Could You Do 4/4 The First Time He REALIZES He Loves You Like He May Not Say "ily" But What's Going Through

could you do 4/4 the first time he REALIZES he loves you like he may not say "ily" but what's going through his mind?? thank you dana ily!!!!

idk I think with ashton it’d be when you’re over visiting his family with him, and like, he’d look over and see you helping his mom with the meal in the kitchen while he’s trying to wrangle in his siblings (harry has this bad habit of always trying to tackle ash to the ground omg) and he’d just kind of look up and see how you interact with his mom and how you’re so natural around his family. and it just kind of hits him that he really likes this- seeing you with his family. that he can imagine being domestic with you, that you and he would switch off nights when you were cooking and he was doing the dishes, and he would go grocery shopping and you would help him get the house ready for his family to come over. it’s like, in a single second he could see a future with you, and it was enough to make him break out in a grin but also want to throw up because oh shit now i have to tell her

with luke i think it’d be late at night. like, you had come to visit him for a show or something and he’d just be so overwhelmingly happy that you were there, you could see it in the way that he bopped around on stage and the grin that never seemed to leave his face. the boy just seemed to exude happiness. and he had gone back to the hotel with you, hopping in the shower quickly but fully expecting to get sweaty again underneath the sheets with you, so when he opened the door and had a towel slung around his waist and was rubbing at his hair with another towel, he just kind of sunk down when he realized that you were fast asleep in bed because of jetlag. and like, there was no way that he was going to wake you up, so he just stumbled around in the dark for a pair of boxers before sliding into bed next to you, pulling you in close. and it’s like, it’s when he realized that he was just as happy to have you in his arms as he would be if you two were having sex, that he realized that he loved you. just like, fuck, I love her

and with michael, I don’t think there would be a single solitary moment where he knew that he was in love. it’s like, I feel like he’s the type that dates with the intention of marriage; he doesn’t hop around from relationship to relationship. so it wasn’t like he woke up and BAM he’s in love, it was more of a growing thing that he was aware of. just constantly knowing that with every little action you did, little quirks about you that he got to know about, that he was falling in love with you. he was hyper aware of the fact that he was falling in love. it would just kind of be obvious to him- don’t get me wrong, it would scare the shit out of him- but from the minute he started dating you he just knew that he was going to fall in love with you. michael loves too easily and unabashedly, and should be protected at all costs

and cal would try and fight it like all hell. he didn’t want to admit to himself that he was in love because that would mean an inevitable end to his bachelor days and would either end up really well, or really badly. cal shuts himself up inside and doesn’t really let anyone get into him to see that. but like, him realizing that he was in love with you would be more of an oh fuck moment, and he would probably curse himself for suddenly realizing that he cared about you way more than he had ever cared about another person. and tbh it was probably when you were with his friends, and he had gone off to grab you a drink and came back to see you mingling with his friends like he hadn’t even left you side, the way that you were comfortable around them in a way that made him grin from ear to ear. and then it would just hit him that he could get used to this- used to you, because although the thought of a serious relationship had crossed his mind quite a few times, this raised it up a few notches

i am crying

i still cant get over this

x

omg can you do you overhearing calum talking to the boys about how great your sex life is and they have no idea that you were listening

he would be sauntering around the backstage room with his shirt off, just to let everyone see the scratches you had left down his back the previous night. he did it on purpose, wanting the rest of the guys to see how you had clawed him up, as if they couldn’t hear you two going at it. hotel walls were notoriously thin, and calum apparently had a thing for other people being able to hear you two.

and michael had seen the scratches on calum’s back, had raised his eyebrows, and high fived him, going, “nice.”

cal was a cocky shit about it too, going on about, “couldn’t keep her hands off me,” ignoring the retching sounds from luke in the back, because the last thing luke wanted to hear about was cal’s sex life. especially after luke had been kept up all. last. night. “must be doing something right,” cal laughed, slinging his t-shirt over his shoulder in an attempt to stay shirtless for just a bit longer, to rub it in for just a few more minutes.

to be quite honest, you couldn’t believe that he was talking about your sex life without even mentioning how he was, how he came undone underneath you at the end of the night. there were a lot of scratches down his back because of you, but there was no way that they could’ve heard his whispered pleads with you, telling you how much you turned him on, just please, please, don’t tease. how he hissed at the feeling of your nails digging into his skin, the sinking of your teeth into the flesh on his hip bones. because cal was first and foremost, a sub, and he refused to admit it.

and you were so pissed at him that later that night, when he pleaded with you, you said no, and dragged it out just a bit longer. he could boast all he wanted to the guys, but you two both knew who had the upper hand.