I Suffered Through The Horrors Of Life And All I Got Was This Lousy Gender Identity

I suffered through the horrors of life and all I got was this lousy gender identity

It's that time of the month where my girlfriend looks at my tumblr posts for the first time in awhile and likes them all and I get a lot of notifications

Revisiting this post almost 4 months in because I'm emotional tonight. A lot has happened since initially posting this. I started college. I introduced myself as female every opportunity I've gotten. I met some amazing people who mean the world to me. I got a new job. I fell into weird slumps. I made big purchases I've been waiting years for. I started wearing female clothes in public without being worried. I voice trained. I found a passable girl voice. I started therapy. I did drugs for the first time. I felt comfortable in my body. I started writing music. And I came out to the most important person in my life.

All in just a few months. It does get better the longer you keep going. It's never too late to start, and it's never wrong to choose being happy.

I'm officially 1 month on estrogen! :]

I've heard that it is life-saving, and it really just is. Without delving too deep into my life and feelings, it really has made a positive impact. I can look at myself and not feel utterly disgusted. I feel more comfortable in myself and have started buying feminine clothes. I finally feel comfortable using female pronouns and my preferred name. There's still a ton of progress to be made and a lot to do, but it's finally starting to work <3

Mfw I have to take my things off my girlfriends bed because my trip to visit her is over and I have to drive back to my town :[

BREAKING NEWS: Local Tgirl plays dressup in her room

Showering with my girlfriend. She's washing, im doing Elden Ring gestures next to her