikolai’s little sister is crying? After a nightmare or sum like that TYYY <33

Notes: Heyy anon!!💙 Oh my, that's such a cute request! Shall we begin?

TW/CONTENT: Nikolai,Fyodor and Sigma comforting nikolai's little sister!s/o after a nightmare, sfw, fluff, fem!s/o, platonic relationships, i guess this is the pt.3 of reader being nikolai's little sister

𝐒𝐢𝐠𝐦𝐚

Okay, so, you were probably at Sigma’s house he would never have put you to sleep on the couch of his casino office

He took the night off so you could babysit while Nikolai was on a mission

I’m getting the head canon that Fyodor and sigma are competing to babysit you but that's not the plot for now,sorry

You were sleeping nicely, so Sigma took a break going to cook cookies that he would use for breakfast for you and him the next morning

He had just put the cookie sheet in the oven when he heard a scream coming from the room where he left you to rest

Of course he ran straight to you without the slightest hesitation

"OH GOD- Y/N ARE YOU OK?" was the first sentence he shouted as soon as he opened the door

"I had a nightmare, y-you, my big bro and Fyodor… I saw your corpses- I-i didn’t know what to do-" A tear slid down your cheek

Sigma sat next to you and hugged you: "shh it'ok, I’m here, Dostoevsky and Nikolai are fine. Nothing to worry about"

Spend at least 15 minutes hugging you while reassuring you that nothing bad had happened

"You see? everything's fine" Sigma said, releasing you from his embrace.

"sigh.. t-thank you mr.Sigma.." You answered him smiling. "B-but.."

"But?"

"Where does this burning smell come from?"

"....Damn it"

𝐅𝐲𝐨𝐝𝐨𝐫

Unlike sigma, you were actually sleeping on Fyodor’s office couch-

But don’t worry, you’ve got a pillow and Fyodor’s cape to cover you

Fyodor was working on the computer, taking a look at you once in a while, just enough to know you were having a nightmare.

"Oh my my.." he whispered as he approached you and tried to wake you gently

We can say that your awakening was not the best: You had tears in your eyes and you felt for a moment a feeling of bewilderment.

As soon as you see the familiar figure of Fyodor beside you, you threw yourself at him hugging him.

Let’s say it was unexpected for him

"malýshka, what was your nightmare about ?"He asked You, putting his hand behind your back,reciprocating in his own way the hug.

"You, mr.Sigma and my big bro… w-were dead"

Fyodor laughed a little: "But this is impossible, i'm right in front of you now..Plus, there’s no one who can outsmart me in the game of death"

Despite his affirmation, you hugged him harder making sure he was there with you and it wasn’t all a dream

this melted Fyodor's heart a bit

"So Nikolai’s not the only one who's not afraid of my touch.."Fyodor said between himself and losing himself in his thoughts.

"What?" You asked, Getting a little out of the hug to look at him.

"Oh it's nothing malýshka, it's really nothing"

𝐍𝐢𝐤𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐢

Nikolai opened his eyes slightly as soon as he heard someone trying to wake him "Kolia.."

He was a little surprised to see you near his bed with a half-sleepy, half-scared look.

He sighed to clear his throat: "What happened y/n?"

"Sorry if i disturb you but..I had a nightmare.."

Nikolai got up and sat on the bed: "Ow you’re never a nuisance, come on, tell me, what did you dream?"

You sighed: "I had a nightmare where you, Mr. Sigma and Fyodor died in front of me and I couldn’t do anything."

Nikolai laughed, you were embarrassed: "Ni-Nikolai this is not funny!"

"But, my naive little sister, do you really think your big brother and and his friends can die so easily?"His usual smile, that reassured you, had appeared on his face

You pouted,throwing the pillow over him: "And to think that i was even worried about you!"

He dodged the pillow without too much difficulty: "All right, all right, i'm sorry sis" he sighing happily.

"Hey, what about you sleep with me this night? If you're not sleepy, we can watch a film instead and then go to sleep!"

"I'm not a baby anymore Kolia! I don’t need to sleep with you!" You pouted, for the second time this night.

"Oh what!? My lil sis doesn't want me anymore??How can I continue to live with the knowledge that my little sister no longer wants to have a sleepover with her big brother!" His ' fake dramatic nature' made the moment exhilarating.

"......"

"I even bought the snacks you like so much today, what a shame."

"Just this once I’ll make an exception." You answered him, with a false serious tone

" Ah ha, sure thing" He smiled again

That's it! i hope you like it! 💙

want more of reader being nikolai's little sister? got ya!

𝙧𝙚𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙙/𝙤𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙! 𝙊𝙝 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜&lt;3

Hello!!! I would like to request (fem reader) having sex with sigma and Nikolai:] or one with fem reader who is fyodors little sister and Nikolai, Fyodor and sigma react to walking in on them cutting themself after a really bad panic attack:((( I would really appreciate it!! Thank you and have a wonderful day/night<33

Notes: heyy! So, for this request I was really undecided- I was like "nsfw or sfw, that's the dilemma" 🤔 But then i choosed nsfw because, c'mon, how could i refuse nsfw for Nikolai (and Sigma)? 👀👀

TW: NSFW, fem!reader, I would put a lot of tw's like "degradation etc" but then I realize that i can summarize all in one name: Nikolai (we all know what this man is capable of), dirty talking.

𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐞𝐱 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡..

𝐍𝐢𝐤𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐢

• he can’t shut up a second • words of degradation would fill the room:"aw~,dove, right now you look just like a slut who's desperate for my cock, my God, you’ll drive me crazy" • dirtytalk always and forever, it's his workhorse • his hands can not stand still for a second: he touches your the breast, then the neck, thighs, then again the breast, in short, is always hyperactive this guy • He's particularly sadistic, some spanking will be happy to throw (even if i think this is more fyodor) • He kisses you everywhere • more than two rounds are insured with this guy • he really likes to try, experiment with new positions • his favorite positions are missionary, 90, doggy-style, and all others where he has full access to touching your whole body • he loves a lot when you practice oral sex to him, but it makes him crazy to give it, see you moan and beg is definitely better • sit on his face, trust me you won’t regret it • he also likes to play little games with you, whether it’s a role-playing game, or even do it with special uniforms like a cat maid

𝐒𝐢𝐠𝐦𝐚

• he is quite quiet, you can only hear his subdued moans and high sighs • he is very careful not to hurt you, he asks you every 3 seconds if you like it or not, whether it should go faster or slower, whether it bothers you or not

reassure him or He could go into paranoia

he asks you for permission for everything, he would never want to do something to you that you do not want

• It may happen that sometimes he comes before you, he will be tremendously embarrassed and will keep on apologizing; tell him that everything is okay and that it can happen, poor guy😞

• the first few times he will be very shy, but in time he will start to melt more, but not too much

