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So I Am Back And Saw That Keip Went Shopping For A New Uniform??
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Gilbert x Emma for prompt 07/26 please? Thank you đđđ
Hi Darling! Thank you so much for your support. Thank you to @xxsycamore and @voltage-vixen for hosting this event. I hope you enjoy!

Dangerous Euphoria
Fandom: IkePri
Pairing: Gilbert x EmmaÂ
Prompt: Summer of Smut - Sex under a sundressÂ
Type: NSW - Minors Dni
CW: pining, implied hidden relationship, balcony sex, rough sex, vaginal penetration, semi-publicÂ
WC: 1200+
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His eye overlook the event, trying to focus on someone, but unable to find her in the crowd. He had lost her after getting pulled into a pointless conversation with a random noble. She had been dancing with him.But now the Princeâs arm is bare and she is gone, the sun had set on the event. Many had left the castle already, but still she eluded him. Eventually he locates her, bent over one of the balconies of the castle. Her eyes are fixed on the rose garden below as he opens the door.Â
âBeatiful night isnât it?â Her voice greets him the second he steps on the balcony. Her new sundress showing hints of skin in the moonlight. Crossing the gap, he traps her against the balcony in his arms. A smirk crosses his lips when he feels her shudder in his grip.Â
âIt isâ Knowing the effect of his breath on her, he runs his nose along the curve of her ear, listening to the hitch in her breath. Her lips part, and his smirks widen.Â
âYou arenât running?â He questions, stepping back from her, leaving her room to run, but she shakes her head. His fingers catch her chin, tilting up her face, confused. The little rabbit held her ground, instead of running back into the castcle, back to safety.Â
Her eyes are flooded with emotion, his eyes searching ofr the reason. Danger, fear, lust and desire all dance in her eyes. The last emotion explains why she isnât running, why her lips are parting and her pupils are blown wide. Fear and desire, she can feel his power, but she likes it.Â
âI knew you would stay, one kiss and you were mineâ he taunts her, enjoying the feelings that flicker on her face. So open with her emotion, every sentence he speaks has a different reaction, oh how he could watch them all day.Â
âDo you understand what staying here means?â He asks simply, his hand closing around one side of her waist loosely. He wouldnât persue her if she chose to ran, but to his surprise she didnât. She keeps her gaze steadily on his and nods, looking up at him with desire filled eyes, the fear fading away.Â
âI understandâ Her voice is soft, alluring, and Gilbert slams his lips against hers, pressing her against the balcony. His hands close fully around her waist, fingers digging into her dress, raising the fabric above her waist. Turning her over, he smirks when he catches her expression, lips parted in ecstasy.Â
âPlease someone may see-â She starts to protest as his hands push the dress above her hips and his hand slips around to the clothed bundle of nerves. Her protest dies out as pleasure courses through her body, and she grips tighter to the balcony. His other hand drifts up to her pouted lips, tuggling loosely on her bottom lip, he bites her ear before finally answering.Â
âLet them look little rabbitâ Gilbert commands, his fingers slipping aside her underwear to prepare her core. Emma leans back against his chest, moans escaping past his thumb as she suckles on it, eyes half lidded in the pleasure he is bestowing on her core.Â
Feeling her prepared, Gilbert pulls away from her body, listening to her weak protests. He lifts her leg over the balcony railing, pinning her there with one hand while the other holds his length.Â
Cries of his name fall form her lips as he teases the dampness of her core.Â
âLook at how wet you are, how much you desire meâ He teases in her ear, listening to the changes in her breathing as he rubs along her clothed core. A flush spreads across her cheeks, darkening the longer the Obsidian Prince whispers dirty thoughts in her ears. A groan leaves her lips when her underwear is finally tugged to the side, revealing her damp heat to the cool night air. Pressing her tighter to the balcony, GIlbert finally enters her, watching her envelope inch after inch of his cock. His eye is dark in desire as he pushes in, keeping a tight grip on her leg and hip.Â
âGilbert-â his name is a rasp from Emmaâs throat, her eyes rolling back in her head as he fully sheathes himself in her. His body presses perfectly into hers, his usually chilly skin an inferno against her own flames skin.Â
When his name falls from her lips, the hand on her hip shifted, moving to circle the bundle of nerves. Emma responds immediately, clamping on his length and letting out a whine, her body begging for more. His cloak falls around his shoulders, covering her body from anyone exiting the castle to go the balcony, though with her leg splayed out to the side, they may still guess the activity. Protests fall from her lips as he pulls out of her body, leaving only the tip of his length at her entrance. He feels her trying to move back against him and holding her still, he thrusts back in.Â
A huff of air leaves Emmaâs lungs, her body reacting instantly, the pleasure taking over every part of her body. No longer is she at the castle, no longer is she with the enemy prince, now she is surrounded completely by him.Â
âWhat would the Princeâs think little Rabbit? Impaled on my cock for all to see?â Rasping in her ear as he continues to thrust, brain thinking only on the way she feels gripping his length and the looks on the eight princes face i they were to find her. The image brings a chuckle to him as he feels Emma clamp down, his words bringing her closer to pleasure. Illegible moans fall form her lips, her legs trembling in his hold and he adjusts her so that she is supported. Chasing his high, he watches Emma fall apart in his arms, moans of his name falling from her lips as her orgasm washes through her. The ending of her orgasm triggers his own, and he releases in the woman, gaze solely focused on her. He would have her, no matter what anyone else said. From the look on her face earlier and the euphoric smile on her face now, it seems that she has no qualms about his claim. After all, she did choose to stay on the balcony with him, knowing full well that he wanted her.Â
Tucking himself away, Gilbert helps Emma lower her leg, her muscles a little stiff and unstable. Fixing her dress so she looks presentable, he wraps her up in his cloak.Â
âCome, we should get you to bedâ He carries her back inside, ignoring the whispers of the staff as they observe the Obsidian Prince holding onto Emma.Â
âI told you not to drink so much little Rabbit, now look at you being a nuisanceâ He says loudly, protecting the woman in his arms from the glares of the castle staff. He steals a glance down to see Emmaâs eyes are still glazed and his lips tug up slightly. Murmuring in her ear as he crosses into her room, he lays her on the bed.Â
âNext time little Rabbit, it might be better to runâ
Summer of Smut 3.0 Content Creation Challenge

(Text prompts can be found at the bottom of this post underneath the cut) What: Returning for the third year, @xxsycamoreâ and I are hosting a lively content creation challenge to celebrate the summer with our favorite characters, and to promote/support creators within the various fandoms!
