Its Getting Bad Again.

it’s getting bad again.

Ready to disappear

One thing nobody tells you about eating disorders is how boring it is to have one, it's just constant waiting, waiting for my next meal, waiting to see the scale go down, waiting to see results, waiting to hit my next gw, it never ends

i will be skinny by october. i will be thin by october. i will be weightless by october. i will be dainty by october. i will be small by october. i will be slim by october. i will be perfect by october.