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Ok I had a pjo thought
What if reader was a child of Aphrodite BUT they were like the complete opposite of what a kid of hers would be?? Usually children of Aphrodite are known to care about their appearance, hair, clothes, etc. but reader is the most raggedy looking person to ever step foot in camp.
So like I havenât read heroes of Olympus yet, so bear with me as Iâm mostly gonna mention Percy, Annabeth, anybody whose mentioned in the first series. But I can just imagine Percy, Annabeth and Grover coming across reader one night and just seeing them going ham on a monster and absolutely demolishing it. Talking to them, reader is like super gruff and not so pleasant, constantly looking over their shoulder looking for any new threats, hair pointing in every direction, but still being able to look good despite it all. Like they know that reader has been surviving out in the world for a while with the dirt thatâs littering their body and clothes.
It takes some convincing on their end to bring reader back to camp, but they eventually agree to go along with them. For sure Percy thinks reader is like a a child of Ares or something because of how blunt and crude they are. The other campers side eye reader once they all get to camp because DAMN do you look rough all over the edges.
Now imagine their absolute SHOCK when you reveal that youâre a child of Aphrodite. Literally no one is expecting it, not even Chiron fully believes you until you pull out a necklace that has Aphrodites symbol etched on it. Reader is everything Aphrodite doesnât stand for, which they brush off. Dirty, almost matted hair. Dirt all over your face. Clothes sagging on readers body. Rough hands from handling your weapon after all these years. The kids of the Aphrodite cabin visibly cringe.
And you KNOW that being like this pisses Aphrodite so much. Youâre dad didnât want you and your mother never really paid attention to you, so the one way to get one of their attentions was to be everything they would despise, or highly dislike. You would have the disapproving stare of a goddess than be forgotten about entirely by your family. Of course you would never tell this to anyone, but Aphrodite would know. She will always be able to read you and your intentions.
Getting back on track, now having all these beautiful and drop dead gorgeous kids as your half siblings, they are immediately gonna do a deep clean on reader. After cleaning, your new siblings are gonna trim and cut readers hair, style it, get you new and fashionable clothing, all that fun stuff :D They love playing dress up with reader, everyone surrounding them as they prep you up for the new day, talking and tapping their hearts away while you silently drift away into your head, enjoying the attention youâre receiving.
Now when reader steps out of the cabin, everyone is gonna be STARING at them because HOLY MOLY IS THAT THE SAME PERSON??? Like your natural beauty is literally SHINING THROUGH YOURE PRACTICALLY GLOWING (which is not a coincidence since Aphrodite would totally give you some kind of blessing)
Of course that doesnât change how reader doesnât even act like the other Aphrodite kids, participating in sword training, climbing the rock wall, causing the others to wince at all their hard work gone down the drain. Itâs during this time where reader does feel like an outcast in their cabin though because they arenât able to relate with their half siblings as they talk about hot celebrities, or the new perfume Prada released, or the talks about designer luxury brands.
I think Annabeth would get along with reader though since to an extent, theyâre able to relate to at home problems. They would grow pretty close, which means that reader would show her the special abilities they have, like charmspeak, which is an ability that uses the users voice to make a person do whatever they want. I did a bit of research about the Aphrodite cabin and saw that itâs a really rare thing for a child of Aphrodite to have. It also explains how reader was able to survive so long on the streets, often using this ability to get food, cash.
When it comes to fighting, normally Aphrodite kids usually sit things out, but not reader. No, no, no, reader immediately jumps into action, fight or flight mode activated. I like to think that despite her not liking how you chose to present yourself, Aphrodite does care for you, often silently giving you a blessing of protection while you fight. Idk it just seems like whenever you fight some monster, a pink aura tends to surround you instantly.
Overall, opposite child of Aphrodite reader is a badass. They really bring change to the cabin, showing their half siblings that thereâs more than just sitting down and looking pretty.
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Hey! Not sure how many times I can request, so Iâll just make my appearance as small as I can (no promises though đ)
B u t.