When: July 17th- July 31st (Final deadline to have your submission posted to be included on the Masterlist is August 13th.)Â
Targeted Fandoms (ALLÂ are welcome to join in):
Voltage
Mr. Love: Queenâs Choice
Cybird
Hoyoverse
Obey Me
Love Unholyc
Mystic Messenger
Any otome game/Animes
Rules:
Feel free to write/draw/create for as few or as many stories as you would like.You may combine prompts. (You can post it on either day then if you choose to combine.)
AUs are allowed. Suitor x Suitor, Suitor x MC, Suitor x OC, Suitor x NPC are all allowed.
Tags for the event will include #summer of smut & #summer of smut writing challenge.
We will be making a Masterlist to feature all of the stories. If you would like your creations to be included, please be sure to tag me so I can make sure I see them! If I reblogged your story, that means I saw it and it will be included on the Masterlist. Please donât hesistate to dm me if you have noticed I unintentinally missed anything!
Final deadline to have your submission posted to be included on the Masterlist is August 13th! The final Masterlist will be posted for all on August 14th, so be sure to have everything completed by then!
Have fun and donât stress over this please! đ
      If you have any additional questions, you can always reach out to either myself or @xxsycamoreâ! Thanks for reading this, and I hope you consider joining in on the fun!
Text prompts can be found below the cut:
Keep reading
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAVIS!

m a s t e r l i s t â writing tag â art tag
it's the 17th in Japan so here we are!
yes, he's technically still unfinished orz
MINORS DNI; If your bio does not state that you are 18+ I will not interact with you.
cerise/gilbert

type: suitor/oc
summary: your medicine doesn't work, but his tongue can.
warning: this fic contains thoughts of self-harm, unsanitary (period sex), cunnilingus, and vaginal sex.
notes: for @xxsycamore and @queengiuliettafirstlady's ccc different universe, same love. modern au.
shout out to @violettduchess and @aquagirl1978 for beta-reading this for me :3 but making it crashing wave special for aqua bc i don't think i could've finished this w/o your support. thank you
word count: 8k
tag list: @thewitchofbooks / @aquagirl1978 / @chaosangel767 / @atelieredux / @themysticalbeing (if you'd like to be removed, please message me. i currently can't add anyone right now)

I.
Tonight, Laine is at a loss of what to do.
Enclosed in the summer humidity, his right palm burns, fingers bunching up into a fist and coming undone just as fast. Breathing out a sigh, a displeasure vocalized by way of his least favorite season, he closes his eyes in hopes that he could return to sleep: the peaceful darkness that separated this moonlit evening from his blue, bloodshot eyes. He who stirs in the midst of ungodly hours. The alarm clock reads a miserable three in the morning; Laine could count the hours he slept on one hand.
He opens his eyes, having failed.
The problems, minor in the grand scheme of things, pile on. One after another. The inconvenience. The exhaustion. The heat. But even the heat, toeing closer to a smolder or a full-fledged scorch, couldnât hope to compare to the pain in his lower abdomen. And that isnât the archetypal cherry to top this unfortunate sundae.
There is no other time than this string of days that Laine could feel this sensation. Over the course of the years, the descriptors for his pain had grown rather colorfulâa few months back, Laine morbidly likened it to being pulled apart from the inside without being granted the mercy of ripping entirely.
This time, Laine compares it to a creature, an entity assembled together from his own blood. Unruly as it runs its claws down the fleshy walls of his insides, feeling out the foreign terrain it has woken in before claiming the blood-swathed pit as territory. A time would come when it would hibernate, dormant for a few weeksâŠbut, rejuvenated after its slumber, it returns for its monthly hunt, spanning days at a time, reaping what it pleases from his insides.
It nonsensically wreaks havoc in an ever-changing pattern as if it couldnât get enough of the pliable world Laineâs anatomy offered. He thinks of Play-Doh in humor, innards molded to submission.
Undoubtedly, this month is the worst one in a while. Laine poorly emulates what he imagines it is doing, immersing his nails, painted with chipped anguish, into the empty side of the king-sized bed. Scratching the silken covers even if the fabric itself strains against the pressure he applies, on par with the weight of his affliction. He might just bend his nail. Break it, even.
Laine committed it to memory that this cyclical agony comes in variations; variations that were, for the most part, tolerable. He hasnât seenâŠor rather felt anything of this caliber yetâitâs excitable. Irrepressible.
The pain sings in his chest, occasionally deviating to a rasp. Laine could feel it all, for they are forcibly made one and the same. He feels as if the creature was warming up for a recital, mimicking the rhythm of Benitoiteâs glittering waves merging into a pitiless riptide. A dissonance that has Laine curling into the fetal position, seeking to subdue it as if the vulnerable warmth and weight of his legs could asphyxiate it.
Thoughts of violence run apace through his veins, his joints. He feels possessed. He wants to take a knife to his stomach. Twist the flesh back to regularity if carving it out wasnât an option. Would that make the pain wane? Subside? Of course not. But, mind-crazed, he craves for better. Better, however ill-defined it was in his sleepless mind. All the while, yearning for something to empty this undisturbed lake of crimson, a tranquil image that scaths him, echoing a nebulous memory of his lover.
Laine knows his nails arenât strong enough to breach through the silk, but he imagines they might regardless. How hard he holds onto it, believing it to be the black sleeve of that man instead of this inanimate textile, inert on the mattress. Unsympathetic to the blood oozing out of him, sharing the habitual indifference of the moon, wading along the sky among its brethren of satellites and stars.
Even a romantic thought like that was stemmed by caprice, uprooted in a split-second by a sudden barrage of pain. Debilitated by the burden in his flagging body, Laine couldnât stand sound, even less touch. The foggy picture of five fingers spreading over the breadth of his arm, a lazy arm sweeping over his waist, maddens him beyond comparison. He bemoans how his lover is made a prime torture method, potent in his effect.
Gilbert.
Gilbert, and his cherry-red eye, bursting with an uncontrollable attachment to him in sickness and health.
Made one and the same, the pain residing in Laine despises what he does: the notion of a presence other than itself dwelling about its vicinity infuriates it. Upon hearing Gilbert breathe, it twists itself through Laineâs abdomen, shoving itself up his gut like the enthusiastic hand to a sock puppet, binding itself to him with an incapacitating intimacy.
