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veedanxx
1 year ago
Sanji's Waist
Sanji's Waist
Sanji's Waist
Sanji's Waist
Sanji's Waist
Sanji's Waist
Sanji's Waist
Sanji's Waist
Sanji's Waist
Sanji's Waist
Sanji's Waist
Sanji's Waist

Sanji's Waist

veedanxx
1 year ago
Moira Makes Her Very First Friend !
Moira Makes Her Very First Friend !
Moira Makes Her Very First Friend !
Moira Makes Her Very First Friend !

Moira makes her very first friend !

veedanxx
1 year ago

tips on how to write cane user Neuvillette from a crutch user

Neuvillette uses a cane - and that's amazing! but increasingly I got worried that the portrayal of him being a cane user could be based on harmful stereotypes. hence I wanted to make a list on tips I can give as an irl crutch user

DISCLAIMER - this is in no way exhaustive list and I am no end all be all authority on this. I'm just a disabled person in fandom who is tired of ableism. of course this list can be used for other disabled characters but I esp wanna focus on Neuvillette (cause I love him)

Neuvillette is an occasional cane user (just like me) and that's totally fine. he doesn't have to use it all the time to be "disabled enough". he probably uses it during the days he feels worse

he holds cane in his right hand - that means it's his left leg which needs support (again, just like mine!)

a lot of disabled ppl are prone to the changes in the weather. I think it'd be interesting to keep in mind esp in Neuvillette's case

as long as we don't have the canon confirmation on what is Neuvillette's disability, all hcs are fair game. personally bc I relate to him I hc him with my own disability - arthritis

don't be afraid to portray him using his cane in combat. mobility aids are often used by disabled ppl not only as a support in walking but also in every day things. for example, he could be pushing buttons with it or helping himself while walking the stairs

bend the ableist stereotypes - make him use his cane and be badass with it. esp since he proudly uses it during his burst

canes make ppl more visible. don't fall into ableism and make characters only care abt Neuvillette when they notice him using the cane. if u choose to do so, make Neuvillette remark back, noticing how ppl treat him differently and unfairly

do not make jokes abt his cane. I have already seen ppl make jokes that he's an old man who needs to use the cane. it's disrespectful and unnecessary. don't bring up him being a cane user only when u talk how he's old

canes are very personal. even if others offer help or to hold it, Neuvillette would be against it

on that note DO NOT MAKE OTHERS CHARACTERS TAKE HIS CANE esp if u want to treat this as silly fun or even worse, romantic. Neuvillette's cane is his business and any character taking his cane from him would be extremally disrespectful

Neuvillette might have to take breaks between longer strolls to sit down and regenerate. again, sth that happens to me a lot

tho every character in Genshin has to be quite active, remember to portray Neuvillette to be relaxing too! he can be badass, active and strong and that won't make him any less when he's relaxing. I absolutely suggest u portray how he relaxes after the day and how he takes care of himself. maybe a calming tea or some ice packs - those are definitely great options for chief justice to relax and ease his aches after an eventful day

HERE is another post that focuses on more on experiences of mobility aid users. I find it very relatable and useful, it's a fantastic further read

hope these will be helpful for u! ablebodies please don't derail. other mobility aid users, feel free to add more things to the list <3