• He will remind you very often that you are beautiful and amazing in his eyes

• He never wanted to tell you openly, but you were his first time

• He doesn’t like role-playing games or dressing up in particular

• He goes crazy when you two are having sex and you slightly sink your nails in his back especially in the lower part or to pull his hair slowly, he loves it and also makes him understand that he is doing well

• He doesn’t even like strange positions, he prefers classic ones. his favorite is the classic of the classics: the missionary

that's it! i hope you liked it!💙

𝙧𝙚𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙙/𝙤𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙! 𝙊𝙝 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜&lt;3

not me getting other people asking for nikolai's little sister content sjsjfjd ;u;

could i request hcs for like nikolai, sigma and fyodor looking after nikolai's little sister (woah who woulda thought- xDD) if she had a migraine while she was with them? or if that's too specific just if she was like feeling ill in general ;u; thank you!! <33

Notes: Hey!! So, well you're right hehe- but don't worry! you'll be always be the first who asked for 'Nikolai's little sister!reader' and actually i think i should give you credits or something like that?? idk- 🤔

TW:Fem!reader, reader with migraine, platonic relationships, fluff, sfw, pt.4 of reader being nikolai's lil sis

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐞

𝐍𝐢𝐤𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐢

Okay, as we all know, this man is chaotic. Very chaotic.

But as soon as he notices that his little sister that day is not matching his energy as usual, he understands that something's wrong (sorry but I imagine that Nikolai and his lil sis have matching energy)

Your home is usually quiet,not because you and Nikolai are silent, but because you and him are never there

Usually you two are always somewhere outside home visiting some city and having fun

home was just a place to sleep, wash and sometimes eat (I say 'sometimes' because in my opinion nikolai would take you out to eat and try new foods together)

But that day your house was not silent, indeed maybe it is the first time that neighbors can feel that that house is inhabited and not empty

Nikolai would take care of you

Those are the few moments when you can see the more human side of your brother

Compassionate eyes, calm smile that is a little sad because he see you in pain

His hand caresses your cheek while you drink a medicine that tastes nothing short of gross

Makes a slight laugh as you make a grimace to the awful taste

"this isn't funny kolia!..ugh my head-.."

"right right, my bad sorry sis.."

His playful smile returned to his face

"..i forgot that my lil sis is sooooo delicate and precious, but like, i can't even talk to her if i don't wanna make her angry at me!"

His fake dramatic voice always made you laugh, even if this time you tried to hold back

"..oh what can this poor brother do to make his lil y/n happy once?"

he imitated the drammatic pose where he have one arm stretched out behind and the other arm to cover his eyes (I hope you understand- if not,please imagine a dramatic pose-)

you tried to hold back from laugh, even if this time a "pfft.." came out of your mouth shut

"mhh maybe a day off where we visit that place I’ve been wanting to go" You respond, trying being serious

"we got a deal then!"

Nikolai answered you, happy to see a smile on his little sister’s face

𝐒𝐢𝐠𝐦𝐚

So, I’m convinced that sigma had really bad migraines in the past

I mean, with everything he’s been through, everything that’s been in his head.. Let’s just say the stress was very intense mh?

Fortunately over time migraines have decreased

So when you had a migraine, he knew how to behave Of course, he was still a little agitated to see you get sick but at least he could help

He felt relieved when he saw that thanks to his help you were starting to feel better

but still couldn’t explain what made you get migraine, lack of sleep? stres? he didn’t know

The fact is that he knows what pain you feel during a migraine and for no reason did he want you to experience that pain

"y/n..are you ok?..you know you can tell me everything,right? i'm here for you if you ever need me" his voice was calm and comforting

yet you you weren’t ready to talk..

"it's ok, you don't have to tell me now,or tell me, about what's is on your mind..i understand!.."

a silence of a few seconds flooded the room.

"hey, wanna eat cookies while i teach you a new card game where you will win against your brother?"

Your face lit up in a smile

"yes,please!"

sigma smailed back at you

"i'm glad to hear it"

𝐅𝐲𝐨𝐝𝐨𝐫

I have the hc that Fyodor because of his work on pc often suffers from migraine, so he understands how you feel-

for sure, will be unwittingly prepared with medicines and methods that at least work with him

why 'unwittingly'? beacuse those medicines were meant for him, not for a little girl :(

Actually this thing has made him a little worried even if he won’t admit it

Why a little girl that should only think about having fun with friends, doing what she likes, school etc. already suffer from migraines?

You are still a little girl, the problems that afflict your poor little brain should not be the size to cause you a migraine

And Fyodor understands this, good or bad, this man always understands everything

And, in good or bad, this man care about you

"..malýshka, i know what's on your mind and i know that what you're thinking isn't good for you."

Fyodor smiled calmly as he put his hand on your shoulder.

"so please, make a good decison and care more about your self.."

he sighed.

"You're still a kid, after all"

that's it! i hope you liked it!💙

𝙧𝙚𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙙/𝙤𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙! 𝙊𝙝 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜<3

I love this man so much pls 💕😭

Kolya is such a guy tbh

OKAY OKAY YOU GUYS GOT MY HEART MELTING WITH THIS NIKOLAI LITTLE SISTER (Y/N)

here’s an idea!! maybe Nikolai’s little sister (y/n) are out buying groceries with sigma, fyodor, and Nikolai (separate) and bump into someone from the ada? Like (y/n) loses them in the candy isle and asks like ranpo or whoever is nearby to help them look for their babysitter for the day. I wanna see how’d that go down 👀👀

Notes: well thank you anon! i'm glad you like my head canon's💙and my my, this is such a interesting request..let's see what can i do 👀

TW/CONTENT:sfw,fluff, platonic relationships pt.5 of reader being nikolai's lil sis

𝐍𝐢𝐤𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐢 𝐟𝐭.𝐑𝐚𝐧𝐩𝐨

"Nikolai look!" you pointed to a window in a store.

"uh? oh,would you look at that!"

You and Nikolai went out to visit a town near Yokohama.

You two had just begun your exploration when you laid out a window.

Candies of every color and size were carefully distributed to form a composition very pleasing to the eye.

I mean, that candy store window was a real trap for kids and adults.

"well, what are we waiting for.."

Nikolai put his hand in his coat, searched in it and took out his wallet.

a playful smile formed on his face,

"..let's go, Those candies won’t buy themselves!"

without further ado, you went into the shop without even realizing you had left your brother behind.

your eyes were enchanted as you walked through the various lanes and watched all those colored candies and chocolates on display that left you a sense of hunger in your stomach.

After a while you finally decided what candy you were gonna buy, so you turned around to point out your choice to your brother.

"Koli-.."

You looked around, but you didn’t see your brother anywhere.

You started looking for him all over the store, unfortunately in vain..

You’re a lost girl in a town you don’t know and you can’t find your brother.. Well, it could have been worse!..you could-

"uh? hey kid, are you okay?"

