Am I The Only One In The RZK Fandom Who Can't Listen To Lana Del Ray Without Having .thoughts. Since

am I the only one in the RZK fandom who can't listen to Lana del Ray without having ….thoughts…. 🌝 since Richard said in an interview that he likes listening to Lana del Ray because it's good "sex music"?

I’ve been thinking about what an effect must Paul’s love have on Richard.

Imagine having a bad falling out with a friend you considered your other half. Maybe you’re both at fault but you take every criticism to heart, and you can’t help it. You feel like you’re nothing, like you’re worthless.

And that friend who understood you so well - he can’t stop criticizing. And you can’t stop arguing. Imagine how shitty you feel because of that. And since it’s partly your fault- well, even shittier. You didn’t even manage to keep your other half.

But then comes 2019, covid, 2022. And something happens, and that friend loves you. You kiss, and you hold hands, and he looks at you like you’re the sun.

And you’re used to young pretty girls paying you attention and showering you with love - you’re used to it because they see you as that cool rockstar. You’re not used to the person who criticizes you the most - who’s been criticizing you for decades - to love you the way he now does.

Imagine how absolutely elating that must feel. He oh-so perfectly knows all your faults, and your vices, and he’s been arguing with you for years - and yet, he loves you, and he chooses to love you. For who you are.

I understand why Richard’s now so attached to the Auslander outro. Why he can’t let it go and plays all the variations even alone. He seems to get attached to things that bring him comfort, like that clothing straight from 2005. His red cap, and that pink hoodie, and maybe even his cigarettes.

And just like that, he’s now attached to the outro. Because it brought him Paul.

04-06-2022, Berlin, Germany

by iinchicore

So I never liked Paradise is under your nose.

Last week I heard it live for the first time,realised how beautiful that song actually is, cried a bit and now I’m getting a tattoo of the lyrics 🥹❤️😭

please never stop talking passionately about the things you love

bands are not for music theyre for men to kiss each other recreationally