Hi! Welcome to my blog! You can call me Sophia. I like writing, drawing and dancing. This is my writing account for whatever my latest obsession is. Which right now is MDZS/CQL. So, um, read it if you want? Requests: Closed
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Good Time Of The Day To You! I Saw You Opend Your Requests And Im Literally Vibrating With Excitement!!
good time of the day to you! I saw you opend your requests and Im literally vibrating with excitement!! I really like how you write the juniors so! can I maybe ask for some fluff headcanons for any of them (doesn't matter, they are all cute, please do whoever you want!) hmm something like how they act around their crush? maybe they think their crush doesn't return their feelings but they actually do?? something cute and fluffy please and thank you in advance đđ
A/N: I started writing this and then IT DELETED ITSELF SO I HAD TO REDO IT! But I hope you enjoy lol! Also I only did Jin Ling cuz it was rly long, but I like this idea, so Iâll do the others in due time:) (P.S: This was really fun to write (although im not sure it was exactly what you asked for sryyyy) but if y'all want more feel free to request!)(PPS: So they might be a little angst cuz whats fluff without angst right?{Lol no I just cant write fluff apparently. sorry:)})
Fluff (angsty?) HCâS:
Jin Ling:
The first time the two of you met was on an inter clan night hunt
You were of the Lan clan and because you were kind and gentle (although sometimes opinionated), everyone liked you
Especially Jin Ling
During that night hunt however, Jin Chan and a few other Jin disciples decided to mercilessly tease Jin Ling over having missed a shot and failed to capture one of the flying demons as he had said he would
And of course, you were the only one to step up for him and tell them to back off
Which just made him like you even more
Several years later, the two of you became quite close and, along with Zizhen, Sizhui and Jingyi, now formed the Junior Quintet
And through those years Jin Ling fell further and further in love with you, every time you did a sweet action towards him or spoke kind words, his heart would soar
But unfortunately, since you were a Lan, you spent the majority of your time with Jingyi and Sizhui by proximity
And thus rumours grew that you and Sizhui were courting
Jin Ling did his best to ignore that hearsay, because if he were to believe it, his heart would break
But those rumours where unfortunately too easy to believe, what with Sizhui being the well-mannered, kind, gentle boy he was
It was quite probable that a respectable, not to mention super kind and loving and amazing person such as yourself would want to court someone like Lan Sizhui
Just by watching you, it wasnât hard to see how such rumours may have been true as well
For example, every time the five of you where together and it was time to split up, you would always go with Sizhui, even when Jin Ling was left without a partener
Which made him undeniably angry
Just the thought of Lan Sizhui being the one to hold you when you are cold, to be the one to protect you from the dangers of the world, to be the one who would be allowed to marry you,
Those thoughts where enough to bring tears to Jin Lingâs eyes and make his anger flair up in his chest
But what could he do?
As long as Sizhui held such an important spot in your life, he could never dream to be the one at your side
And he couldnât even hate Sizhui for it either
Sizhui was one of the only people he trusted, and was friends with, and that in and of itself was enough to make Jin Lingâs anger vanish to give place to sadness instead
Not to mention the fact that Jin Ling knew that no matter what he said, he couldnât compare to Sizhui
He was prideful and short-tempered not to mention haughty and rude
How could you love him?
But this knowledge (albeit entirely false) didnt stop him from falling deeper and deeper in love with you every time you gently touched him, spoke some sort of kind word to him or spent a moment toghether
Like now
The path in the forest was muddy and gross, but you and Jin Ling had been assigned to take this route, so there wasn't much you could do
You had needed to split the group up again for nighthunt purposes, but this time, youâd also had Wen Ning with you, so heâd gone with Sizhui while Jingyi and Zizhen had been the second pair
Which of course left you and Jin Ling
When you could, you tried to be paired with Sizhui because he was like a brother to you and you felt safest with him
Being with Jingyi was non productive, since he was always too loud and being with Zizhen was also non productive since the both of you always got distracted talking to each other
And being with Jin Ling was nerve wracking because, well, how could you concentrate on the nighthunt when he was there?