..As i was trying to say,you could come across a stranger because you were lost in your thoughts and you didn’t look at anything and nobody who couldn’t remember you Nikolai.

i guess this isn't a lucky day for you, my dear y/n.

"y-yeah...oh, i'm sorry sir! i didn't mean to-"

"ah?? 'sir'? Do I look that old? i'm only 26 c'mon!"

A pout formed on the boy’s face: "just call me Ranpo, 'sir' is too formal and boring"

"o-ok?"

An strained smile formed on your face,well,it's not like you gonna see him again anyway..at least,you think

there was an awkward moment of silence, his emerald irises examined you

"do you want me to help you find your brother?"

Your eyes are widening.

"..How did you-"

"how did i know you're trying to find your brother? easy!

today is thursday, so there's a really high probability that your parents are at work now. So I took them off the odds list.

A sister? Nah, everyone knows That older sisters often for a while can’t stand younger sisters.

A cousin, a friend or something like that? You seems pretty worried, maybe a little bit too much for a cousin or a friend.

So the most likely and plausible answer is that you’re looking for your brother."

(please,tell me this have sense-)

"..."

"sooo, you want me to help you or?"

"yes,please!"

"all right!..but!"

oh my- what's now?

"but?"

Your heart stopped a moment,

Please,don't be anything strange,please don't be anything atrange,please-

"I came here to buy some candy. So you’ll have to wait a bit, kid!"

oh right! you two are in a candy store.

[...]

"Thanks a lot Ranpo-san!" You were holding a purse full of candy.

"oh don’t thank me, those money wheren't actually mine anyway," he replied, with a smile on his face.

"huh?"

"Let's just say that those money where from my..archnemesis" His little laugh rang in the air as you two walked out of the store

"Oh and by the way, your brother is there"

Ranpo pointed out a point, where from afar you could see the figure of Nikolai sitting on the bench looking around quickly and was trembling in his right leg, he was obviously worried and was looking for you.

a spark lit your eyes, you had finally found him!

"thank you so much again Ranpo-san, i won't forget your help!"

"i'm sure you won't!"

You were going to run to your brother and reassure him that everything was okay and that you weren’t lost, or at least you were- but now you’re not

"Oh y/n, one last thing!"

You stopped in his footsteps and looked at him: "yes?"

"tell dostoevskij,gogol' and the doa that the ada says 'hi'"

He smiled at you one last time, but this time his emerald eyes had an almost dark background. You didn’t realize it so much because the only thing you wanted to do now was to go to your brother.

"mh hm! I will,good bye Ranpo-san!"

"Bye bye!~"

In the end Nikolai noticed you: "y/n! where have you been? I had searched all over the store but I hadn’t found you."

"I’m fine! a nice guy offered to help me find you"

He hugged you:"Oh well, now I'm in debt with a stranger."

You laughed a little: "Well if it helps, his name is Ranpo and if I’m not mistaken he told me he was 26 years old "

Nikolai gasped a bit

"Oh and he also told me to tell you that the ada says 'hi' to you, Fyodor and all the doa!"

"Oh yeah?what a gentleman"

Nikolai’s smile from happy and carefree became strangely disturbing, and if he wasn’t your brother, even scary.

"Let's go somewhere else,shall we?I just remembered I have to report a old mission to Dos-kun!"

Ok,this is strange...

But why he act like this? what has happened so worrying? Okay, you where lost, but Ranpo-san helped you find your brother and even bought you cand-…

Wait..

You never told him your..

How did he know your name?

𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐦𝐚 𝐟𝐭.𝐀𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢

okey,shit..shitshitshitshitshitshitshit where is he?! You just looked away for a minute ad you're lost!

—Oh wait, shall i remember you why are you lost right? right

Well, it was a late morning, the streets began to crowd and the wind made the leaves fall down from the trees. You managed to convince Sigma to accompany you to visit the Yokohama Chinatown. This poor guy couldn’t say no when you were looking at him with those puppy eyes.

Once you two entered the Chinatown you were overwhelmed by a crowd of people who like you two wanted to take a look or instead who wanted to buy something.

Sigma kept telling you to stay close so you wouldn’t lose him—Well, jokes on you two i guess

The longer you went on, the more you felt like Sigma was far away, you thought it was just your feeling.. But instead-

"Sigma?"

You couldn’t see him anywhere.

You looked around for him but no face was familiar.

You started wandering around the Chinatown but this time your attention was on looking for that kind face, not the stalls, like you wish it were.

it was almost lunch time and you still hadn’t found Sigma, you were hungry and because of all that walk now your feet hurt — it couldn’t get worse!

you decided to go sit on a bench, hoping Sigma would come by and see you there.

'okey,shit..shitshitshitshitshitshitshit where is he?! You just looked away for a minute ad you're lost!' and here we are at the point

You looked one last time around you, still no familiar face. You sighed and looked at the sky, at least something familiar like this, you can never lost it. Or at least, this is what your brother told ya.

"uhm hey sorry to bother but.. are you okay?"a gentle voice with shy notes caught your attention.

A boy, quite young, with purple-yellow eyes and a very questionable hairstyle was looking at you with worried look.

"uh?Oh,Y-yeah...No ok, maybe i'm not-"

Uh that strange, the guy seems really worried about you:"Need help?"

"Yes please! I lost my friend here in this chinatown and i can't find him anywere!"

"i see..don't worry! i'll help you"

Hold on,how could you trust a stranger? you don't even know his nam-

"sir, what's your name?"

"oh right, is Atsushi. I'm Atsushi Nakajima"

"And i'm y/n! Y/n Gogol' "

...okok reader, how could you trust Atsushi?He's just a stranger that you just meet now and-

"Are those your bags?"

"mh? ah those bags! i camed here in chinatown to buy a gift for my friend! actually i see her a a lil sis but this don't matter now"

and...this is adorable omg-...fine, maybe you could trust a stranger like him..

"all right y/n-chan, let me help you now! How-" A slight rumbling interrupted the boy

"Uhm, Atsushi-san, are you hungry?"

"A-a bit, but don't worry about me! Let me just-"

Another slight rumbling interrupted Atsushi..again

"..y/n-chan are you hungry too?"

"..y-yeah..i'm sorry about this"

"i see..I guess we are both starving-"

[...]

"thanks for the lunch, Atsushi-san!"You thanked the boy as you walked out of the restaurant

"don't worry! i'm happy i can help"

Atsushi is a really nice guy,he's gentle and his being a little bit shy makes him adorable. He's sure a guy you could trust immediately.

He for sure would get along with Sig—

"y/n! i finally found you!"

—ma..

You saw a figure you were finally familiar with, running to you

"Sigma!" finally! he found you!

"God y/n..You maked me worried! You can't just disap-.."Sigma’s face suddenly became pale

"You again.."Sigma said almost in a whisper

"Wait..You are the one from the sky casino!?..You- You- are alive? i'm so h-happy about it"Atsushi had a mixed tone between happiness and worry.