The other day, Laine ousted him from their bedroom out of desperation for self-preservation, leaving Gilbert to sleep alone in the guest bedroom. Whenever Laine crossed the hallway to use the restroom, he would find the moon protruding out of the small gap Gilbertâs door gave way to, exhibiting an inviting air by way of its parallel stream of dimmed blue. It illuminated Laineâs slippers as they strode by, passing the door. He looked through it once: one glance at the interior and he could scarcely see more than the window and the bedside table peeking back at him, interested in what he might do.
He didnât try again afterward. But now, passing that room while Gilbert departed from their home, he would recall, with razor-sharp precision, his face when he pushed him out.
Gilbert was often vocal about his disagreements, so his silence towards Laineâs aggressive nature was, needless to say, unnerving. However, the agony paid no mind to the undertones. Rationality didnât exist in its lexicon; it thrived off inner pandemonium. Propelled by it, its puppetmaster strings lacing taut around his wrists, Laine promptly shut the door.
But as he was, he caught a glimpse of a smileâit might as well have been a blade. It sent through him a puncture that didnât fluster the creature, but the heart. His heart. A serrated loneliness, brandished just before he slammed the door shut with an unintentional force. How easy would it be to interpret it as Laine being angry with Gilbert? Actions speak louder than words, donât they?
An underhanded play. Laine hasnât recovered from the cut that it made, deteriorating into an infection.
He sighs. Decides to pick at that scab instead of unreachable outer space. Pain had a way in making him lose his bearings. No more, he decides.
Gilbert was always understanding of his dilemma. That much is articulated, having dealt with it in previous months. His touch when he saw him last was careful, his uninhibited devotion purposefully curbed to the creatureâs liking. Despite himself, the pads of his fingers barely dripped with it, paving paths of gooseflesh as he guided his hands over the spread of his clothes.
No skin. That was the rule while the pain skittered about Laineâs midsection, on edge. Gilbertâs fingers floated over his skin, made sensitive to the searing cold touch as a chalkboard under nails. He keeps away from Laineâs midriff, cautiously inhaling to halt his affliction from arbitrarily thrashing about. The tantrum it threw, cocooned by fleshy tenderness. Screeching out of consternation.
At the time, Laine pondered whether or not he should keep his stomach puffed out or not. The entity was so fickle. If Laine couldnât steady his worn-down breathing, then it would punish him by amplifying itself into every crevice it could find under the false impression he wasnât aware it was there. But he was. It was. It always was.
He sucked in a breath that scraped its complacency. It gnawed on his insides in retaliation, swallowing up mouthfuls of his leniency towards Gilbert until all that remained were scraps of volatile temperament.
It was then Laine insisted he left.
That time coincided with a rather convenient change in Gilbertâs work schedule; he would be busier the following days, unable to return home until late in the night to rest, and then returning as dawn emerged from its bed in the dirt. Leaving Laine lonely when even the creature decided beating a dead horse didnât make for great entertainment anymore, holing itself up into a blissful nothingness.
Laine gathers a lump of his blanket into his arms, resting his head against the lukewarm cotton. As he inhales, tentative to keep the creature at bay, the dying residue of Gilbertâs cologne drifts into his nostrils.
He could feel the manâs presence in the next room; it must be the hyper-awareness of the creature that makes this possible. In its unquenchable thirst for solitude, having an inclination for it more than anything else, it vividly traces the existences of others with haste, vigilant in its scrutiny.
He wishes to weep. At this weakness? No. It is not something akin to the depths of the Marianas Trench.
The contradictions of his emotions, swinging on a pendulum, muddy each other. As if the blood wasnât enough of a mess on its own. He feels putrid all over. Even while he yearned to see Gilbert, he could only have the scent that turns him inside out. Because Gilbertâs voice unsettles the creature. To it, capricious, he is nothing more than a stranger to the familiar alcove Laine so graciously provided. It wants him to go away. It got what it wanted. What else does it want? Laine restrained himself to make its stay easier. By association, his own.
They are one and the same.
Laine couldnât even be honest with himself. He missed Gilbert, but how he doesnât want him close. Because the smallest echo of his footsteps treading down the hallway upon his return home, the faint thump of his unorthodox cane against the tiled floor of their kitchen, embeds a deep furrow in Laineâs brow.
The immensity of his existence, harrowing in his straining mind, reduces him to this bottomless hell.
Gilbert.
Gilbert.
Gilbert,
Leave me alone.
Everyone has told him it was illogical for a heart to beat in his stomach. To that, he swears the pain itself must be living. What else could explain it? He sucks in his chest. It hurts this way, but he cannot afford to have it otherwise. Because the creature is screaming once again, hellish, finally ready to tear him open. His heart throbs, synchronizing with its chaos. Trying to breathe as quietly as he can, Laine buries his face into the pillow, a dryness rubbing raw in his throat from the common aftermath of slumber.
He tries to get up, muster up the energy to alleviate himself of this if nothing else. And yet, here he is. He canât. Everything hurts. He doesnât know where to move next. Doesnât know how to. A fleeting thought of hugging himself dies as soon as itâs conceived; it hates touch and nothing enrages it more than his own. Perhaps, they are truly bonded together to the last blood cell now. (Self-loathing: a word denser than the blood coursing through his veins.) He lies in stagnation, dead silent. Waiting for it to finally be over.
Creature. Pain. The interchanging names of this suffering made personified. What itâs called doesnât matter. It never will. It doesnât change the fact that itâs living, that it acts of its own volition, snuffing out Laineâs livelihood however it can. Always to his inconvenience must it act. He canât sleep fast enough. He canât do anything to alleviate this suffering because they are one and the same.
If he whines, it screams. Dead silence is what keeps him floating; each sound threatens to pull him under. Wrapping around his ankle, anchoring him to the prospect of drowning.
Waiting. Waiting. Waiting.
Seconds, minutes. All slowed down, an elastic band that stretches but doesnât snap.
Until itâs being soothed, for whatever reason. Lulling itself into sleep. Nothingness.
His stomach rumbles. Laine still doesn't move if it feels like changing its mind.
It returns into emptiness. Just like that. A slope now lain vertically.
Itâs over. Itâs over. Itâs over.
âŠfor now.
II.
Laine wakes up from a nap.
Surprised at the sight of the moon pouring through the glass, igniting his bedsheets in a demure blue, he deflects his attention to the glaring red letters of the alarm clock. Flashing on the black backdrop was the number eleven, minutes shy of midnight. He remembers having taken the nap as early as noon; it wouldnât be far-off if he told Gilbert that he slept the entire day away when he returned. Contrary to this morning, when he in his pathetic misery convinced himself it was impossible.
