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Robin Hood And Little John Walking Through The Forest / Laughin' Back And Forth At What The Other Has
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đ¶ Robin Hood and Little John walking through the forest / Laughin' back and forth at what the other has to say / Reminiscin', this-n-thattin', havin' such a good time / Oo-de-lally, oo-de-lally, golly, what a day đ¶
Robin Miller, 1973
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Omg thank you so much stranger!!!đCat kisses for days đđ
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Paladins Finding out Youâre Part Galra (Voltron x Reader)
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Ok so I accidentally read this request wrong the first time and wrote the REACTIONS of each of the paladins to reader being part Galra, so lmk if yâall wanna see thatđ
but this is @jello-jellyzz request, I REALLY like this one AAHHHH!!! Also I am SO sorry for taking so long to write brođđđđđđđđ
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Pidge narrowed her eyes at you from across the room.
She stared as you continued talking with Shiro and Allura, probably about visiting another planet that was nearby to see if they needed some assistance. But Pidge wasnât concerned about that.
Her intense one sided staring contest was soon broken though at the sound of Lanceâs voice, causing her to jump.
âYou okay Pidge? If you keep thinking too hard, I think your head might explode!â
Scoffing, said girl turned around and glared at Lance and then at Hunk after he let out a laugh of his own. She then turned her attention back to you, where you began walking back to your chair in the control room.
âHave you guys ever noticed that Y/N might be⊠different?â
âDifferent as in how?â Lance narrowed his eyes at the short girl, leaning his body against the back of her chair. Hunk moved to stand next to Pidge, leaning on the side while now staring at you too.
âLike how they arenât exactly like us.â
Lance scratched his head. âContinuuueee.â
âHave you ever noticed how fast they are? How much strength they have? I know Shiro has some fast reflexes, but theirâs is crazy. Itâs really similar to how Keith is.â
Hunk turned his head towards Pidge, eyebrows furrowing. He began remembering all the times where you had narrowly avoided a flying sword/dagger just by moving to the side.
âWhat are you trying to say?â
âI think Y/N might by half Galra, like Keith.â
A beat of silence rolled between the group before Lance bursted out laughing.
âWhat?! Thatâs like totally not possible!â Lance yelled out, causing you, Allura, and Shiro to glance back at him. He waved them off awkwardly. Hunk on the other hand nodded his head.
âNo, no that totally makes sense! Maybe thatâs why Keith and Y/N fight so good together! Theyâre able to match each others speed and keep up with each other.â
At the mention of him, the black haired boy walked into the control room with Coran following behind. He squinted his eyes at the small ground staring at him, Coran bumping into his back at his abrupt stop.
âWhat? Is there something on my face?â
Quickly, they ushered Keith and Coran towards them and explained the situation, watching as their eyes slowly widened. Keith looked towards you while Coran rubbed his chin thoughtfully while nodding.
âI mean it would explain why you both are awfully similar to each other, physically of course!â Slowly the group shuffled towards Allura and Shiro, trying not to appear suspicious as you continued tapping away on the hologram screen in front of you.
Again explaining their theory, the two looked at each other, then you, back to Keith, and finally settling on your figure once again.
âI mean, Iâve thought the same thing. Y/Noâs reflexes are kind of the same to yours, Keith. And since we know youâre part Galra, there could be a possible chance that they might be too.â
Keith unconsciously shifted his hand to where his blade was secured nicely near his belt. He unsheathed it, admiring the purple accents littered across the blade.
The blade apparently only responded to those who had galra blood in them, so this was the best possible way to confirm their theories.
âOnly one way to find out,â Keith said while walking towards you, the group quickly following after as you lifted your head to see what the commotionâs all about.
âHey Keith! Whachu guys doing?â You asked skeptically.
âCan you try holding this? We want to see if somethingâs true.â Puzzled, you awkwardly take the blade from his hand, shifting it to have a better grip on it. The second you had it in your hands though, something inside of you shifted. You didnât know what it was but it made you feel weird. Almost like you knew something was going to happen.
Just after that thought, everyone watched with wide eyes as Keithâs blade shifted into a new form, one that was longer and sharper. It gleamed in the light as you held the blade away from you in order to avoid getting cut.
