I'm 14 And I Can Feel Myself Dying. I Can Feel My Imagination And Creativity Becoming Scarce. I Can Feel
I'm 14 and I can feel myself dying. I can feel my imagination and creativity becoming scarce. I can feel my energy depleting.
More Posts from Vivus09
someday, someone is going to discover your heart and they will stay. they will put the effort into knowing your favourite colour and why you've always disliked rain. they will seek to know each and every one of your preferences and will always provide you with your own space. they will help you in overcoming your demons and would prove a helping hand in life's haze. they will allow you to take everything at your own pace. they will love you exactly the way you love. with them, you'll finally be out of this maze.
*inhales* GAY

sunflower gold 💛
i’m so incredibly late to the party on this one but i just started watching only murders and im so deeply obsessed with these two old men and their weird adopted daughter who happens to be selena gomez .
Since 2023, I have been keeping something know as my Chaos Calender. Everytime an event I deem noteworthy happens, I add it to the calender. I feel like now it a good time to share it.
{2023}
January
-Beyoncé Dubai concert video
-Doja Cat bedazzled with Schiaparelli
-Noah Schnapp came out
February
-Chinese spy balloon burst
March
-Eras tour
-TikTok ban panic
-Trump crime thingy
April
-AI started popping up
May
-Prince Charles crowned
June
-🎶Toxic Gossip Train🎶
August
-The Battle Of Montgomery (Dinner cruise Vs. Pontoon)
- new shape discovered
- Zepotha chaos
- The Joe Hawley document
- Hawaii wildfires
- Ancient underworld passage in Mexico
- Telescopes are time machines
- Trump got arrested
- LIL TAY IS DEAD!?
September
-TIMOTHEE AND KYLIE!?
-Danelo Cavalcante is caught.
-Libya is under water
-Brooklyn is under water
October
-LIL TAY ISN'T DEAD!?
-Israel starts a genocide
-The great Minecraft revolution
-jacksfilm and ssniperwolf drama
November
-New island pops up in Japan.
-Nicholas Cantu punches Dream
December
-Gypsy Rose Blanchard released from jail.
{2024}
January
-Man sneaks into and videos the Bohemian Grove
-Japan earthquakes
-Epstein list
-A LOT of bodies found behind a police station
-guy attacks judge
-Matpat is quitting
-Stanley cup craze
-Why are babies at Sephora
-YanDev apology video
-Golden Globes laugh track
-ThatVeganTeacher starts a cult
-LUBERTO IS CANON
-RIP Lynja :(
-Verbalase 50k vid
-Stallion V. Minaj
February
-The great TikTok muting
-LAUFEY WINS BEST TRADITIONAL POP VOCAL ALBUM GRAMMY AWARD 2024 FUCK YEAH!!!🔥 🔥 🔥
-MOANA 2 IS APPARENTLY A THING AND COMING OUT THIS YEAR!? LET'S FUCKING GOOOO!
- Stanley Cups have lead in them.
- OpenAi Sora
- Wendy Williams has Frontotemporal Dementia :(
- Rest In Power Aaron Bushnell.
- The downfall of Wilbur Soot (fuck that asshole for abusing Shubble).
March
-JANICE BURGESS IS DEAD WHAT THE FUCK.
- The government is trying to ban TikTok (Again).
- MatPat's final theory
- Quiet On Set documentary
April
-JoJo Siwa drama (Brit Smith 🔛🔝)
-EKT HAS BEEN FOUND
-Man or bear? (Bear)
May
-NYC blanket couple
-Drake V. Kendrick
-Blockout 2024
-JUSTICE FOR JOOST KLEIN
-The northern white rhino has gone extinct.
June
-TRUMP WAS FOUND GUILTY ON 34 COUNTS!
-Chappel Roan as the statue of liberty (yes this is important).
-French people shitting in the Seine.
-Oklahoma board of education mandates a bible in every classroom (It is so much worse than this but I am so fucking tired).
-Chevron Deference has been oveturned.