I Need The Context Of This One "Stupid Fucking Double Black And Their Doomed Having Asses"

I need the context of this one 👀 "Stupid fucking double black and their doomed having asses"

heheh

That one is referring to a idea of an apocalypse AU, where Dazai's secretly a zombie-human-mutant and forced to wear a gasmask to conceal his identity. Chuuya's immune (Ellie from TLOU style) but he can't tell Dazai; he dosen't know Dazai's part zombie, even.

( p.s, this could refer to two different things I wrote; either my apocalypse au idea or my ghost Dazai idea where Dazai dies and chuuya can't be nullified; Dazai's forced to watch corruption take over Chuuya--the OG idea down below :D )

i <3 tragic stories

!!! THIS

Dear Beloveds (Writers),

Hello again. ~

I have a few things I would like to say to you... please take these messages to heart instead of arguing that they don't pertain to you because yes, yes they do. They pertain to every one of you.

1 - I don't care how impatient your readers get as you're taking your breaks, you deserve to have them. Not just because you're putting out writing, but because you exist. Even when you're not in the midst of writing, which can be a really draining activity of its own right, but because you exist, which can also be exhausting. Please take care of your mind. Your readers can wait.

2 - Quality over quantity. It's better to have fewer readers/followers but that respect you and your time and are patient and kind to you than to have thousands of them that have no respect for you. Choose quality over quantity every time. It's better for you and your mental health.

3 - Your mental health should always come first. Feel exhausted? Get rest. Feel burnt out? Take a break. A reader constantly bringing you down? Block them. It's okay. You'll have other readers. Your mental health comes first.

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5 - Thank you. You are wonderful and deserve so much love and support for what you do. Remember that you are appreciated, even if it doesn't feel like it. You are loved and appreciated.

Just a small update

Written in my pages IS still being worked on...however, I'd like to say that the chapter 14 is going to be a little delayed; I've been working my ass off on other projects (Art, mainly), and over all have other stuff to work on! But, just because i love you Tumblr users, You can have a small sneak glimpse at what chapter 14 is to come:

> Set in 'old-times' where ships sailed and fables soared like birds in the sky; shanties and songs of hostile people or of folklore making noise in the air along with seagulls and other birds. Fish fear man, but what fears man MORE is the monsters that lurk below, only wishing to be kept at peace as they lay deep below the surface....

Hehehe that's all your getting for hints...stay tuned!

For those who haven't read the previous chapters, check it out here!

P.S should i make my own tag for people to find my posts easier?

"Always?" (one shot)

I already posted this on A03, but I want to post it to Tumblr as well!

Content warnings: death/talk of death, character death

Summary: Dazai's stuck in a time loop, and chuuya promises him something probably impossible.

(link to A03 here)

Work below :D

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365 days in a year.

365 days that dazai has been stuck in this time loop of the world constantly dying on repeat. Everything happens the same, each day, each time.

And it's not fun. As much as dazai craves death—the feeling of killing himself impounded in his brain so much so that he might believe that one day this loop will stop—he actually fears it now.

Not just the feeling of death, impending doom, but of losing that one close friend he's seen in each loop, each day on repeat.

Dazai dosent think chuuya knows he's in a loop. Hell, maybe this is all some sort of fucked up simulation for dazais own personal torture.

"have you ever felt like we're stuck like this? In these bodies, someday to rot—or apparently boil, according to the meteor nearing earth." chuuya asks one loop in particular, giving dazai hope that maybe chuuyas in this with loop him.

"I've felt that countless of times in my life." Dazai would respond that one loop, looking up as the meteor catches fire, entering the earth's atmosphere.

"really? chuuya hums, sitting with dazai on the ledge of a building, watching the sky rain ash and become red from the heat.

"Yeah. Too many times." Dazai says, voice cracking as the meteor gets closer. He's He's sick of this loop. This loop of pain and never being able to see the real chuuya again. . .

"Chuuya?' Dazai asks, watching as chuuya leans closer to him; he didn't want to be alone.*

"Can you promise me that we'll meet in every world?" Dazai entangles his hand in chuuyas hair, knocking the redheads hat off, which flies into the gnarly winds.

"sure, mackerel. Promise."

The meteor finally greets the earth's surface, the boiling, scorching feeling dazai has felt too many times now—become familiar with it, almost—caressing he and chuuyas bodies as the world goes to flames.