veedanxx
1 year ago

Unsettling/ Uncanny Book Recommendations

House of Leaves by Mark Danielewski

Earthlings by Sayaka Murata

The Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka

The Bird by Jung-hee Oh

The Sailor Who Fell from Grace with the Sea by Yukio Mishima

Audition by Ryu Murakami

The Haunting of Hill House by Shirley Jackson

Roadside Picnic by Arkady and Boris Strugatsky

We Have Always Livid in the Castle by Shirley Jackson

Human Acts by Han Kang

Ring by Koji Suzuki

A Clockwork Orange by Anthony Burgess

Heart of a Dog by Mikhail Bulgakov

The Shining by Stephen King

In the Miso Soup by Ryu Murakami

veedanxx
1 year ago

video essays about horror, fear and dread

Films That Feel Like Bad Dreams

The Nightmare Artist

Fear of Big Things Underwater

Control, Anatomy, and the Legacy of the Haunted House

House of Leaves: The Horror Of Fiction

Monsters in the Closet: A History of LGBT Representation in Horror Cinema

The History of Insane Asylums and Horror Movies

The Saddest Horror Movie You’ve Never Seen

Fear of Forgetting

Slender Man: Misunderstanding Ten Years Of The Internet

The Real Reason The Thing (1982) is Better than The Thing (2011)

The Bizarre Clown Painting No One Fully Understands

The Little Book of Cosmic Horrors

The Disturbing Art of A.I.

Fear of Depths

Goya’s Witches

David Lynch: The Treachery of Language

The True History That Created Folk Horror

The Existential Horror of David Cronenberg’s Camera

Keep reading

veedanxx
1 year ago

taking off my big thick bulky powered mechsuit to reveal a horrifying, twisted mass of bio-engineered muscles and flesh underneath. and then shedding that back to reveal a super light skintight set of futuristic armor, then taking that off to reveal my very normal and feminine human-skinned body, which then actually comes apart in pieces to reveal the mechanical ball joints and pistons underneath, but then those actually turn out to be made of a colony of extremophile shapeshifting metal worms. but really those worms are little machines piloted by 3 teeny tiny anime girls each.

veedanxx
1 year ago
Insert Crucible/ Cult Joke Here

Insert Crucible/ “Cult” joke here…

veedanxx
2 years ago

Was going throught the g1 transformers bibble and found these gems

Was Going Throught The G1 Transformers Bibble And Found These Gems
Was Going Throught The G1 Transformers Bibble And Found These Gems
Was Going Throught The G1 Transformers Bibble And Found These Gems
Was Going Throught The G1 Transformers Bibble And Found These Gems
Was Going Throught The G1 Transformers Bibble And Found These Gems
Was Going Throught The G1 Transformers Bibble And Found These Gems
Was Going Throught The G1 Transformers Bibble And Found These Gems
Was Going Throught The G1 Transformers Bibble And Found These Gems
Was Going Throught The G1 Transformers Bibble And Found These Gems
Was Going Throught The G1 Transformers Bibble And Found These Gems
Was Going Throught The G1 Transformers Bibble And Found These Gems

Tag yourself, I'm Mirage and Bumblebee, Jazz and mostly Skywarp

veedanxx
2 years ago
Knight In Shining Armor
Knight In Shining Armor
Knight In Shining Armor
Knight In Shining Armor
Knight In Shining Armor
Knight In Shining Armor

Knight in shining armor

Cartoon Girls + Knight

veedanxx
2 years ago

so i’ve seen not a lot of people here have heard the new yeehan interactions so here they are. I made it for you @acelacealex hhshshs

This is the voiceline, i’ll post the interaction in a sec

Video by @/mattastr0phic on Twitter

veedanxx
2 years ago

manifesting one or both of the protagonists of tmp as being aro🕯️🕯️🕯️

veedanxx
3 years ago

Dont mind me just having a breakdown on the hello kitty toilet.

Dont Mind Me Just Having A Breakdown On The Hello Kitty Toilet.

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veedanxx
3 years ago

Va11 halla edit :). Just the girls hanging out.

Va11 Halla Edit :). Just The Girls Hanging Out.

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veedanxx
3 years ago

Mmmhm james in hello kitty room. I'm sad so I made silent hill edit.

Mmmhm James In Hello Kitty Room. I'm Sad So I Made Silent Hill Edit.

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veedanxx
3 years ago
veedanxx
3 years ago

Livewire,DC comics. Just a headcanon.

Livewire,DC Comics. Just A Headcanon.

