Thegoblinpit - Pit

I grew up in the creek, so I put her there. This doodle is available on my redbubble :)

I cannot imagine life without feeling every moment and emotion at 100%. Every feeling I have is vivid, intense, and consuming. Both good and bad. Even neutral experiences are fully captivating. Do other people not cry with joy to see a sunset, or a friend doing well? Do others not viscerally ache to see a stranger suffer, or a tree fall? I cannot imagine what it’s like to be apathetic. Even when I feel numb, I am aware that I feel SO numb. I feel the lack.

What is it like to live without being thoroughly enraptured or radiantly calm or devouringly miserable?

I just realized that maybe this isn’t the common experience. I am so often overwhelmed by love, just such fervent, intense, all-powerful adoration— for anything! My husband, my pets, a flower, a dragonfly, the breeze, my breath— and so burdened by injustices that I’ve never even felt directly.

Just?! Like I have a psychology degree, so I have a general idea of the human experience on a universal scale, but it just occurred to me for the first time in a while that I don’t often hear people talk about feeling things so completely.

a recent commission for a friend from a roleplay server I'm in! I loved drawing their character. This is Scrappie (they/zey)

Farewell Sweet Crabs 👋 🦀

I summoned 1,003 🦀, captured 204 💰, befriended 151 🌼, and 435 fell in love with me 💜. I will miss you my sweet crabs.

I don't understand why he won't show up under my tags >:v

meet my tabaxi paladin, Arbor!

Same