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UPDATE;
My sister got married and moved out to her in laws. I feel like I’ve lost her. Like she doesn’t care about me anymore. We barely see her and when we do I don’t feel close to her. It’s like there’s this boundary where someone else is getting her best. Her focus isn’t on me. It never was until I started to purge and restrict. Now I’m good again I’m invisible.
It makes me want to starve myself and I want her to notice.
New motivation unlocked I guess ❤️🩹
My sister said I look like an ironing board
That my legs are toothpicks
That I need to eat something (ugh as if)
Thanx tho sis 😘🤪
I’ve gained
I’ve fucking gained 4kg
4 for FAT
Time to lock the fuck in.
To eat or not eat
That is the question
To relapse or not relapse
That is the question
To have an ed or not have an ed
That is the fucking question
i will reach my gw and be beautiful and tiny, everyone is obsessed with me. I have my dream body no matter what.
Three months, give me Three months
I’m able to put on anything and not worry about how I look, I look weightless without even trying.
Please Please Please Please Please Please Please Please Please Please Please Please Please Please Please
I get such confidence and misery when people say I’ve lost weight and that I look good now ?? Like I don’t notice it so wtf did I look like before?? If what I’m seeing makes me never wanna eat again.
Just lost 5kg idk if it’s morning skinny or not but pretty happy lol
There’s nothing like everyone telling you that you lost so much weight and validating it with getting a new work uniform cuz your other one is way to baggy 🥰🥰
Fucking binged I was doing so good, guess I’m starving myself tmr
Any good recommendations for slimming down thighs and calf’s ? One thing that just won’t lose it
One thing I’ve noticed with losing weight is the fat you don’t notice like you can see my collar bones now and my hands have definitely gotten smaller.
Like does that inspire people more cuz it does for me
Lmao so me bro
Pov: ur purging and u realise u forgot to lock the door
I am soooo pissed my acc got deleted. I was having a horrendous day and went to lay in my bed and scroll tumblr and my acc was gone. fuck all the whores deleting my shit OVER AND OVER. I’m not gonna fucking leave bitch!! NO MATTER WHAT FUCKING KOKOBOT YOU SEND MY WAY NO MATTER HOW MANY FUCKING TIMES THIS SHIT GETS TERMINATED IDC I’ll be back.
anybody remember the group chats on here? I miss them so much oml. It was so nice to connect with people who were going through the same thing as you, and to be able to have people who really know how this feels. We didn’t even talk about our disorders much, just all of us connecting with each other, and sharing music and talking about our lives. It was so electric and fun istg, I wish they’d come back. I lost all the people I knew on here after my account got banned. I miss having people who know what I’m going through. 🤍🤍