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I do think it’s hilarious how hard I love. I fell in love with someone within like a month of talking when they made it clear they didn’t want to be in a relationship. I was so delusional that if I gave them unconditional love that it wouldn’t matter. But then I really learned what love bombing was and how bad it is to do lmfao.
I really hope therapy will actually help guide me to be the person who I want to become. I’ve done a lot of work already, but I hope a professional can help direct my growth in a more efficient way.
Without you, I never would’ve grown into the person I am now. I’m still growing but I’m proud of the work I’ve already put in.
We are all figuring out life. Don’t hold grudges on people. We are all figuring things out on our own time. I wish everyone I’ve ever met peace and happiness.
If they really cared about you, they would fight for you. Don’t fight for someone’s love if they wouldn’t fight for you.
Finally at peace😮💨🥹
“Leave me tf alone.”
Consistency is harder when no one is clapping for you. You must clap for yourself during those times, you should always be your biggest fan.
What hurts the most is that they were able cut me off and move on so easily. Like was all the time we spent together mean nothing to them? It meant a lot to me.
Holy shit I need a life
Realizing that I subconsciously love bomb to “make them love me”. I thought that if I gave them unconditional love and gave them everything they wanted that they would love me back. And when they were nice to me and gave me attention I convinced myself that they actually did love me back. Even though they never said it, not even close. Then when I noticed a slight difference in their behavior I would feel like my best wasn’t good enough. Which then lead to my anxiety and insecurity to consume myself that I wasn’t good enough. Which then lead to me being so annoying and doing weird shit that then made them hate me.
I really didn’t want to lose this person.
Why did I have to learn this lesson at the cost of them? I hate life, but ig I deserve it.
I hate myself for choosing to love someone after a month of talking.
I hate that I looked at their face so much.
I hate that I analyzed all their quirks and mannerisms.
I hate that I learned so much about their likes and dislikes.
I hate that I learned about their life and secrets.
I hate that I keep dreaming of them
I hate that I got so attached to this person.
I hate that I made them hate me.
Man I wish I wasn’t such a pussy, I’m never simping again.
I just wanted to give you unconditional love, too bad I was too fucked in the head.
Funny that I still dream about you. At first it would be us hanging out having fun, now it’s you leaving mid dream with me then looking for you for the rest it.
I can’t trust woman with my heart anymore. I love and trust too easily which leaves me susceptible to heart break. I never want my heart broken again.
I was riddled with anxiety and insecurities I never knew I had. Too bad I had to project all of it on you, and didn’t get help fast enough to fix it before it was too late.
“The way people treat you is a statement of who they are as a human being. It’s not a statement about you.”
— Unknown
All the memories made and future plans that never happened. I just want to forget everything about them.
“When you lose a person, a whole universe goes along with them.”
— Lang Leav, The Universe of Us, from “A Whole Universe”
if they wanted you, they wouldn’t go hours or days without communicating