Sigma took your wrist and put you behind him, as if to protect you:"Y/n, you know this guy?" his voice was strangely serious and nervous

"n-not really..i just meet him, but, he's not a bad person!He even offered me lunch"

"don't..don't talk to him ever again"

"w-what? why!"

Atsushi tried to get closer, but without success

"Look, your name is Sigma right? I-I don't wanna hurt you or y/n. In fact, i just wanna help you! i know you're not a bad gu-"

"Oh please,i don't need you pity!"Sigma yelled, this doesn't seem like him..

"i-i can, and i will make it on my own!I won't depend on anybody."

Atsushi seemed to think twice before answering:"I- I don't want you to depend on me or Dazai-san or anybody else! i just want to help you!"

"Well, then i don't need your help."Sigma’s voice seemed to stabilize, was it because he was pretending to have confidence? or because he was finally clarifying his position?

"Sig..ma?"you tried to get his attention.

At that moment it’s like he finally realized where he was and what a bad situation he was having you see

He looked at you,In a moment he was like panicked then he looked as his grip on your wrist..it was leaving you bruises:"y-y/n..gosh i'm so sorry- you- i should not- i-..let's just go home. okey?"

He left your wrist to take your hand, this time in a sweeter way. He began to make his way among the people

"Wait!" You heard Atsushi’s voice one last time

"Please, don’t listen to him" Sigma tried to convince you,he did.

Once out of chinatown Sigma stopped to rest a moment: "Y/n, I know this is strange to say but never talk to that guy again, if you see him, avoid him and if he sees you, then you run away"

"why?.." was the only question you could ask him

"just, trust me please. That boy is naive and speaks without thinking"Sigma stroked your cheek.

"please, can you do this for me?"

you nodded.

Sigma smiled at you, he lowered himself to your height and hugged you: "I was afraid something had happened to you.. I’m so happy you’re okay!.."

he pulled away from the hug a bit and looked you in the eyes:"Never trust the naive angels."

𝐅𝐲𝐨𝐝𝐨𝐫 𝐟𝐭.𝐎𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐮

You felt a hand on your shoulder: "Are you cold, malýshka?"

It was a cold late afternoon, the sunset was leaving room for the darkness of the night.

While you and Fyodor were walking down a street in Yokohama you could see that the lights of the shops and the street lamps started to turn on.

"mh, a bit" the cold tickled your nose as you watched your breath condense in the cold air.

"Do you want us to go into a bar and have a hot drink? like tea or something"

a smile made its way on your face as you looked at him.

"I take it as a 'yes' "

You two started looking for a bar.

It didn’t take long because at the end of the road you and Fyodor were walking, right in the curve you have view a bar with vibes very comforting and vintage: café Uzumaki.

"Fyodor,look!" you pointed at that bar.

"Oh the cafè Uzumaki?"

"..i don't really like that café. It's full of.. stray dogs"

dogs? in a café? Ah!, that's sound funny! Am i wrong?

"why don't we go in an another bar? i know a really good-"

your sneeze interrupted him, you really are going to get sick if you don't warm up a bit.

Fyodor looked at the building above the bar, the lights were all off.

"i guess, this bar it's fine too"

He took your hand and led you to the cofé.

you walked into the bar, you enjoyed the heat coming from the automatic heating while Fyodor looked around.

He sighed as you two sat in the chairs in front of the counter.

You felt a little guilty

"Two teas, please" Fyodor ordered at the bartender.

"Fyodor.."you looked down, couldn’t look him in the eye, you felt guilty about letting Fyodor stay in a bar he didn’t like: "i'm sorry, if you don't wanna be here we can go to another bar"

You heard his slight laugh: "Oh its fine, don’t worry too much."

"if you say so.." You still didn't belive him.

"malýshka," Fyodor’s voice caught your attention.

You looked up just to see Fyodor giving you his ushanka:"Here for my taste here it is too hot, would you keep my ushanka while I go to the bathroom?" He smiled at you.

"O-of course i can!" You answered him perhaps with too much emphasis, Fyodor’s smiles are rare, let alone see him without his ushanka

(i will repeat my self for the 1000 time, fyodor as y/n chilhood crush i'm sorry💳 )

"I knew I could count on you" He said to you before he went to the bathroom.

You kept handling his ushanka, you didn’t think it was so soft!

"I’m sorry to interrupt you miss, but here are the teas you ordered" The bartender left the hot water pan on the counter next to you, next to there were varieties of tea leaves, you were really undecided on which to choose.

you were about to pour hot water into the cup when you accidentally with a movement of the elbow you dropped the ushanka on the ground.

You did to get it back, but another hand was faster than yours.

One thing was certain, it wasn’t Fyodor’s.

"Here, little girl!" A young, tall, slender man stood before your eyes.

"Oh,thanks!"

"No problem!"

and now this charismatic man had sat next to you and handed you the ushanka...

"A coffee please!" The boy asked almost yelling with joy at the bartender who was on the other side of the bar, as if he had known him for some time.

Well, he wasn’t any of your business anyway, so you went back to focusing on the tea leaves.

what type of tea should you choose? there were too many varieties you hadn’t tasted yet, how could you choose so easily?

maybe you should wait and ask fyod-

"Rose tea is very good, you should try it"

or maybe you should take advice from the stranger

"mh?"

"Oh, sorry!I saw you indecisive and i wanted to help you to pick a flavor" The charismatic stranger was more talkative than you though.

"it's fine sir,don't worry. In fact i think i'm gonna choose rose tea leaves, thanks!...again"

"no probem,again" the stranger laughed a bit

You started pouring hot water into the cup and putting the leaves in the infuser and then dipping it in the water.

"Here you go, Dazai"A lovely waitress laid a cup of coffee on the counter in front of…well now we know his name,Dazai.

"thaaanks!"

He sipped some coffee before pulling out his tongue and waving his left hand to get air: "ouch-"

"everything's okey mr.Dazai?"You asked, a bit confused for his reaction.

"yeah, i'm fine. Just- the coffee still burn.. atatatatata my poor tongue!"

You laughed, this being a little too dramatic reminded you a little of your brother.

"Oww, even a little girl can make fun of me! what a shameless life i have"

"Sorry sir, i just think that your reactions are so funny"You smiled at him.

He smiled back at you:"oh well, then my life is not totally worthless if i can make kind kids like you smile!"

Okay, that was a really lovely line, my God, my heart is melting-

"Oh and you can call me Osamu, Dazai is my surname"

"Are you sure mr.Daz- i mean, Osamu?"You still don't know him well after all, actually, you know nothing of him.

You know only is name and surname, Osamu Dazai. This is not enough to say you know him,right?

"and your name little girl is?"

"My name is-"

"y/n?.."Finally, a voice you recognized.