I was able to think of something else, because I was inspired by the story of Pallas and Athena (she was a daughter of Triton and friends with Athena before accidentally getting killed by her during a competition). So, how does a relationship between a child of Triton (a.k.a the reader) and Annabeth sound?
Maybe things were rocky at first, since Annabeth was a hard-to-get gal, but the more the reader protected her and went out of their way to use every drop of their power JUST for her the more Annabeth started to love them. Does that sound good?
(P.S. I donât know why, but I can see the reader accidentally splashing Annabeth with water at one point when they tried to woo her, which ended up with her reeking of salt water for days. Also, I think you did a good job with Hecate!reader! Oh, and sorry for how long this is.)
I have no limits on how much you can request so you can send in as many as you want! I just take some time with themđ Iâm also glad you enjoyed the previous one, I had so much fun with itđđ
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I REALLY like this one because we all know how Annabeth is with stories of the gods and heros
Sheâs studied and remembers all of the ancient stories of Greek mythology, so it only made sense for her to avoid you after finding out your father was Triton
So while both of you know the story of Pallas and Athena, you donât think much of it while Annabeth fully believes that history can and will repeat itself
Which is why she avoids reader to the MAX when they first meet
As much as she gravitated towards your easygoing and friendly personality, Annabeth feared that your guysâ friendship would lead to your demise one way or another
You wanting to prove her wrong on her theory, made it a point to try and be her friend, no matter whatđđ
Small talks turn into full conversations, with you mostly speaking while Annabeth tries not to give in to the temptation of continuing the interesting subjects you bring up
Imagine you standing up for her whenever Clarrise and her siblings start talking smack about her :0
âBack off Clarrise, why donât you actually do something productive for once instead of obsessing over Annabeth.â
Cue some insults thrown your way while said girl walks away
âI had that covered Y/N, I didnât need your help. But⊠thanks, anyway.â
SHES SO FLUSTERED AS SHE WALKS AWAY WHILE YOU CHUCKLE AHH
Your smile when you to bump into the girl around camp slowly breaks her resolve too
You always manage to see how her eyes light up whenever youâre around which makes your heart FLUTTER UGH
Lingering eyes on each other definitely makes Annabeth rethink her original plan on keeping her distance from you
Ok maybe itâs just me but I can see the reader being kind of a show off BUT IN A GOOD WAY
Like youâre always trying to get Annabethâs attention one way or another, meaning that some of those ways arenât the smartest ones
Like one time you wanted to put up a water show for the girl which ended up with her and anyone in a 100 foot vicinity to be soaked in sea water after a miscalculation on how much water you needed to complete your showđđ
She pretended to be upset with how you made her and countless other campers smell like salt water but would bust out laughing whenever she saw you around camp for the entirety of the week
Secretly loved it though because the water smelt similar to you
Annabeth would slowly forget about Pallas and her mothers story especially after seeing you risk your life countless times for her during battles and secret attacks near the camp
Like that one time you forced her to stay within the camp grounds once you saw how she was knocked down by an angry hellhound
She can still remember being held back by some of her siblings as she watched you get ganged up by more hellhounds, watching from the side as your chest heaved in exhaustion
Remembering how she rushed to your side, gently holding your face as fear coursed through her body, watching as you took shallow breathes
It was then that she knew she grew to care about you too much to just stand by while you protected her from the monsters of the world
Her eyes still trace over the scars left behind from that battle, guilt planting itself in her heart whenever you catch her eye when sheâs caught staring at you
Definitely gets frustrated at you when you donât understand why she was so upset when you took her place in the battlefield
She cares for you too much and she would let out her confession to you in the moment
Then you would confess to her as well and basically explain why you protected her the way you did and everything would easily fall into place
Now she isnât afraid to hold long conversations with you, but she does tend to hide her face in your shoulder when her siblings tease her about her new partner
You would definitely join in on their teasing toođ