âThatâs not supposed to happen, right?â Your hands shook as you handed back the blade, rubbing your hands together anxiously. Well this just created more questions for you.
âI feel like I have even more questions about my own life now haha!â You awkwardly laughed out as you fet everyoneâs eyes on you.
âItâs okay Y/N, weâll figure this out together.â Keith placed a reassuring hand on your should, smiling as everyone nodded their head in agreement.
âWeâll try our best to support you. Both of you.â Shiro smiled as you wiped your eyes, feeing overwhelmed by at this new information about yourself. The group slowly enclosed themselves around you, forcing you into a hug as you laughed out loud.
âThanks guys. This is honestly so crazy, is this how you felt like?â You looked to the side and made eye contact with Keith.
âKinda.â Everyone chuckled as they released each other slowly going back to what they were originally doing.
âHowâd you guys know, by the way?â
Pidge, Lance, Hunk, and Keith looked at each other and smiled.
âWe had our reasons.â
Hey! Not sure how many times I can request, so Iâll just make my appearance as small as I can (no promises though đ)
B u t.
I was able to think of something else, because I was inspired by the story of Pallas and Athena (she was a daughter of Triton and friends with Athena before accidentally getting killed by her during a competition). So, how does a relationship between a child of Triton (a.k.a the reader) and Annabeth sound?
Maybe things were rocky at first, since Annabeth was a hard-to-get gal, but the more the reader protected her and went out of their way to use every drop of their power JUST for her the more Annabeth started to love them. Does that sound good?
(P.S. I donât know why, but I can see the reader accidentally splashing Annabeth with water at one point when they tried to woo her, which ended up with her reeking of salt water for days. Also, I think you did a good job with Hecate!reader! Oh, and sorry for how long this is.)
I have no limits on how much you can request so you can send in as many as you want! I just take some time with themđ Iâm also glad you enjoyed the previous one, I had so much fun with itđđ
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I REALLY like this one because we all know how Annabeth is with stories of the gods and heros
Sheâs studied and remembers all of the ancient stories of Greek mythology, so it only made sense for her to avoid you after finding out your father was Triton
So while both of you know the story of Pallas and Athena, you donât think much of it while Annabeth fully believes that history can and will repeat itself
Which is why she avoids reader to the MAX when they first meet
As much as she gravitated towards your easygoing and friendly personality, Annabeth feared that your guysâ friendship would lead to your demise one way or another
You wanting to prove her wrong on her theory, made it a point to try and be her friend, no matter whatđđ
Small talks turn into full conversations, with you mostly speaking while Annabeth tries not to give in to the temptation of continuing the interesting subjects you bring up
Imagine you standing up for her whenever Clarrise and her siblings start talking smack about her :0
âBack off Clarrise, why donât you actually do something productive for once instead of obsessing over Annabeth.â
Cue some insults thrown your way while said girl walks away
âI had that covered Y/N, I didnât need your help. But⊠thanks, anyway.â
SHES SO FLUSTERED AS SHE WALKS AWAY WHILE YOU CHUCKLE AHH
Your smile when you to bump into the girl around camp slowly breaks her resolve too
You always manage to see how her eyes light up whenever youâre around which makes your heart FLUTTER UGH
Lingering eyes on each other definitely makes Annabeth rethink her original plan on keeping her distance from you
Ok maybe itâs just me but I can see the reader being kind of a show off BUT IN A GOOD WAY
Like youâre always trying to get Annabethâs attention one way or another, meaning that some of those ways arenât the smartest ones
Like one time you wanted to put up a water show for the girl which ended up with her and anyone in a 100 foot vicinity to be soaked in sea water after a miscalculation on how much water you needed to complete your showđđ