"mh?ah, Fyodor!"you were glad he's finally back

he didn’t answer you, he kept looking almost disgusted at everything behind you.

"as i said malýshka, this bar is full of stray dogs."

you looked behind you but apart from Osamu and other customers you couldn’t even see the shadow of a dog.

"Ayia! you're too mean demon Fyodor"

"Speak the one who insults me by calling me 'demon'"

"I’m not insulting you, I’m describing you"

Okay, so… do Osamu and Fyodor know each other?The answer seems to be yes

There was a tense atmosphere in the air, as if at any moment one of them would commit a murder.

"Fyodor...?"your voice brought him back to reality, as if before he had been like in trans.

His eyes softened:"Sorry, the tea is getting cold, isn’t it?"

he sat next to you:"Come on, let’s hurry up and finish the tea. Otherwise your brother will worry unnecessarily"

"Oh! so this cute thing have a brother?" Dazai smiled

"Ye-"

"it's no one of your business dazai,so please,stop barking." Fyodor sipped his tea

"I’ll stop when you'll stop squeak"Dazai laughed

there were seconds of silence

...

...

...

"is this rose tea? My my malýska, I see that your tastes are becoming more refined" Fyodor literally ignored Dazai and smiled at you.

"well, this is actually my favourit flavour of tea!" You smiled back at him.

"I'm glad to hear this. Next time then i'll take you to a tea shop, shall i?"

"i would love to!"

The joy in your eyes made him giggle a bit.

"Ouch, i'm still here, remember?" Dazai taked the attention

"sorry, i don't speak the language of dogs."

"I see..then miao is better?"

"You have no self-respect, do you?" Fyodor truly was annoyed

Those two, are like cat and rat.

Don't you think the same, dear reader?

that's it! i hope you liked it!💙 and i finally finished a request- i'm so sorry it taked so long

𝙧𝙚𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙙/𝙤𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙! 𝙊𝙝 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜<3

𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒐𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆

𓂅 ⁰⁰¹ featuring。secretary!nikolai gogol x fem!reader

𓂅 ⁰⁰² synopsis。who could have guessed the timid secretary could be such a pervert stalker?

𓂅 ⁰⁰³ contents。nsfw mentions, dark content, yandere, possessive behaviour, panty stealing, noncon illicit pictures, stalking, noncon

𓂅 ⁰⁰⁴ melody。tonight you belong to me - patience & prudence

ﾟ･✿ヾ secretary!nikolai is extremely careful when he takes your pictures — his ability is always handy and you never notice when a detached hand appeared under your table, snapping a picture of your panties today.

“Akaky, good afternoon! Have you taken your lunch?” you greeted the man in a black suit — whom you know as Akaky. He awkwardly gathered his cutlery and left the pantry quickly, much to your confusion. He only spared a glance at you.

Regardless, you shrugged your shoulders. Akaky was always an oddball. Forgetting about him, you reached up to the high cabinet, wanting to get your bowl and cutlery to prepare your lunch.

Completely unaware of several silent snaps in between your legs.

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&lt;90!!3 let's start preparing the event for when we get to 100!

Kyaaa! i'm so happy,we're almost 100. I wanna thank you all so much💙

And ofc, how can i not want to write a special fic for this wonderful event?

I have a LOTS of fics ideas in my mind right now! and i literally can't decide--

soooo, i have an idea! now, i'll put titles with related tw's and a quote that will be in the story (probably taken from a book or a song) and you decide which will be the winning story I'll write for the event! You can easily write to me in the question box or in the chat, I will accept your vote without problems!

THE OPTIONS ARE:

(yeah, i putted nikolai twice bc i love him)

.ೃ࿐Nikolai — 𝓼𝓮𝓻𝓿𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓸𝓯 𝓔𝓿𝓲𝓵 - tw: fem!reader as Nikolai twin,dark content,angst, death of one character, it's all set in the Renaissance period,blood, platonic relationships.

"I am your loyal servant and you're our country's queen. Us, a pair of pitied twins, burdened by our destiny..Let hellfire consume me, If that's what must be done. I will gladly play the part!.. so that you may shine, my sun"

.ೃ࿐Sigma — 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓶𝓸𝓸𝓷 𝓲𝓼 𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓪𝓶𝓮, 𝓼𝓸 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮'𝓼 𝓷𝓸 𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓭 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓼𝓪𝓭𝓷𝓮𝓼𝓼 - tw: fem!reader, fluff, sfw, flashbacks and past life mentions of the reader and Sigma.

"Now that i'm awake,how can i pretend it was all a dream?"

.ೃ࿐Fyodor — 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓱𝓪𝓽𝓮 𝓶𝓮 - tw: fem!spy/traitor!reader, dark content but still fluff, suggestive, maybe even angst but just a little.

"You know every thing to say, just as long as i'm in danger, don't you?But..You know what? i like it"

.ೃ࿐Osamu — 𝓭𝓸𝓷'𝓽 𝓵𝓮𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓫𝓵𝓮𝓮𝓭 - tw: fem!reader,sfw, hurt/comfort,mention of suicide, mention of the past of Dazai, i promise this have a good ending

"You 'know..i never thought that i would have so say 'i'm sorry' for anyone but me"

.ೃ࿐Ranpo — 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓲'𝓶 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝔂𝓸𝓾, 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓴 𝓸𝓯 𝓶𝓮 𝓪𝓵𝔀𝓪𝔂𝓼! - tw: fem!reader,sfw, fluff,love confession

"oh? i see ya recived my letter! I just know you don't have plans for tonight,don't you? So, i'd like for you and i to go romancing"

.ೃ࿐ Nikolai — 𝓐𝓲𝓷'𝓽 𝓶𝔂 𝓯𝓪𝓾𝓵𝓽~ - tw: fem!yandere!reader,nicknames (good girl, dove, doll etc.) nsfw, mention of murder, maybe dark content??

"Oh my, so now it's my fault if i got you so gone, dove?~ You're being such a good girl for me, shall i prize you?"

soo! have you decided?💙🤔

𝘉𝘢𝘣𝘺, 𝘪'𝘮 𝘫𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘴!

·˚ ༘plot: do you really think he doesn't notice how everyone seems to want to take you away from him? (aka bsd mens when they're jealous!)

·˚ ༘ft: Dazai, Chuuya, Ranpo, Nikolai, Fyodor

·˚ ༘tw:fem!reader, possessive behaviour, a bit of dark content, sfw, mention of guns and/or murder in Osamu and Nikolai's part.

·˚ ༘ a/n:okey, i'm really guilty for not posting for two months and more and i'm really sorry about it..I'll do my best to post as soon as i can but all the tests and things i have to study in this semester are really taking me a lot of time- to make up for it, here some hc!

You can see DAZAI jealous in two different ways: When he's being a drama queen or when he's really jealous.

The first, is when he notices that you are talking to a literally another male human other than him, but in a friendly way.