The ability certainly was non-existent, swamped in the cerise flowing in his veins. Thankfully, that isnât the case anymore.
Throwing off the monochrome blanket, cold air runs across his skinâa satisfying chill to wake up to. The air conditioner thrums with activity, blasting cold air from the front grille. Pulling away from the bed, he, in an instant, catches onto the minuscule pain in his lower abdomen.
âOh, not againâŠâ Laine mumbles, hoping that the creature would stay oblivious to his consciousness. Nevertheless, thereâs nothing he could do about it if it did. The only solace he has remains in the fact that the following days would be easier. Imbued with a paltry hope, he heads to the restroom to wash his face.
Some days are undeniably worse than others. And one of those days fell upon this morning, its duration stretched into an uneventful evening. The moon drags across the sky, sluggish, lounging about the dark clouds and draping itself in its vastness. Hunching over the sink, Laine shuts his eyes to splash cool water across his face.
Thoughts of spending the rest of the day in bed disperse with the thin rivulets dousing the ceramic sink, melding together to draw towards a face instead: a ghostly face, robin-red eye flickering in and out like the visions of a poltergeist. Passing through Laine as if they were on separate planes of existence. Untouchable, he swears.
Gilbert.
His name seeps through his abdomen in time with the stray droplets blending with the gentle ebony of his nightgown. The syllables eddy inside his feeble form, ravaged thoroughly by the creature inhabiting him.
Rather than comfort, his name winds the loose pain into a sturdier knot. An unwanted knot. Reminiscent of the kind that one may struggle with, similarly to a ball of yarn that refuses to unravel under a kittenâs claws, or a tangled clump of hair that refuses to give in to a hair comb.
He groans, frustrated with the avid recurrence of pain. Why wouldnât it let up? He withdraws, tugging his towel off the enclosure of the shower. Heâd dry himself in the comfort of his room. Maybe the pain would be filtered out by the cold, going so far as to blow away. A weak smile. He hopes his lover returns soon.
With an eager step, he leaps onto his bed. A mistake. His stomach instinctively shrinks in on itself, a backlash that has him thrumming with scorn. Slowly, he readjusts himself to lying on his bed, pillow flattened beneath his head.
â...this should be that time, right?â Laine asks aloud as if the shifting covers, the creaking mattress, or the clamoring air conditioner could offer him a verbal answer.
And completely ignoring that inquiry, his blood streams forth, coaxed out by the warmth of his thighs pressing together. He bites his lip, revulsion swirling in the back of his mind.
He groans. This is no longer a pain he has the luxury of ignoring. Meaninglessly, like it would spark a fire that burns all sensation away, he rubs his legs together. Lets his fingertips play out the flameâs pathing, crawling over to the empty side of the bed as though Gilbert was here by his side.
The closest he could get to Gilbert is to conjure up his intangible arms.
It does nothing for him, all the same. Expelling a whimper, the creature stirs. Feeling the sound in the way of an echo swarming the interior of a cave, it punches against the wall of his midriff.
Time and again, he is confined to this mind-numbing stasis he cannot shrug off. Not as easily as he might shrug off his towel for a loverâs tryst in the bathtub, where his desire may fog up with the steam or tip-toe across bubbles waltzing senselessly across the surface. It toes closer to when oneâs hearing is clogged after submerging their head deep into the water before they lift it up, unlatching the droplets encased within.
âGilbertâŠâ
Laine whispers his name, lets the two syllables float into the air as if they were a pair of bubbles. Gil-bert. They pop back into an undesired quiet, quelled by the bellowing of ventilation. Amplifying the loneliness hosted alongside the hurt. Burying his head into the ivory-white pillow, the split ends of his blue tendrils, he inhales until his lungs rattle the painâs nest, spurring the pain to a suffocating expansion. He exhales.
Itâs not as bad as it was in the early morning. If it was, then the pain would have threaded itself through the delicate interior, chipping away at him until he was overcome with exhaustion. One that wouldnât be formidable enough for him to fall asleep with the creature in tow. Another punishment drawn out. Laineâs had enough of it. Sleeping had long lost its value as a fool-proof plan to get it to restâif things went awry, the pain would flare ever stronger to his dismay, reappearing instead of disappearing. Disillusioning him to believe the seconds metamorphosed into an eternity.
Clamping his mouth shut, he flops on his middle. Perhaps it is better that Gilbert isnât here at all. It wouldnât do if he saw him, breath suppressed to keep the weariness from being known to the air.
But, it becomes too much for him to bear. This affliction is too big for his enfeebled body, clenching until his bones creak under its weight. He wants this dam to burst. To feel a solid that wouldnât dissipate into liquid or gas, to feel him, whoâ
âLaine?â
The pain squeezes tighter at the sound of the voice, a softness that levels out his coarse puffs of air. Yet, its hold on Laine is simultaneously loose. The creature is repelled and attracted to itâmore so Laine, who takes his time in turning his body to face the almost silent tremble of the wooden door, just so he doesnât strain his body any more than he should. Gilbert hovers over the threshold with a curious look in his eye.
âHi.â Laine says, awkward in his position. A chill flutters on top of his shoulder. âWelcome bâah!â
Laine is not given another second when his chin is perched on Gilbertâs chest, the gray fabric of his collared shirt grazing against his breasts, bound by a willowy nightgown. His arm lovingly curls around his hip. A huff masking a laugh resounds in the room, hollow of all but their inhalations. Laine opens his mouth to say something, hands limp at his sides as he greedily drinks in mouthfuls of his scent, magnified where he sits. He lies his head on the crisp outlines of his shirt, cheek above the half-undone tie.
âMmâŠwelcome back.â Laine nuzzles into his touch. The rumble of Gilbertâs laugh embeds into him, therapeutic against the painâs rage.
âAre you feeling better now?â Gilbert threads a hand through one of his tendrils, steeped in silver. âYouâre cozying up to me.â
A soft exchange, however strange it is to the world beyond. Laine is coaxed into the most tame of his instincts, restfully lying on Gilbert again. And the creature? It begins to flail. He could feel its tantrum, thrashing violently when pressed against Gilbertâs midsection. Screeching for him to separate himself from Laine, for it loathes every sensation. His visage, his scent, his touch. For every one that his mind processes, it seethes twofold, trying to rein him in. In this scenario, who is the dog on the leash?
âActually, it. It hurts a little...â He dislikes how whiny his pronunciations are. He enshrouds himself in the gray of Gilbertâs clothes, as if they would let him hide inside that fog so that the pain does not give chase.