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veedanxx
3 years ago

Just a headcanon. Misty days - american horror story coven. Headcanon asexual lesbian

Just A Headcanon. Misty Days - American Horror Story Coven. Headcanon Asexual Lesbian

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veedanxx
3 years ago

Just a headcanon.

Just A Headcanon.

Though I usually do characters i relate to with my sexuality if anyone sees this and wants to request something canon or headcanon just ask and I'll do it.


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veedanxx
3 years ago

Narcissistic Personality Disorder Checklist

This is a checklist to help one understand Narcissistic Personality Disorder. One may use it to self-diagnose or as a worksheet to present to a doctor or therapist  or other medical professional and better communicate symptoms they are experiencing. All information is taken from the DSM-5.

Section I Must check TWO or more of the following:

I have identity issues, and I depend on others in order to define myself. My self-esteem depends on others as well. How others view me influences how I view myself, which is why I try to present myself as important or powerful.

I have difficulty settings goals for myself, and how I set them really depends on the praise I receive from others. I tend to set goals unrealistically high in order to see myself as exceptional, or contrarily too low so I can feel more powerful when the task is easy.

I struggle to identify with the feelings and needs of others, and I tend to underestimate the effect I have on others.

I have unstable relationships. I can become so focused on my own anxieties and problems I forget the needs of my partner.

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Section II Must check TWO or more of the following:

I have cognition problems and difficulty perceiving myself, other people, and events.

I have affectivity problems and difficulty controlling the range and intensity of my emotional responses.

I have problems with interpersonal functioning and being aware of my own actions and feelings.

I have difficulty controlling my impulses.

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Section III Must check BOTH of the following:

I can be self-centered, and I feel entitled to good treatment from others, as I am dependent on it.

I like to be the center of attention, and I seek admiration from others.

Section IV Must check FIVE or more of the following:

I tend to exaggerate my achievements and talents and like to be praised for them.

I am often preoccupied with fantasies of my own success, power, brilliance, beauty, or ideal love life.

In a way, I believe I am “special” and unique, and I like to surround myself with other people who are “special” and unique.

I require excessive admiration.

I set unreasonable expectations for both myself and the people around me.

I tend to take advantage of situations and am opportunistic. 

I struggle with empathy and have a difficult time relating to others.

I am often envious, and I covet what other people have.

I can have an arrogant or haughty attitude.

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Section V Must check ALL of the following:

My symptoms impair my personality and social functioning

My symptoms are consistent across a broad range of personal and social situations.

My symptoms have lasted a while and started in early adulthood or earlier.

My symptoms are not caused by medication, drug use, or another medical condition.

Section VI Common symptoms and behaviors (not required for diagnosis):

I can have either low or high self-esteem. I find it depends on the people I’m with and how they’re treating me at the time.

I tend to overestimate myself, which can often lead to disappointing myself.

I can become anxious and spiral into a depression if I don’t receive praise or admiration.

I hate being alone for too long.

I find I compare myself with others often, having no other means of defining myself unless I can use someone else as sort of a “measuring tape.”

I often feel incredibly misunderstood by others.

I find I like to have the Best of everything. The newest electronic, the most expensive brand of something, etc.

I like to constantly be moving up and making progress and can become obsessive with it.

When talking myself, I tend to ramble.

I think a lot of people are jealous of me.

I am incredibly sensitive to criticism. I don’t usually show it outwardly, but being criticized can leave me feeling humiliated, degraded, and empty.

When upset, I tend to withdraw from others.

I find being competitive is very difficult for me because there is a chance of losing.

I am often depressed and/or anxious.

I try to read people’s weaknesses while hiding my own.

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If you did not meet the minimum criteria for this checklist, you may want to look into anxiety disorders and depressive disorders. If you experience the symptoms above but only in episodes and not persistently, you may want to look into Bipolar Disorder. (Narcissistic traits could be a side effect of a manic or hypomanic episode.) If you met the criteria for for Sections II and V but not the others, you may want to look into other personality disorders.