He knows you very well, maybe even more than you could ever think, he know that you see that guy only as a friend and nothing more.. buuut! we all know Osamu, he's still gonna by a dramatic pain in the ass

"Ohh my, belladonna! Are you cheating on me?! You're really breaking my poor heart!" Dazai interrupted the conversation between you and your friend. "whaa- Of course i'm not!" You answered him "i don't belive you! Look at you, talking with someone else other than me! Am i not your favourite anymore?!"He puts his hands on your hips and rests his head on your shoulder. "Or, am i?" he whispered. you sighed, he is always the usual dramatic, your usual drammatic boyfriend. "You are.. and what can i do to be forgiven?" "mhh, uh i know! a romantic double suic-" "do not even think about it" You cut his words "uff!..maybe.." he pointed his cheek with his forefinger "a kiss??" you smiled: "Deal!"

The second, when he's really jealous, it's really rare. Osamu's eyes glaze over with jealousy when he sees someone who could actually take you away from him.

He can see how you are really comfortable with that person and how he seems very intrested in you.

Of course, you're not gonna betray him, don't you? He's not gonna lost his angel,right?

At that point, not only Osamu Dazai is jealous, the demon prodigy is envious.

'why all that does seems so natural? is this how betrayal works? Why is this happening? Why all off that seems so...human? Is she going to leave m-... No. She's not. I can't forget that my poor angel is a human,it is obvious that she could be subjugated by tricks like this. I'll just..I'll just help her a bit to not fall in the trick'

Let's just say that, whoopsie! Oddly, Dazai's gun is suddenly out of bullets!

You heard the front door open,there was only one other person who, apart from you, had the keys to the house :"Ohhh belladonna, I'm hooome!" You got out of bed, half asleep " 'Samu, it's late! where have you been all this time?"you yawned a little as you spoke. "Aw, is my angel tired?" he chuckled. "Mh a bit, i was waiting for you" you rubbed your eye lightly to try to stay awake. "oh you'll make me feel guilty! luckily, I got you a surprise~" you were really so tired that you didn't realize that Dazai,in his left hand, was holding a bouquet of red roses. "do you like them?" he smiled. You were a bit surprised, how sweet of him, don't you think? "I love them!" This surprise really waked you up. You took a second to admire his figure, how lucky you are, he really is your type. Tall, slender, a good build, a gun in his right hand, brown hair surrounding his beautiful fac- uh oh, wait a second- "O-Osamu, why do you have..why do you have a gun in your right hand?" there was a second of silence before dazai's voice eased the tension "mh?oh!, don't worry, it's unloaded! Ya see?" he tried to fire a few shots but nothing came out of the gun, so it was definitely empty now. "I went out to buy new bullets because they ran out, and you know, for my job it's always better to have a gun in my pocket!" his smile looked so innocent, how can you not belive him? You sighed with relief: "You're right, sorry..gosh, what i was even thinking!"he put the gun on the couch and lifted you up, you wrapped your legs around his waist and your arms around his neck "don't worry your self so much bella" he took a deep breath, as if to inhale your perfume one last time, before starting to walk towards your room "shall we go to sleep now, my sleeping beauty?" You nodded while you leaned your head in the crook of his neck and closed your eyes. "i love you so much Osamu" You murmured he chuckled "i love you too, angel. i would do anything to have you by my side"

Its' really easy to understand when CHUUYA is jealous. He's visibly frustrated and gets annoyed much more easily. But if you ask him if he's jealous, he'll answer you with "Pft, me? jealous? Baby please, that's absolutely ridiculous".

Sometimes it's quite funny to see him jealous, he's like a chihuahua growling at everyone who seems interested in you, and it's adorable!

Even if there are those times, when he's cleary ensecure.

Now, don't get me wrong! He's Nakahara Chuuya, a port mafia esecutive, he's really strong and smart. he isn't ensecure about what he is. He knows his strengths and limits.

He's ensecure about other person value. No one can assure him that the person you're talking to right now, can't give you more love and attentions than he gives you. He know what he can give you, but he's 'scared' that maybe there's someone who can give you more than him. He want only the best for his love, he's scared that he can't give you what you really deserve.

Thankfully, Chuuya isn't very good at hiding what's on his mind, it doesn't take you a long time to understand what he's thinking about.

So please, remind your boyfriend that he's more than 'good enough' by cuddle him a bit more in those times. I know you can do it, dear!

you and chuuya were sitting on the sofa, or rather, he was sitting on the sofa while you were sitting on his lap. chest to chest, you had your legs wrapped around his waist and your hands were playing with his hair. "I love you" You whispered with a smile, interrupting the moment of silence that was created between you and him. "i..i love you too princess. i really, really do." He seems like he was still lost in his toughts. You sighed, "Chuuya, please, look at me" and in the moment your eyes met, you immediately understood what was on his mind. "sigh, you leave no other choice.." "mh? what do you mea—" You kissed him "I love you so much Chuuya Nakahara" You kissed him on the forehead. "You're more than enough for me" Now on his cheek. "I want nothing more than to be with you" Now on his other cheek. You kissed him once again on his lips "I wouldn't trade you for anyone in the world" his eyes were wide open as his cheeks turn in a bright red: "God..I love you so fucking much, you have no idea"

RANPO doesn't become jealous very often. Like in the case of Dazai, he knows you and he know you see that person only as a friend. He's absolutely fine with you hanging out with your friends as long as most of your attention will still be focused on him.

He understands and is totally fine with you, once or twice, refusing to go on a date with him because you have to go out with your friends but if your rejections increase..well, this man will sure get jealous— why are you giving most of your attention to them and not him?? That's not fair! not fair!

Now, i think Ranpo could have two types of reactions:

◦Being sticky:

"Ranpo, please.. I already told you that this night i'll hang out with them!" you complained as you tried to free yourself from Ranpo's embrace. "Mhh,no! you've already gone out with them three times this week" he tightened his grip a little tighter and put his head in the crook of your neck. "That's not fair! I'm your boyfriend, not them!" he snorted. You were a little confused "..Ranpo, are you jealous?" There was a moment of silent, he was looking at you with a look that seemed to want to tell you 'Are you kidding me sweety?'. "Of course i'm jealous! wasn't it obvious? You're giving me less attention because of them..Do you really don't understand that?" You were a little surprised by how he admitted to being jealous without any problems— but Ranpo is still Ranpo after all. Well now, what excuse are you going to use with your friends to explain them that you can't go out tonight anymore?