He ignores the hand that slithers into the small gap between their conjoined bodies. The slow, successive fumbling and popping of buttons. From Gilbertâs shirt, Laine knows. Except, they are rather sharp sounds to the shells of his ears. Voices in a cave chock-full of bats ready to bite.
âDoes it?â Gilbert inquires. He seems to like how Laineâs mouth splits into a poutânot that he makes that known. Pulling away for a moment, the pain migrates. Strides to the middle of Laineâs legs with the noisy squeaking of Gilbertâs movement atop the mattress. Each shift is a squeeze. A suppression. Laine feels like a fruit, his five senses the five fingers to press and crush him to the pit.
Gilbertâs closeness crushes him. âWell, itâs there. But itâs nothing like the day before,â he admits bashfully.
He is so close.
Laineâs eyes rove over the broad width of his shoulders, the shirt half-undone, the slender length of his fingers affirmed by the creases of jet-black gloves, invested in undoing his tie. He watches, mindless. Only comes to his senses when Gilbertâs voice projects loud, sonorous, overpowering the sight of skillful hands tugging the gloves off. âDid the medicine not work?â
Laine bites his lip, guilt accentuating the soreness that fluctuates in his chest, repressing his sprouting need into a measly seed. âIâŠdidnât take it.â
He can feel Gilbertâs gaze, raw on his bare shoulder from Laineâs accidental tug of his bodice. Even as lovers, it feels monstrous. Depraved. âThat wonât do, you know? You wonât get any better like this.â
âIâm sorry.â Laine bows his head, eyes falling on his thighs, apology prevalent in pursed lips.
âThereâs no need to apologize. See, I have a better idea.â Gilbert says, offering his right hand to him. But, the implication behind his words, behind his stare, wind desire tight into his middle, layering the already stressful exertion of the creature within. âCurious?â
âWell, I donât think youâre giving me much choice.â Laine teases, yet takes his hand with ease. He can feel every inch of his body belting out a cry and it was not this affliction speakingâwell, partially. Maybe. Just common sense that he casts to the air in favor of his lover. The otherworldly frigidity of Gilbertâs fingers washes over the sweltering heat garnered in his palm. A beloved recurrence between them.
âYouâre forward.â Gilbert laughs, fingers steeling around porcelain, holding it in place as if to warn him: there is no chance, no room to let go. âBut, youâre right. Iâm not.â
His voice, filled to the brim with cloying sugar, seems to drain, becoming half-empty. Laine flushes in response, thinking of tugging his hand away even if that holds no worth, but he stays put. Mirrored in the twin lakes of his eyes, Gilbert sits taller in front of him, head hovering over him when he gets closer. Here, Laine can see the thin pink of his lips, carnal want glistening.
He doesnât even realize when theyâve touched his own. Closing his eyes in response, Laine blindly outlines the knobbly shape of his long sleeve, enclosing his lithe, calloused hand in his own. He could feel Gilbertâs fingers moving to reciprocate, interlocking their fingers together. A wave of love rolls over him, watering a bud of delight that blooms in the pit of his stomach, overgrowing with anticipation. The creature wilts under the enormity of its stem, rising higher than the fantastical beanstalk with each kiss.
Laine had felt Gilbert in previous entanglements, colder than the brisk winds of winter, but his lips brush campfire-cozy over his right cheek. Leaning in, his voice lowers into the cup of his ear, as though it was hot chocolate. This ideaâŠ
Laine thinks he knows it.
And that makes him reel, back resting against the head of their bed, to which Gilbert swiftly follows, freeing a hand to clasp on his waist. The other, prepared to scale the length of his skirt.
âNo?â
It is unfair, Laine thinks, how a single, teasing utterance adds to the wetness of his pussy with ease. He can feel the blood rushing, the stain surely spreading over his pad. Itâs mortifying. The idea of having sex with Gilbert usually wasnât, for the record, but it was a different story when heâs actively bleeding. Laine pushes his hand from his waistâat least, tries to, but Gilbert is strong, insistent. He feels a reflexive shame in being scrutinized under that gaze, even if a greedy part of him does want it.
The pain doesnât hurt enough to dissuade himâhe read about it once, that sex could relieve him.
âAre you sureâŠ?â It does not come out the way he had hoped; it comes off cold, unsure. That wasnât what he wanted to show. He rubs his thumb snug over the back of Gilbertâs knuckles. The feeling of them suppresses the pain that trailed his stomach freely without any restraint. âBecause I want to. I really do.â
âThen, there is no need to think about it anymore, right?â Gilbert innocently asks, which would have knocked the wind out of Laine if he were not deliberately cutting to the chase. Laine huffs out a breath, mouth twisting into a scowl at the blatancy of it allâreally! The methods Gilbert employs, sometimes. It makes him want to laugh at his audacity; an aspect of him he adores. âOr, are you opposed to it after all?â
âIâm not.â Laineâs mouth falls into a straight line at his expression, shoulders shrinking inwards. âI justâŠI donât want you to feel, wellâŠâ
Is there a right way to put it? Alluding to it instead of being direct? He cannot string the words together for them to make sense to his own ears, much less Gilbertâs. Might as well get it over with.
He whispers the word, as if there was something to be ashamed about in his honesty, holding little to no value at all. âDisgusted.â
Gilbertâs eye rounds, punctuating the tension that presses into Laineâs bellyâseconds before the vermillion narrows, becoming half-lidded, his lips curling into a laugh. But not the spine-chilling one, lodging glacial into Laineâs vertebrae. He occasionally struggles at discerning what is what with him, just that this laugh is not the one that unrelentingly folds cacao-bitter humiliation into his chest. Rather, itâs welcoming.
âYouâre the only one who can say such a thing to me.â He murmurs in a tone indicative of contemplation, kept brief in his company. A languid hand pushes up the skirt of Laineâs nightgown, countenance veering to disarming sweetness. âBut, there is no need for thatâno matter how disgusting you believe you are, Iâve already told you, haven't I?â
Before he opens his mouth to reply, Gilbert whispers low against his lips. Words that cancel his train of thought, flowing away with the stream of wind that presses on his backbone. âYouâre the lamb loved by a beast.â
Laine has to stop himself from leaping at him for saying such a quaint thing. That sentiment was once outlandish to his ears. The stuff of fairytales. Being loved from the bottom of someoneâs heart was once a childhood dream of his, unfurled into reality by his confession, here and now. He canât quite put together a comprehensible syllable, defenseless to his patience. Putting his mind at rest. He stays quiet.