She pretended to be upset with how you made her and countless other campers smell like salt water but would bust out laughing whenever she saw you around camp for the entirety of the week
Secretly loved it though because the water smelt similar to you
Annabeth would slowly forget about Pallas and her mothers story especially after seeing you risk your life countless times for her during battles and secret attacks near the camp
Like that one time you forced her to stay within the camp grounds once you saw how she was knocked down by an angry hellhound
She can still remember being held back by some of her siblings as she watched you get ganged up by more hellhounds, watching from the side as your chest heaved in exhaustion
Remembering how she rushed to your side, gently holding your face as fear coursed through her body, watching as you took shallow breathes
It was then that she knew she grew to care about you too much to just stand by while you protected her from the monsters of the world
Her eyes still trace over the scars left behind from that battle, guilt planting itself in her heart whenever you catch her eye when sheâs caught staring at you
Definitely gets frustrated at you when you donât understand why she was so upset when you took her place in the battlefield
She cares for you too much and she would let out her confession to you in the moment
Then you would confess to her as well and basically explain why you protected her the way you did and everything would easily fall into place
Now she isnât afraid to hold long conversations with you, but she does tend to hide her face in your shoulder when her siblings tease her about her new partner
You would definitely join in on their teasing toođ
Annabeth enjoys taking long walks beside the shore with you
Sometimes you even take her below into the cool abyss and just take her to your favorite spots in the ocean
She also enjoys being able to hug you whenever, loving how the fresh scent of the sea tends to linger on your skin URGHHHđđđđđ
IM MAKING MYSELF SAD CUZ I WANT THIS LMAO
OMG AND YOU BOTH TRACE EACH OTHERS BATTLE SCARS WHENEVER YOU GUYS CUDDLE TOGETHER I CANTđđ
She doesnât care about how you donât think your actions through, sheâs just supporting you all the way no matter how weird and silly they are
Like trying to balance the hilt of a sword on your forehead (homegirl was literally biting her nails in fear that the sword would fall over and stab youđ)
BUTâŠ
Do beware, everything may seem perfect in the moment but Annabeth was correct about one thing
History does repeat itself in the end
Itâs up to both of you to see if your story ends in happiness or tragedy
Platonic! Voltron x Tiktok Obsessed Reader
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Just another silly headcanon I thought of, i kinda get lost in the sauce when Iâm scrolling through tiktok so i was inspired to do thisđđ enjoy my guys xoxođ
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Letâs imagine that tiktok is still a relevant thing during this time since this show is set in the futuređ»
Even before leaving Earth, Reader was very obsessed with tiktok. Phone opened on the app already, you probably had like a couple hours stacked on it. It was the only thing that kept you from dying of boredom
So when leaving the planet, you were DEVASTATED to see that your phone was quite literally useless in space
No charger, no wifi, and no more silly videos to entertain you
The most you had was your camera but the battery was a major problem
The team notices your more dazed-off look during meetings and on missions, often seeing you fiddle with your phone and just swiping through all your apps
That's until you go to Pidge to see if she can work some magic which SHE IS ABLE TO DO (so slay of her tbh)
She explains that she was able to route the phones connection to the electric waves from nearby planets but you stopped listening at that point
Youâre both amazed when you reboot the app to see it completely different, yet similar to what it was before, only now it was filled with many different kinds aliens and their own videos
You are able to see the different environments and types of aliens that are scattered across the universe which was super cool to you!!!!