A tear runs down chuuyas cheek silently and he turns to dazai more, nuzzling against him.

"see you in another life, 'samu." chuuya mumbles.

"See you, chuuya."

And everything goes dark, a searing dark that tears and bites at dazai and chuuyas skin. One dazai has felt too many times now.

Goodbye, world. See you in the next loop.

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Idk why, but i've always liked the idea of time loops / having to repeat your life- idk, it just entertains me that you'd have to see the same thing happening over and over until "the end"--if there is one, anyway.

Any headcanons/ideas that BEAST!Dazai and Chuuya would do?

(P.S BEAST!Dazai fan and writer :3 I like your writing btw!!!)

OMG FELLOW WRITER?!?!! TYSM!!!!! JUST FOR YOU POOKIE!!! MEAH MWAH💗

I didnt know what EXACTLY to write

but valentines day is tomorrow........

so......

how about....

HOW BEAST! DAZAI WOULD ASK YOU TO BE HIS VALENTINE

ill do chuuya another time bestie—-

⚠︎︎: maybe ooc? Mention of suicide,

♺:reboot,review and request!

Ps~ here is the playlist bbg!!! (trying somthing out)

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꧁Osamu Dazai꧂

❤︎︎synopsis:` Your boss makes you work late on Valentine’s Day….you didn’t realize that this was why….. `

❥You were his secretary,often taking calls and such but were never exactly put on the front lines for anything. Dazai was a huge crybaby (thats why we are in this mf mess) even though everyone called him stoic and calm. He was emotional,he just didnt want people to see it. He didnt want them to think their boss was some kind of crybaby or anything......until he found you. You saw it all and you saw him for who he was and not for who he pretended to be. The last person to do that was chuuya.

❥You got a call late one night while he put you on overtime....he never really did this,overtime?! And on vallentines day?! Ugh.....but the weird thing about the call was that it was his personal number. “(Y/N).....please meet me on the roof? I.....i want to talk to you....it was much too important to say anywhere else,and my office is such a boring place-make it quickly so you dont miss the sunset....“ He said to you before promptly hanging up before you had even a chance to argue!

❥You walk up to the roof,your jacket fluttering in The breeze that night as you gasped….flowers,car keys,jewelry….everything he could think of!, but most of all…..poetry. He wrote from nothing from his heart,it was extremely difficult and perplexing. He’s always considered himself to be a thinker,but this made him so…..soft. He was head over heels for you.

❥dazai had never been anything of a romantic person,he never used to partake in those affairs due to how he hoped to die. He didn’t know how to do it…he didnt know how to coax or court you into a romance with him. He didn’t know-and it petrified him,what if you said no? The what ifs flooded his head and overwhelmed his senses.

❥ “(y/n)…..my love. My heart,please be my valentine. With every inch of my being I love you and a little more after-I am a horrible man. A awful one but I will never hurt you and I will never do anything less than the best for you…(y/n),darling…..let me love you. For you I am your dog,I’m nobody’s poet nor am I anyone’s….but yours if you will take me.”

❥ do you say yes?

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Tags! : @rusmii @atlasnessie @heartsfourdazai @atsquie @lotomber @lovedazai @chuunai @lotus-reblogs

Facts about my story :D

- I tend to enjoy writing more fantasy-like chapters, yet i also adore things that AREN'T fantasy and are very real. (for an example, chapter 3 + 4 are more realistic whilst chapters 8, 10, and 11 are far more fantasy).

- I also tend to stray from stuff like kisses, and instead write things such as cuddles, hugs, and other times that can still be intimate without kisses or nsfw! I'm not asexual i just really like the idea of intamacy in smaller things.

- I write what I feel at the time (most times, that is) and so some chapters are more sad whilst others are far happier. also for plot reasons.

- Mixing universes (for example, chapter 13--its not really mixing universes, but shh.) plays a small role for lore but god i love to write it.

- giving spoilers for things such as the Stormbringer light novel, BEAST!Bsd, (and slight spoilers for the actual bsd manga) is fun. I try to write the spoilers simple enough so others can understand whats happening without having read things like BEAST!bsd and Stormbringer!!

God, someone should stop me from writing more of these. anyway, expect most posts on Tumblr to be updates on what chapters are coming out, what will be delayed, and overall updates :D !! (I'll definitely need to link this Tumblr account on the notes of A03 sometime so people know this exists xd )