Gilbert leans over him, fingers brushing over incongruent rows of damp creases bundled up between his hip and his leg, positioned upright. âHm? Did you stain yourâŠâ
âNo, no!â Laine cries out, rupturing the silence as if he werenât faced with a heartfelt admission just second before. He blushes furiously, eyes rounded in mortification, knowing full well what points he wouldâve connected if he didnât intervene when he did. âItâs just water! I was just washing my face...â
Gilbert laughs in return, keeping his hand there. Laine couldnât stand it, sometimes. Couldnât tell if he genuinely believed him or not. His unsaid question is answered by the casual slide of his skirt upwards, baring his inner thighs. In his periphery, Laineâs eyes brand into it, his anticipation barely contained by the clench of his fist.
âYouâre making such a cute face.â
âWhatâŠ?â Laineâs voice dips into brief sarcasm, washed down by a shy laugh. âIâm just looking.â
âLiar.â Gilbert breathes. He laughs softly, catching Laine by surprise.
âAndâŠ?â He asks, gathering the hem of his nightgown. The moon, overlooking them from the left-side window, limns his figure in a lucent silver. The sleeve, deviously hanging off Laineâs delicate shoulder, catches Gilbertâs eye. What captures him most of all is the raw sensuality of his half-lidded eyes, the remnants of his levity gone. âWhat will you do now?â
Laine pulls up his nightgown, above the black panties snug around his hips, above his waist, his breasts, his head. His skin is covered with gooseflesh from the moment the garment falls onto the floor with a thud. Gilbert pulls him close instantaneously, arms linking around him. A sudden touch, radiating with suggestion that has Laine on high alert, nipples hardening. Grazing against him, he lowers his face to hide his pleasure, transparent through the display of red over his moon-kissed cheek.
Gilbert takes his chin, lifting it to look at the flustered expression, burning up with fever. Closer. He wants to be closer.
They kiss, chests meeting. The creature recoils, surrounded by body heat and carnal desire. He gives chase to Gilbert, who pulls away to get a glimpse at the unmasked longing. A quirk of Gilbertâs lips conveys his satisfaction, not that Laine could tellâhis palms are flat on his lower back, composed. Exhibiting a disposition of nonchalance that betrays the hunger exuding from his ruby eye.
When in reality, Laine could. Gilbert could play coy all he likes, but actions have always spoken louder than wordsâheâs melting under the desperation, searing onto his lips as Gilbert dips his head down for more.
He missed this. Him. But, itâs not enough. Itâs not enough that Laine couldnât savor Gilbertâs skin reciprocally; he developed a craving for it. A craving that should be satiated. Seeking an appetizer, he pops the rest of his buttons off, sliding the shirt off his shoulders. Dragging him on top, he raises his head up for another kiss to savor. Tasting the faraway black coffee, a staple to his morning routine.
Gilbert sighs, removing himself from his arms to mouth over his collarbone, grip onto his waist, a casual reminder of his undying fervor. A groan, an encouragement drawn meek from Laineâs unmarked throat, calls him.
He submerges himself into skin. His breasts. Flicks his tongue about his areola, takes it into his mouth to suck. Feels a shaky arch against him; a reverence marked with a wobbly foundation. He grins. Inducing such a reaction this soon speaks volumes about his proficiencyâhe knows Laine, knows what would get him to succumb to his coquetry. He called him a menace for it, but doesnât he know?
The unspoken truth is that heâs at the mercy of his absurd faithfulness.
Gilbert lets his breast go with a wet pop; Laine sways. In spite of the whirlwind of ardor, overwhelming to the point of bringing him to the eve of an orgasm, he interlaces his hands through the unkempt strands of his hair for proper stability. He lifts his head over his thighs, prudently pressed together.
Laine parts them of his own volition, baring his slit. Gilbert catches a glimpse of the expression he madeâanticipation veiled by his blue tendrils, framing his face in shadow. Unearthed by a fortunate sliver of moonshine. Gilbert dips his fingers into the waistband, wrapped snug around his hips. Tugs them down his thighs, his knees, his ankles. Lifts Laineâs legs over his shoulders when he stops him.
Laine sits up. âWait,â he breathes.
âYes?â Gilbert looks up at him, feigning unawareness to what he is about to do.
âAre you sure?â He shivers at the red eye, glazed with an ache to consume, and he trembles on his words. An unfathomable indecision surfacing from his arousal. Gilbert canât help but smile. âYouâŠyou canâŠâ
âIâm not uncomfortable.â He answers, kissing his inner thigh. A singing exhalation grazes against the congealed scarlet. âAre you?â
âNo. I just wanted to be sure.â Laine flushes despite the encounters that they had shared, varying in intensity. A constant trickle of disparity each time. This was new to him. Thoughts of proposing it to Gilbert were always kept lock and key in his throat for his convenience. No matter how much Gilbert tried to pry it out of him, he remained firm with his decision. And now, now that heâs so closeâŠ
He resumes his previous position, lying on his back.
The sides of his knees are ticklish under disheveled onyx locks, adhering to his legs coated in a thin sheen of sweat. He fixes his gaze on the inclination of Gilbertâs head towards his warmth. Thinks of an appetizer to the side dish, hands on his thighs.
Gilbert pushes his tongue inside and his vision flickers.
No warning. This shouldnât be different from any other time, yet heâs already breathless under the weight of his tongue, bounding out at the spot where his pleasure had coiled moments before, coaxed out by an excess of soothing caresses. Gilbert has etched it into memory the points where he can wring out an orgasm, adept to the functions of Laineâs body.
He knows that heâs not in Gilbertâs sight as he tongues him down, but the idea of him catching him stare so intently, dealing out a beguiling tease that he couldnât recover from, beckons him to squeeze his eyes shut to keep from releasing over his face. Why does it feel so good already?
âG-GilâŠâ Laineâs breath catches on the first mouthful of his name, as if voicing it full would put a startling end to this euphoria so soon. He squirms. He is well-acquainted with his cruelty, sweetened by the curl of his tongue. Laine makes sure to keep utters of his name to a minimum, folded under the poor composure of his breath. Muffling himself with his hand, he spreads his thighs, seeking to make room for his tongue to delve further inside. His palm swallows up his moans, depriving the air of his symphony.
Dissatisfied by this, Gilbert laps greedily at the blood dribbling down his slit, eliciting an acute squeak to rip clean from his mouth. As his fingers push back against his thighs to lick up his wetness, Laineâs hand falls to his side. Copper filters his nose. Wincing, he dips his face into his pillow, flailing because heâs on the brink of screaming.