Annabeth enjoys taking long walks beside the shore with you
Sometimes you even take her below into the cool abyss and just take her to your favorite spots in the ocean
She also enjoys being able to hug you whenever, loving how the fresh scent of the sea tends to linger on your skin URGHHHđđđđđ
IM MAKING MYSELF SAD CUZ I WANT THIS LMAO
OMG AND YOU BOTH TRACE EACH OTHERS BATTLE SCARS WHENEVER YOU GUYS CUDDLE TOGETHER I CANTđđ
She doesnât care about how you donât think your actions through, sheâs just supporting you all the way no matter how weird and silly they are
Like trying to balance the hilt of a sword on your forehead (homegirl was literally biting her nails in fear that the sword would fall over and stab youđ)
BUTâŠ
Do beware, everything may seem perfect in the moment but Annabeth was correct about one thing
History does repeat itself in the end
Itâs up to both of you to see if your story ends in happiness or tragedy
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summary: Joel Miller doesnât just lose Sarah that night but his other daughter too. but maybe you can still be found. (part II)
Joel Miller x daughter!reader -- she/her pronouns used & AFAB
warnings: guns, violence, angst, mentions of death, birth, hurt/comfort, happy ending ;) (kinda), no spoilers for part 2/canon divergent
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Joel Miller was always a good father - no matter what he thought. He cared for his girls more than he cared about anything in his damn life. So when they were both taken from him... there was nothing left to care about.
It was Sarah first.
He held Sarah as she died. His shirt was still stained with her blood. The watch on his wrist shattered by his failure.
But his other daughter, you, looking back he can only imagine the worst.
It all happened so fast. He had Sarah in his arms she gasped for air that was growing distant by the second, while Tommy watched with a pained look.
You, however, no one was watching you. Only 5 years old - you didnât understand a thing. And so when you heard a loud noise. When you saw your sister go down and hearing the cries of both your father and her you panicked.
You thought you were getting help. Thatâs whatâs your dad always told you to do if something bad happened. âFind the nearest phone or adult. Call me or Tommy or this number, okay? 911. Remember that number babygirl.â
And you did.
You ran as quick as you could, which wasnât all that impressive but it was fast enough for them not to notice you had gone.
By the time you had found your way back into town, Tommy had noticed. âJ-Joel,â His voice wavered, fear taking hold. Tommy searched the clearing, calling your name.
Joel looked away from his limp daughter then. His heart was thumping in his chest. His ribs ached as did the wound on his side but nothing compared to the terror that tore through his whole body.
âW-where is she?â His eyes darted over the area but you were no where to be found.
âNo, Tommy,â He sobbed already fearing the worst, âT-tommy not her, please.â
Tommy shuddered. This couldnât be real. This wasnât real. You were just here. Sarah was just here.
âJoel,â He began until he heard shrill, painfully familiar scream from off in the distance.
âNo,â Joel cried looking down at Sarah, hesitating just for a moment before setting her down, âIâm sorry baby.â
Tommy was already running at that point, hoping not to be late, not like he was for Sarah. Joel screamed your name as he sprinted - he couldnât lose anyone else. He couldnât lose you, his babygirl.
When he got there he saw Tommy knelt beside a bloodied teddy bear.
Your bear.
He collapsed. Knees giving way. He pulled the bear of the ground, its white fur tormented by the red hue.
Tommy shouted your name a few times. Joel didnât have the energy to bother. His answer was here.
You were only five. Youâd never have survived on your own.
And he would never survive without you, without his girls. He hugged the bear as if it was your body and he never let go.
x
âWhyâd you have a bear in your bag?â Ellie teased as she caught sight of an fluffy ear sticking out.
Joel clenched his jaw, stuffing the teddy back inside. âWhat?â She laughed innocently, âIs it for your bad dreams? Chase the monsters away?â
The man grunted, discarding the bag on one of the chairs - away from Ellieâs view, âNone of your business.â
Ellie frowned as she caught his eye. The brown was darker than usual, which was really saying something. They were empty, hollow but at the same time watery. Like he was one step away from crying. She shook the thought off - this was Joel she was talking about. Joel never cried, not in front of her - not really... She didnât even think he could cry. But his eyes told her something else. They told an unspoken story. One she wasnât sure she wanted to know. But one, at the same time, she needed to hear.