He always wore the best robes and had his long hair styled in the best ways to make himself look attractive (even though he was attractive enough as it was without all of this), not to mention his sharp yet delicate features, and the constant look of, well you couldn't tell what it was but it was always in his eyes when he looked at you, and it was very distracting
And so you did your best not to look at him while you walked the path
Not that you had much time to had you even wanted to since the path was quite narrow and you were stuck walking behind him
The air was filled with awkwardness, and panting breaths as you walked further up the mountain
You decided to break the silence shortly after bringing up a series of short topics, perfect to make interesting conversation with him
You hoped that he didnt notice how nervous his presence made you
He on the other hand was angry
It was obvious that you did not want to be partnered with him, but you could at least make an effort to not show it
The way you avoided eye contact and only spoke in small talk, you would almost think that you hadnât been close friends for the past few years
His mind was filled with these troublesome thoughts
Until
SPLASH
âJIN LING!â
The puddle that he had just stepped in was much deeper than heâd anticipated, and heâd lost his balance, falling into a meter deep of mud and slamming his head against one of the jagged rocks that adorned the side of the badly kept path
You quickly dragged him out, gently laying him on the mossy grass by the side of the path, making sure that there were no rocks under him, and began to examine his head
All the while, he was whining in pain, but it was clear that heâd hit his head quite hard because he looked quite dazed, as if he didnt know where he was
âJin Ling, do you know who I am?â You asked, once youâd made sure to stop the bleeding
His eyes moved to your face and the change of look was instant
âAh-Y/N. Of course I know who you are stupid,â but just then as he tried to get up, a searing pain shot through his head and his body fell back against the moss as he let out a groan
âAh, don't move yet Ah-Ling, you hit your head very hard.â You muttered worriedly, pushing the loose strands of hair out of his face, and putting him back into a better position
When you removed your hands from his face, you could see the red tint that now covered his cheeks but chose to say nothing
âI will send a signal for the others to come help usâ you said, reaching into your pocket for the signal, but his hand shot out and grabbed yours before you could get it
âNonono that's not necessary I can keep going. We need to finish our task.â He said quickly and this time he was able to get into sitting position, although a wave of pain did cross his face
You knew how stubborn he could be, so instead of working against his will, you grabbed his hand to help him up
As soon as he was standing however, he grabbed his hand away, his blush even deeper than before
But you didnt care, all that mattered was his safety, so you took his hand back in yours and slung his arm over your shoulder, so he could use you as a support if need be
âHey! W-what are you doing! Let go of me!â
But no matter his complaining, you still supported him as you walked, making sure that he didnt get hurt more than he already way
To Jin Ling, this was the most embarrassing thing that could have happened
Not only had you gotten stuck with him against your will, but he was now a burden that you had to carry!
He wanted to cry
Every time he tried to impress you, be it shooting a kite out of the sky, or slaying a fearsome demon, something bad would always happen and he would end up looking like a fool
And now, heâd been trying to take the lead, to show you that he was able to protect you, and all heâd been able to show you was how much of a burden he could be
The tears fell no matter how hard he tried to hold them
There was no way you could love him anyways, so what did it matter?
You, on the other hand noticed his crying immediately
You quickly sat him down and although he tried to avoid your worried gaze, you softly wiped the tears that had fallen
âDoes you head hurt?â You worriedly asked, placing your hand at the back of his head where the wound was
It almost looked like you were about to kiss him
Jin Ling looked away, and did not reply
You quickly took the signal out and threw it into the air, where it exploded, notifying the others that you were in trouble
His expression changed instantly
âNo!â
He made to take it out of your hand but it was too late
It was then that you noticed that he was still bleeding and that he was losing lots of blood
You held him in your arms as the rain started falling and didnât let go until half an hour later, when Jiang Cheng came with reinforcements and Jin Ling was dragged back to the cloud recesses, half consious
When he awoke again, he was in a warm bed, and the sunlight was streaming through the windows
The sound of a waterfall alerted him to the fact that he was in cloud recesses
His head felt sore, but other than that there was no striking pain as there had been before
You were sleeping in what looked like a very uncomfortable position beside his bed, head on the duvet
He carefully tried to move you out of the way, but to no avail, since you woke up despite him trying to be quiet
âAh- Ling your awake!â You shot up, gently pushing him back against the head board and grabbing the bowl of soup that was on the table beside you
âIts not as warm as it was before, but itâll still taste good.â You practically whispered as you handed him the food
Once he was holding it stably, you fluffed his pillows and returned to sit on the bed next to him while you pressed your palm against his forehead to check his temperature
âIâm sorry.â He said all of a sudden, so out of the blue that you almost got startled
âAbout what?â
âI was a burden to you and we didnt get to finish our task.â
The look on his face was one you never wanted to see again
It was a mix of sadness and embarrassment, and a feeling of just not being good enough
You took the soup (now almost finished) out of his hands before grabbing one of his hands in yours
âYou don't need to be sorry. I was very worried about you and I... when you were crying I felt like it was my fault. Iâm so relived that your okay now Jin Ling.â
And with that, you wrapped your arms around him and crushed him in a hug
Jin Ling had never felt anything quite like this
Just the feeling of being in your arms was enough to send his heart beating faster than it ever had
When you pulled away, he was blushing
âYeah whatever.â He muttered, but you could see the thankfulness in his eyes
âIll leave you to rest then.â You said with a small smile, getting up to leave, but before you could go anywhere, the hand that was still holding yours pulled you back
âWait.â
Jin Ling had never felt this much courage
But your words and your loving ministrations had his mind reeling
âAre your courting Sizhui?â
The question that could make it or break it
Secure his spot in your heart, or render him alone again
His heart was beating so fast he could hear it
You laughed
âNo! Sizhui is like a brother to me,â and then a pause
âWhy?â
âI want you to court me.â
The shock on your face was evident
After all, you had never expected Jin Ling to be so forward about such things yet here you were
âI-I would love that. If your uncles are okay with it I mean, I wouldn't want to be a burden or anything. And we would-â
The warm feeling of his warm lips on yours stopped your nervous stream of words
The kiss was so delicate and gentle, almost as if a soft breeze would be enought to break it apart, yet so loving at the same time
Jin Ling didnât get many chances to prove himself to you but this was one and you bet he would take it
If he could at least impress you with his bravery (by asking such questions without pause) then he would ignore the fact that as he had uttered those six words, his entire life had flashed before his eyes, and heâd been so undeniably scared that heâd almost peed himself
Thank you for reading!
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