âGilbert!â He can hardly stop his mouth from falling open, surrendering to the wanton need to show him how much he wants this. He doesnât realize heâs fallen prey to yet another tactic employed, disadvantaged by the jumble of sensations lost in the onslaughtâhe could hardly bear Gilbert to begin with, his tongue mercilessly trailing back and forth. When he tries to retract his legs, frenzied by the offensive, the grasp on his thighs solidifies to titanium. He wails, at a loss of what to do. A cluster of sounds tumbles off the apex of his tongue. It feels so fucking good.
âIâm gonna come. Iâm gonna, ah,â he cries, crushing the mattress into his fingers. âGilbert.â
Heâs frothing at the mouth. Concerns for Gilbert, regarding the taste of his blood, are drowned out by the clear eagerness, expressed through the tilting of his head, the rhythm in which his tongue moves, unhesitating in its meticulous motion.Â
Gilbert moans into his pussy, a deliberate, long-winded vocalization that tempts him to clench.
Laineâs mind fogs up, burns, stoked to life by a fantasy of Gilbert screwed in between his legs. Laine unconsciously tugs harder at the covers. How Gilbertâs silence wrecks him, his remnants of palpable verbalization penetrating him again and again in tongue. At the thought of his face, his coming face, Laineâs lips falls open with pleasure, and he burns and burns untilâ
âIâm cominnnnnnng!â
âhis hips surge, his back arches, and he comes, vision white from the violent burst.
He shudders, caught in a post-climax haze that distracts him from the loss of Gilbertâs mouth, leaving behind one last warm breath to spark him anew.
Laine keeps his legs parted, teary eyes boring into his outline that blurs into the darkness. He can see crimson, breaking from Gilbertâs face in thick rivulets. Mingling with his release, he flushes, feasting his eyes on the resounding clink of his belt, the sweat-inducing unzip of his pants, the finishing rustle of them being pulled downward.Â
Gilbert lifts himself by his forearms, climbing on top of Laine and flanking his shoulders with steady hands.
The hunger in his gaze is articulated, red bathed in a scintillating glow that Laine is bedazzled by. He canât think properly, mind wrecked with an overabundance of raunchy visuals, flipping through the possibilities of what would come next. Laine is typically not one for surprises, but things changeâstarting from the bead of saliva crawling down the corner of his lip, creeping to his chin.
Unsure of when he began huffing, salivating at the thought of Gilbert burying his cock inside of him, the man of the hour smiles through blood, makeshift lipstick derived from his pussy. Laine stares, fixed on the dribbling liquid, mind blanking at the disconcerting image. Not that it made him uneasy. Hell, he couldnât even factor in the stain that he mustâve left on the sheets. Theyâd have to replace them later. Later, which didnât matter now.
The notions of fear and rationality are swept away in a cloud of sensuality, condensed into an incoherent string of gasps that leap carelessly from his mouth, giving voice to his need.
How delightful. Gilbert might as well have said it, but there was no needâhis smile spells it out for his short-circuiting brain, a lump of mush whose only focus is the mouthwatering prospect of connection: their joining together at the hips. His knees drop down, the right caught by Gilbertâs palm, dragging along a path of gooseflesh at a snailâs pace.
âYouâre so wet here.â Gilbert whispers, guiding a hand between Laineâs legs. Tracing the sensitivity that twitches lecherously under his fingertips. He gapes at the warmth that pries his thighs apart as easily as the weight of double doors. Gilbert loves this, having him pliant in his hands.
Taking hold of his hips, he lines himself up against the blood-soaked entrance, teasing it with a grin Laine could barely see in the thickness of the night. Not like it makes a difference. He tenses up immediately at his erection, a stiffness that he couldnât possibly wait for any longer. Running hands over his breasts, a minuscule attempt to entice him, Gilbert pushes himself inside, beguiled by that obscene gesture.
âAh!â Laineâs breath catches. The push is somehowâŠeasier than before, he realizes.
âMmâŠâ Gilbert groans, sultry laid on thick. This is where his charade begins to endâhis control is wavering, colored with a frustration that is not often seen. In precursory trysts, he acted as if an overt display of his weakness would be the same as forfeit, admittance to a loss. (Heâs never lost. He told Laine that once.) How the tables have turned. Gilbert wants to be inside of him as much as he wants it. He huffs at the harsh clench encompassing his length. Pushes himself even deeper.
âIâve been waiting to have you again.â Gilbert murmurs in between a sigh, more to himself than Laine, splayed about their bed. Regardless, he heard, expressed through the ghost of a tremor at that subtlety. They havenât been away from each other that long. Guess it took a toll on him, sleeping alone without a wafting sweetness of strawberry and whipped cream suspended in the air, a signature of his beloved.
âMe too.â Laine lifts his hips in earnest, wrapping his legs around his waist. The pain in his lower abdomen is long gone, pushed out by Gilbertâs boiling gaze. Averting his eyes at this, overcome with a precipitous influx of restraint, Gilbert whispers gently.
âLook at me.â
What else could he do but give in? The tonality his voice takes, softness reforged into a blade, pulverizes him. He gives in so easily to him, heart fine-tuned to a fragile responsiveness Gilbert carved into a recess of his memory well, refusing to let it wade into the dark ponds of his mind. He looks, stares, tears running down his cheeks in the wake of this heaven-sent fulfillment. He sighs, lifting his arms to wreath them around his neck.
And Gilbert begins to move.
He lowers his head, drinking up the discordant gasp spilling from his mouth. Laine can taste the remnants of his release on his lips, the usual pink dashed with a stark red stain. He hates the taste of blood brushing against his mouth, hates the copper sliding down his throat, but he had expected it to taste worse. Expected to gag against his mouth and in turn, sully this moment. He must be out of his mind, then, mindlessly sucking on the vermillion that breaks faith with the emergence of nausea.
âI thought youâd hate it.â Gilbert rocks his hips into his, lifting a hand to fondle his breast. Pinching his nipple, he rotates it in elated, circular patterns.