âSorry,â She mumbled, moving into the living room of the house Tommy and Maria had given them.
Joel sighed as she did, guilt running through his veins. âSorry,â He called out, gruffly, stopping her in her escape. Ellie turned back waiting for him to continue. âit was...â He cleared his throat roughly, âThe bear was my daughters.â
âOh,â She whispered, looking up at the man with sympathy, âIf i had known it was Sarahâs... i wouldnât have said anything.â
Joel sucked in a breath, turning towards the cupboards behind him, grabbing a cup. âWasnât hers,â He corrected trying not to let his voice catch on the lump forming in his throat.
âWhat?â Ellie dared a step closer, âBut Sarah was... is your daughter.â Joel bit his tongue, forcing himself to face her again. âJoel?â
He let out a watery sigh, eyes set on the ground, âI had... i had another daughter.â He spoke your name softly but with fear. He hadnât said it in years - he couldnât. He hadnât spoken about you in nearly 20 years either. He hated to talk about you. It was hard enough letting Ellie in, letting her know about his past, about Sarah. But it was too hard to say your name. You were only a baby. His baby.
âI didnât know. You never mentioned her,â Ellie almost felt guilty asking - like this was something she shouldâve known. That she shouldâve known wasnât something you just bring up.
âYeah,â He scrunched his face a little, the feeling of your loss rushing back.
He thought and he believed for a time that if he didnât talk about you, about the way he failed you then all that hurt would go away. He was wrong. He saw you every night in his dreams. He saw the woman you grew up to become. He saw your smile and heard your laugh. But then heâd wake up alone. He was always alone.
The worst was when the dream felt real. You were a baby again, Sarah was young too. It was just the three of you. Youâd be doing something mundane - watching TV, eating dinner, whatever. Heâd have conversations with the pair of you, forgetting that none of it was real. Heâd hold you to his chest, sing to you, make you laugh. Heâd dance with Sarah to their beat up radio in the kitchen. He would watch you take your first steps, say your first words, form your first smile.
But heâd always wake up. He hated waking up.
âHow old was she?â She dared to ask.
Shakily he replied, âFive.â
She fell silent after that. Five. Five years old. Joel lost a five year old - no wonder he didnât want to talk about it, idiot.
Ellie thought for a moment, a question daring to fall from her lips. âBut sheâs wasnât on the memorial at Tommyâs.â
Joelâs head snapped up, anger residing in his chest. Who he was mad at he didnât know. Himself? Tommy? Ellie? You? âTommy... he,â He huffed, âHe doesnât believe sheâs gone. Holds out hope on that fucking plaque - fuckinâ delusional.â
Ellie leant against the countertop, eyes not leaving the man for just a second, âWhy would he think that?â
âNo body,â His voice was cold all of a sudden as if it meant nothing at all. As if he wasnât talking about the body of his five year-old.
âBut then she could be-â
âDonât,â He snapped, âDonât say another word.â
Ellie rolled her eyes but complied. Joel turned back to his cup, filling it with coffee he had just traded for. He didnât speak until he was finished and even then he wished he hadnât.
âWe heard her scream... And we found-â He grimaced, gesturing to his bag, âAnd we found that damn bear.â
âBut,â She tried again.
âEllie-â
âNo, seriously, if all you found was a bear she could still be-â
Without another word, Joel stormed past her, ripping the bag open, slamming the bear onto her chest.
Ellie saw it now.
She understood the haunting look in his eyes. She understood the story it told. It was matted, showed its age. What once was white was red now.
All of it.
Not just a patch here and there.
Everywhere.
It reminded her of Joel.
âThat look like she could be alive to you?â He shouted.
âFuck,â She felt sick just looking at it let alone touching it.
âYou kept it?â A voice called from behind her.
Joel met his brothers eyes. ââCourse i did,â He spoke defensively.
âJoel,â He simpered. They stared at each other for a while. Almost like they were having a silent conversation.