Cue you literally recording EVERYTHING the team does, let it be missions, meetings, or even fights which starts pissing Keith off a bit (bro feels like youâre not taking the whole voltron thing seriouslyđđ)
It doesnât bother you though since now youâre able to drag Lance and Hunk to do different kinds of trends that are popular on the new app
You manage to build up a small fan base because of the videos on your account, many people loving seeing the life of a paladin of Voltronđ»âŒïžâŒïž
At one point you manage to get all of the paladins and Coran to do mini âget to know the teamâ videos (which I imagine are like the short videos on YouTube if you know which ones I mean)
Keith thinks the readers whole tiktok account is dumb and âuselessâ in his words but is completely in shock when you get recognized by many people when visiting new planets because of your popularity
Shiro I think might find the whole thing a bit strange but he definitely entertains your ideas and involves himself with your account. You make him feel young when you force him to do one of the trends that is popular during that time
Allura doesnât fully understand what the app is used for and see no real use for it until she realizes that your spreading the word of Voltron around. Then she does start forcing herself into your videos, which you donât really mind (she loves being in your videos but is really awkwardđ)
Lance is the one who is with you in most of your videos, often doing dance trends or mini vlogs with you. He loves how people also know him and enjoys the popularity he has with your followersđ Has stolen your phone just to have Lance one on ones with your followers
Hunk is another one who usually is dragged into any shenanigans you and Lance are up to, whether itâs pranking one of the paladins or teaching your followers how to cook meals (he loves the compliments people give him when they try his recipes out)
Pidge RARELY is in any of your videos, mostly because she doesnât like having a camera shoved up her face randomly. But she sometimes does do one of your dumb videos when sheâs bored and has nothing to do, which leads to you featuring her more often
Keith is a fan favorite honestly, the people love his sarcastic and brooding attitude, which he claims he doesnât have. He doesnât mind being in your videos but heâs most of the time standing like a wall not knowing what to do with himselfđđ (he enjoys being included with you guys thoughđ)
Coran LOVES being in your videos since he feels like the main character in them! Heâs actually stolen your phone multiple times just so he could post some videos of himself, he loves the attention he gets by being Voltrons secondhand man hehe
Overall, the team grew to enjoy your funny and inclusive videos, it helps them break out of the serious routine theyâve gotten used to while in space :D
Your Bear
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summary: Joel Miller doesnât just lose Sarah that night but his other daughter too. but maybe you can still be found. (part II)
Joel Miller x daughter!reader -- she/her pronouns used & AFAB
warnings: guns, violence, angst, mentions of death, birth, hurt/comfort, happy ending ;) (kinda), no spoilers for part 2/canon divergent
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Joel Miller was always a good father - no matter what he thought. He cared for his girls more than he cared about anything in his damn life. So when they were both taken from him... there was nothing left to care about.
It was Sarah first.
He held Sarah as she died. His shirt was still stained with her blood. The watch on his wrist shattered by his failure.
But his other daughter, you, looking back he can only imagine the worst.
It all happened so fast. He had Sarah in his arms she gasped for air that was growing distant by the second, while Tommy watched with a pained look.
You, however, no one was watching you. Only 5 years old - you didnât understand a thing. And so when you heard a loud noise. When you saw your sister go down and hearing the cries of both your father and her you panicked.
You thought you were getting help. Thatâs whatâs your dad always told you to do if something bad happened. âFind the nearest phone or adult. Call me or Tommy or this number, okay? 911. Remember that number babygirl.â
And you did.
You ran as quick as you could, which wasnât all that impressive but it was fast enough for them not to notice you had gone.
By the time you had found your way back into town, Tommy had noticed. âJ-Joel,â His voice wavered, fear taking hold. Tommy searched the clearing, calling your name.
Joel looked away from his limp daughter then. His heart was thumping in his chest. His ribs ached as did the wound on his side but nothing compared to the terror that tore through his whole body.
âW-where is she?â His eyes darted over the area but you were no where to be found.
âNo, Tommy,â He sobbed already fearing the worst, âT-tommy not her, please.â
Tommy shuddered. This couldnât be real. This wasnât real. You were just here. Sarah was just here.
âJoel,â He began until he heard shrill, painfully familiar scream from off in the distance.
âNo,â Joel cried looking down at Sarah, hesitating just for a moment before setting her down, âIâm sorry baby.â
Tommy was already running at that point, hoping not to be late, not like he was for Sarah. Joel screamed your name as he sprinted - he couldnât lose anyone else. He couldnât lose you, his babygirl.
When he got there he saw Tommy knelt beside a bloodied teddy bear.
Your bear.
He collapsed. Knees giving way. He pulled the bear of the ground, its white fur tormented by the red hue.
Tommy shouted your name a few times. Joel didnât have the energy to bother. His answer was here.
You were only five. Youâd never have survived on your own.
And he would never survive without you, without his girls. He hugged the bear as if it was your body and he never let go.
x
âWhyâd you have a bear in your bag?â Ellie teased as she caught sight of an fluffy ear sticking out.
