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Did You Eat? (I Love You) I Bought The Bread You Like (I Love You) I Noticed You Were Upset So I Brought

Did you eat? (I love you) I bought the bread you like (I love you) I noticed you were upset so I brought you tea (I love you) I made this for you (I love you) I know you have a lot of work and can't talk now so I will leave this thing you like around (I love you) I did your chores (I love you) I will sit by in case you need anything (I love you. I love you. I love you)

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6x20 The Man Who Would Be King

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the look between cas and dean??? that is love. that is anguish that is pain 6x20 the man who would be king spn supernatural destiel menace watches supernatural

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1 year ago

i may not be the prettiest or the smartest or the funniest but i sure am the sleepiest

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1 year ago

My pettiest and most tenacious gripe with supernatural is that when Lucifer is not taking a vessel but projecting his own image of himself, he should be played by Jared Padalecki. I know that for whatever mysterious reason they wanted Mark Pellegrino back but I just think this was a huge missed opportunity.

Lucifer considers Sam's body his rightful vessel, as much his own body as it ever was Sam's. In the cage he should have presented himself this way when he wasn't actively possessing Sam, and Sam's hallucinations should have been of his own cruel smirk. It's consistent with Lucifer's characterisation, his objectification of and entitlement to Sam. And it's impact on Sam would be so powerful.

After Lucifer, he avoids mirrors. Looks away from the impala's night-darkened windows lest he catch his reflection. His stomach turns at old photos of himself. He doesn't have many, but he's held onto some of his family. In one with Dean, his arm is slung easily around his brother's shoulder, both of them with beers in hand and matching smiles. It's a rare memory of peace, an image he's treasured for years, and when he looks at it now he feels panic crawling up his throat. He grits his teeth to hold back the snarl of "get away from him". He never looks at his hands any more, when he changes the car's oil or cleans the guns. He touches other people as little as possible. Everything's different. His body makes him an invader in his own life. He was born unclean, a soul tainted from the start, but now he looks into his eyes and sees a monster.

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1 year ago

SNOOPY JAPAN ARABESQUE CUP AND SAUCER SET

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LOOK AT THE GUY!!!!!! oehhhfhdhdh he is so pretty

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1 year ago

I think the hardest part of getting a job is going to be having to leave my cats every day :(

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everytime i get dressed or start to put my shoes on sheila throws herself on the ground next to me she then mopes all day in my sisters room but as soon as i get home she can now get enough of me and will start to bark meow until i go find her and shy is not as needy but i think he mopes around too cause whenever i get home he is just There and has to be near me what do you mean i cant take my cats to work with me? rambling menace how do i explain to them that i am coming back i just have to work?

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