Until Joel spoke, âItâs all i have of her left.â
And there was nothing else to say.
x
Years had gone by since they had gotten to Jackson. And things were surprisingly good. Eerily good. It was the type of good that Joel knew deep down wouldnât last. It was the type of good that only existed before this mess.
Every morning he would wake up here he had a weight on his chest. A feeling that something was going to happen. This was the calm before the storm, heâd remind himself.
He didnât tell anyone about it. He couldnât. Heâd just sound paranoid.
Him and Ellie were on a run. It was simple - it always was. The people in charge at the commune never liked to overstep - go to far. Never liked to do what Joel craved.
All they had to do was scope out a few cabins that were spotted deep in the woods. Ellie had jumped at the proposition as soon as Tommy had suggested it. She hated being cooped up for so long - Jackson could only give you so much freedom.
And just because Ellie agreed he knew he had to as well. There was no way in hell heâd let her go out risking her life when there was no way heâd be able to save it.
Getting there was the easy part. The horses at Jackson were a godsend. When they got there the place was still. Ellie gave Shimmer a soft pat before joining Joel who was stalking up to the door. He knocked first - not out of curtesy, just to attract any infected that it may hold. Because thatâs what they expected. But Joel shouldâve known better.
Joel shouldâve thought about their biggest threat - people.
They had only cleared two rooms when Joel felt the cold sting of mental on his temple.
Ellie gasped but kept her gun up, eyes trained on the figure that held Joelâs life in their hands. âPut it down,â The voice ordered.
âLike hell I will,â Ellie retorted, finger edging closer to the trigger.
âI said put it down or the old man gets it,â She forced the barrel against his head - so hard he was sure it would bruise.
âJesus, fuck, okay,â Ellie mumbled, slowly setting her gun on the floor infront of her, âJust let him go?â
The woman laughed, âSo you can kill me, yeah, no thanks.â
âWe can work this out,â Joel tried, hands raising to show he was unarmed but it only aggravated her more. Her arm wrapped around his neck, making him stumble back into a chokehold.
âHey!â She yelled at Ellie as she reached for a gun. The teen stopped, taking a few steps back.
âJust put it down. We can work this out,â Joel proposed, gasping as she applied pressure to his neck, âWe donât want to hurt you.â
âBullshit,â She spat, breathing heavily, âWhat the fuck else are you here for then, huh?â
âSupplies,â Ellie told her, âWeâre from a commune-â
âEllie-â
âWe can take you back there - help you. If you just put the gun down.â
âBullshit,â The woman removed the gun from Joelâs head aiming it now at Ellie, âYouâll kill me the first chance you get.â
Ellie shook her head, going to respond before Joel gripped the womanâs arm flipping her over. She gasped as she forcefully hit the ground, splinters from the wooden floor embedded into her spine.
Her breathing picked up, hand scrambling to get to the gun he had knocked out of her hand but a foot stopped her.
Joelâs boot pressed harshly against her wrist, âDonât.â
âChrist Joel,â Ellie huffed, âYou scared the fuck out of me.â Joel watched her as she reached down to get her discarded gun. Ellie laughed as she caught her breath, âWhere the hell did that come from? Youâre like 80.â
âEllie,â He scolded with a strict look.
âRight, sorry,â She chuckled.
âSo this is when you kill me then,â The woman heaved, chest rising and falling rapidly.
Joel turned to her then, catching her eyes for the first time. He faltered, boot leaving her wrist as he took a step back.
She was a spitting image of... you.
No.
âShouldnâtâve tried to kill us, i guess,â Ellie retorted humourlessly.
âYou came into my house,â She shot back.
âThis is your house,â Ellie muttered, âNeeds some work. Right, contractor?â She shot a look over her shoulder at Joel. The man was pale, breathless. His eyes were trained on his attacker with a foreign look she couldnât decipher.
âJoel?â
âName,â He ordered, gun pointed down at her but both of them could see it shake.
âWhat?â She coughed, struggling to understand the strangers.
âYour name, what is it?â He yelled.