◦Avoid you,until you understand "how he felt" when you 'rejected' him:

"C'mon! Why are you ignoring me??"you said in an exasperated tone, he's been ignoring you since this morning. "mph!" he snorts as he spins the swivel chair, leaving his back to you. "Ranpo i love you, but please, can you stop being childish and tell me why are you avoid me?". He sure was childish sometimes but you love it and he knows that. "i'm not childish! Why are you even bothering? Just go out with you friends since you prefer their company to mine!"He pouted "Oh but you know it isn't true!" "alalalalala i can't hear you! Guys can you hear her? Because i cant" Not only was he ignoring you, but he was also making a scene out of you in front of the agency. "Okey okey, i'm sorry! Can you please forgive me..?" "nope, that's not how it works!" you sighed, again, this guy is gonna make you crazy one of these one day. "Mhh, will you forgive if i buy you some snaks?" He turned in your direction, finally "That's not enough dear—" Your kiss was really really was unexpected for him "Not even if i spend all this day with you and i'll promise to give you more attention?" "You'll give me more attention that you give at them?" "I will for sure!" You smiled "..You really know how to make your favourite detective forgive you,don't you hon'?" He smiled back at you, and let you those beautiful emerald eyes that fall in love with.

Is like impossible to see NIKOLAI jealous—but only bacuse you can't see his jealousy, it doesn't mean that he's not!

Actually, we all saw how Nikolai is good at acting, right? So he'll play the part of the 'never jealous boyfriend' even when he's really jealous.

You can talk about and go out with every person you want, he for sure will not be the one to stop you—He doesn't have problems with your friends!..as long as they see you only as a friend as well.

But when you start to talk about someone who winned your love once(like an ex), or would have winned your love instead of him (like an old crush)..Well, he will act all lovely and being like "oh no,don't worry dove! You can talk about them,i don't mind!" while behind his wide smile he's allready planning something.

The death of that person? a threat? both? who knows! That's for sure an idea for a quiz

However, in front of you, you will only see you wonderfull 'never jealous booyfriend' with who you can speak about everything.

"and i swear, he was like my biggest crush on higschool!" You said while chuckling and smiling remembering you when you were a student

"Oh really?" Nikolai asked as he chuckle as well "i bet you were such a a messy student in love,dove!~"

"Yeah in fact,I was!" You keep smiling, sometimes it's nice to remember the past, especially when you can talk freely about it with your boyfriend!

"But then..i never saw him again after the last year of school" you sighed softly and chuckled "you can't imagine how sad I was about that at the time!..Now i only laugh when I think about it" you smiled.

Nikolai smirks a bit "well, you have me now~ don't you?"

You looked at him with a warm smile "yeah, and i'm glad about it"

"aww! dove, your gonna make me blush!i can fell my heart melting~" Nikolai put a hand to his chest, being dramatic, as usual.. but what is life without drama? boring!

You only chuckled at his reaction

ahh, nikolai..your nikolai, your boyfriend. He's so perfect isn't he?

He's handsome, funny, silly and extremely intelligent when needed. How can you not love this guy?

he doesn't even get jealous for you to see! He's such a good boyfriend that rather than playing the boring part of 'the jealous boyfriend', he kills without your knowledge all those who tried to get your love before him.

he gets rid of that nagging emotion called jealousy and you save yourself a trauma, it's a win-win situation, isn't it?

I have the head canon that FYODOR is quite a really possessive person, so i think he can sense even the slightest advance from other people towards you.

Of course, he's not the kind of guy who shows that he's possessive, instead, he will make small moves, almost unnoticed by you, but which imply that you are his, only his.

His arm around your waist as he listens to you talk with your friend, sometimes is closer to you a few centimeters more than usual, his intention of wanting to get all your attention making you forget who you were talking to until a few minutes ago.

There are only few times when he does something maybe a little more..evident. Looking at you with the smirk that you like so much while you try to converse with someone, he becomes a little more clingy which he usually isn't,he takes your chin with his index finger and made you to look at him, before leaving you a sweet and quick kiss.. all infront of your friend.

You blushed hardly after Fyodor kissed you infront of your friend.

"I- I-" You were trying to say something, but you were too stunned to speak.

Fyodor smirked"Oh? What is it now milaya? up until a few seconds ago you seemed to have a lot to talk about with your friend. why don't you keep talking mh?"

𝙧𝙚𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙙/𝙤𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙! 𝙊𝙝 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜💙

Happy Birthday Nikolai ~◇

Nikolai's running the account for the day.

-Nix🌙

The best time of year after Christmas ~~~~

-N. G. ◇

Edited versions:

Close Friends?

pairings: fyodor dostoevsky x reader x nikolai gogol

contains: fluff, crack

wc: 370

a/n: RAWWHHH made this sily fic for a friend, also 'mas' means bro (it's javanese)

When Fyodor was sitting while reading and drinking his tea, surprisingly appeared a portal and a confetti 'popped' directly on his left face. He doesn't show any expression and continues what he's doing. Shortly after appeared another one on his right side. Fyodor doesn't respond, because he's used to both of your behaviour. Without any warning, the door to his room opened as if it had been broken into!

“MAS FEDYAAAA!”

Fyodor was looking at you full of revenge, but he only gave you a soft smile.

“Don't call me 'mas', name-san.”

“Oya? whatever you say..”

You let out a sigh, while Fyodor continued reading his book. You walked to his side and wrapped your right arm around his shoulder.

“What are you reading? Seems interesting,”

“Fedya-kun?”

“Mas Fedya?”

Fyodor clicked his toungue as a sign of annoyance. Afterwards, a man with white hair in braids appeared, Nikolai Gogol.

“name~ why are you here? you left me..” uttered with his dramatic face and tone. He immediately ran beside you, hugging around your neck. His face was full of envy and jealousy.

“Are you.. cheating?! You rather choose Dos-kun over me..?”

“If they preferred me, what's wrong?”

Fyodor joins in on the conversation too, holding the hand you clasped around his shoulder. You, who is currently between them being sandwiched is just silent, don't know what to answer. Your face immediately becomes red after what Fyodor said. You and Nikolai didn't have any relationship other than being close friends. Even though you both were really close and always flirt with eachother, but there wasn't anything special. It's the same with Fyodor, you guys are just close friends. The three of you are just close friends sigma too.

Well, it's normal that they both fight over you for their interests, but you didn't expect this

“Kolya, Fedya.. haha..”

“Look at their face. What do you think?”

“Waaa! Name-san, you're adorable!”

Nikolai immediately embraced tighter, and trying to release you from Fyodor. Fyodor realized what Nikolai was going to do, he immediately wrapped his arm around your waist, holding it. You just stay silent, let them both fight over you. You softly smiled and gave up.

“God, thank you for everything-”

“MY NAMEE!!”

“Name?!”

thank you for reading mwah mwah <3

cutest thing I've read in a while fr🥰🥰

𝙣𝙞𝙠𝙤𝙡𝙖𝙞 + 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖 𝙙𝙖𝙙

featuring ⨳ nikolai gogol, gn!reader + oc!daughter

contents ⨳ fluff, slight slight angst, reader isn't mentioned a lot, established relationship, the daughter is oc

notes ⨳ this is from the conversations in discord with friends who have collective baby fever and thirst for dad!nikolai in one random day

Nikolai is more than happy to pick up his daughter from kindergarten. Usually, you would pick her up since you have a small break just enough time for you to grab your daughter, buy her food and send her home. Nikolai's not home usually at four, busy with his shady business. So when you call him to go and pick up his daughter, he is over the moon.

