CW: Religious Symbolism, Mention Of Suicide, Severed Arm

CW: religious symbolism, mention of suicide, severed arm

[Read from left to right]

Speaking to the memory of him.

I drew this back in october a few days after the last episode of season 5. It's been a while but I wanted to post it anyway^^

+ close up

Teehee

It's midnight rn

Yes, I’m bored again.

@mcchaoticgrimreaper @creatorbiaze @tofumixp @d3monprodigy

No because Fukuzawa literally lost Fukuchi and has to carry that guilt with him for the rest of his life.

Blaming himself like it was ever his fault for not wanting to go to war.

And now Mori is going to take one of his kids from him.

Which is going to fuck them up and just... The guilt Fukuzawa is going to feel because he had to make that deal to save them.

And he's going to lose them because of it.

He couldn't save Fukuchi from himself, he couldn't save his comrades. Ranpo trusted Fukuchi so blindly because of him.

What kind of leader is he?

Just Fukuzawa staring at the sword in his hand, one he vowed never to raise again.

And thinking maybe it would've been better for everyone if he had stayed isolated from the world.

"I'd like the power to protect my comrades"

... What a joke...

Bsd except Akutugawa and Dazai have a good sibling relationship.

Dazai: Odasaku! How do you raise a child.

Oda: way too sober for this... Why?

Dazai: Mori decided the new rookie I found is under my command now.

Oda: Oh, that's a relief relaxes.

Dazai: Why? realises Really Odasaku?

Oda: You are at a certain age.

Dazai: Okay! Nevermind... That. I don't know how to look after a kid, you do. Help me.

Oda: The kid in question is 2 years younger than you. You aren't going to be raising them.

Dazai: Yeah I know but... He's so small and tiny, even tinier than Chuuya which shouldn't be possible. And he was in a bad way when I found him and....

Oda: You care.

Dazai: quietly What do I do, Odasaku?

Oda: You aren't his parent, more of a mentor. A guide, a holding hand for when he gets lost. He's going to have to learn to stand on his two feet around here. Give him the tools to do that.

Dazai: I'll try.

Oda: That's all you can do. If it helps, I have faith in you.

Dazai: Still don't know why, but thank you.

Oda: Your welcome, just.... Don't scare me like that again. I'm way to young to be a grandfather.

Dazai: snorts Yeah yeah... Smirk shall we tell Ango and see how long it takes him to figure it out?

Oda: ponders this That's devious nods let's do it.