@s-unfleur Asked: Its A Wonder Youre Still Alive. / Holly + Stilgarfrom Here

@s-unfleur asked: “It’s a wonder you’re still alive.” / holly + stilgar from here

                Throat    dry,    and    she    still    manages    to    swallow.    The    living    conditions    were    worse    here    than    in    the    mansion.    There    she    had    never    wanted    for    water.    There    she    had    no    reason    to    fear    the    'savage    Fremen'    that    lived    in    the    desert.    There    she    was    'safe'.    And    yet,    she'd    rather    be    here    in    sietch    Tabr,    half    dead.    At    least    here    she    had    a    fighting    chance.    In    all    honesty,    Holly    is    surprised    her    body    wasn't    fed    to    Feyd-Rautha's    pets    or    killed    by    the    hands    of    Vladimir    himself.    It    really    is    a    wonder    she    is    still    alive.

                There's    a    wheeze,    wincing    at    the    inhale    her    body    had    forced.    Her    back    had    been    turned    towards    the    Naib,    thumb    idly    grazing    over    the    water    ring    he    had    so    graciously    given    over    to    her    just    a    few    days    prior.    Maybe    as    a    distraction,    maybe    as    a    gift,    she    surely    didn't    know.

                Blue    eyes    find    him    over    her    shoulder,    skin    still    purple    and    brown    from    where    Glossu    had    decided    to    leave    his    mark.    Another    wheeze,    another    wince.    The    cool    rock    beneath    her    felt    great    on    her    feet,    though.    Maybe    she    should    press    her    skin    to    it.

                "    I'm    just    as    surprised    as    you    are.    Statistically    speaking,    I    should    be    dead.    "

@s-unfleur asked: "What I love, I want to control it." / holly + not-batista from here

                Fear    is    the    first    emotion    she    feels.    Likely    it    will    be    the    only    emotion    she    feels    for    now-    it    has    been    since    he's    taken    control    of    the    spice    production    on    Arrakis.    He    has    proven    to    be    a    very    ruthless    man,    and    from    the    moment    he    saw    her,    it    seems    as    if    he    has    made    it    his    personal    mission    to    make    her    life    hell.

                She    swallows    down    the    lump    in    her    throat,    heart    beating    so    fast    it    felt    like    she    might    have    a    fucking    heart    attack.    Those    words    wouldn't    be    the    first    lie    he's    told    her,    and    surely    not    the    last    either.    Were    Holly    not    so    frightened,    maybe    she'd    laugh    at    them.

                "    But    you    don't    love    me,    my    Lord.    "

RAMMSTEIN PT. 1/?

lines from assorted rammstein's rammstein (2019) songs. translation from here. ns/fw.

"You have cried a lot."

"We Have been together for a very long time."

"My burning heart wants to love and condemn you."

"I never want to leave you."

"One can love you and want to hate you."

"Your love is a curse and a blessing."

"My love, I can't give it to you."

"Who rises high, will fall low."

"We were not allowed to belong."

"I've vanished from this world."

"I'm at home everywhere."

"I'm not a [man] for one night. I'll stay for an hour or two, at most."

"I look at you and I get sick."

"Better debauchery than abstinence."

"What's mine is yours, and it's in you."

"It's right in the next room."

"I take my medicine quietly."

"I don't feel well."

"I can give up happiness because it carries misfortune."

"I don't like it when I like something."

"What I love, I want to control it."

"I don't think it's good when I want something."

"I know very well that I will end up regretting it."

"I forbid myself to love."

"That way, I don't suffer."

"I do not have the right to be happy."

"What I love will spoil."

"What I love must die."

"For everything beautiful you have to pay the price."

"I always want to look at you."

"But please let me go."

"Your brightness was all my existence."

"And that sparkle - your eyes will suck the soul out of me."

"For us, I steal the light of the sun."

"Show me yours, I'll show you mine."

"Who wants to be pretty must like to suffer."

"And even death cannot separate us."

"Then you're here forever."

🐝  *  ―  𝐑𝐀𝐌𝐌𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐈𝐍  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.   (  these  are  taken  from  all  across  their  albums  and  were  translated  by  me.  no  guarantee  there  aren't  any  mistakes,  it  was  just  a  fun  thing  i  wanted  to  do  after  i  saw  them  live  recently.  feel  free  to  adjust  to  better  fit  your  muses.  )

❛  there’s no god in my heaven.  ❜ ❛  i’m coming back in ten days.  ❜ ❛  where do you want to go ?  ❜ ❛  who’s gonna hold oyur hand when it’s pulling you down ?  ❜ ❛  stop screaming and don’t fight back.  ❜ ❛  god knows i don’t wanna be an angel.  ❜ ❛  what are you ?  ❜ ❛  you say yes and i think no.  ❜ ❛  you’re gonna be my punishment.  ❜ ❛  give me your hand and play a game with me.  ❜ ❛  you’re gonna cry for mercy.  ❜ ❛  i want you to trust me.  ❜ ❛  i want you to believe in me.  ❜ ❛  i’m lonely but i’m not alone.  ❜ ❛  your luck’s not my luck, it’s my misfortune.  ❜ ❛  we have to live til we die.  ❜ ❛  i don’t not want to hate me.  ❜ ❛  i’m gonna show you how it’s really done.  ❜ ❛  i’ll stay with you forever.  ❜ ❛  i can’t be without you.  ❜ ❛  i take fate into my own hands.  ❜ ❛  don’t disappoint me.  ❜ ❛  i don’t love you more or less than you loved me back when you were still in love with me.  ❜ ❛  where are you ? i don’t want to be so alone.  ❜ ❛  i know that sometime, someone is gonna love me.  ❜ ❛  don’t die before i do.  ❜ ❛  i’m waiting only for you.  ❜ ❛  you love me because i don’t love you.  ❜ ❛  don’t be afraid, i’m here.  ❜ ❛  i didn’t regret it.  ❜ ❛  i just want fun, i don’t want to fall in love.  ❜ ❛  so what’s the problem ?  ❜ ❛  he says i stole you. he doesn’t know you love me.  ❜ ❛  i never want to leave you.  ❜ ❛  you’re as beautiful as a diamond.  ❜ ❛  but please let me go.  ❜ ❛  show me yours, i’ll show you mine.  ❜ ❛  if only this could be forever.  ❜ ❛  no one believes me, no one trusts me.  ❜ ❛  i don’t even trust myself anymore.  ❜

hey nickolas maybe u should STOP SELLING DRUGS TO MICHAEL

maybe if he wasn't a coke addict i wouldn't have to hmm ?? HMM ??

@profecier asked: being admired and being loved aren't the same thing. + pale snake boy from here

                "    Maybe    for    you    it    isn't.    "    Head    tilts    just    ever    so    slightly,    eyeing    Paul    up    and    down    like    he'd    be    his    next    victim.    He    swallows    as    pale    fingers    tap    idly    against    the    hilt    of    his    blade    attached    at    the    hip.    Feyd-Rautha    remembers    how    the    crowds    cheered    for    him.    They    admired    AND    loved    him.    They    did    both.

                "    The    capability    of    both    is    an    option.    And    it's    quite    the    experience.    "    Unfortunately    Paul    was    a    lonely    creature.    He    didn't    want    blind    followers,    he    didn't    want    the    glory    of    it    all...    but    Feyd    ??    He'd    kill    for    it.    He    has,    and    he'd    do    it    again.