âJesus,â She almost let herself laugh - she wouldâve if she wasnât so shit scared.
Joel gave her a stern look so she said it. She spoke your name.
Ellieâs lips parted, confusion leaving her face, âHoly shit.â
Joelâs expression crumbled as did the grip on his gun, which now hung loosely at his side. âLast name?â He asked, voice a mere whisper.
âWhat the fuck is going on?â
âAnswer.â
âItâs Miller, Christ,â She answered, âWhat the hell is the matter with you people?â
Joelâs knees felt weak, his breath caught in his throat. This wasnât real. This couldnât be real. You died. You were gone.
âJoel is she-â
âStand up,â He told you.
Hesitantly you did as he said, struggling slightly as your injuries caught up to you. Seeing this Joel stepped forward, hand outstretched. With an odd look in your eye you took it - ignoring how the mans eyes lingered on it for a second too long.
âAre you alone?â Fearfully you shook your head. âWhere?â He ordered.
You shook your head again, âPlease donât- You canât. I was just trying to protect her.â
âWho?â Ellie spoke up, despite it not feeling like her place to be in this conversation.
âM-my,â You started but a cry interrupted, echoing through the cabin.
You didnât think for a second before you ran out of the room. Joel cursed as you did, going to rush out after you before Ellie spoke up, âWhat are we doing here, Joel?â
âI-â He paused, shaking his head and leaving the room.
âIs it her?â She questioned, following closely behind him, âIs it really her?â
He gave her stern look as he entered the room you escaped into. His eyes blurred as he saw you with a baby to your chest.
âPlease donât,â You held up your free hand, stopping them, âYou canât- not her.â
âHoly fuck,â Ellie gaped, âYou have a fucking kid!â
âEllie!â The baby fussed in your arms, cries escaping despite your comfort.
âPlease leave,â You beg, âJust let us go. I know i messed up. I didnât want to hurt you guys but i- i couldnât let you find her.â
âItâs okay,â Joel spoke softly, a type of softness you wouldnât expect a man like him to be capable of. He holstered his gun, carefully and moved his hands where you could see them.
âWeâre not going to hurt you,â He told you, âEllie, put your gun away.â Ellie did as he said.
âSo leave,â You pulled your child closer to your chest.
âWe canât do that,â Joel said.
âWhy?â
âBecause heâs-â
âEllie, donât,â He cut her off, turning back to you, âWe werenât lying before. We have a commune - itâs safe. Youâll be safe there. You both will be.â
You furrowed your eyebrows, repeating the same question, âWhy?â
âB-because youâve got a kid,â He lied, âWe canât leave you here to die.â
âI donât trust you,â You frowned. Joel mirrored your action, looking around the room at the makeshift cot you had constructed. He felt his heart ache when he spotted a blood stain on the carpet in the corner - you had given birth here, alone. You went through that alone.
âPlease,â Ellie spoke up, âYou wonât survive out here. You need somewhere safe. And maybe you donât trust us, thatâs okay but weâre honest. We want to help you.â
Hesitantly, you nodded after a few minutes, anxiety building in your chest.
Joelâs eyes were still stuck to the bloodied patch and he was reminded again of how he failed you. How he failed Sarah. He thought about that damn bear. The bear that he thought was the last part of you he had. And despite the pain in his chest and the ringing in his ears he was so glad he was wrong.
âWhatâs her name?â Ellie asked as she took a tentative step forward.
You didnât flinch, you wanted to but a part of you, a naive, childish part, wanted to believe them. âSarah,â You returned, pinching your girls cheeks causing her to smile.
Joelâs eyes filled with tears, tears he had been trying to suppress for the past 20 minutes. For the past 20 years.
Sarah. His Sarah. Your Sarah.
Ellieâs eyes snapped to Joel. He almost felt embarrassed, showing this side of him. Showing his weakness.
âSheâs beautiful,â He whispered.
You smiled as he spoke, kissing the side of Sarahâs head. âShe is,â You kissed her again before whispering - more to her than them, âMy babygirl.â