Joel clenched his jaw, stuffing the teddy back inside. âWhat?â She laughed innocently, âIs it for your bad dreams? Chase the monsters away?â
The man grunted, discarding the bag on one of the chairs - away from Ellieâs view, âNone of your business.â
Ellie frowned as she caught his eye. The brown was darker than usual, which was really saying something. They were empty, hollow but at the same time watery. Like he was one step away from crying. She shook the thought off - this was Joel she was talking about. Joel never cried, not in front of her - not really... She didnât even think he could cry. But his eyes told her something else. They told an unspoken story. One she wasnât sure she wanted to know. But one, at the same time, she needed to hear.
âSorry,â She mumbled, moving into the living room of the house Tommy and Maria had given them.
Joel sighed as she did, guilt running through his veins. âSorry,â He called out, gruffly, stopping her in her escape. Ellie turned back waiting for him to continue. âit was...â He cleared his throat roughly, âThe bear was my daughters.â
âOh,â She whispered, looking up at the man with sympathy, âIf i had known it was Sarahâs... i wouldnât have said anything.â
Joel sucked in a breath, turning towards the cupboards behind him, grabbing a cup. âWasnât hers,â He corrected trying not to let his voice catch on the lump forming in his throat.
âWhat?â Ellie dared a step closer, âBut Sarah was... is your daughter.â Joel bit his tongue, forcing himself to face her again. âJoel?â
He let out a watery sigh, eyes set on the ground, âI had... i had another daughter.â He spoke your name softly but with fear. He hadnât said it in years - he couldnât. He hadnât spoken about you in nearly 20 years either. He hated to talk about you. It was hard enough letting Ellie in, letting her know about his past, about Sarah. But it was too hard to say your name. You were only a baby. His baby.
âI didnât know. You never mentioned her,â Ellie almost felt guilty asking - like this was something she shouldâve known. That she shouldâve known wasnât something you just bring up.
âYeah,â He scrunched his face a little, the feeling of your loss rushing back.
He thought and he believed for a time that if he didnât talk about you, about the way he failed you then all that hurt would go away. He was wrong. He saw you every night in his dreams. He saw the woman you grew up to become. He saw your smile and heard your laugh. But then heâd wake up alone. He was always alone.
The worst was when the dream felt real. You were a baby again, Sarah was young too. It was just the three of you. Youâd be doing something mundane - watching TV, eating dinner, whatever. Heâd have conversations with the pair of you, forgetting that none of it was real. Heâd hold you to his chest, sing to you, make you laugh. Heâd dance with Sarah to their beat up radio in the kitchen. He would watch you take your first steps, say your first words, form your first smile.
But heâd always wake up. He hated waking up.
âHow old was she?â She dared to ask.
Shakily he replied, âFive.â
She fell silent after that. Five. Five years old. Joel lost a five year old - no wonder he didnât want to talk about it, idiot.
Ellie thought for a moment, a question daring to fall from her lips. âBut sheâs wasnât on the memorial at Tommyâs.â
Joelâs head snapped up, anger residing in his chest. Who he was mad at he didnât know. Himself? Tommy? Ellie? You? âTommy... he,â He huffed, âHe doesnât believe sheâs gone. Holds out hope on that fucking plaque - fuckinâ delusional.â
Ellie leant against the countertop, eyes not leaving the man for just a second, âWhy would he think that?â
âNo body,â His voice was cold all of a sudden as if it meant nothing at all. As if he wasnât talking about the body of his five year-old.
âBut then she could be-â
âDonât,â He snapped, âDonât say another word.â
Ellie rolled her eyes but complied. Joel turned back to his cup, filling it with coffee he had just traded for. He didnât speak until he was finished and even then he wished he hadnât.
âWe heard her scream... And we found-â He grimaced, gesturing to his bag, âAnd we found that damn bear.â
âBut,â She tried again.
âEllie-â
âNo, seriously, if all you found was a bear she could still be-â
Without another word, Joel stormed past her, ripping the bag open, slamming the bear onto her chest.
Ellie saw it now.
She understood the haunting look in his eyes. She understood the story it told. It was matted, showed its age. What once was white was red now.
All of it.
Not just a patch here and there.
Everywhere.
It reminded her of Joel.
âThat look like she could be alive to you?â He shouted.
âFuck,â She felt sick just looking at it let alone touching it.
