This Is Actually So Amazing And Myself And My System Mates Are So Fucking Proud Of You!

This is actually so amazing and myself and my system mates are so fucking proud of you!

I hope you enjoy those goldfish ❤️

yk what? fuck it. ȋ̈ want to get better.

i have STARVED myself and cut myself and im sick of it. I want to get better.

im wasting my life on this bs.

here is the NEW plan:

a. still go to gym bc i love it

b. eat 3 meals a̸ day

c. stop counting cals

d. only weigh myself on wednesdays to see gym progress. not ana.

e. reach out for help if ȋ̈ feel like ȋ̈ may relapse

f. focus on school more, not my weight

g. go eat rn

if anyone wants to be my recovery buddy pls lmk! im terrified but ȋ̈ know this is the right thing to do.

i will keep all my other posts up so ȋ̈ can look back and see how far iv come!

if you struggle with sh or ed, youre not alone. go eat, go throw away your razor. Ȋ̈ believe in you.

i want goldfish

Please stay off my posts thanks

(I don’t need people who are only circumstantially supportive on my blog. Leave.)

ik we post funny stuff abt DID but its not all sunshines and rainbows

some headmates are TERRIFYING and are a danger to headmates , friends and the body

masking is exhausting and leaves us unable to function for days depending on heavily we mask

we forget incredibly important info and basic shit like hygeine and self care

being frontlocked can be terrifying depending on what happens / happened , not to mention exhausting

NOT TO MENTION

its a trauma disorder. we deal with the effects of our trauma constantly simply because we exist and its stressful and painful

this isnt even the half of it

-Laith (he/xe)

This is a no-no, ya sillies! This stuff gets you BLOCKED.

Can you spell Blocked? Or Intolerant? I know those are big words, but try to understand.

Stay off my blog, please and thank you! (Reports are in progress!)

Remember kids and cats, calling trans people mentally ill, telling them to die, and hoping they go to a mental hospital is NEVER ok! Don’t be like these big ol meanies, mmkay?

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The one thing I can appreciate about Tumblr is that I can just be. I don’t have to talk to anyone, I don’t care how many followers I have, I don’t care if anyone likes what I reblog. This entire space is dedicated to what I love; what inspires me; what brings me pleasure.