Despite It All I Remain Fuckable

Despite it all I remain fuckable

Shout out to all the Black ppl that can no longer participate directly in the fandom they love because of the stresses of racism 👍🏾 you contain multitudes of value and I'm sorry that the color of your skin and the power of your voice makes people not want to acknowledge that.

straight girls hanging out:

lesbians hanging out:

[ I.D.: it's a drawing of Ahsoka Tano from Star Wars. Her body is facing left while her head is turned to look to the right. She has a confident expression with a grin. She is wearing a brown headscarf, a blue tunic and she has her two white lightsabers in her hands. End of i.d.]

(shaking like a chihuahua) this terminal keeps taking me out every time i dare to think about it. girlies when they try to rationalise their way out of crushing guilt. girlies when they make a display of vulnerability and uncertainty, claim responsibility for an atrocity they could not have predicted would happen and speak of it in a way that positions them as distancing theirself with ruthless calculus all the while revealing a protective streak.

at the same time, i think about the conversation between durandal and tycho in M1. "can't you see the ends that i had in mind" (looks at the end that befell tau ceti and the marathon).

and really it's the way that durandal's choices in M1 clearly show he would have tried to prevent tau ceti's destruction. he didn't need to converse with tycho at all or justify himself to tycho if he truly didn't care. he didn't need to reboot leela before leaving marathon if he didn't care! and i think lots about how the weight of tau ceti's sacking manifests in durandal's choices during M2 (being angered when the colonists get killed by the phfor, providing them safe passage to escape afterwards) and during Infinity where, knowing that he's doomed, pushes the player to escape. to survive.

I wish it was easier to talk about mobile phone addiction without sounding like a boomer