He is already waiting by the car, eyes looking for his adorable daughter walking out from the gate. He is just casual, with a white button-up, rolled-up sleeves and a pair of black pants. But that's still enough for some people to take several glances at him.

Nikolai ignores their attention — he's only thirsty for the only person he loves the most, his beloved — you.

After about five minutes of waiting, he finally sees his daughter walks out of the gate. She is looking at the ground. Her white braid is hanging low and her green eyes are dull. She is clutching her red schoolbag, a bit tense.

Nikolai is a sensitive person — especially when it comes to emotions. So he certainly notices his daughter is acting weirdly. Yes, she's visibly distraught with her thoughts when she accidentally walks past Nikolai's car.

“Mari,” he calls.

His daughter, Mari, flinches out of her thoughts and turns around. Nikolai smiles and before he could crouch and opens his arms for her, she already runs straight into him, bumping into his legs.

“Papa!”

Nikolai chuckles, smiling affectionately. He pats her head — she is short, obviously, just reaching his knees. Nikolai crouches and hugs her, giving a smooch on her cheek.

“Papa pick me up?” Mari asks as her tiny hands hold his face. Nikolai coos, overwhelmed with the adoration in his heart. He nods.

“Yes, malyshka,” he replies as he pinches her cheek, making her whine in annoyance. Nikolai only laughs before he stands up again and opens the car door. He bends to help Mari to take off her school bag. There's a charm of red pompom hanging on her bag, similar to Nikolai's hair tie.

He puts the bag under the seat and then he picks her up, getting her onto the seat. He reaches for the seatbelt, putting it on her. “Comfy?” he asks and when she nods, Nikolai smiles proudly to himself. Before he closes the door, he kisses her forehead once.

He gets into the driver's seat and turns on the engine. He drives out from the kindergarten area, sometimes taking a glance at his still disturbed daughter.

“Rough day at school, malyshka?” he asks.

“Hm...” she nods a bit, stroking her braid sadly —that trait is very similar to what Nikolai would do when he's sulking towards you.

“Wanna tell me?”

“Papa... am I... am I ugly?” she asks, lips quivering and Nikolai almost brakes abruptly at the question. He frowns and immediately parks his car on the side of the street, looking at his daughter.

“No. No, you aren't ugly. What nonsense! Mari, you are the cutest girl in the world! The most adorable, the prettiest, the most glamorous!” Nikolai says. “Who said that?”

She's smiling at her dad's words but she's starting to sob. “T-These boys in my class... called me ugly and weird... They say meanie things! And... and then they touched my cheeks and...”

“They what?” Nikolai grips the steering wheel and has to internally exhale a deep breath without sighing out loud to his daughter.

“They say bad words to me... And they touched my cheeks...”

“.... Did they hurt you?”

“O-One of them... like... pinch it...”

“Does the teacher says anything?”

She shakes her head.

“Do you know their names? The boys?”

She says three names.

“Alright.”

Nikolai takes out his phone and types something in it. But not long before she tugs his sleeve. He turns to her and she looks scared.

“Papa... are you angry...? Y-You're scary now...”

Nikolai purses his lips — bad habits come up again. He suddenly remembers the frustrated words from his colleague — “Gogol, can you behave well? Your whole presence is scaring my customers. My God, why are you here in this casino anyway?”

Nikolai swallows hard. Of course... He was a very dangerous person several years ago. He made horrendous, gruesome and grotesque crimes. He killed people left and right. All to just reach his extreme ideals.

And now he's here, almost ten years later, having a family. Does he deserve this? After murdering a lot of people, taking them away from their families — and now he is having one, himself. Does he even deserve to have a family? Is he deserving of this future he's trying to live in when his past is constantly trailing in his shadow? Will this guilt follow him to hell and eat him slowly from inside? Will he find himself caged again? Will the freedom be out of his reach?

“Papa!”

Nikolai jumps at Mari's high-pitched scream. He looks at her and she's crying — she looks worried and she is panicked when she sees her dad being silent. She doesn't know why but she cannot help but feel a very scary feeling from his silence.

“Papa, a-are you sick? P-Please, I'm scared..!” she cries and Nikolai's heart breaks at her tears. He realizes he just daydreams about his inner chaos while his daughter needs him. This feels just as hurt when his beloved spouse is crying to him. Nikolai unbuckles her seatbelt and carefully picks her up to sit on his lap.

He hugs her, kissing her head.

“I'm okay... I'm okay, shh... Don't cry, okay? I'm not sick, alright? I'm just distraught.” his voice is soft and soothing as he strokes her hair — just the same as his. Her eyes are also just like his, except her face resembles her mother more.

“I just don't like what the boys did to you. I promise, I promise they won't hurt you or touch you or call you names anymore.” Nikolai looks at her and she stares before slowly nodding back. He smiles at her again.

“If they touch you anymore, you say what?”

“I say 'No'.”

“Good. Then, what else? What did papa teach you?”

“Then... you say.. uh.. I have to... kick their balls!”

Nikolai laughs and his laugh is contagious enough for the spirited girl to giggle. “Yes, you got it right! And then, if they touch your cheek, you will do this...” Nikolai forms a loose fist and slowly gestures it to her cheek, poking her skin with his knuckles. “Pow.” he says, playfully.

She grins, looking at him contently and follows his step. She clenches her tiny fist and pushes it to Nikolai's cheek. Though Nikolai does not even feel a thing, he purposely turns his head sideways, according to the direction, just to show Mari that she 'punches' him.

“Good girl! Yes, like that. And do it harder to them! Like really hard! That's called, a punch.”

"A... pun. Pun!”

Nikolai cackles, eyes almost close at how hard he smiles at his daughter's cuteness. “Okay, malyshka. That's close enough. Now, do we wanna get desserts? To cheer you up? Ice-cream or waffle?”

“Both!” she claps her hands excited. She's already imagining a thick waffle with drizzles of chocolate sauce, and two scoops of vanilla ice-cream topping the delicacy.

“Okay, let's go! I know bestest place for a waffle and ice-cream! Anything for you, okay?” Nikolai says before he puts her back to the seat and buckles her seatbelt.

BEEP!

“Goddamn!” Nikolai looks in the mirror, seeing a car honking at him before passing him. He clicks his tongue. “What the hell is his problem, dude?”

Mari gasps and slaps his hand. He looks at her, pouting, already he can listen your voice scolding him for saying bad words in front of the kids. “Bad words! Baddie words! Papa cannot say that!”

“I did not say anything.”

She gasps. “Gaslighting!”

“Where the hell did you learn that?”

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edit: the little fyolai ones holding hands are plushies