âYou kept it?â A voice called from behind her.
Joel met his brothers eyes. ââCourse i did,â He spoke defensively.
âJoel,â He simpered. They stared at each other for a while. Almost like they were having a silent conversation.
Until Joel spoke, âItâs all i have of her left.â
And there was nothing else to say.
x
Years had gone by since they had gotten to Jackson. And things were surprisingly good. Eerily good. It was the type of good that Joel knew deep down wouldnât last. It was the type of good that only existed before this mess.
Every morning he would wake up here he had a weight on his chest. A feeling that something was going to happen. This was the calm before the storm, heâd remind himself.
He didnât tell anyone about it. He couldnât. Heâd just sound paranoid.
Him and Ellie were on a run. It was simple - it always was. The people in charge at the commune never liked to overstep - go to far. Never liked to do what Joel craved.
All they had to do was scope out a few cabins that were spotted deep in the woods. Ellie had jumped at the proposition as soon as Tommy had suggested it. She hated being cooped up for so long - Jackson could only give you so much freedom.
And just because Ellie agreed he knew he had to as well. There was no way in hell heâd let her go out risking her life when there was no way heâd be able to save it.
Getting there was the easy part. The horses at Jackson were a godsend. When they got there the place was still. Ellie gave Shimmer a soft pat before joining Joel who was stalking up to the door. He knocked first - not out of curtesy, just to attract any infected that it may hold. Because thatâs what they expected. But Joel shouldâve known better.
Joel shouldâve thought about their biggest threat - people.
They had only cleared two rooms when Joel felt the cold sting of mental on his temple.
Ellie gasped but kept her gun up, eyes trained on the figure that held Joelâs life in their hands. âPut it down,â The voice ordered.
âLike hell I will,â Ellie retorted, finger edging closer to the trigger.
âI said put it down or the old man gets it,â She forced the barrel against his head - so hard he was sure it would bruise.
âJesus, fuck, okay,â Ellie mumbled, slowly setting her gun on the floor infront of her, âJust let him go?â
The woman laughed, âSo you can kill me, yeah, no thanks.â
âWe can work this out,â Joel tried, hands raising to show he was unarmed but it only aggravated her more. Her arm wrapped around his neck, making him stumble back into a chokehold.
âHey!â She yelled at Ellie as she reached for a gun. The teen stopped, taking a few steps back.
âJust put it down. We can work this out,â Joel proposed, gasping as she applied pressure to his neck, âWe donât want to hurt you.â
âBullshit,â She spat, breathing heavily, âWhat the fuck else are you here for then, huh?â
âSupplies,â Ellie told her, âWeâre from a commune-â
âEllie-â
âWe can take you back there - help you. If you just put the gun down.â
âBullshit,â The woman removed the gun from Joelâs head aiming it now at Ellie, âYouâll kill me the first chance you get.â
Ellie shook her head, going to respond before Joel gripped the womanâs arm flipping her over. She gasped as she forcefully hit the ground, splinters from the wooden floor embedded into her spine.
Her breathing picked up, hand scrambling to get to the gun he had knocked out of her hand but a foot stopped her.
Joelâs boot pressed harshly against her wrist, âDonât.â
âChrist Joel,â Ellie huffed, âYou scared the fuck out of me.â Joel watched her as she reached down to get her discarded gun. Ellie laughed as she caught her breath, âWhere the hell did that come from? Youâre like 80.â
âEllie,â He scolded with a strict look.
âRight, sorry,â She chuckled.
âSo this is when you kill me then,â The woman heaved, chest rising and falling rapidly.
Joel turned to her then, catching her eyes for the first time. He faltered, boot leaving her wrist as he took a step back.
She was a spitting image of... you.
No.
âShouldnâtâve tried to kill us, i guess,â Ellie retorted humourlessly.
âYou came into my house,â She shot back.
âThis is your house,â Ellie muttered, âNeeds some work. Right, contractor?â She shot a look over her shoulder at Joel. The man was pale, breathless. His eyes were trained on his attacker with a foreign look she couldnât decipher.
âJoel?â
âName,â He ordered, gun pointed down at her but both of them could see it shake.