âItâs a littleâŠhah!â Laine downs a deep gulp of air, taken aback by the forceful snap of Gilbertâs hips. He canât help but feel elated at the unrelenting pace Gilbert sets, the reveal of his impatience without the slightest inhibition, refusing to wait for an answer. He hates wasted time. Laine trips on his moans, rippling through his vocals. âIt doesnât taste good, butâ,â his throat catches, âaaaah!â
Gilbert hums. How considerate of him; he should reward him for his honesty, shouldnât he? But he would be giving it to him so easily. He mumbles his name, slotting between purposeful grunts. He wants to hear Laine, after all. Hear the excitement when he digs his nails into his hips, pulling him forward to hold him in place so that thereâs barely room to part, so that he could fill him with unbroken frequency. Hear the pathetic whimper when heâs panting into the delicate spot of his shoulder now, slowing himself to a velocity that Laine couldnât fathom the reason being.
âAh. No,â his voice is so weak. âIâŠI want moreâŠmore.â Laine whines, head rolling against Gilbertâs locks. He gropes at his skin with his right hand, crazed, searching for his own. Noticing, Gilbert spares him his left, the pads of his fingers compressing his knuckles. So forgiving in reciprocation. Laine clenches on, nails skimming rough against the back of his hand. All the while, keeping his other arm tethered on Gilbertâs neck. âFaster. Please.â
âWhy?â Gilbert rocks into him, maintaining a calm smile. âTell me why.â
âIâm not lying this time; itâs not that badâIâm being good. Please. Please fuck meâŠâ
He cries when Gilbert pulls out entirely, thinking he did something wrong, only to choke on an ecstatic gasp when he slams all of himself inside so swiftly, inclining his toes to curl. He pumps into him at a gratifying speed that Laine sobs at, choking out lovestruck praise between a consonance of dry squeaks and needy huffs, pulled from the base of his throat.
âDoes it feel good?â Gilbert asks. Laine could hear the smile in his voice, the knowingness breaking him. âI want to hear it from your mouth.â
âYes, itâit feels so good. So good.â
It drives him mad, how ruthless the friction of his hips are, banging against his own.
âYouâre so tight around me. Do you want to come?â
âYes!â Enthusiastically said.
âGood.â He praises. âThen, come with me, Laine.â
âYes,â he warbles, âyes, yes, yesâŠâ
Encouraged by this admission, he thrusts harder into him, groaning. He uses his free hand, the one that doesnât hold Laineâs, to circle his back and press him to his torso, squashing his breasts against his chest. He could feel the vibrations of Laineâs voice, urging him to go even faster.
Gilbert could feel himself throbbing, molding into something violent, animalistic with each time his cock rammed into the depth of his pussy. Laineâs throat is hoarse, ebbing in gasps.
He moans against his neck, his heartbeat racing against his mouth, drumming under pale skin. He could feel him throbbing inside too, setting up an unforgiving pace that makes him shake beneath his weight. This refusal to relent makes him tremble.
Laine screams, writhing under the slam of his cock. Everything feels so good. His eyes roll to the back of his head, tears dropping to the bedsheets. They were already sullied with his blood. What could tears do that they couldnât? Helpless, he grasps harder onto Gilbertâs hand, panting. He looks up.
Laine tightens at the sight of weakness, laid into the ivory skin. He can see the pleasure nuanced on his face; the grit of his teeth he loves so much, the wavering smile into the same type as his. He could feel the inferno scorching him, burning away that stretching thread of sensual gratification he worked so hard to keep. Looking down at him, lost in the desire he possesses. Laine canât help but pull him in. Trembling.
âGilbert⊠I love you.â
With one last piercing thrust, they come together. A thick stream of cum spills into his pussy, clamping down on his length to keep him from pulling out. Laine falls back against the bed as he gushes, arm coming loose, now limp on his belly. The hand holding Gilbertâs stays, unwilling to separate.
âYou know, I read about it online, onceâŠâ Laine mumbles, the mist of desire wearing off.
âHm?â
âI read online that having sex would make the cramps better.â
Gilbert laughs, seemingly knowledgeable. âAnd did it?â
ââŠwhy do I get the feeling that you knew about this?â
âDid you pick up on that just now?â
âYeah. I didnât even think about it at all.â Laine trails off into an elongated yawn. âAhh. I feel really sleepy, butâŠI want to take a bath.â
âHuh? But I donât want to leave you just yet.â
Laine huffs out a sigh, mind hazy still from the numbing pleasure. Floating about their proximity is their sweat coalescing into the chilly air, tinged with a copper that would typically have him scrunching up his nose in disgust. Somehow, itâs made bearable, Gilbert looming over him the way he is, rouge eye fixed on his face like he was the only one in the world. Raising his hand, Laine strokes his hair. Slow, gentle, like a butterfly. Watches him droop under his fingernails, eye falling adorably half-lidded.
(He would fuck him if he could. Another time, hopefully.)
âWe should take a bath.â Laine whispers languorously, lightly scratching the nape of Gilbertâs neck where his knuckles brush steady against soft, ebony strands. âCome onâŠâ
Gilbert shakes his head, pressing his mouth to his cheek, dyed a lush red the motif roses of Rhodolite would envy. A tempting offer to stay in bed, sleep the rest of the night away. âYou want to leave me?â
Laine bites his lip, willfully diverting his attention to the silk of their pillows to conceal his shyness. An effort made for naught. Rarely does his lover let things, even of trivial nature, slip past him. âThatâs not what I said,â he says with a crafty kindness, something he learned from Gilbert, âwe could always have round two in the bathroom.â
âWhen did you become skilled in bargainingâŠ?â Gilbert off-handedly murmurs, the corners of his mouth curving up into a sly smile. Laine grins, suppressing the gut feeling of the notion that a card might be up his sleeve. Not that he was wearing any. âAlright, then.â
An obedient answer. Laine purses his lips, skeptical about the integrity behind his affection. Heâs well aware that discipline wasnât Gilbertâs forte so far as he was concerned. And as if Gilbert caught on, he kisses him again, this time on his lips to seal the question within his throat. Preserving this tenderness instead of spoiling it. And once again, he wins. Because Laine canât help but let his elation become visible.
Gilbert withdraws from his embrace, reluctant. Laineâs mouth half-twists in longing. He struggles to turn himself over, stomach wrought with the remainder of their encounter. Watching Gilbert slip into the softly illuminated room, he rests his head against their mattress.
He would follow soon behind, cuddle him in a blanket of steam. Theyâd have to clean later, definitely. For now, though, he lets Gilbert carry him kissing his cheek as the man shuts the bathroom door behind their shadows, now made one and the same.

ending notes: btw, this was my first time writing smut ^_^; sorry if it's cringe LOL
...and not even a minute after i posted this, my friend sends me lancelot angst. i hate it here
The first prince of Obsidian from the second anniversary illustration!
