How Am I Suppose To Enjoy Food When All The Food I Do Eat Makes Be Feel Sick, Bloated, Constipated, Etc.

How am I suppose to enjoy food when all the food I do eat makes be feel sick, bloated, constipated, etc.

i am once again asking for the venn diagram of "foods i can eat due to arfid" and "foods that help my sensitive stomach" to have an overlapping section in the middle. please. i'm asking nicely.

I just have to vent.

Having an arfid is miserable.

Growing up being told "I feel sorry for whoever wants to take YOU on a date" and "If you were my kid I would've made you starve!" And "you're so spoiled because you are a picky eater" is so fucked up when none of it is your choice.

Living your life worried about how *other people* look at your meals is fucking awful. Coming home from dinners hungry is fucking awful. Being seen as a problem bc of your limited diet is fucking awful.

And trying to explain it when people get so offended. "It's not a texture issue because these two foods are pretty much the same texture so you should like both!" and "but this is my family recipe and I made it so im going to be hurt if you don't suffer through it and pretend that you like it!"

I just hate food. It's not my bc of my body, it's not my weight, it's not bc I'm disrespectful or vain or spoiled or whatever else.

Neurotypicals stop caring what other people eat or don't eat challenge.

My mom always bragged to everyone about how much I loved school like it was a good thing. Like ma’am, I loved school cause it gave 8 hours away from home.

I relate to this so much that it hurts 🥲

i want to be feminine in the way a man is feminine. i want to wear flowy clothes and have it perceived not as if im subscribing to gender-"typical" clothing. i want to be cute in a femboy sense. i want to not automatically be seen as a "woman"

Necromancer is such a fun word and I wish I could use it more in my life.

I /need/ something to do but everything seems too overwhelming to do.

Anyone else understimulated but overstimulated

Like I need something or I’m gonna go crazy but I also need everything to stop or I’m gonna go crazy