Continuation Of Last Iyads Hanahaki Post

continuation of last Iyad’s Hanahaki post

Genre: fluffier than what ever happened last time

notes: wtf did i make, unfinished bc i dont have energy

Silver was tense to open the door, Jamil and Kalim were already acting in a very concerning way.

apparently they called his father, who relayed the information to silver. though relay is a generous word for it, cause lilia barely spoke an explanation after waking him up.

“Iyad’s feeling.. rather under the weather, why don’t you pay him a visit?”

his father was being so mysterious about it…

and that’s what silver’s here for, to be a good friend, but his initial worry amplified to the max when he saw the faces of Iyad’s peers.

the whole dorm felt very apprehensive, like everyone was collectively on edge. but now wasn’t the time to dwell for silver, his father has always preached the importance of bravery, especially when others are scared.

silver slips the door open, entering the still room, his blue eyes were immediately drawn to the bump in the bed.

“iyad.. are you alright?”

“go away”

his tone was sharp and angry, in a way it was reminiscent of their previous few conversations.

iyad was becoming distant towards silver, cutting their conversations short, their demeanor became rigid with awkwardness, their relaxed interactions soon became strained and forced, nothing like how they started out.

it hurt to think about for silver.. and for iyad.

silver walked over to the bed, pulling out the desk chair, sitting next the bump. a silence blanketed them both, the air was stuffy.

silver perked up when iyad shuffled under the covers, peeking their eyes out of from under the covers. silver couldn’t help but feel his stomach churn from the look they gave him.

iyad’s eyes, once filled with stoic nonchalance, now colored in with a guarded expression, nothing like it was before, now these eyes…

those weren’t the ones he fell in love with.

those eyes were kind, adoring, hardworking, calm. they warmed silver’s heart and cheeks whenever they met.

but.. but these eyes. they only sent a small shiver down his spine, rattling him out of motion. but even so.

“what happened? everyone’s says you’re sick..”

“it’s fine, i’m fine, why are you here?” iyad hissed through his teeth.

“they… jamil and kalim thought i should see you”

the eyes dropped down hiding behind the once beautifully tanned skin, now drained to make the student pale. closed eyes then being covered by the rich red bed covers.

“i… i don’t want to see you.. you should leave.. like now”

“no.. you’re obviously not well, what do you need? i’ll get it for you”

“i need you to leave”

each word started to crush silver, the pushing away from iyad irked him.

silver didn’t want to go, silver was worried, couldn’t iyad see that? his concern? his worry? his dread? his want?

his love?

“seriously, i can’t—“

“just what are you so afraid of?! huh, iyad? why are you so mean these days? we haven’t talked in forever..!” silver snapped, cutting his ill crush off mid sentence.

…

“…so what?” the words were muffled by the covers but were painfully echoed by the acoustics in silver’s head, he was growing more and more frustrated with the boy in bed.

“so what? so now you’re just gonna avoid me forever?”

silence molds on the outside of iyad, freezing over at the boldness of his classmate. both eyes stay averted, keeping down at the burning sun to preserve itself from melting, the sun being silver's eyes.

guys omg there’s a board game club at my school

i’m basically in twst guys

one of the slides had a connect 4 parody which was just ‘communism’

azul i know you’re hiding behind the curtain

well crap now i lowkey feel bad.

you gain some aura points, still in debt but like, better.

*throws wtv you would call this plushie*

asking to have matching pfps?

—2983847289284649292299374748 aura tbh….

o-oh.

i-i'm sorry for embarrassing myself, it's just that kaiser and i have been friends for a year or so now, and-

^ he's crying.

kana the queen you are

i am SO drawing you

what the freak does that mean

me when i see you:

That's the lack of taste speaking.

This is just one random shower thought I had about the Bllk x StarTrek: TNG AU.

I was listening to Secret Garden (Epic Emotional Cover), and remember the Bllk x StarTrek: TNG thing? This sudden popped in my head, what if this could apply to Sae when Zar, Evie, and Zarabeth (He and Rin’s older siblings in the AU) died due to the Federation War? Like, imagine—the lyrics “My answer was laughter, soft as I lowered my head. You’re too late, I’m afraid, this flower’s already dead.” This one lyric/entire song could imply the relationship that Sae has with his siblings. I’ll explain it. Sae during his soccer life has been pushing away his older siblings because he was busy whenever they tried to visit him, this has been going on for years, infact, he never even replied to their letters. But when Sae got the time to visit them, his manager stopped him showing him a letter saying that they were now dead. Sae looked at the letter in horror and sadness, including regret. As he was too late to even talk to them and visit them.

And after I do Michael Kaiser, a certain 15 year old imp is next…..

(I’M SORRY IF IM PRESSURING YOU TO ANSWER ITS BEEN WEEKS SINCE YOU ANSWERED MY POST, I THOUGHT I FORGOT TO PUT IT IN 😭😭😭😭😭)

AHHH SORRY I THINK THIS ASK GOT WIPED WHEN TUMBLR THOUGHT I WAS SPAM

i dont know anything about star trek, so im not sure about the characters/aus you're talking about

HOWEVER

i really love the comparison to the song to the relationships since sae/rin honestly act like the lyrics, probably more rage fueled than sorry tho.

but like, i totally can see where you're going with

i can see s*e neglecting his siblings/rin to the point an accident happens and now theyre dead. maybe that would make him realize his mistakes