I Was Tagged By @idiosyncraticstudyblr!! Thanks For Including Me!

I was tagged by @idiosyncraticstudyblr!! Thanks for including me!

rules: put your music library on shuffle, list the first 10 songs and tag 20 people

Freak Show, Set It Off

Believer, Imagine Dragons

Goodnight Moon, Go Radio

Spaceship, Comet Blue

Take My Hand, Picture This

Time Bomb, All Time Low

Do I Wanna Know, Arctic Monkeys

I’m Born To Run, American Authors

Devil’s Backbone, The Civil Wars

The Room Where it Happens, Hamilton Original Broadway Cast

I am tagging: @stvdies, @emaleibronte, @studiees, @architstudy, @phdstudygirl, @breathelovepsych, @macchiato-study, @psychblr, @prefrontalcortx, @estudiear, @undergradnerd, @starlight-student, @studybab, @studypsyche, @fundergrad, @studiousgrace, @fit-and-studious, @shayystudies, @study-acorn, and @nebulodic!! I love you all and I hope you have a great day!!

“We lose ourselves in books. We find ourselves there too.”

studyblr asks (feel free to add to the list)

What year are you?

What’s your major/what do you think you want to major in?

If applicable, what is your thesis about?

Do you think you picked the right major?

Ultimate educational goals?

Career goals?

Do you think your goals are realistic?

What classes are you taking right now?

Favorite class out of everything you’ve ever taken and why?

Least favorite class ever and why?

Current favorite class and why?

Current least favorite class and why?

Favorite STEM field?

Favorite humanities subject?

Class that you’ve always wanted to take but never had the chance?

Do you use caffeine and if so how much daily?

What’s your preferred method of taking in caffeine?

Have you ever tried study drugs?

Are you a homework-in-the-morning kind of person?

Do you listen to music while you study?

Crowded area or quiet place?

What’s your preferred writing implement?

Do you need to work out before you can study well?

Describe your perfect study environment.

Are you procrastinating right now?

What was the last thing you procrastinated?

Are you a perfectionist?

Do you like easy classes or do you feel bad if you’re not working hard?

Are you a good test taker?

What are you the proudest of out of all the assignments you’ve ever had?

Do you talk to your teachers/professors a lot?

Describe your favorite teacher/professor and why you like them.

Describe your least favorite teacher/professor and why you dislike them.

Have you ever thought about becoming a teacher/professor?

Most profound thing ever said to you by a teacher/professor?

Best feedback you’ve ever gotten on something academic?

Worst study habit and how are you working on it?

Are you an in-class fidgeter?

How’s your handwriting?

Write “the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog” and post a photo.

Neat or messy notes?

A lot of notes or the bare minimum?

Post a photo/scan of your notes from your favorite class.

Are you a doodler?

Post a photo of your doodles if you have any.

Do you have pre-test rituals and what are they?

Are you a tangent-question asker?

Do you make jokes in class?

How many hours do you spend on academics per day?

What’s something more important to you than school?

♡ BEAUTY & MAKEUP VOCABULARY~

화장 - makeup 화장하다 - to wear makeup 화장을 지우다 - to remove makeup 쌩얼 - no makeup face 눈화정/아이 메이크업 - eye makeup 아이라이너 - eyeliner 아이섀도 - eye shadow 마스카라 - mascara 립스틱 - lipstick 립글로스 - lipgloss 립틴트 - liptint 블러셔 - blush 비비그림 - BB cream 구션팩트 - cusion foundation 컨실러 - concealer 얼굴 마스크/팩 - face mask/pack 토너/스킨 - toner 로션 - lotion 크림 - cream 피부 - skin 지성 피부 - oily skin 건조한 피부 - dry skin 수술 - surgery 쌍꺼풀 수술 - double eyelid surgery 코 수술 - nose job 주름 재가 수술 - face lift 보톡스 주사 - botox injection

Personal Body Image & Motivation Issues

I’m gonna have some rant/confession time with y’all, because the studyblr community is probably the most supportive community I’ve been a part of and the internet is a wonderful place of anonymity.

I hate my body, and I don’t want to hate it anymore.

To give you an idea of what my body type and situation is like, I’ll tell you that I am 5’ 2” and 200lbs. When I was younger I lived with a verbally abusive father who contributed to me developing an eating disorder (binge eating disorder, or BED). I have never been able to shake the weight or the unhealthy habits that I formed during my childhood. I try- believe me, I try to do what I can to shed some pounds. I currently run on my college’s cross country team because I love the way exercise makes me feel and I want to try to be healthy. But I still struggle with binge eating and hate the way my body looks.

I don’t want to feel this way anymore. I believe that all body types are beautiful- let that be known. I just feel heavy and gross and have so many self-esteem and body image issues because of my weight. Clothes shopping is the absolute worst. Clothes shopping makes me feel absolutely terrible about myself because most plus size clothing is a) super expensive, b) shoved in the far corner of a department store, or c) very baggy and unflattering on me. I want to fit into clothes that make me happy. I want to feel comfortable wearing shorts for once in my life. (A brief tangent on wearing shorts: My cross country team consists of eight very fit girls, and our coach only orders these skin tight shorts for competitions. I can’t wear the shorts because they don’t even fit me. Last year he gave me the mens’ shorts to wear but this year they changed the cut of the mens so now their shorts don’t work with my body type either. I don’t know what I’ll be wearing to track meets this season and it feels terrible to not fit.)

I feel it is best to at least share with the studyblr community because you guys are great at sending positive vibes and help keep each other accountable. I am going to start being more conscious of my eating habits and adding some extra bodyweight workouts to my weekly cardio/track workouts. On top of that, I have been doing  yoga and trying to make little mental changes to improve my negative thoughts towards my body. Having an accountability buddy (or even just a friend) during this attempt to help me learn to love my figure and be healthy would be greatly appreciated.

Alright, my rant/confession is over. I am going to go back to reblogging study tips and aesthetic photos of study sessions.

Love you all,

thecosmicstudyblr

reviewing korean grammar and writing up lecture notes~ ig: studylustre