Thank You For The Meal

Thank you for the meal 🙏

Sskk non sexual intimacy while taking a shower together because akutagawa didn't wanna take it alone

The raw feeling of trust while Atsushi washes his hair for him and knowing that if someone did try to attack him, he'd have the weretiger there to protect him

The feeling of safety, knowing that now instead of protecting, he can be protected for once

I think about them a lot (⁠^⁠.⁠_⁠.⁠^⁠)⁠ﾉ

hi ik you don't asked for this but get a drabble

Here's the thing: there has not been a moment in Akutagawa's life when he has not been on guard. When death has been your companion and you have felt the cold brush of his fingers against your skin on more than one occasion, you get used to looking for its shadow in the corners.

Here's the real thing: Akutagawa has grown up, and growing up should mean getting wiser, but his childhood fears creep all over him, settle on his throat, choke him.

It's not an easy admission. Vulnerability is not a physical thing, he thinks as the weretiger's hands lie him bare both metaphorical and literally. There's no questions dancing on Atsushi's gaze as his fingers brush over old scars, new ones. His whole body is a map of all his suffering. Akutagawa could point with precision which marks were made by the tigers' claws. The tiger would argue he had it coming.

Maybe he'd be right. You don't attack the tiger only to get surprised when it bites back. It'd be unfair to expect such a creature not to bare its claws.

In any case—

"You're cold," Atsushi mutters, rough hands running through his bare back. "And tense. Would it kill you to relax?"

Yes, Akutagawa wants to say, even though it's technically untrue. He's faced his fears before. He's aware they don't make sense, sometimes.

He's not sure it's fear what keeps him on edge. It's the unfamiliarity of it all. He's not used to being powerless. He's not used to Atsushi's hands on him, either.

Atsushi takes in his silence and sighs, his thumbs pressing at his shoulders, massaging him. "It's okay. You know it's okay, right?"

Akutagawa scoffs. "Do you take me for a fool?"

"I mean..." Atsushi mutters. Akutagawa can hear the smirk on his voice.

"You're not funny. You're the most unfunny individual I've ever had the disgrace to meet."

Atsushi snickers regardless, his hands coming to rest at Akutagawa's waist. He feels the soft touch of Atsushi's lips in the back of his neck and heat starts creeping up to his face. It's an awful feeling. It's awful that the feeling of his thumbs caressing his skin and the slow, soft brush of his breath actually get Akutagawa to relax.

Atsushi takes his time washing his hair and his touch is careful when he helps him wash his body. He doesn't doubt himself like he could've, or like he would've before, but he asks quietly okay? and smiles when Akutagawa hums approvingly. He's always been a fool; of course he'd be proud of himself over something as irrelevant as this.

Out of the shower, Atsushi dries him off with care as Akutagawa's fingers find their way to his skin, following the path of old scars that don't hurt anymore.

Reasons why Akutagawa is gay in my heart

1. Just look at him.

2. End quote

I need a fic where Atsushi finds out that Akutagawa gets flustered easily by compliments, so he starts calling him pretty and beautiful and gorgeous, and Akutagawa is losing his shit because "this is supposed to be a fight, dammit"

BSD beast cast playing Minecraft together

Akutagawa and Kenji already made a hoe and are now working on a farm

Kyouka and Atsushi are trying to tame a cat

Dazai keeps jumping from high places (the chat is just Dazai fell from a high place spam)

Chuuya is mining and trying to evade creepers (he fails and has to take a break. During this break he's fighting to get Dazai to stop jumping off trees.)

Odasaku cooks. And he uses both crops from Akutagawa and Kenji's farm and the animals Akutagawa hunts

Junnichiro and Naomi have their beds next to each other

Akutagawa wears a dragon onesie, Gin wears a lizard one, and Atsushi is in a tiger onesie (they all have tails attached btw)

Aaagh Akutagawa and Gin only really hang out with each other in the daycare at first until Atsushi comes to his first day , and after a week of spending time with him, gin also hangs out with other kids like tachihara and higuchi

Akutagawa trips Atsushi but he feels bad when Atsushi cries so he just awkwardly apologizes while helping Atsushi up

Atsushi is hanging out with Gin and Akutagawa gets upset because two of his favorite people are hanging out without him (they started playing dress up while waiting for Aku to get back from having to take his medicine)

Im thinking about toddler sskk and now you have to as well because theyre just xhiedbnj

They make up scenarios and trade toys and Atsushi has to drag Aku along the floor by the onesie so that they can draw at the table together

They cuddle during nap time and Atsushi snores lightly while they're both hugging each other in the crib

Akutagawa starts coughing and Atsushi runs and stumbles to get the daycare caretaker for him

They're just so little baby aaagh

Also they remind me of this video https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTNXseVnK/

if i think about sskk as kids i start crying and throwing up. they'd follow each other around and aku would hunt down little things to gift atsu. aku looks at him like 🌑_🌑 all the time. gin aku and atsu? attached by the hip i think

@utterlybrainwrecked idk if you've seen this yet

Drops my yearly Q art and runs