thebiggestmenace

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Yes, Sam Winchester Is My Favourite Character And Always Will Be. The Boy Who Didn't Choose To Be Bad.

yes, sam winchester is my favourite character and always will be. the boy who didn't choose to be bad. he is unclean since birth, it is written on his destiny to be the original evil and he manages to avoid it. he literally made himself be good against all heavens and hells. isn’t it fascinating to watch him in later seasons? his calm demeanor after years of running in circles. after years of tearing himself apart. because of things he did and didn’t, because of witnessing how his life has been torn to shreds. he just wanted to go to college at the end of the day. he wanted to be his own person. and his closest people made him feel ashamed of it. after all of it he chose family anyway. family that tried to change him to the core. he made peace with this life he tried to escape and found forgiveness. he managed to find happiness, and sympathy and hope. he managed to have enough for two. isn’t it pure devotion and goodness?

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thebiggestmenace

6 months ago

the urge to just,,, skip some pages in this journal to start a new one

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i wont do it but i want to do it!!! the next journal is just so very pretty and i am almost done with the current one!! but if im not done with it by may i will be skipping pages!!! theres just something about starting fresh with new months yk? like i did skip pages for the last one because i didnt want to have like ~3 days of 2024 in a 2023 journal right? and it was so nice to start fresh with a new year and a new month and a new journal so we might have to do that with this one we shall see we shall see maybe we should fill them with something actually if yall have any recommendations for page fillers please send them my way :) haha just kidding unless... rambling menace journaling

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thebiggestmenace

6 months ago

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menace gets personal dude there is so much going on right now and i feel like a child for my reactions to it?? except i know im not really acting like a child but god i feel like such a child!!!!!! neg like why am i reacting this way?? why am i so stumped over this small thing??? it might not be small tbh but it seems like such a small thing!!! and i know theres probably multiple parts to this but i just want to curl up in a ball and cry but i havent cried in a while? and i think i forgot how to? which means its all gonna come out at literally the worst moment possible idk theres just so much i dont even know where to begin work is new and theyre doing construction on my street and my dad is being weird and and and and ive been journaling about it but i think theres too many changes that it's not doing much? but i also know that ive been able to pull myself out of situations almost? to make sure i dont overreact or seem mad about it yk? but what do i even know??? i think i am spiraling goodnight <3 rambling menace (also pls dont worry i am fine i am just stressed as all get out and im a little frustrated i think)

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thebiggestmenace

7 months ago

girl help i’m being overwhelmed by the need to take care of a fictional character

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thebiggestmenace

7 months ago

see 0 note flop posts aren't that bad when they're personal but 0 note fandom posts feel literally so bad. like if you don't wanna play toys with me anymore just say that. i'll pack up my super cool awesome things and go and i'll sit on the other side of the playground by myself and i won't even look at you. fuck

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thebiggestmenace

6 months ago

had a dream about my sibling, and you mean to tell me I have to go about my day, as though I didn't?

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they arent dead i just havent seen or talked to them in like 6 years so having a dream about them where they came and surprised me and talked to me about guitar hero of all things?? i am a bit distraught but i have to keep going about my day as normal is this what those baby dreams feel like? rambling menace menace gets personal grief i guess???

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