âWhat?â She coughed, struggling to understand the strangers.
âYour name, what is it?â He yelled.
âJesus,â She almost let herself laugh - she wouldâve if she wasnât so shit scared.
Joel gave her a stern look so she said it. She spoke your name.
Ellieâs lips parted, confusion leaving her face, âHoly shit.â
Joelâs expression crumbled as did the grip on his gun, which now hung loosely at his side. âLast name?â He asked, voice a mere whisper.
âWhat the fuck is going on?â
âAnswer.â
âItâs Miller, Christ,â She answered, âWhat the hell is the matter with you people?â
Joelâs knees felt weak, his breath caught in his throat. This wasnât real. This couldnât be real. You died. You were gone.
âJoel is she-â
âStand up,â He told you.
Hesitantly you did as he said, struggling slightly as your injuries caught up to you. Seeing this Joel stepped forward, hand outstretched. With an odd look in your eye you took it - ignoring how the mans eyes lingered on it for a second too long.
âAre you alone?â Fearfully you shook your head. âWhere?â He ordered.
You shook your head again, âPlease donât- You canât. I was just trying to protect her.â
âWho?â Ellie spoke up, despite it not feeling like her place to be in this conversation.
âM-my,â You started but a cry interrupted, echoing through the cabin.
You didnât think for a second before you ran out of the room. Joel cursed as you did, going to rush out after you before Ellie spoke up, âWhat are we doing here, Joel?â
âI-â He paused, shaking his head and leaving the room.
âIs it her?â She questioned, following closely behind him, âIs it really her?â
He gave her stern look as he entered the room you escaped into. His eyes blurred as he saw you with a baby to your chest.
âPlease donât,â You held up your free hand, stopping them, âYou canât- not her.â
âHoly fuck,â Ellie gaped, âYou have a fucking kid!â
âEllie!â The baby fussed in your arms, cries escaping despite your comfort.
âPlease leave,â You beg, âJust let us go. I know i messed up. I didnât want to hurt you guys but i- i couldnât let you find her.â
âItâs okay,â Joel spoke softly, a type of softness you wouldnât expect a man like him to be capable of. He holstered his gun, carefully and moved his hands where you could see them.
âWeâre not going to hurt you,â He told you, âEllie, put your gun away.â Ellie did as he said.
âSo leave,â You pulled your child closer to your chest.
âWe canât do that,â Joel said.
âWhy?â
âBecause heâs-â
âEllie, donât,â He cut her off, turning back to you, âWe werenât lying before. We have a commune - itâs safe. Youâll be safe there. You both will be.â
You furrowed your eyebrows, repeating the same question, âWhy?â
âB-because youâve got a kid,â He lied, âWe canât leave you here to die.â
âI donât trust you,â You frowned. Joel mirrored your action, looking around the room at the makeshift cot you had constructed. He felt his heart ache when he spotted a blood stain on the carpet in the corner - you had given birth here, alone. You went through that alone.
âPlease,â Ellie spoke up, âYou wonât survive out here. You need somewhere safe. And maybe you donât trust us, thatâs okay but weâre honest. We want to help you.â
Hesitantly, you nodded after a few minutes, anxiety building in your chest.
Joelâs eyes were still stuck to the bloodied patch and he was reminded again of how he failed you. How he failed Sarah. He thought about that damn bear. The bear that he thought was the last part of you he had. And despite the pain in his chest and the ringing in his ears he was so glad he was wrong.
âWhatâs her name?â Ellie asked as she took a tentative step forward.
You didnât flinch, you wanted to but a part of you, a naive, childish part, wanted to believe them. âSarah,â You returned, pinching your girls cheeks causing her to smile.
Joelâs eyes filled with tears, tears he had been trying to suppress for the past 20 minutes. For the past 20 years.
Sarah. His Sarah. Your Sarah.
Ellieâs eyes snapped to Joel. He almost felt embarrassed, showing this side of him. Showing his weakness.
âSheâs beautiful,â He whispered.
You smiled as he spoke, kissing the side of Sarahâs head. âShe is,â You kissed her again before whispering - more to her than them, âMy babygirl.â